| Ok these are my thought on me and my surroundings, Touch's opions do NOT nessicarily match what will be on this page. I' m also deeply sorry if anything is said that would offend or hurt anyone. Boys(click 4 a cool link) As anoying as they are boys are one of the main things i think about * stupid hormones*. but love 'em or hate em' you gotta live with them. i've had one really bad guy experince that really hurt me, but i got over it. though i now have a weird fear of serious comittment and fallling into my own world of love * i've found the scariest things in life are those you create your self* i've still gone on to other boys, and though i was not the dumpie in 2 of the 3 boy stitches my hear still broke and i still had sleepless nites and tears that soaked my pillow. it occured to me that most people think there is more than one kind of heart break - i disagree with this assumption. whenever i felt my heart tear down the middle it was because i lost something i loved, something important to me- everytime it feels the same, it's just proportioned differently thats all... Thoughts On Myself It's often bothers me that i dont always act like the person i wanna be its bothers me more when i'm not sure who the person i wanna be is. i want to help people and make the world a better place, but i dont, i never take the time out of my day to find away to help, but yet i call myself a caring person.It just doesn't seem rite. i'd never really considered myslef a "screw-up" until this year when i did nothing but screw up...in as many areas of my life as i plan to list here. i wish we didnt have to try to figure out who we are, if it could just come wiht the package that'd be great. but instead i'm stuck not knowing what i want how to get it or if i even REALLY want it. |
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