No Remorse

~no remorse~
{...for Book Of Death.....}
the contents might prove to be very violent ..i m warning u !!!

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living without life 
dying without death 
i have stoped talking so loud 
i have stopped walking so proud 
just draging my feets along 
just pretending to be one of them 
pretending to be happy .
i know i have been here before 
and i know i am just walking in circles .
trying to figure out what m i doing here 
all in vain ..........
my life is like an open book shouting louder every minute 
wanting to be read . 

the beast inside me wants to tear me open and come out .
its getting harder to resist him anylonger .
i wont be surprised to find myself holding a butchers knife over the
corpse of a 2yr old baby . the child has been brutality slaughered , he
has felt pain like he will never feel again .i stare at his innocent
face outlining his silhoute with my dripping knife .
~i feel the softness of his eye balls now in my hands ....my child u
will never cry again .
~i rip out his tiny tongue .....my child u will never lie again .
~i slowly peal off his soft skin....my child u will never feel the pain
again .
~i squeeze his tiny heart in my hands and watch the blood oozing out
from the gaps of my fingers ....my child u will never feel the pain of
love.

you are lucky one my dear ...i wish i was at ur place .
i spit on his dead face one last time and turn around with no guilt ,
no regrets and no remorse ......... 
"its better to burn then to fade away "{kurt cobin}