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Flowers Of Evil:
Starting Over P1
Liz
Thank
you Sean....I brought my hand up to his
neck and I kissed him back..exploring each others mouths..he always
made me feel good..and I loved the way we kissed..it made me tingly
all over..I moaned quielty and pulled on his jacked..towards the
car..I broke away to smile at him.."Don't try anything now.."..I
laughed and kissed him
again..
Tess
It
was dark when we passed the sign for Roswell..I blinked and tried to
wake up from my daze.."Hey..look..we're here.."..Like he didn't know
that? I'm sleepy..shut up..I looked at him and then rolled down the
window.."Gees it's cold..I thought this was the desert.."..I laughed
and stuck my head out the window.."Hello Roswell! I'm Tess!"..I
laughed and closed my eyes..letting the wind freeze my
face..
Michael
I
called my mom from the airport.."Ey..Yeah I'm commin home..nah don't
ask mom..we'll talk when I get there..thanks for the roundtrip.."..I
laughed and hung up..handing the ticket to the lady and boarding my
flight..I was excited..anything but what I needed to feel right
now..I could deal later..I went to that place I perfected years
ago.. it was made of denial and hard rock..fuck her..fuck
everyone..it felt good..
BLAH!
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Sean
I laughed against her mouth. "I won't." I smiled and kissed her
again. I rubbed my hands up and down her sides. Her back hit the car
and I continued to kiss her, not pressing her any harder into it. I
was not going to mess this
up.
Kyle
I
laughed glancing over at her. "Roswell is in for a big surprise now
that you're here." I smiled at her, debating if I wanted to go home,
or just get a hotel room. It was late, and I didn't want to face my
dad tonight. I pulled the car into the parking lot at the hotel. "We
can face everyone tomorrow." I told her getting out of the car. I
went and got a room, then came back and got our bags and led her to
a room.
Maria
I
finished packing and got a cab. I rubbed my stomach as we drove. I
wasn't going home. There was no way. Mom would disown me if she
knew. I sighed quietly resting my head against the window. I was
going to start over, I had enough money to start out, get an
apartment, I'd have to get a job, but I could handle it. I smiled
slightly as I dozed off. Yeah
baby...we'll be just fine.
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Liz
I put my hands around his back, under his jacket..pulling him
closer..it was freezing and I wanted him to keep me warm. I tilted
my head to the side..kissing down his jaw..I needed to breathe..I
smiled against his skin and traveled back to his mouth..kissing him
with more need now..
Tess
I
yawned and walked inside..trying to find a light. I turned a lamp on
and quickly took my clothes off..I stumbled in my underwear to the
bed..climbing inside..I caught my breath from how cold the sheets
were.."I thought this was the desert.."..I mumbled to
myself..already half asleep..
BLAH!
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Sean
I lifted her up and set her on the hood of the car. I kissed her
deeply, stroking my tongue against hers and over her lips. I slipped
my hand under the back of her shirt, lightly touching the soft skin
of her back.
Kyle
I
pulled off my shirt, and my jeans and climbed into bed. "It is, but
at night it gets cold. Nothing to retain heat or something." I
shrugged and rolled onto my side slipping my arm over her waist, and
pulled her into my chest.
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Liz
It felt so good..I wrapped my legs around him. He was so close..we
were so close..Our mouths moved with more intesity now..and I knew I
had to stop now or.."Sean.."..I broke away and kissed the sides of
his face, rubbing his back..I looked at him and smiled slightly.."We
should..go"..I nodded to myself and slipped off the car..my heart
was racing..
Tess
I
put my arm over his and laced our fingers together..The pillows were
so soft.."Kyle..what kinds of things..were you arrested for?"..I
should have been more awake..asking these kinds of questions..but I
couldn't help it..
BLAH!
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Sean
I nodded and kissed her quickly then walked over and opened her
door for her. I went back to myside and got in the car. I started it
up. "You want me to take you home now?"
Kyle
I
kissed her shoulder. "The usual...drinking, driving, breaking and
entering, being at illegal parties." I lightly brushed my fingers
over her stomach.
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Liz
I put my seat belt on. "Ah yeah I should get home..I have this huge
lab write up tomorrow and I..haven't even studied.."..I could have
gone on forever..but I didn't want him to fall alseep while
driving..I laughed, glancing in his direction.."Are you..going to
school tomorrow?"..I didn't see him very often..
