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Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1384 (11/3/01 2:03:58 pm) \| Del All	Starting Over: Part 7 Michael I kept my hand at the back of her neck, squeezing the tension out. "I love you Maria. You're..not the same anymore..and I guess it scared me..because I didn't have to save you. What..I'm trying to say is I was wrong, about what I said..it's not true." I paused to look at her, memorize her face in case she still wanted to leave. Her eyes said she'd stay. I smiled and kissed her.. Tess I threw my shirt on the couch, my jeans tossed somewhere in the hallway. I kept my panties on because he liked to take them off himself. I saw him still in bed and stopped for a second. "Hi.." I said strangely. Like he knew what I was feeling. Calm down, it's not a big deal... I smiled and jumped him, straddling his waist and attacking his mouth. I grinded against him, running my hands through his hair. Tess the sex fiend. Truthfully I felt guilty. BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1295 (11/3/01 2:23:54 pm) \| Del	Maria I closed my eyes and wrapped my arms around his shoulders. I kissed him back softly. "I love you Michael." I whispered pulling back slightly. "I love you more than anything, and I don't know what to do without you. But you were right. You're the only person that ever loved me. And I think what scared me most, was that I'd lose you. And I can't lose you, I need you." I buried my face in the crook of his neck. "You're the only person that ever made me feel like I was something, made me feel loved." Kyle I kissed her passionately and slid my hands under her panties to grab her ass. "Hey baby. How you doin?" I mumbled against her mouth. I bit at her lower lip, sucking and tugging at it with my teeth. ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1385 (11/3/01 2:37:45 pm) \| Del	Michael I wrapped my arm around her back and pulled her into me. Just like that it was ok again. I pulled her head back and kissed her roughly, exploring her mouth with my tongue, tasting her lips again. I loved her so much I could feel the vibrations in my heart. "Marry me.." I whispered, kissing her neck all over. God I wanted her so much, my name behind hers.. Tess I pulled his boxers down while I bit and sucked down his chest. "Fine..I'm great." I mumbled quickly, fumbling with the back of my bra. I was full of adrenaline and a need to remind myself of what I had. He was beautiful..perfect. I smiled up at him then climbed back up to attack his mouth again. I squeezed his arms, feeling the muscles tighten. I loved that.. BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1296 (11/3/01 2:53:10 pm) \| Del	Maria I nodded kissing him back with all that love I had for him. I ran my fingers through his hair. I was frantic, just to feel him, touch hin, and love him. I moved into his lap and held onto him tightly. "I love you." I breathed against his skin. Kyle I smirked against her mouth and kissed her deeply before rolling her onto her back. I slid one hand down and pulled off her panties, then wrapped her legs around my waist. "I love you." I murmured against her lips before ravaging her mouth. ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1386 (11/3/01 3:15:57 pm) \| Del	Michael Fcking couch you suck. I lifted her up and carried her to our room. Man we got lucky with a kid that sleeps all the time. I smiled thinking about us having a family and a real house. "Ria.." I groaned sitting back on the bed, pulling at her clothes to get them off fast. Make up sex is the best. I bit her neck, sucking softly after. Tess* I love you too. I smiled expectantly, spreading my legs wide for him, waiting. "Kyle don't go so slow!" I whined and squirmed under him, kissing him faster..with more hunger. This is what was meant to be. Me and Kyle. Michael and Maria. Strange group of friends. I scratched my nails lightly down his arms.. BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1297 (11/3/01 3:31:42 pm) \| Del	Maria I helped him pull my clothes off, then pulled at his. "God Michael." I mumbled kissing his chest and up his neck to his lips. I ran my hands up and down his chest around to his back, trying to feel every inch of him. Kyle I growled and looked down at her. I gripped her hips, keeping them still as I slowly slid into her. I didn't move, just held it. I wanted us to go slow and enjoy it. ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1387 (11/3/01 4:02:09 pm) \| Del	Michael I laid back, rolling over her and using my knees to open her legs. I pushed inside her wet heat easily and started moving. My hands roaming her body, her smooth thighs, the soft skin on her neck. I kissed the tops of her breasts, taking each nipple in my mouth until they were swollen. "I love you..I love you.." I repeated again and again as I fcked her hard, but it there was more to it than that.. Tess* I growled at him for being so mean. I wanted it fast, a quick mind blowing f*ck and then we could talk and cuddle. I narrowed my eyes at him. Bad timing baby..I'm not in the mood for mush. "Valenti please!" I hissed at him, sitting half up to giggle and pull at his hair. I felt him deep inside me, not moving an inch! BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1298 (11/3/01 6:22:17 pm) \| Del	Maria It felt so good to have him inside me again. I moaned and wrapped my arms around his shoulders. I closed my eyes and arched my back. "Michael. God I love you so much." I moaned quietly. Kyle I grabbed her hands and pressed them into the mattress. I slowly pulled out and then slid back in. I kissed the tops of her breasts sucking on her skin. ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1388 (11/3/01 6:57:54 pm) \| Del	Michael I slipped my hand between us to rub circles on her clit with my thumb. I watched her face through half closed eyes, enjoying her pleasure. I groaned loud and thrust deeper. Holding it for her cum first. "Maria.." I groaned again, kissing her mouth and wrapping my tongue around hers. Tess He is evil plain and simple. I closed my eyes giving in to him. "Fine..be that way.." I moaned under my breath. His lips touched my breasts and I arched my back under him, biting my lip. I moved my hips up slightly, hoping he would move. BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1299 (11/4/01 9:51:38 am) \| Del	Maria I moaned loudly, then cried out his name into his mouth. "Michael." I dug my fingers into his back as I came violently. I clenched my eyes shut and buried my face in his shoulder. Kyle I sucked on her breasts, sucking and bitting at her nipples. I held her hips as I started moving slow and deep inside of her.I'd never get tired of the feeling of her body around me. ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1389 (11/4/01 4:16:44 pm) \| Del	Michael I let go hearing her moan and clench around me. "Maria.." I grunted into her neck, filling her up. I collapsed on the side of her and pulled her into my arms so I could keep her close. You can't leave someone who does this sht to you, I was high still being inside her.. Tess* I rolled my head to the side, biting hard on my lip. He was doing all the work. My eyes rolled back when he started moving. "F*ck baby.." I whispered, reaching for him. I slid my fingers through his hair, scratching his scalp. I lifted my hips slightly against him.. BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1300 (11/4/01 9:54:01 pm) \| Del	Maria I held onto him tightly, my face buried in his chest. "I love you Michael. I love you so much." I whispered letting my eyes slip shut. It felt so good to be with him again. Kyle I groaned and suddenly thrust hard and deep in and out of her. I closed my eyes as I moved fast inside her. I gripped her hips tightly. ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1390 (11/5/01 12:07:12 pm) \| Del	Michael I thought about calling Tess and apologising for last night. Maria was sleeping next to me, I think she was smiling. We made love all night and I was fcking exhasted. On second thought calling Tess was a bad idea. From what Ria said sht happened and Kyle was pissed. Whatever..I never liked him. The sun was up, no job, would rather die than attempt to change Michelle. "Ria..she's crying.." I nudged her and looked towards our open door. She didn't want me doing that stuff anyway. I'd make breakfast. Yeah good idea. I got out of bed and changed my boxers. I saw the ring on the nightstand and took it out, putting it on her finger before going to the kitchen. Fck that kid is loud... "Maria! Get up baby!" I yelled from the kitchen. Tess* "Kyle" I gasped his name, sitting up and wrapping my arms around him. I screamed into his shoulder, cuming really hard. God it felt so good. He was so good. I dug my nails across his back, not meaning to hurt him. My hair was sticking to my face, I brushed it behind my ear. "You...are so perfect." I panted heavily. BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1301 (11/5/01 4:41:49 pm) \| Del	Maria I heard Michael yell at me and jumped. Then I heard Michelle crying. I groaned and rolled over still half asleep. I pulled on one of Michael's button down shirts and stumbled into the living room. I picked her up and rocked her gently. "Shhh baby." I murmured making my way into the kitchen and making her a bottle. I walked back into the living room and held her as I sat on the couch and closed my eyes. Michael had really worn me out last night. I wanted to curl back up in bed and sleep. Kyle I hissed feeling her clawing my back. "Sh!t." I thrust deeper within her as I exploded deep inside her tight hot body. I groaned her name quietly and collapsed half on top of her half off her. I opened my eyes and brushed her hair back from her face. ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1391 (11/5/01 5:03:22 pm) \| Del	Michael "How'd you get her to do that?" I asked from the fridge. The second she picked her up Michelle was a mute. Pissed me off because I knew she would cry harder if I woke her up. I was still on edge. Like she'd get scared again and leave. Having sex all the time just delayed it. We had to talk..fck I really would rather cut my eyes out. What are we talking about again?