OK, this is the first attempt to a story I have ever
posted online. Don't laugh at me. :) just kiddin. I'm not
sure exactly what to put on the header here so I will say this is my half assed
attempt at a disclaimer. All the characters save Ryan (Anna) & Amy
Cahill and Christopher & Maggie James, Bowdry and his gang and a few extras
here and there are the property of their respective creators for The Young
Riders TV series. I don't know exactly who you are but you do. All
this story is is an attempt to amuse myself and will never be used for anything
besides that.
Seein' Red
-Rebecca
The girls rode into St. Joseph with great anticipation.
Ryan couldn't remember the last time she was so antsy for something. To
Ryan, St. Jo meant a warm bath and a clean bed. To her cousin Amy, it
meant Christopher James. The girls had been following Bowdry, the man who
ruined their lives in a flash of seconds for three long months. They were
determined to give him and his men exactly what they deserved, a bullet in the
gut. There were five of them in all, each a slime hired gun that shot and
killed their families for a pocket full of change.
The cousins straightened themselves up on their mounts
and put on hard faces. Learning the hard way, they found out it best that
they made themselves into boys for this hunt. Not many people were too
keen on women riding around dressed in pants like they did. It wasn't a
hard task though. All they had to do was wear their Pa's clothes, a hat
and guns, well, and bind certain parts of their body. The fact that their
Pa's wanted boys and had raised the girls to shoot, ride, track and hunt made
every bit of a difference. Ryan passes as a boy better than Amy because
she just carried herself differently, and she was physically and emotionally
stronger than her cousin. The murders had changed her whole outlook on
life itself, and as a result, Ryan had become hard and distant.
The sight of St. Joseph sent a whirlwind of emotions
throughout Amy. She couldn't think straight being so close to the man she
knew she would spend the rest of her life with. But, the whole crazy turn
of events in her life had changed the situation completely. The only
thing left dear to her besides Ryan was somewhere in the city, waiting for
her. Amy didn't have the heart to leave Ryan alone to finish what they
had started so she had promised herself she wouldn't let Christopher get in her
way of revenge.
They quickly found a hotel in the busy little city and
Ryan threw herself on the soft bed. Within seconds, she had fallen fast
asleep, completely exhausted. Amy took a bath and dressed in the only
dress she had been able to salvage. "Hey Ry" she whispered
excited. "Huh?" Ryan mumbled out slowly through the
pillow. "I'm headin out. See ya later" she smiled full of
excitement. "K" she mumbled again. Ryan sighed, knowing
she should get up and take a bath. The thought of laying in that smooth
warm water changed her mind about getting up. She quickly drew the bath,
a smile on her face. She laughed to herself knowing exactly where her
cousin was headed. Straight to that beautiful home owned by the James
family, straight into the arms of her love. Ryan slowly sank into the
soothing bath, sighing at the amazing and relaxing feeling. Her body had
taken a beating while on the ride, not to mention the getting thrown a few
times by her hard headed mare. This was a long awaited, long needed
rest.
Soaking in the tub, Ryan began to daydream about her
past, her life before....before Bowdry killed it. She remembered how she
and Amy used to run wild through the fields of sweetgrass, carefree and
happy. She could almost smell the sweet perfume of all the wild flowers
that decorated their land with an unending array of living color.... the proud
look on their Pa's faces when they learned how to shoot bottles off of the
fence with their Colts. Life was so much more simple then. Things
have definitely changed, as their whole world had been turned upside
down. The only things left were their memories, and for Ryan, her burning
desire for revenge. Amy on the other hand was in love and better off with
Christopher. Ryan smiled with her eyes closed as she ran her plan through
her head. The only thing left for her to do now was to leave. Amy
wasn't cut out for killin.
Ryan and Amy had been only one step behind Bowdry their
whole trip, but Ryan got wind of Bowdry's whereabouts and that he was going to
stay put for a while. She had gotten Amy to her love, now, she had hoped
he'd ask her cousin to marry him. Ryan then planned to slip out of St.
Joseph while Amy was distracted and do the killin herself. Amy deserved a
better life than that. Ryan's father had taught her how to not leave a
trail and knew she could make sure Amy couldn't fallow. Ryan eventually
fell asleep in the bath, her Colts in hands reach, like always.
When she awoke, she thought it best she went looking for
her cousin. She dressed in her pants and shirt, braided her long brown
hair down her back and put on her hat. She smiled as she picked up her
guns from the floor and slipped the belt on. It was her father's most
prized possession. Silver Army Colts with a beautiful flower design
etched into them. She never went anywhere without them. With guns,
no one messed with her.
Ryan found her way to Christopher's house and tied up
her horse. She had only been there a few weeks before her family was
shot. Christopher's little sister bounded straight down the porch and
wrapped herself around Ryan's legs tightly. She really didn't know much
about children, and was at a loss as to what to do with the girl. She
smiled and hugged the small child. "Anna, Anna! You look like
a boy!" she grinned up at the woman. Ryan laughed. "That
I do." Maggie grabbed Ryan's hand and practically drug her into the house.
"Chrisopher ast Amy to marry him." the young girl squealed in
delight. "She's gonna be my sister."
As soon as Ryan and Maggie stepped into the house, Ryan
was bombarded with voices calling out to her. She grinned as Amy ran to
her and engulfed her in a hug. "Did you hear that. I'm gonna
be Mrs. Christopher James!" she cried in delight. "You two are
so perfect together. I'm so happy for you." Ryan said happily.