Tess
I
sighed and turned my face in the pillow.."Night Kyle.."..I squeezed
his hand and fell quickly asleep..I probably wouldn't even remember
that I had asked..maybe that's a good thing..
BLAH!
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Sean
I nodded. "Yeah, I think I might." I drove her home. I stopped the
car in front of her house and leaned over and kissed her
lightly.
Kyle
I
rested my head against her shoulder. 'Night Tess." I said quietly
and closed my eyes, drifting off to sleep.
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Tess
I walked quietly to the bathroom. I didn't want to wake his dad
up..what a nightmare that was..needless to say he was not a happy
sheriff..I sighed and took a shower, getting dressed and puting on
some makeup..I fixed my hair back in the mirror and walked out.. First day of school....could I be anymore scared?
We've been here 2 weeks and I haven't even left the house..well more
like I haven't left his room. His dad was scary..and I was not
looking forward to meeting his "mom" either..I had called my dad..to
let him know I was alive..I didn't tell her where I was..or I'd be
home by now..I walked into his room.."Kyle..this isn't a big deal
right..it's just a high school..like..any other school..with guns
and knives..unlocked gates.."..ok so I've never been to a public
school in my life...this was new and not fun at all..I wanted my
uniform more than ever right
now..
Michael
I
yawned and opened the door..I signed the release and got my stuff
from Preston..I left it by the door and went back upstairs to my
room..fuck it's 8am or some shit..I shook my head and fell back on
my bed again..I had a job interview later today..hopefully I
wouldn't miss it..but then again I really didn't give a fuck..
BLAH!
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Kyle
"Tess calm down. It isn't that bad. Really, it's a pretty innocent
school." I finished getting ready and pulled her into my arms. "It's
ok baby, nothing's gonna happen, and everyone is going to love you."
Maria
I
laid on my bed...well my matress, on the floor of my too small
apartment. It was all I could afford. I got up and pulled on my
uniform. I grabbed my jacket and purse and walked out. I walked down
to the resturant where I worked. I didn't get paid much, but it was
enough to pay the rent, and some food. I sighed quietly and went in
and went to work.
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Tess
I sighed loudly..dropping my head forward on his chest."Kyle I
won't know anyone..and they will hate me..I hated new students..what
am I supposed to do? Follow you around all day? Maybe I can just
stay here..no wait..bad idea just shoot my please..if you love
me..you'll just put me out of my misery.."...I was whining like a
pro..I'd never been the 'new kid'..everyone always knew me..and I
had millions of..'friends'..this was not my cup of tea..I'd love
some tea..I wonder if I bought any?..I held him tight and refused to
let go.
Liz
I
grabbed my books and put them in my backpack. Sean said he'd pick me
up today..and I was really excited about him comming to
class..pathetic I know but I was just happy we could spend more time
together.."Bye Mom..I'm leaving..have a nice day.."..I walked out
and waited in front of the Crashdown..I'm glad I wore this..it's
freezing again..
Lyssa
I
saw Maria come in to work..looking terrible again.."Hey..are you
still sick?"..I walked past and set down two plates of fries at my
table..turning back to look at her..she always looked so down and
sickly..I felt sorry for her..
BLAH!
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Kyle
"Baby, it won't be that bad. They'll love you. Everything will be
fine." I hugged her, rubbing her back. "Baby we gotta go or we'll be
late."
Sean
I
pulled up in front of the Crashdown. I stopped the car and pushed
open the passenger door. "Hey baby. Cold?" I smirked. "Sorry I'm
late."
Maria
I
looked up at Lyssa. "Nah, I'm ok. Just tired." Tired. Pregnant. Alone. I sighed inwardly. "Has it been
busy today?" I asked her. I needed tips. I needed the money
desperatly. I mentally shook
myself.
Breena
I
pulled up at Michael's and went up and knocked. His mom let me in
and I went up to his room. I knocked on his door, I knew he had a
job interview today.
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Tess
He parked and I froze..and not from the cold. It's the desert and
it's freezing! I don't get this place..who knows how many alien
freaks walked among us..I rolled my eyes at the thought and got out
quickly.."This sucks! I can't believe I'm doing this..you know I
could have just stayed home and made babies..but nooo you had to
bring me to school with you..well let me tell you something
mister..I refuse to learn!"..I pouted and stormed towards the
school..I had no idea where I was going but I walked like I did
anyway..I laughed and glanced behind me..