* Tess I looked at my profile in the mirror. My tummy was flat..well almost flat. I pulled my shirt down and left the bathroom. Kyle and I were going shopping for my dress today. It should have been Maria..but we weren't talking. I talked to Michael and he said things were back to 'normal'. I really should call her though. "Kyle I think I wanna be naked.." I giggled coming up behind him on the couch. I played with his hair. "Oh god..football, you know we're going out today..right?" I tugged on his hair. Stupid football. It always turned him into a zombie. BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1302 (11/5/01 5:32:16 pm) \| Del	Maria I glanced at Michael and shrugged. "I don't know." I told him. I really didn't. She just did. I looked down at her and touched her face. Then I noticed I was wearing my engagment ring again. I knew I hadn't put it back on. I glanced at Michael under my lashes, then back at Michelle. Once she finished eating I put side her bottle and just held her, rocking her gently. Kyle I grabbed Tess' hands when she pulled on my hair. I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her into my lap, not taking my eyes off the tv. "I know, but wait a second." I stroked my fingers up and down her back. ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1392 (11/5/01 8:59:54 pm) \| Del	Michael Two months. That's a long ass time without talking. Wait, we talk. Not about what happened or when this wedding is..but we talk. About..dinner and the rest of the time we're fcking. It's insane the way it's going. Michelle sleeps too much and we don't know why. No..we don't talk about that either. Maria and Tess still aren't talking. I went out to lunch with her and said I was sorry. She's got a stomach..I had to laugh.. "Hey baby what do want for dinner?" I asked passing the couch where she was watching tv with Michelle. I walked into the kitchen and looked through the fridge. Tess* I touched my stomach, feeling the soft roundness of it. Three months pregnant. I did the math in my head. Six more months. I sighed and pulled my shirt down, walking back down the hall to see if Kyle was ready to go out. "I can't believe you! Kyle!" I screamed coming up behind the couch. He was still watching football. "I thought you said it was over..baby you're not even dressed yet!" I smacked him upside the head and walked around the couch, standing in front of the tv. This was the 4th time we were supposed to go out and find my dress. Granted it wasn't a guy thing..but he promised. And every time the game warped his mind. I crossed my arms.. BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1303 (11/5/01 9:37:57 pm) \| Del	Maria "How about chinese?" I asked glancing at him, then back at the tv. I looked back down at Michelle and played with her hand. She was asleep again. It worried me. Hell everything worried me. Michael and I never talked. We had never really talked much, but it was worse now. Kyle I leaned to the side to look around her to see the tv. "It's almost over Tess. Chill baby." I knew she wanted me to go with her, and I promised, but she always wanted to go when there was a game on. ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1393 (11/5/01 10:07:39 pm) \| Del	Michael I stopped on the box of cold pizza from last night. "Yeah..right." I nodded and closed the fridge. I walked to the coffee table and grabbed the phone, calling in some Chinese. She craved the stuff ever since she was pregnant. I sat back on the couch next to her. "35 minutes..let me hold her." I took her out of her arms. Like usual she woke up and I swear she gave me a look. Does she hate me? I smirked and put my arm around Maria. We stared silently at the tv. Tess Maybe I stomped my foot. "No. I will not! This..this stupid game has been on for hours! I mean..how long can is last?" He wasn't even looking at me. I growled and turned around, hitting the tv until it shut off. I whiped back around with my hands firmly planted on my big fat hips. "I'm gonna be fat by the time you get your ass off this couch! Either get up and take a f*cking shower or.." I stopped suddenly with a pain in my stomach. I have to stop screaming. The look on his face made my bite my lip not to laugh. I never thought I'd be yelling at my husband over a football game. BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1304 (11/5/01 10:51:58 pm) \| Del	Maria I leaned up against his side and closed my eyes. I liked sitting around with him like this. I looked at the tv, then Michelle before closing my eyes again. We had so many things we had to deal with. Kyle I growled at her. "Or what?" I asked crossing my arms over my chest. She was so cute like that. Throwing her little fit. I knew it meant a lot to her, I just wasn't looking forward to it. ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1394 (11/5/01 11:40:50 pm) \| Del	Michael This sht is driving me insane. "Maria. If we love each other so much then why can't we talk..or fcking go a month without fighting? I've thought about it a lot..and I don't have a clue. Three years like this..on and off..cool then all fcked up again..." I trailed off, my voice making Michelle cry. I sighed and shook my head slightly, moving off the couch to sit on the coffee table in front of her, my hands folded in front of me. Tess* I glared at him, incredulous. "Or what?" I folded my arms in front of me. A smirk creeped onto my face and I lifted my shirt, flashing my bare breasts. "You won't touch these." I put my shirt down and pushed my pants off my hips. "You won't be fcking me..ever again." I moved closer as I spoke, ending up stradding his legs. I kept the frown on my face, daring him to even think about turning that game on again.. BLAH! Edited by: Syndara72 at: 11/6/01 12:16:20 am*
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1305 (11/6/01 12:11:54 pm) \| Del	Maria I bit my lip and looked down at my hands. "I don't know." I whispered. Maybe we just weren't meant to be. I hated to even think it. But we hadn't exactly had a very smooth relationship. Kyle I growled. Just seeing her like that made me hard. I gripped her hips and pulled her closer. I quickly undid my pants and pulled her down on my hard length. I wrapped my arms around her waist keeping her from making any movement. "You think you could handle that baby?" I asked bitting her neck lightly. "Never feeling this again?" I asked thrusting my hips up slightly, sinking deeper. ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1395 (11/6/01 4:11:55 pm) \| Del	Michael I put my hands in my hair. "I guess wanting to be with you isn't enough." I sighed to myself. We were getting married? We had a kid. And this sht is still going on. Face it Guerin, it's not going to work.* Yeah I hear you whispering in my ear every fcking day. I never listen because I think we can do it. "We can't get married baby. We can't fake this sht. Once it's done..there's no going back..and this kid deserves parents who can talk." I looked at her. Nothing but pain and regret in my eyes, reflecting what was in my heart. Tess Fcking prick bastard!* I rested my forehead on his shoulder. "I could...manage" I breathed out. He thrust deeper inside me and I felt my desire pool for him. No! I gripped his arms, digging my nails into his skin. "The same goes for you baby." I whispered, clenching my muscles around him. He loosened his grip and I climbed off quickly, heading down the hall to the shower. I took my clothes off, locking the door behind me and stepped into a luke warm shower. He probably turned that game one again.. BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1306 (11/6/01 5:20:31 pm) \| Del	Maria I nodded slightly. I couldn't look at him. It hurt too much. I fingered my ring before slowly pulling it off my hand and handed it to him. "I'll always love you Michael. No matter what." I said quietly. I didn't want him to see me cry. I got up and quickly walked into our bedroom. Tears were streaming down my cheeks. So it's over again. I can't say I'm really surprised. I didn't know what to do though. I loved him, I needed him. Kyle I groaned when she walked out of the room. I fixed my pants and walked down to the bathroom and tried the door. She locked it. Fckin hell.* I groaned and walked down to the bedroom. I changed before walking back out to the couch and turning the game back on. It pissed me off that she did that. Yeah I loved her, but that was f*cking cruel. ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1396 (11/6/01 6:10:23 pm) \| Del	Michael The second I made the decision I started thinking of ways out of it. Maybe we could live together..but see other people. Or never see each other again. What about Michelle? Can I live without seeing them again? I put my face in my hands, crying silently. She was in the bathroom, probably doing the same. Impulsively I grabbed the phone and called Tess. I was panicked again, like the times before.. Tess I changed my mind. See I really wanted to finish that..and I could always be angry later. I heard the phone as I was wrapping the towel around my breasts. Dripping wet I ran back into the living room and picked up the phone. "Hello? Michael..hey what's wrong?" I asked out of breath and glancing at Kyle on the couch. He said something about it being over. I sighed.. BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1307 (11/6/01 7:11:34 pm) \| Del	Maria I sunk down to the floor and buried my face in my hands sobbing. It really was over. I got up and grabbed my bag and started packing my things. I looked at Michelle's stuff. What was going to happen to her? Was I going to take her? Could I take her from Michael? Would he let me? Would we have shared custody or what? I was paranoid. I hated not being around her, or even other people with her. He's her father, and he's a good father. Kyle I glanced at Tess as she ran into answer the phone. Then she said 'Michael' and I growled. I hated him. But he was Tess' best fcking friend. Bullsh!t.* I shook my head and kept my eyes on the tv. ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1397 (11/6/01 11:07:12 pm) \| Del	Michael I heard Maria in the other room. Packing her stuff. "Hold on.." I got up and walked into our room. "You're not leaving. Stop packing.." I said as calmly as possible. I looked at her then walked back to the couch. "You gotta help me Tess. I need to talk..or fck I don't know but.." "Whoa wait up..what's going on now?" "We broke it off. I broke it off.." "Again? God Michael how many times are you two going to live like this?" "We're not..it's over Tess, I can't fcking deal." "Ok I know..I'll meet you at the Crashdown..its close." I hung up when she finshed. Tess He hung up and I sighed, realizing how wet..and now cold I was. "Fck!" I was so frustrated, this day sucks. I turned to look at Kyle, shaking my head. Great and I completely forgot Liz works there..* BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1308 (11/6/01 11:22:35 pm) \| Del	Maria I sat down on the edge of the bed when he walked out of the room. I heard him in the other room. He was talking to Tess. They were going to go meet each other again. I was jealous. That she could be something to him that I couldn't. I couldn't stay here. Not with Michael, not if we had no relatinoship left. I couldn't go to my mom either. An 'I told you so' was no what I wanted, but is what I'd get. Kyle "That's great Tess." I said shutting of the tv and getting up. "You bitch at me because I'm not ready to go look for your dress, then when I do get ready, to make you fcking happy, he calls and you run to his fcking rescue. Again. What is his fcking problem this time? He actually fcking kill her?" I shook my head and walked out of the living room and into the kitchen. ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1398 (11/7/01 12:14:31 am) \| Del	Michael The Chinese guy came and went. I stared at the brown bag, watching it get cold. She was in there..Maria, the girl I loved and I couldn't talk to her. About how I felt or anything. When I did tell her it was short. I'd get up and go to work. Fck this sucks. Understatement. I walked back to our room and sat on the edge next to her. "Please..stay here until I get back." I looked at her, so close to her face. I should have left it the way it was before.* Tess I turned and followed him into the kitchen. My hair freezing wet, dripping down my back. And of course my towel was ready to fall off. I was angry and he would have to take my sht. "Fck you Kyle. He's my friend..yes I have friends too. Just like that fcking whore Liz." I stayed across the kitchen from him. Getting in his face was not smart. Nothing I said was smart when I was pissed. "Oh and thank you so much for getting ready..it's only been 2 fcking months! I'll be back in an hour.." I shook my head at the ground, leaving the kitchen. They fight...we fight. Why is that? It had always been like that. If they broke up..so did we. I grit my teeth walking into the bedroom to change. I'm not letting them fck up my marriage too..* BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1309 (11/7/01 8:03:36 am) \| Del	Maria I nodded slightly staring down at my hands. "Ok." I whispered. I didn't have the courage to look at him. I'd end up breaking down again. Kyle He's a fcking @sshole. Why can't she see that? I shook my head. "You're never gonna let Liz go are you?" She always brought Liz up in everyone of our arguments. Obviously I hadn't proved I loved her and didn't want anyone else anymore or else she wouldn't. "Whatever. Go off and be with that fcking prick. It's not like you'd stay if I asked you to. No. Michael is more important than you own f*cking husband." I grabbed my jacket and stormed out of the house, slamming the door hard behind me, and leaving. ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1399 (11/7/01 3:03:51 pm) \| Del	Michael I got up and left without saying another word. I could have said everything to make it right with us. I didn't have it in me. Why, the question I never let myself answer. Tess was sitting at a table by the door, visibly uncomfortable. I glanced towards the kitchen and saw Liz..the chick Kyle fcked. "Thanks..for coming." I sat down and endured her stare. "I can't keep doing this Michael. We got in another fight because of your sht..it needs to end." I nodded, looking away from her. "Why can't I talk..to the one person that means everything to me? We sit Tess..we sit and watch tv. Like fcking stones..eating pizza or Chinese, fcking all day just to keep going. I mean fck Tess we've known this sht since the beginning. But now we have a kid..and.." I glanced at her and waited for her to stop me. Tess He wasn't really telling me what was wrong. Like for instance I was here..with him instead of Kyle, for what reason again? Oh that's right, Michael and Ria are 'breaking up'. I sighed and rubbed my temples. "Babe you got problems..we all have problems. Deal with them." I put my jacket back on, ready to leave. Liz was trying not to stare and it was driving me fcking crazy. I made the mistake of looking at his face and sat back down. "Two choices here buddy. One, you break it off for good this time, no going back..maybe leave the country. Two, you stay together and work this sht out." I sighed, running my hand through his hair. "Or you could date Liz Parker, she got Kyle and me back together.." I laughed and kissed his cheek, leaving and driving around town looking for Kyle. BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1310 (11/7/01 4:04:21 pm) \| Del	Maria I didn't move from the bed. He left to go meet up with her again. Why did he always have to run to her when we were having problems. I closed my eyes, then heard Michelle start screaming. I got up and quickly walked into the living room and picked her up.I rocked her gently but she just screamed harder. I didn't know what to do. She wasn't hungry, she didn't want anything so I couldn't figure it out. I sat down on the floor rocking her, then got up when I heard a knock on the door. I opened the door and saw Kyle standing there. "Hey, everything ok?" He asked. I shook my head. "Michael and I called it off again." "Yeah, I know. What's wrong with Michelle?" I shook my head. "I don't know. She won't stop crying." I was on the verge of crying again. Kyle took her from me and walked inside with me. Kyle I gently rocked Michelle, trying to calm her screaming. I could tell Maria wanted to scream with her. "I don't know what to do. He asked me to stay till he got back...but I don't know if I can." "Maria...I think you should leave. He's not good for you, he treats you like @#%$ and you know I hate him." "I can't live without him Kyle. I don't know how." I sighed, Michelle was still screaming her head off. ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1400 (11/7/01 5:22:42 pm) \| Del	Michael I narrowed my eyes at the car in the driveway. Kyle was in my house. I was angry, no I was fcking livid he would come here. After what Tess said I didn't want him around her. Filling her head with sht about me. Jealous he only fcked her once. I should have killed him then. If it wasn't for Tess I would have. He was holding Michelle, who was screaming, when I walked in. "Get out.." I said casually to him, taking Michelle out of his arms. I looked between them for a second then stopped on Kyle. "It's cool you're trying to help man, but she doesn't need it. And we got sht to deal with so.." I gestured towards the door. Michelle stopped crying. Now she decides she likes me? Tess I gave up looking and went home. He wasn't there. I felt like crying. That wouldn't do any good. I took my clothes off and found a shirt of his to wear. I sat down on the couch and turned the tv on. Thinking about him..us, Michael and Maria. My head hurt from all the sh*t swirling around in my head. To top it off I was pregnant. I hadn't had time to think about our baby, and we hadn't talked about it very much. Why should I care so much what Michael and Ria do? I pouted, curling my legs under me, waiting for Kyle. The phone was on the coffee table. I could bug him, but I didn't. He usually stayed after a fight. I felt sorry for being a bitch about things. He was always right about things. I watched the door out of the corner of my eye, on edge waiting for him. BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1311 (11/7/01 6:09:43 pm) \| Del	Maria I stared at Michael as he came in and took Michelle from Kyle, then told him to get out. She stopped crying. That was the first time. She didn't need me, Michael didn't need me. I turned and walked into the bedroom. We didn't have anything to discuss, it was over. I sighed quietly and grabbed my bag. I had to get out of here. I stayed till he got home like he asked, but now it was time to go. Kyle I glared at him as Maria walked past me into her room. "You hurt her I'll kill you." I growled. "Maria, if you need anything just call." I said before walking out of their apartment. I drove home and walked inside seeing Tess sitting on the couch. I didn't say anything just walked down to the bathroom. I needed to take a shower, because of Tess I hadn't gotten one earlier. ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1401 (11/7/01 6:33:13 pm) \| Del	Michael Let her go.. I stopped in the doorway, watching her pack her things. "Are you taking her? Where are you going?" I played with my ring, glancing up at her. This was the right thing for both of us. So why didn't it feel right? The other times I had a reason..or I was pissed. I felt like sht, my fault I couldn't keep going. "Maria..I don't know what to do without you." I shook my head. Impossible relationship the two of us. But I couldn't see myself with anyone else. Tess* I follwed him down the hall and waited outside the bathroom for him to come out. He just walked right in without a word. Ok so he's mad at me, does he have to give the silent treatment? I pulled at the hem of his shirt, barely covering my ass. My ears perked up when the water stopped. I bit my lip rubbing my foot over the carpet. BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1312 (11/7/01 6:42:23 pm) \| Del	Maria I finished shoving my stuff in my bag and heard Michael. Neither do I baby. I bit my lip. I couldn't say that, because we'd fck, and we'd be right back in in another month. "I don't know where I'm going....for now, I'll just get a hotel room I think. And no, I wasn't planning on taking her with me." Kyle* I ran my hands through my wet hair and finished getting dressed. I pulled open the bathroom door and saw Tess standing there. I just looked at her. ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1402 (11/7/01 6:51:38 pm) \| Del	Michael Sht I can't take care of her. "She needs you Ria. Take her..or you could stay. Why can't you just stay here?" I heard what I said and sighed. Stupid thing to say. I was cold thinking about being alone without her. She knew I coudn't deal by myself. Tess knew it too..and if it weren't for Kyle she'd be here with me. How fcking lame ass is that? I can't handle being on my own? Since when? I went back to watching her. Tess I had stuff to say. Like sorry and where he was. Instead I crossed the hall and wrapped my arms around his shoulders. Hugging him tight. The world was messed up and I needed us to be ok. "I'm sorry." I whispered, breathing in the smell of his wet hair against my cheek. BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1313 (11/7/01 7:03:31 pm) \| Del	Maria I closed my eyes. "I can't stay here...and you can take care of her Michael. I couldn't today...but you could." I grabbed my jacket. "You guys will be fine together. I know you can do it Michael." I had to get out of here soon before I broke down. Kyle I sighed and wrapped my arms around her waist. (Kyle has no thought process. Cause I forgot what I wanted to post.) ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1403 (11/7/01 7:59:42 pm) \| Del	Michael "Yeah this is gonna be messy." I said thinking about being alone with a baby. I pulled her into me on her way out. I held her close, fingering her hair. This sht is right. With some time it'll be cool. I let go of her abruptly and got out of her way. "We just have to get over it, you know baby? And then all this sht we put each other through..it won't be so bad, we'll find other people." I looked in her eyes. And I couldn't imagine finding someone else. Tess "Things are really bad with Michael and Maria. I don't want that to happen with us." I pulled back, looking at him. "I'm sorry" I kissed him softly and hugged him again. "Where did you go? I looked for you.." I pressed him against the door, rubbing my cheek across his shoulder. BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1314 (11/7/01 8:22:40 pm) \| Del	Maria I looked into his eyes, and tears filled mine. I quickly looked away from him. "Yeah...other people." No chance in hell. I hadn't even thought about sleeping with anyone since we got together, if you don't count our orgies. I glanced over at Michelle asleep in her crib. "If you um...need anything for her....or just um....yeah..." I had no idea what I was saying. "I need to go." I said still averting his eyes. If I looked at him I'd beg him to change his mind. And I couldn't do that. "Goodbye Michael." I said quietly before quickly walking out of the house. I managed to get halfway to my car before I started sobbing. I ran the rest of the way to my car before getting in and speeding away. Kyle I rubbed my hands up and down her back. "I went and talked to Maria. Michael came back and I left." I pulled back slightly and looked at her. "I love you Tess. I don't want to lose you. Please don't let their problems keep coming between us." ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1404 (11/7/01 9:01:22 pm) \| Del	Michael The wind outside is cold as ice. I put my hand to a window and when I pulled it back my skin was red. Leaves are falling outside in piles. I should go out there and rake them. Actually I like them all over the place. Cooler than grass. And I don't have to mow leaves. I sighed, turning from the window to check on Michelle. She had her own room now. This house rocked. My mom felt like 'missing' me and decided to help out. Whatever, enough of this sht. It's been 6 months without Maria. She left and I haven't seen her since. I don't know where she is or who she's with. I wish I could say I don't fcking care either way. But that's bullsht. I'm living here with my daughter, day after day of nothing. That's a lie. I go out and get drunk. I fck fine girls, even got Kyle to come with. He sits there shakin his head.. I can't believe you man..etc etc Till I get his ass drunk too, then it's all over. Yeah, we're 'friends' now. "Nope baby I'm not fallin for your sht tonight. You're not making me feel guilty." I picked her up and walked back to the living room. This weather made me think about her. I had this pain in my stomach wondering what she was doing. Some nights when I was fcking a chick, the thought of her fcking some guy would make me sick. Tonight was no different. I was going out with Kyle. Tess said she'd come by and take care of her. I was waiting for her now. Late again. I let it slide becuase she was huge. Don't tell her I said that. Oh I forgot. My life sucks ass. Every day is another pain, regrets and more pain without her. But this is what I wanted. I gotta live with it. Tess* Damn. Already late and I haven't found my keys. "Baby we have to take your car..I can't find my keys." I gave him my best pout and waddled over to him. Fat as a fcking hen. He was used to my pout by now. He saw it every morning when I got sick or begged him to run out and get me ice cream. Ok I'm not that big. My doctor said I'm really small for being 9 months pregnant. "No drinking tonight..remember. And you have to call me. Oh and steal some green olives for me.." I poked at him as we walked out to the car. The wind picked up blowing my skirt up a little. I shivered, Maria came to mind. I let it go. Like Kyle said it wasn't our problem. Even though I knew he talked to her behind my back. I didn't ask him about it because he would say no. Afraid I'd tell Michael I guess. Maybe that's why he's gotten so close with him. Kyle doesn't want Michael going after me. Well that's what I've concluded. Anyway other than being fat and the Maria saga life the past 6 months has been good.. BLAH! Edited by: Syndara72 at: 11/7/01 9:02:41 pm*
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1315 (11/7/01 9:40:37 pm) \| Del	Maria It had been six months since I left Roswell. I moved to Las Cruces NM the day after he called off the wedding. I was taking some classes at the collage, and working part time. I rented a small one room apartment. It was nice, and it was all I needed, I wasn't there much anyways. I picked Las Cruces because I didn't want to be too far from him. Occasionally I came back to town and watched Michael with Michelle in the park or things like that. But I always made sure no one knew. Well Kyle knew. He kept me up to date about things going on. How Michelle and Michael were. I stopped at the minuet market and went inside to get a cup of coffee. It was cold today. I had a new car, so no one would recognize it, not to mention I cut my hair short again and died it dark brown. I met a guy at collage. He was nice and all. We'd gone out on one date...it wasn't even a date. We went to a concert and I left half way through. I told him I was sorry, but I couldn't do it. It was too soon for me to try and move on. Oh christ that was 3 weeks ago. I sighed quietly as I started driving down the road. 5 months wasn't enough time for me to try and move on. I never would be able to. Kyle tried to convince me to go out and date new people, but I couldn't. Michael's back to his old habits, so I've heard. Going out and drinking and fcking. But he's taking care of Michelle. That's all I care about. Bull fcking sh!t Maria. You know it hurts to hear that he's moving on, when you're stuck in the past. Kyle "Yeah yeah I know babe." My pregnant little wife. She had a stomach on her, but she was still little. I opened her door for her and helped her in before getting in and driving to Michael's. I was getting worried about Maria. I hadn't talked to her in a few weeks. I helped her back out of the car and walked with her up to Michael's door. ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1405 (11/7/01 10:06:57 pm) \| Del	Michael Michelle didn't like what daddy was wearing so she wiped her slimy hands down the front. "Fcking hell.." I muttered walking back to my room. I set her down on the bed and changed my shirt. Black looked better on me anyway. I heard them at the door and ran to it, still pulling my shirt over my head. "Hey, come in..damn Tess did you lose weight?" I smirked, grabbed my jacket and was halfway out the door with him. "Wait a second Michael. My husband isn't drinking tonight. Got it?" She looked vicious, warning me. "Got it..got it." I laughed, and walked out to Kyle's car. Tess* I glanced around for Michelle. God I swear its a miracle he hasn't lost her yet. I pouted again. "Kyle..be careful. I love you.." I ran my hands through his hair, kissing him goodbye. Michael was yelling from the car. I sighed, pulling back a little. They went out all the time now..but it didn't make me feel any better about it. One night he'd get too drunk and fck another girl. Paranoia maybe, hell I just wanted this baby out so I could make love to him the way he wanted. A chill ran down my spine. I have a bad feeling..* BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1316 (11/7/01 10:26:50 pm) \| Del	Kyle "I know I will. I love you too baby." I said kissing her softly. I touched her stomach. "Call me if you need anything." I kissed her quickly before running out to my car. "Ok ok let's go." I started the car and started driving. ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1406 (11/7/01 10:43:26 pm) \| Del	Michael I rolled the window up. I sat back in my seat and thought about where we were going tonight. Less than a minute into the drive downtown and his cell phone rings. I glanced at him, laughing under my breath. It was Tess probably all emotional about being alone. Inside my heart ached for Maria to call me, bitching the same thing. I shrugged it off. "Is she your mother or what?" Tess I found Michelle on his bed. Making little baby noises. She didn't care that dad left her on his bed, like an after thought. I dragged the crib into the living room and put her down to bed. I had the phone against my ear. Forgot to tell him what he gets if he stays sober..that's all. I smirked a little.."Hi sorry." I sat back on the couch and proceeded to explain in detail what I wanted to do to him when he got back. Making myself wet in the process. Damn BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1317 (11/7/01 10:57:13 pm) \| Del	Kyle I groaned quietly and squirmed in my seat. "Sh!t Tess." I glanced at Michael. "F*ck no." I told him. "You're killin me baby." I said pulling up in front of the club. "I won't drink, and I'll see you soon baby." I told her hanging up my phone. ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1407 (11/7/01 11:03:27 pm) \| Del	Michael I laughed my way out of the car and into the club. No line tonight. It was too cold for that sh*t. "What'd she say? I want to know so I can get a picture." I taunted him. I knew what Tess was like in bed. Lucky guy. The fact that he slept with Maria I blocked from memory. We got a booth by the dance floor. I ordered a drink. "Sure you don't want one?" I asked, checking out the half naked bodies floating around. BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1318 (11/7/01 11:15:40 pm) \| Del	Kyle I smirked. "Not a fckin chance." I laughed then heard my phone ring again. "Damnit." I answered it. "Damn Tess what this time?" I asked trying to sound annoyed. "It's not Tess it's me." "Oh....Just a sec." I stood up. "I'll be right back." I said before walking off to a quiet area. "What's up Ria?" "I'm in Roswell...sorry I know it's late, I was jsut calling to say hey, but if you're busy." OH, no I'm just out with Michael." "Where's Michelle?" "With Tess." "Oh...well I was just calling to say hey. I'll talk to you tomorrow, maybe we can go do something." "Bye Maria." I said before hanging up and walking back over to Michael. Maria* I turned the car and headed towards Michael's place. I missed Michelle I wanted to see her. I pulled up in front of his house and and knocked softly on the door. I just wanted to see her for a few minuets. ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1408 (11/7/01 11:32:17 pm) \| Del	Michael A girl caught my eye, she was small, blonde..looked like Ria. They all looked like Ria. "Tess again?" I asked still watching the girl dance and flirt with me. I was sad because it wasn't her. Too sad. I wanted to leave. But my drink came, I downed it and ordered another one. "C'mon Kyle, one won't hurt." I pushed a beer his way. Tess I was reading my book. Quietly reading my book. Which meant someone had to knock on his door and disturb me. Here we go.. I walked to the door, saw who it was, frowned and opened the door a crack. It was too cold to open it all the way. "Maria...what are you doing here?" I asked quietly, keeping the resentment out of my voice. BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1319 (11/7/01 11:44:36 pm) \| Del	Kyle "Yeah...Tess." I sighed quietly looking at the drink. "Yeah, sure. One drink." One drink wouldn't hurt. Maria "I came to see my daughter. Please don't tell Michael I was here." I wanted to see her, to hold her again. She was my baby and I missed her. ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1409 (11/7/01 11:57:04 pm) \| Del	Michael One drink my ass. The boy was on his third last time I checked. And I was in no condition to check. Girls were coming up to us. Streams of beautiful women, half assed and willing to fck us for nothing. Tonight I didn't have it in me. Maria was on my mind, stronger than usual. I'd known for a while now that she talked to Kyle. Never had the guts to ask him about her. "She's...gonna be so pissed at you.." I mumbled into my drink, looking over at him. Tess* A cold gust of wind came through the door. "Come in.." I took her hand, pulling her inside so I could close the door quick. I moved slowly over to the crib behind her. Michelle was sleeping. "Don't wake her up. I'm sure she hasn't slept all day." I glanced at her before moving to the couch and sitting down again. I stuffed the blankets under my feet. Unable to keep my eyes from her. She looked different. Sad..she looks sad. "I'm going to tell him you came by. He'd want to know." I flipped my book open to the page I was on and pretended I was reading. BLAH! Edited by: Syndara72 at: 11/7/01 11:57:59 pm
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1320 (11/8/01 10:52:04 am) \| Del	Kyle "Yeah no @#%$." I mumbled pushing my drink away. My mind was fuzzy and spinning. I knew Tess was gonna kill me. She ain't gonna fck me. Fck. Maria Who the hell does she think she is telling me what to do with my own child. I sighed inwardly. I didn't know anything about her anymore. Well hardly anything. Just the thigns Kyle told me. I looked down at her, touching her cheek softly. I picked her up and cradled her against my chest. I heard Tess and jerked my head up. "No you aren't Tess." I growled. "Don't you dare tell him." This was probably going to be the last time I ever held her. "He doesn't need to know. He's moved on with his life, and I'm not part of it so he doesn't need to know I was here." I laid her back down in her crib. I had to leave before he came back. This was a mistake. I never should have even come back here. ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1410 (11/8/01 11:50:41 am) \| Del	Michael I laughed at him, making my head spin. I put my forehead on the table. "That was Ria..on the phone.." I mumbled to him. My fingers were numb with alcohol, I reached for his hand. Squeezing it hard I looked up at his blurry face. "Tell me what..she said." I demanded. All of a sudden the music got louder and I strained to hear him..and to stay awake. Tess I told myself to be calm. I told myself that I was 9 months pregnant and in no condition to be yelling at her. Did I listen? No. "Moved on? You think he's moved on?!" I pulled my heavy body off the couch, keeping my distance. "He's a fcking mess Ria. If you cared about him you would know that. Kyle didn't tell you he can't sleep? Or get a job. He's been living off his mother." I paused in my tirade to look at her with Michelle. "Unlike you he has a mother that cares about him. God you left her alone with Michael! Less than a month after she was born! He can't do it on his own. You selfish fcking bitch!" I was in her face without even knowing it. The baby kicked in my stomach and I held her arm for support. You're so stupid Tess..When the pain passed I let her go, Michelle crying now, and held out my arms to take her. She didn't know who her own mother was.. BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1321 (11/8/01 12:11:13 pm) \| Del	Kyle "She's in town." I told him running my hands through my hair. Wait...I wasn't supposed to tell him that. "That's all.." Maria She was reaching for my daughter and I took a step back. "You fcking bitch. You never fcking understood, and you never will! I left him because I fcking had to! You don't fcking understand that either! You have no right to say anything about me or my choices. Yeah, Michael has a family that fcking cares about him." Tears stung my eyes but I quickly blinked them away. I'm standing here yelling at my ex boyfriends best friend, my brothers wife, holding my daughter. I looked down at Michelle. "Leaving was the first thing I ever did right." I said before laying Michelle back in her crib and walking out of his house and running to my car. I quickly sped away. I never should have come back.* ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1411 (11/8/01 12:38:34 pm) \| Del	Michael Alcohol makes the world feel like it's going too fast, passing me by. I heard him say she was here. In Roswell. I made the fuzzy connection in my head. She wasn't here for me or Roswell's alien attractions. I had a feeling that if she knew I was gone she'd take Michelle. Who knows why I thought this. "We're leavin.." I said getting up and pulling him with me to the exit. We stumbled to his car. "Drive..drive.." I slurred incoherantly, getting in the passenger side. Tess The door slammed behind her. I jumped a little. A cold living room and the sound of her tires burning rubber. Not what I had in mind tonight. "Shh shh..it's ok." I picked her up, resting her against my chest. I stopped for a second. Domestic Tess. Would have been funny a couple years ago. I sat back carefully on the couch again. Michelle fell asleep. I started crying when David, yes it's a boy and we named him David, kicked again harder. I gasped and closed my eyes. Come back already Kyle.. BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1322 (11/8/01 12:54:24 pm) \| Del	Kyle I groaned and quickly drove back to his house. Sh!t. I screwed up. Maria's gonna kill me. I came to a stop in his driveway and got out, helping him inside. I glanced around, Tess was on the couch holding Michelle, and crying?! Oh fck.* "Tessa baby?" I said hurrying over to her side. Maria I sped down the road, tears clouding my vision. I screwed up. Just like always. I came back. That was such a big mistake. Tess was going to be a bitch and tell Michael. I didn't want him to know. I made Kyle promise me he'd never find out. They were my only family, and I'd never see them again. I closed my eyes, trying to stop crying. I didn't see the car in my lane until it was too late. I screamed as my car slammed into the truck. ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1412 (11/8/01 1:15:25 pm) \| Del	Michael I leaned against the wall by the door. Tess has Michelle in her arms. But I knew Maria had been here. I could taste her in the air. Mixed with vodka..didn't matter. She's not here. I slid down the wall, hands to my face, covering the tears. My life was a fcking hell. Tonight was a perfect example of it. Missed chances. I would have made her stay. I would have..made her as miserable as me.. Tess* I looked at him, sniffing away the rest of my tears. "Maria was here. We got in a fight..and she left." I said quietly. He smelled like alcohol. I didn't care. My energy level was zero, I'd done my share of yelling for one night. "Feel this.." I took his hand and placed it on my stomach. David kicked, I winced through my faint smile. Stupid lying husband. But we're together. That's all I cared about. BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1323 (11/8/01 1:24:04 pm) \| Del	Kyle I smiled slightly feeling David kicking. "You ok baby?" I asked brushing some hair back from her face. I laced our fingers together and squeezed her hand before glancing at Michael, then back at Tess. I gently took Michelle from her and put her in the crib before going back to her side. I heard my cell phone ring and sighed. "Hello?" It was some doctor from Roswell Mermorial. Maria was in a car accident. "Oh sh!t." I whispered. "Is she ok?!" He said he didn't know. Why the fck doesn't he know!?