| Isolated |
| This is about a particular incident with my friends that shattered the reality of our friendship for a very long time. I wrote this so that they could understand how I was feeling. I hope it does the trick. I've never been the outsider here, Always popular, always loved. No matter what my friends were near, To help me rise above. Then once upon a starry night, It all came crashing down. Suddenly nothing seemed so right, My heart was on the ground. And the clique with whom I thrived, Was stomping it to bits. All I could do was sit and cry, Until I'd lost my wits. The holidays are oh so lonely, When nobody comes to call. But my family cheered me slowly, To save me from my fall. Days turned into months and then, As time so quickly passed, I began to trust again, Forgetting old hurts at last. But I was badly burned once more, My shyness has come back. If I'm as quiet as before, Then friendship I shall lack. I'm so tired of lonely nights here, Sitting in my little room. Where is my laughter and my cheer? All I can feel is gloom. Jesus won't you be my best friend? Hold my hand, call me your own. I'll trust you 'til the very end, Until you one day bring me home. |