Liz
I
looked out the window as we pulled up to the school..I thought I saw
someone and I moved my face closer to the glass..A huge grin spread
across my face..."Sean..look! Is that Kyle?..Over there look!"..I
rolled down the window and leaned out to see if this was some
hullicination..oh my god it is him..he's back..I laughed and looked
back at Sean.. What is he doing
here?
Lyssa
I
looked around.."No it's been really slow.."..I thought about it for
a second.."Hey..listen Maria..If you..need any help with
anything..you could stay with me..I need a roomate anyway"...some of
the girls were talking about how she lived..and I couldn't have
someone I knew having to go through that..
Michael
I
opened my eyes.."Yeah?"..I looked towards the door..waiting for it
to open..I never got more than an hour sleep around here..
BLAH!
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kyle
I laughed and took off after her. "You don't have to learn
anything!"
Sean
I
looked over and saw him. "Yeah, that's him." I told her. Stay away from Liz. She's my girlfriend
now you bastard.
Maria
I
chewed on my lip. I hated how I lived. I didn't want my baby growing
up like that. But still, I didn't have much money. "I really can't
afford to pay much rent." I hated talking about things like this.
About how fucked up my life
was.
Breena
I
pushed the door open and laughed at him. "Hey, get up." I walked in
and kicked his foot. "You're gonna be late."
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Liz
I sat back in my seat and stared at the glove box.. Why is he back..and going to
school? He looks good..healthy....I
shook my head trying to think of what happened..I looked at
Sean.."I'm just suprised that's all..it doesn't have to be anything
big.."..I picked my bag off the floor board and got out..I casually
wondered why he was running..I looked back at Sean..
Michael
"Fuck
you..I don't need to be there for another.."..I looked at the
clock.."Whatever..you still suck.."..I laughed and got out of bed..I
walked into my bathroom and took off my shirt..
Lyssa
I
smiled.."Maria..don't even worry about it ok? You're my new best
friend.."..I laughed and walked back to the kitchen..
Tess
I
got lost. I had no idea where I was. I turned the corner down the
hall and laughed..looking around..this was strange..I was so used to
everyone wearing the same thing..and all these people looked like
they came from the circus with all thier colors...
BLAH!
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Sean
I got out and walked over to Liz. I slid my arm around her waist
and walked with her up to the school.
Breena
I
laughed and flopped down on his bed. "Yeah, ya know ya love me." I
swung my legs over the edge of the bed staring up at the
ceiling.
Maria
I
smiled slightly. "Thanks Lyssa." I called to her, then went to help
out a customer. Maybe things were going to better than I
thought.
Kyle
I
came up behind her and wrapped my arms around her waist. "Where are
you going baby?" I asked kissing the side of her neck. "Want me to
show you around?"
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Liz
Liz Parker..you are going to have a great day. I tell myself that
very same thing..everyday..I smiled and walked in front of
him..pulling him along by his jacket.."Sean..I just want you to know
that..I'm really glad you've decided to join the student body.."..I
laughed and stopped..walking into him..kissing him..
Tess
"Yes
please...baby do we have to eat like off trays and shit?"..I laughed
and kept walking past the cafeteria..I put my hands behind my back
and tickled his sides.. Did I forget my
chapstick in the car?
BLAH!
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Sean
I laughed, wrapping my arms around her. "Yeah, me too babe." I
leaned in and kissed her.
Kyle
I
laughed and grabbed her sides tickling her. "I think you'll
survive." I walked around with her, pointing things out.
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Liz
The bell rang and I walked out of English. Agh I am so hungry. I
walked down the hall towards my next class.."Kyle!"..I saw him and
pushed through the crowd..I finally caught up and stood
there..looking at him..a huge grin on my face..I couldn't help
myself..I held my book close to my chest and looked him over..
BLAH!
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Kyle
I heard Liz and turned looking at her. "Liz." I hadn't been
expecting to see her so soon. "Hey..."
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Liz
My mouth fell open a tiny bit and my eyes drifted to the people
passing us by..I didn't expect that he would be thrilled to see
me..but I thought we'd left on friendly terms..I guess not.. Just go to class Liz.."Ok..well it's great to see
you.."..I smiled slightly and turned around..walking towards my
class.. You can't let something so
small ruin your day.. I know..but I just
wasn't expecting it..