* But that he needed me to get down there right away. ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1413 (11/8/01 1:38:57 pm) \| Del	Tess "I'm coming with you. I'll drive." I told him after he hung up. I didn't know what happened but I knew it was Maria. I looked at Michael. "What do we do?" I whispered as he helped me to my feet. I put my coat on. He was drunk and who knows what he'd do if he found out. I was sure it would only get worse if he came with us. I stared blankly at Kyle, waiting for direction. Amy I ran through the doors of the emergency entrance. "Maria Deluca..I'm her mother." I was led down the hall but they stopped me in the waiting room. "You can't go in yet Mrs. Deluca." I paced franticly, crying and wringing my hands. Jim was out of town. I was alone. My daughter could be dying and they won't tell me anything! Finally I sat down in a chair. Rocking back and forth, glaring at every doctor that passed without a word. My baby..it's all his fault. I swear if I see him..he's dead. BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1324 (11/8/01 1:45:38 pm) \| Del	Kyle I looked at Michael. "Leave him here." I said resting my hand on Tess' back and leading her outside and to my car. He shouldn't be there. I opened the edoor for her, then went around and got in the passenger seat. Doctor I walked over to Mrs. DeLuca. "Mrs. DeLuca. You're daughter is stable now. She had some internal bleeding, but we've repaird that, and she has some cuts and bruises and a sprained wrist. She's sleeping now, but you may go in and see her." ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1414 (11/8/01 1:55:57 pm) \| Del	Tess I drove us to the hospital. I felt so bad for leaving him there. He loved her and if she..No she's fine. I pulled up, he helped me out and we walked quickly down the hall. I saw Amy leaving the waiting room. "Mrs. Valenti! Amy!" I called to her and she turned around. We followed her to Maria's room. I cringed at what I saw, holding Kyle's hand tight. Poor Michael, he can't handle this. Amy "She's fine. Does this look fine? Oh god look at her.." I stood my her bed, touching her forehead. I looked to Kyle and Tess. There was a reason she was in Roswell.. BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1325 (11/8/01 2:05:46 pm) \| Del	Kyle I ran my hand over my face looking at her. God she looked like sh!t. "I'm sure she'll be ok." She was really pale, she looked dead.If it wasn't for the faint rise and fall of her chest I would have thought she was. She had to be ok. I squeezed Tess' hand. ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1415 (11/8/01 4:31:28 pm) \| Del	Tess Kyle took Amy outside for some air. I pulled a chair up to her bed. I never liked hospitals. I guess no one does. She looked..tramatized. I touched her hand lightly, looking over all the iv in her arms and the tube in her mouth. I'm to blame..I got her upset... My eyes watered. "I'm so sorry Maria. I had no right to judge you." I whispered quietly. She's going to be ok I repeated in my head. God what about Michael? I pulled my cell phone out of my pocket and dialed his number before Kyle came back. He answered, I took a breath. "Michael, Listen baby you need to be calm ok?" I wiped my eyes quickly. Michael The phone rang and I felt the vibrations through my head. I dragged my ass over to the phone and checked the id. It was Tess. "Where the f*ck are you guys? Why'd you leave?" I heard her tell me to be calm. And that meant I wasn't. "What?" I asked slowly, afraid of the tone in her voice. I felt my heart stop beating while she talked. "We're at the hospital. Maria was in a car accident..she's ok Michael. She's ok..listen to me, I'm with her right now. She's ok." I made a face, of pain and confusion. "I need to see her." every word was a struggle to get out. I grabbed my jacket but I couldn't make it to the door. "You can't..not right now, her mom is here and I don't thi-" I threw the phone across the living room. BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1326 (11/8/01 5:05:20 pm) \| Del	Maria I slowly started to wake up. My mind was foggy and my head throbbed, along with the rest of my body. I kept my eyes closed. I slowly opened my eyes a little, trying to remember where I was and what happened. Kyle I left Amy to go get a cup of coffee and then go check on Maria and Tess. "Hey." I said walking over and kissing Tess' forehead. I glanced at Maria and saw her eyes open part way. "Maria?" ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1416 (11/8/01 5:24:26 pm) \| Del	Tess I stood up after Kyle came back, holding his hand and leaning close to him. I looked at him and then Maria opening her eyes. I flinched a little, the cut above her eye making me nausious. "I called Michael. He's..Kyle I feel so bad." I turned my face into his shoulder, crying again. This was my fault. And I was afraid of Michael being alone with Michelle... Michael I jumped off the couch and drove to the hospital, over and over in my head. But I stayed where I was. Unmoving. Michelle was in my arms sleepy peacefully. We mastered this a couple months ago. She knew I was the one feeding her so she had to like me. Whats keeping me from seeing her? I don't give a fck what her mom says. No, I stayed because I wasn't sure Maria would want to see me. It hurt to think that. I loved her. So I sat on my couch with Michelle, playing old fights in my head, the only way I could sit still. You'll only make it worse.* BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1327 (11/8/01 5:29:48 pm) \| Del	Kyle I sighed and wrapped my arms around her, and kissed the top of her head. "It'll be ok Tess." I told her softly. I glanced at Maria again. "How you feeling?" I asked her. Maria I looked at him confused. "Where am I? How...who?" I ran my hands over my face. I couldn't remember anything, it seemed like this big black void in my mind. ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1417 (11/8/01 5:54:31 pm) \| Del	Tess I stared wide eyed as the doctor explained it to us. "She hit her head pretty hard. The loss of memory should only last a couple days..if that." I shook my head. "So unbelievable!" I told Kyle walking back into her room. Amy went back home to get Maria some clothes, thank god. She was a nutcase without the stress of her daughter like this. "Maria you don't remember anything? Like Michael..Kyle..and you hate me, remember?" I brushed her hair back and looked at Kyle. Michael I couldn't take it anymore. If she died and I wasn't there with her I wouldn't be able to live with myself. "Can you breath baby?" I asked Michelle, she looked warm..suffocated. I smirked and packed her into the car. We got there and I walked down the hall to her room. Bad idea Guerin. sh*t I'm used to doing the wrong thing. I saw the backs of Kyle and Tess, frozen at the door. BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1328 (11/8/01 6:07:46 pm) \| Del	Maria I looked at her confused and pulled away from her. "No...who are you?" I winced. My whole body hurt like a bitch. I looked at the iv in my hand. "What's going on?!" I demanded seeing someone walk in the door. Great. More people I don't know. Kyle I sighed. "Maria, you were in a car accident. I'm your brother, Kyle, this is my wife Tess." I saw her looking behind me and glanced back and looked at Michael and Michelle. ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1418 (11/8/01 6:23:45 pm) \| Del	Tess Oh boy this just get better! I looked back with Kyle. "Michael..you're here." I said walking up to him. I needed to warn him before he saw the blank look she was about to give him. I pushed him back a little, into the hall. "She hit her head..and I guess she's a little foggy right now. You know so..she might not recognize you." I said quietly, taking Michelle from him. She sucked on my finger, we walked back inside. Michael My head hurt or I would have laughed at how fcked up this was. I followed Tess back inside and stood by her bed. Tess was right, she looked right through me. I smiled, thinking maybe this was a good thing. "Can you guys leave us alone for a minute?" I glanced at Kyle. Fck man..her face was cut up.And the look on her face..strange, weird. I didn't know what to think. BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1329 (11/8/01 6:29:08 pm) \| Del	Kyle I slid my arm around Tess' waist and led her out of the Maria's room. I sighed and ran my hand over my face. I couldn't believe all this sh!t was happening. Maria I looked at them as they left, then at the guy that had just come in. "I guess I've got amnesia, so I don't have any clue who you are." I said looking away from him. ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1419 (11/8/01 6:47:53 pm) \| Del	Tess We found a cushy bench near her room and sat down. Michelle was comfortable in my arms, she fit nicely above my stomach. "What if she doesn't get it back? I don't trust doctors. Blah..blah. I'm not talking anymore baby." I pouted slightly and kissed him softly. That feels nice. It was Maria, she'd be fine. Michael She doesn't know who I am. Made it a lot easier to deal with, in a weird way. I pulled up a chair. "Yeah guess not. I'm an ex boyfriend..You hate me. The little girl is yours..ours. And uh..I haven't...seen you in so long." I sighed, tears in my eyes. I held her hand, probably too tight. Before I met her my emotions were always under control. The way I was shaking now would never have happened without her, turning me into a fcking baby. There you go, get pissed at her so you don't have to feel guilty.* BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1330 (11/8/01 7:04:49 pm) \| Del	Maria I nodded slightly, then winced when he squeezed my hand. He was squeezing my sprained hand. "Why did we break up? Why would I hate you? Why haven't you seen me in a long time?" I asked him. I sighed. I didn't like feeling like this. I was confused and lost. Kyle "She'll get it back, I'm sure she will Tess." I rubbed my hand up and down her arm kissing the top of her head. ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1420 (11/8/01 7:15:55 pm) \| Del	Michael I let go of her hand. "Oh sorry." I glanced towards the door. She started asking all these questions. I shook my head. "Slow down baby. I drank a lot of sht tonight..and I'm barely handling this. It's been a long 3 years." I rubbed my face. God if she was ok..I'd make it right. Fear kept getting in the way. I leaned forward, touching her cheek. I kissed her mouth. Her beautiful lips..intact. Life has some fcked up ways of getting people back together.. Tess I batted his hand away. "Stop kissing me like I'm your sister. I want to kiss you and forget tonight ever happened." I rested my forehead against his and kissed him again. Loving him and having him close made me feel better. I could forget about Michael and Maria.. BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1331 (11/8/01 7:37:54 pm) \| Del	Maria I kept my eyes open as I felt his lips against mine. He's my ex boyfriend. I hate him. Why is he kissing me!? I pulled back quickly. "What are you doings?" I asked quietly. Remember already!! Kyle I kissed her softly, flicking my tongue out against her lips. I lightly ran my hands up and down her back. "Why don't you take Michelle back to Michael's, and get some rest." ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1421 (11/8/01 7:54:40 pm) \| Del	Michael She would be so angry when she remembered. Live in the moment right? I pulled back enough to see her face. "I was kidding..you love me and I love you..so much." I whispered, kissing her again. It was hard not to touch her face. Kissing her was wrong, but I took the chance of regreting it later. Tess "Are we going home? Come with me please." I whispered kissing him again. Rest actually sounded good this time. But not without him. Also I really didn't want to interrupt them, yet. I leaned closer, holding Michelle to my chest. BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1332 (11/8/01 8:10:14 pm) \| Del	Maria I closed my eyes, letting him kiss me. I slid my hand up and rested it on the side of his neck. It felt good to kiss him, even though I didn't remember him. I kissed him back before pulling back slightly. "Why did we break up?" Kyle I frowned. "I really don't want to leave...Who knows what will happen with them alone together..." I rubbed her back gently. ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1422 (11/8/01 8:27:55 pm) \| Del	Michael You can't lie to her..take advantage because it feels good and then hurt her when she wakes up and remembers what an idiot you are. I continued kissing her, felt too good to stop. "We always break up..it's like tradition." I rubbed her neck lightly, and I could feel her pulse under my fingers. 6 months without her. We'd gone longer but this past few months were the worst. Tess I held his face with my free hand. "Trust me..lets leave them alone. I don't want to sleep alone anyway." I glanced down at Michelle, she was looking at me. I smiled a little. We could take her home with us. Maria would be here for a while, and Amy..well that wasn't about to happen. Maria would hate us for that. "I wonder where Amy is.." I looked at Kyle, trying to lift myself off the bench. BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1333 (11/8/01 8:42:31 pm) \| Del	Maria I moaned quietly kissing him back. It didn't make sense to me. But his mouth felt too good. "We have a daughter?" I mumbled against his lips. I couldn't remember. I had a daughter and I didn't even remember having her, or anything. Tears filled up my eyes and I pulled back from him. I didn't remember anything. Kyle "I don't know...but it's a good thing she's not here." I got up and slid my arm around her, helping her up. "Alright, we'll go home." I said keeping my arm around her and leading her out of the waiting room and down to the car. ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1423 (11/8/01 9:32:30 pm) \| Del	Michael I closed my fist, her soft neck slipping away from me. I sat back half way. "Michelle." I opened my hand again to wipe a tear off her cheek. She looked scared and above all sad. Without her memories she was still sad. We both were. "Maria you're going to remember. I should leave..you gotta sleep." I glanced towards the door again, this time a nurse was giving me the hint that it was best I leave. "I love you." I told her quietly, kissing her cheek. Tess We got home. I sighed seeing our house from the driveway. Home was safe and warm. Just us. Kyle helped me out, we walked inside and I put Michelle to bed in David's crib. Any day now I'd have him. Great another dramatic day. "I'm taking a bath, you're invited.." I yawned walking down the hall, filling the tub with hot water. Soothing water. I was going to bathe away the guilt I had for yelling at Maria..and fighting with Kyle today. I couldn't wait for tonight to end. BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1334 (11/8/01 9:45:59 pm) \| Del	Maria I nodded slightly. I wanted to tell him I loved him too. But I couldn't, not without remembering. "Bye." I whispered rolling onto my side and curling up. I couldn't remember. Why couldn't I remember? Kyle I followed Tess into the bathroom and pulled off my clothes before helping Tess with hers. I helped her into the tub, and stretched out behind her, pulling her back up against my chest. I rested my hands on her stomach rubbing softly. I pressed my lips softly to her shoulder. ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1424 (11/8/01 10:08:22 pm) \| Del	Michael I passed Amy in the hallway. She didn't notice me. Jim was with her, holding her up. I sighed, knowing Maria needed to sleep. I hoped the nurse would kick them out. I got home and turned the heat up. A night without Michelle. Don't know how I feel about that. You could say we 'bonded'. "Way to go Guerin..lets confuse her even more." I said outloud, hating what I did. My bed would do the trick. I fell into it, staring at the celing and thinking about her. Always her. Tess I rested my hands over his, flicking at the water with my fingertips. Lying here in his arms like this, warm and relaxed, heaven on earth. I rubbed my knee along his calf, leaning my head back to peek at his face before closing my eyes. "I love you" I purred, kissing the line of his jaw. I felt it would take a crane to lift me out of his arms. So warm, safe with him. BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1335 (11/8/01 10:22:19 pm) \| Del	Kyle I kissed her softly then grabbed her body sponge and dipped it in the water and slowly, gently, ran it down her arms, over her chest and her stomach. "I love you too baby." I said softly. It was nice laying in the water here with her like this. It was nice to relax. ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1425 (11/8/01 10:29:39 pm) \| Del	Tess David liked it too. He was kicking, thankfully he wasn't playing soccer with my insides. "Feel..he wants out baby." I giggled quietly, his little feet tickled. I took the sponge from him and ran it down his thigh and behind my back, rubbing low on his stomach. BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1336 (11/8/01 10:43:38 pm) \| Del	Kyle I groaned quietly and pushed back lightly on her stomach where David was kicking. "Stop that baby." I growled in her ear, kissing it softly. I kissed her shoulder and flicked my tongue out against it. I slipped my hand down lower and cupped her heat, gently brushing my fingers over her wet heat. ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1426 (11/8/01 10:55:55 pm) \| Del	Tess I instinctively moved closer to his hand, slowly lifting my leg and draping it over his. "Mmm who are you talking to? He likes to kick...and I like to do this." I let the sponge float back to the surface, wrapping my hand lightly around his length. I was wet under the water. Those years in high school playing football, and being hot, made his fingers strong..experienced. I nipped at his neck, licking the water drops off. Being fat had its advantages, we never were this gentle. Michael The hours passed so slow. Insomnia keeping me awake. Her voice in my head, singing songs in my ear. I sat up in bed, running my hand through my damp hair. I imagined her there, alone in the dark without anyone. Cold on her bed. What if they didn't give her enough blankets. She would kick them off. Did they know that? I was out of bed and looking for clothes, putting them on and finding my keys. I brought a blanket she liked in case. Fcking 'visiting hours' don't apply to me, do they? BLAH! Edited by: Syndara72 at: 11/8/01 10:57:24 pm*
