Cursed By Cupid 2

when your life seems like a meaningless puzzle . 
when every one turns there back on you and refuse to understand how you feel. 
when you peek out and decided to stay back in ur egocentric cacoon.
Trying hard not to look at the mirror .
hiding yourself from the truth .
you live in a world of make beliefe 
your domain , your sanitarium , your castle of hope .
dwindling is the self sustainable flame of hope .
you refuse to let go of the doll you cherished all your life .
you hide your head in your pillow and tell your self again and again that its gona be all over when the sun rises . 

Then you started lying to yourself .
you hate to look into your own eyes 
ambiguise reflections revealed by the mirror 
if decieving is sin,then we are all devils. 

burning like a phoenix 
crying like a candle .
melting from your own tears 
and reincarnating from your ashes .

behold 
your the choosen one 
you are Mephistopheles
the noble disciple of fÜhrEr




26th april 2000
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8:29 pm
wednesday