BLAH!
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Kyle
"Liz wait, I'm sorry, I just wasn't expecting to see you. What's
been going on around here?" I glanced around then back at her,
wondering where Tess was.
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Liz
I followed his eyes..I was so confused at this point I didn't even
want to talk.."Ah...nothing Kyle..it's really..you know
Roswell..nothing ever changes.."..why am I talking so slowly? Like I
didn't know what to say.."Anyway..I should get to class.."..I turned
back and opened the door..walking inside..I sat down and stared at
my desk.. I didn't think I'd be so
umcomfortable....
Tess
I
walked down the hall trying to find my next class..yeah right. "Agh
I hate this school already!"..I glared at the peice of paper in my
hands..traitor..you're working for them!
BLAH!
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Sean
I sat at the counter watching Liz as she worked. I ate a hamburger,
then saw Kyle out of the corner of my eye. What is he doing here? ...whos that
chick with him?
Kyle
I
led Tess into the Crashdown and sat down at a booth with her. "This,
is the Crashdown, the best food, and the worst thing for you." I
smiled at her.
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Liz
I took down an order and smiled.."Great..can I get you anything
else to drink?"..he shook his head and I walked back to the
kitchen..I put my order in and walked back to check my tables..I
stopped when I saw Kyle in my section..I took a deep breath and
smiled..walking the rest of the way with a spring in my
step.."Hi..welcome to the Crashdown..what can I get for you
guys?"..I smiled and glanced at the blonde sitting across from him.. Who's she?..Wait it's none of my
business..
Tess
I
laughed and kicked him under the table..looking over the menu..a
waitress came up and I smiled at her.."I'll have the Galazy burger
and fries..no tomato..oh and a water.."..I put my menu back and
looked between them.. Do they know each
other?..
BLAH!
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Kyle
I looked up at Liz and smiled slightly. "Hey Liz, I'll have the
usual." I smirked and looked back at Tess. I wasn't sure how I was
supposed to act. My ex girlfriend, and my wife. It scared the hell
out of me.
Sean
I
sat there watching Liz as she went over to Kyle's table. Damnit, why couldn't she just get
someone else to help them? And who the hell is that chick he's
with?
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Liz
It's only natural to feel..jealousy. There's scientific evidence to
suggest that I..have no choice but to want my hands in his
hair?!..No Liz..there's something wrong with your logic tonight..I
smiled and wrote it all down.."Ok..well I will...be right back
with..your drinks then"...I hesitated and I looked at Sean..why am I
looking at him? It's not like I did anything wrong..I turned around
and walked quickly back to the
kitchen.. Only natural
Tess
I
smirked and rolled my eyes..watching her walk off.."Ex girlfriends
suck don't they?"..I lookeed back at Kyle and laughed..shaking my
head..poor guy. Does he think I haven't had my share of them to know
when I see one?
BLAH!
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Sean
I followed Liz with my eyes, then back at my plate.I saw the look
she gave me. Does she want that stupid ass punk back or something?
"So, Liz, what are we gonna go do tonight?" I called to her, there
weren't many people other than Kyle and his chick.
Kyle
I
looked at Tess and let out a small sigh of relief. Glad that I
wouldn't have to explain it to her. I smiled slightly and nodded.
"Yeah, they do." Was she going to ask me about her? What we had? God
I hope not.
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Liz
Why does he always do stuff like
that!?..I looked up from making their
drinks and blushed..I looked around slightly and smiled awkwardly..I
walked back to Kyle's table and set down their drinks..I moved
silently to Sean's booth.."You didn't have to do that.."..I played
with my order book and tried to be calm..this situation was quickly
approaching alarm status for
me..
Tess
I
watched this little scene play out like some fucking soap..I sighed
and smiled slightly..sipping my water. "So Kyle..this is
strange.."..I shook my head and glanced behind my shoulder..I'd seen
and been through it all...this was hilarious..
BLAH!
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Sean
"What? I just wanted to know if you had any plans for tonight or
not." Ok..maybe part of me just wanted
to tell Kyle to stay away from you.
"What's wrong with that?"