"Anna." Christopher smiled as he approached the cousins.
"You definitely look.... different," he grinned and kissed her cheek.
"Yah, well....... you know," she grinned. She looked up at him
a bit more serious. "Amy tell you why?" His smile faded
and he nodded his head in response.
"Yes. Why can't we let the Law take care of
it? You and Amy should stay here in St. Joseph. This is where you
belong now. With your family," he said. "The Law.
Sure!" Ryan scoffed. The "Law" had told them to forget
about it and take husbands. Get married, have babies and forget about
it. That was just the wrong thing to tell Ryan. She ain't that kind
of girl right now. Christopher didn't like the look on Ryan's face.
"At least just consider it," he smiled. She nods in
response.
The commotion inside was overwhelming for Ryan so she
slipped out the front door for some fresh air. Ryan made herself
comfortable on the porch bench and waited for the sun to set. Bowdry had
no idea the girls were on his tail. As far as he knew, the girls were
normal girls and had gone to their closest relatives which were hundreds of
miles away.
Ryan knew from a reliable source that Bowdry and his
bunch were settled in Sweetwater for a few weeks. Ryan thought it may be
a good idea for her to rest in St. Joseph for a bit. The best time for
her to slip out of town would be the night of the wedding. Ryan heard the
door squeak open and Amy's voice clear. Amy knew the girl's temperament
and knew she was ticked at the comment Christopher had made about the
Law. Ryan smiled at how much Amy knew her. "I'm fine,"
she answered her. Amy sat next to Ryan and searched for the right
words.
"You know, I was thinkin. You know, maybe it
ain't that important anymore. Our Ma's and Pa's wouldn't want us to be
doin this anyway. I really wanna stay and marry Christopher. You
know, there could even be someone here for you too," she smiled
sheepishly. Ryan smiled at her cousin. "I don't think there's
anyone out there for me. No man could handle a woman with two Colts who
knows how to use them," she laughed. "What man wants a wife
that can out shoot and out ride him? One like me," she smiled at
Amy. Ryan saw in Amy's eyes that she was looking to her for an
answer. "I think we should stay here for a bit. You and
Christopher get married!" she grinned at Amy. Amy smiled to her
cousin and darted back inside the house. *At least one of us is happy,*
Ryan thought.
A few days had passed and Ryan had decided to
stay. She wanted to see her cousin happy, and she was. She envied
her and the love she shared with Christopher. She had a feeling that it
was something she would never experience. She was right. No man
wants a woman like her but she can't help it. Ryan snapped out of her
gaze and looked up waiting for Amy to come out of the dressing room.
"How about this?" Amy asked, emerging from behind the curtain.
Ryan smiled. Her cousin was beautiful. "That's the one
Aim. That's it. You'll send that man spinin out of control when he
sees you." "You're right. This is it!" she giggled
and spun around the room. "Now for YOU," she stooped, grinned
and pointed to Ryan. Ryan stiffened. "I hate dresses!"
she whined. "I saw this one earlier and thought of you. It's
perfect." Amy smiled pulling a blue dress from behind the
counter.
Ryan's eyes widened. "Wow.... I mean, I
suppose that will do," she grinned. It's an amazing shade of light
blue with delicate lace around the cuffs, neck and bottom. Ryan grabbed
it from Amy's hand and darted into the dressing room. She shed her men's
clothes and slipped the delicate dress on. She spun around once, letting
the dress' full skirt fly all around her. She stopped and gazed upon the
woman that stood before her in the mirrior. *Wow. That's me.* she
told herself. She quickly changed back into her normal clothes and steeped
out, dress in hand. "Well, where's the dress?" Amy
demanded. "It fits," Ryan grinned at her crookedly.
"You'll just have to wait and see."
Amy changed and finally Christopher popped his head into
the store. "You ladies ready?" he asked. They both nodded
yes and he stepped in to pay for the dresses. The three began to stroll
down the walk and quickly Ryan realized she was definitely not needed
anymore. With package in hand, she slipped off to venture off for
herself. Along the way, she came upon the most beautiful Palomino she had
ever seen tied to a hitching post. She stopped to pet him and get a
better look at the gorgeous horse. She was quickly interrupted as someone
flew into her from behind, making her drop her package, trip and fall, left arm
and shoulder into the water trough. She glared up at the tall dark haired
man who had shoved her hard without a word of sorry. He seemed to not
even notice pushing her. That was just the tiny event that sent Ryan off
the deep end.
"Excuse me," she said gruff, tapping the man
on the shoulder. He turned, an annoyed look across his face. Before
one could get a good look at the other, Ryan pulled back her fist and sent it
flying into the man's jaw. His head snapped left and Ryan tried to shake
the pain from her hand. The man turned his head slowly and grabbed Ryan's
wrist as he lifted his own fist to hit "him" back. He glared at
her, then tightened his grip on her wrist. "Ladies shouldn't go
walkin around punchin men less they wana be punched back," he snapped.
He threw her arm down, jumped on his horse and rode off with a bag of
mail. Ryan glared at the direction he had disappeared off into and
huffed. Noticing the bag of mail he was carrying, she guessed that he
rode for the Pony Express. Ryan was so full of stored up rage that she
saw red and went temporarily crazy. She really didn't want to punch the
handsome man, but he just did the wrong thing at the right time.