| Portait of an Apology Look what I've done, this picture I've painted, It looks like my heart or what still remains. Convinced of the way your interpretations are not what I see, I wish they could be. I remember it much redder, I remember it much brighter. Can you stay for a while? Try to imagine this. Could you be for a while? I can't remember it. Could you fall for a while? I can't escape from this. I try to explain the way that the frame doesn't quite fit the image,or surround the edge. It stands on display, what do you see? Behold all the new grey, what's become of the old me? I remember it much redder, I remember it much brighter. chorus Calling, crying, ashamed of what I am not. Really failing, falling into this cage and I can't escape, I can't escape. Look what I've done, this picture I've painted, It doesn't quite fit, or surround the edge. I remember it much redder. chorus I can't escape, I can't escape, I can't escape. Truce Faultless in the eyes that I could never open wide enough to see you through. Much to my surprise it never orbits round the things you should hold me to. I stand here wondering...I'm waiting. My ear is twisted in all the thoughts, a glimpse of truce just because. And it's always, almost, never close, I close my eyes to hide the distance. Enchanted by the face of peace and when it turns to sunken eyes and waterfalls, Unsatisfied with simple things, entangled in the chords I can't take any calls. I stand here wondering, I'm waiting. chorus Waiting around for some kinda peace, hoping you'll find me in my need. My ear is twisted, a glimpse of truce just because. chorus Much Afraid Empty again, sunken down so far, So scared to fall, might not get up again. So I lay at your feet all my brokeness, I carry all of my burdens to you. And all of these things held up in vain, No reason no rhyme, just the scars that remain. And all of these things are so much afraid, Scared out of my mind by the demons I've made. Sweet Jesus, You'll never ever let me go. Oh Sweet Jesus, never ever let me go. So happy to love, yet so far to go, You lead me on to where I've never been before. chorus Hymn Oh refuge of my hardend heart, of fast persuing lover come, As angels dance around your throne my life by captured fair you'll own. Not silhouette of trodden faith, nor death shall not my steps beguide, I'll pirouette upon my grave, for in your path I'll run and hide. Oh gaze of love so melt my pride, that I may in your house but kneel. And in my brokeness to cry spring worship unto thee. When beauty breaks the spell of pain the bludgeoned heart shall burst in vain, But not when love be pointed king, and truth shall thee forever reign. chorus Sweet Jesus carry me away from cold of night and dust of day, In ragged hour or salt-worn eye, be my desire my well spring lie. chorus Spring worship unto thee, Spring worship unto thee. |