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1337 (11/8/01 11:06:49 pm) \| Del	Kyle I groaned quietly and thrust my hips up towards her hand. I sucked on her shoulder as I stroked my fingers over her clit. "I was talking about you." I murmured. I slipped two fingers into her, slowly moving them in and out of her, massaging her inner walls. Maria My 'mom and dad' showed up after Michael left. I told them I was tired, and the nurse told them to leave. I had laid in bed for the longest time, trying to remember, but I couldn't. I sighed and finally let my eyes slip shut, drifting off to sleep. ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1427 (11/8/01 11:26:41 pm) \| Del	Tess My throat vibrated with the low moans escaping through my kisses. "Oh..sorry..missed it." I smiled and opened my eyes a little, catching his beautiful blue eyes. I rocked my hips as much as I could, squeezing and stroking his wet length. I leaned back and tilted my head, kissing him deeply. Michael I waited five minutes in the hall for the fcking nurses to clear out. Breaking into school was a past time for me so this sht was easy. I slipped inside her room, closing the door quietly behind me. I knew she'd be asleep. "Maria..wake up baby." I turned the soft light on above her bed, draping the blanket over her. I grabbed a chair from the other side of the room and brought it over. Sitting down I looked at her cautiously, waiting for that blank look. If not I was out of here, she wouldn't want me around. BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1338 (11/8/01 11:34:15 pm) \| Del	Kyle I groaned into her mouth, stroking her tongue. I moved my fingers in and out of her, and pressed my thumb against her clit, rubbing quick circles. "Hmm I love you." I groaned. Maria I slowly started to wake up when I heard a voice, and felt something on top of me. I opened my eyes slowly but kept them closed partially, because of the light. I waited for them to adjust before opening them all the way. It was Michael. My boyfriend....ex-boyfriend. Whatever. "Hi." I said quietly. "Though you were leaving." I moved slightly, pulling the blanket up higher. ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1428 (11/9/01 12:00:22 am) \| Del	Tess I bit lightly at his lips and tongue, brushing my lips over his then kissing him deeply again. I spread my legs wider feeling my climax coming. I moaned loudly, lifting my hips a little. The baby pressed down on my insides, at just the right moment. Causing mommy to cum under the water. "Sht..sht.." I cried out, squeezing him hard and pumping him quickly. I gasped feeling the waves still coming. The water lapping over the side of the tub.."Kyle.." I moaned again. Michael I pulled my chair up closer. "I was gone for awhile. Long enough." She was looking at me funny again, relieved I held her hand in mine. "I thought we could uh..talk." I held her gaze as long as I could before looking across the room. Coward. Her eyes were just too green sometimes. I could have lost her tonight, but I didn't. She was here with me. I had to be with her. BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1339 (11/9/01 9:10:20 am) \| Del	Kyle "Sh!t." I grunted thrusting my hips forward and exploding in her hand. I kept my fingers inside her, still massaging gently. I kissed her tenderly. Maria I nodded slightly looking at him. "Talk about what?" I asked quietly. What am I supposed to talk about? I don't know anything. I sighed inwardly. ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1429 (11/9/01 8:31:27 pm) \| Del	Tess I turned slightly on my side, aided by the hot water. I wasn't so heavy in it. Lucky me. "Kyle.." I breathed quietly against his neck. Suddenly I really wanted to be under the covers, with my face buried in his chest. I let go of him and rested my hand over his. "Whatever happens with Maria and Michael..I don't want it effecting us." I told him softly, looking up at him. Michael I would have never wished this sht on her. But it was easy getting things off my chest this way. I scratched my head, thinking about what to talk about. Long term memory comes back first right? Fck if I know. "Uh..we had sex less than an hour after meeting. My girlfriend at the time walked in on us..and it was so fcking hilarious.." I glanced up at her, playing with my ring. I thought she'd like to hear this sht. And maybe it would make her laugh, that I remembered. BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1340 (11/9/01 8:42:11 pm) \| Del	Kyle I nodded and kissed her softly. "Neither do I." I told her reaching up and running my other hand up and down her back. "Come on, let's get to bed." I got out of the water and helped her out. I grabbed a towel and gently dried her body, then grabbed my shirt and slid it on her. I dried off and pulled on my boxers. I scooped her up into my arms, and carried her into bed. Maria "So I'm a slut. Great." I sighed and closed my eyes. I wasn't sure I wanted to know anything now. I didn't even know him and I fcked him when he had a girlfriend? Fantastic.* Cherry Coke and High School Fantasies ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1430 (11/9/01 8:52:13 pm) \| Del	Tess My tummy kept me from cuddling close with him. I pouted, getting as close as I could and nuzzled his neck. "I love being your wife..so much." I purred and kissed him softly. Warm and safe, always with him. It seemed so long ago I felt scared around him. That was a different person. Michael I narrowed my eyes at her for a fraction of a second. She wouldn't know how much hearing her say that upset me. "No baby, I'm good that's all. How could you say no to me?" I smirked then had an urge to kiss her again. My eyes traveled down her body and I noticed the bruises on her arms. "I took you to a pond once..alligators, freaked you out." I smiled, trying to get anything from her. BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1341 (11/9/01 8:59:06 pm) \| Del	Kyle I held her close and pulled the blankets up over us. "I love you being my wife too." I told her softly. I trailed my figners up and down her back, holding her tightly. Maria "I don't like alligators. Saw a movie once...some big alligator killing people." I kept my eyes closed, then I realized I'd remembered something. Granted it was small and vauge. I just remembered a big alligator eating someone, and it was all blurry. I opened my eyes and looked at him. Cherry Coke and High School Fantasies ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1431 (11/9/01 9:12:29 pm) \| Del	Tess I kissed the sides of his mouth, his cheeks and down his neck. I came back to his mouth, kissing him deeply. Being close with our arms and tongues wrapped around each other. I couldn't ask for a better life. "Good..answer baby.." I mumbled against his lips. Michael I smiled for her. "Yeah..see it's already coming back." I said with a shread of regret. She can remember alligators and not me? What kinda sht is that? I shook my head, stopping and looking at her for a long time. "Alright you might not understand now..but I have to say..the last 6 months have been hell for me. I can't sleep..and the more I don't see you, the more I love you..we're always breaking up I know..but this time..without you..just me and Michelle..I realized I can't find someone else....when Tess called and told me you were hurt...god Maria I can't describe it.." I looked down at the floor. Back and forth for years. It had to stop. BLAH! Edited by: Syndara72 at: 11/9/01 9:13:27 pm*
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1342 (11/9/01 9:22:48 pm) \| Del	Kyle I smiled kissing her deeply. "Baby, you need to sleep." I said running my hands up and down her back. I pulled back slightly and kissed her forehead. "You need your rest." Maria I just stared at him as he spoke. I slowly pushed myself up and slid out of bed. It hurt like a bitch. My whole body was throbbing and the ivs were getting in my way. I couldn't remember anything, but I had a feeling that I really loved him. I climbed into his lap and closed my eyes. "I have a feeling that I feel the same way." I whispered quietly. Cherry Coke and High School Fantasies ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1432 (11/9/01 9:35:31 pm) \| Del	Tess I let out a long sigh. He aways said that I should rest. And ok most of the time he was right. But gees I loved kissing him. "Mean.. I'm not tired" I betrayed my words with a yawn. I stuck my tongue out and curled my arms up in front of me. "Love you...night baby." I whispered, closing my eyes and falling fast asleep. Michael I saw the pain on her face and hesitated before putting my arms around her. Having her in my arms again..where I could protect her, felt good. I kissed her softly, opening her mouth a little to taste her tongue. "Come back..please come back.." I said through my kisses. I wanted her back, with me in our house. Yeah our house cause it wasn't right without her. God Michelle needed her too.. BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1343 (11/9/01 9:42:01 pm) \| Del	Kyle I smiled and kissed her forehead watching her sleep for a while. I rested my head against hers and finally let my eyes slip shut, and drifted off to sleep. Maria I nodded resting my hands on his chest, kissing him back deeply. I pressed as close to him as I could, it hurt but I didn't care. I liked the feeling I had being in his arms and kissing him and I never wanted to stop. Cherry Coke and High School Fantasies ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1433 (11/9/01 10:01:26 pm) \| Del	Tess I woke up hearing Michelle crying from the other room. Dammit! I was sleeping good for once. I crawled out of Kyle's arms, carefully inching off our bed and down the hall. I crept in the dark to the crib. "What is it sweety?" I yawned, leaning in to pick her up. I rubbed my fingers over her little neck, walking over to the chair. Michael I touched her face where I could. Holding her tight until she whimpered. I loosened my arm around her back. "Maria.." I groaned under my breath. Needing her bad. It wasn't going to happen but I wanted her. "Excuse me? Visiting hours are over sir..and she needs to be in bed!" A nurse hissed from the doorway. I pulled back and looked towards the door. Better to stop before something happened.. BLAH!
Whits Bassist Agent Zia Posts: 1344 (11/9/01 10:07:59 pm) \| Del	Maria "Go to hell bitch he's not leaving." I snapped at the nurse before resting my head on Michael's chest and closing my eyes. If they wanted me to sleep, I'd sleep right here. I curled up against him and closed my eyes, breathing him in. Cherry Coke and High School Fantasies ~Smut Puppy # 5~Cookie Bitch~ What good would wings be if you can't feel the wind on your face?
Syndara72 Hybrid Fuck Bunnie Posts: 1434 (11/9/01 10:16:14 pm) \| Del	Michael I cocked my head to the side, eyeing her. "Sounds like Maria.." I said to the nurse. She turned and left, probably to call the guards. I laughed quietly. "I can sleep with you." I kissed below her ear, carefully picking her up in my arms and setting her back on the bed. I climbed in next to her. Making sure all the iv sh*t was right. I had a feeling I would sleep tonight..this morning, whatever. BLAH!

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