Kyle
I
sighed inwardly. Sean was freaking out, like I wanted Liz back. It
doesn't matter to me, I don't want her, I've got Tess. My wife.
"Yeah...Roswell is known for being strange."
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Liz
I sighed and dropped my head.."Nothing.."..I looked up again.."I
get off in a couple hours..so we'll go out ok?"..I smiled looking at
him.."Sit..Sean.."..I laughed and pushed his face with my hand..I
turned around and walked into the back..I went straight to the couch
and sat down. I took a deep breath.. I
feel like crying..this is out of control..
Tess
I
watched casually as our waitress walked into the back..I looked at
Kyle.."Are we going to have a problem Kyle? I mean I undertand..it's
obvious what's going on here...is that why we're here?"..it wasn't
like me to ask so many questions. But I had my doubts about him
anyway..maybe this girl new his past? Maybe she's afraid too..
BLAH!
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Kyle
"Tess what are you talking about? If you're talking about
Liz...there's nothing there, we broke up a long time ago." I shook
my head slightly. I didn't want to do this. I didn't want to have to
go into it.
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Liz
"Liz...Your orders up.."
I looked up and got off the couch.
I took their plates and walked back to their table.."Enjoy."..I set
the food down and walked over to Sean.."It's really slow..so I'm
just going to take off now..so um..we can go.."..I smiled
slightly..taking my anteana off..
Ok..I'm being irrational..I know
this.
Tess
I
grabbed the salt and pepper.."You're right...forget it baby..I'm
just e-vil when I'm hungry.."..I grinned at him and kicked him under
the table again..
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Sean
I nodded and got up. I slid my arms around her waist. "Great. Where
you wanna go baby?" I wanted to get out of here, I didn't want to
deal with Kyle at all.
Kyle
"Damn,
cut it out." I said when she kicked me. I grabbed a fry and threw it
at her. I smirked and grabbed the ketsup.
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Liz
I smiled slightly.."It doesn't matter.."..I kissed him, bringing my
hands up around his face..I moved closer and started walking towards
the door.. This is all just
the..natural progression of..relationships..and some people should
have just stayed in
California!..
Tess
I
laughed.."Kyle I don't know what you're talking about"..I smiled
down at my plate and started to eat..I glanced up and caught the
look in his eyes..he was looking behind me.. I'm not turning around..that is
just so..insecure..
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RPG MAGIC
*Takes magic wand out of basement, dusts off*
Ok. Here's the
DEAL..Fe was gettin a widdle crazy. So I'm waving the magic
wand..*bling bling*...this is now the background
info..
Michael lived in Roswell before moving to Santa Ana to
attend Preston Hall...while there he met Maria Deluca (From Santa
Fe)..they hooked up as we all know..PUR..and Michael introduced
Maria to his friend Tess (Cali native)..and her new boyfriend
Kyle..(lived in Roswell)...they all fucked and the trouble
began..that part remains the same..while all this was going
on..Ria's mom Amy Deluca made a visit to Roswell and met Kyles dad
Jim Valenti...they started dating. And Amy decides to move in with
Jim. When Tess and Kyle get married and run away to Roswell...they
stay with Jim...and they don't know that Amy is Maria's mom
etc...Michael and Maria break up..Michael goes back to Roswell. A
now preggers Ria leaves for Santa Fe...only her mom isn't there...So
she gets a job and an apartment..(well paid, nice place)..Somehow
Ria will contact her mother about the baby..and will come back to
Roswell..Amy tells her about Jim..etc etc...It will be 6 months
later when Ria finally comes back...to meet with Michael again...he
doesn't know yet if the baby is his..and he wants to move on..We've
deleted Sean..(He neva got some!)..so Liz is still in love with
Kyle..even though they broke up because she wouldn't sleep with
him..ahem..
*puts magic wand back in trunk*
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Maria
I drove to Roswell. Going home? This wasn't my home. I'm here
because of my mom. Because she met some stupid guy that's going to
try to be my father, but he never will be. Because I'm pregnant and
I screwed everything up because I wanted Michael to have a normal
life? We left normal the day we met. I sighed inwardly as I pulled
the car into the driveway of the house that she'd said was theirs. I
looked at it and sighed. I climbed out and went up and knocked. Why did I come here again?
Kyle
I
heard someone knocking on the door and got up off the couch and went
over. I pulled it open and my jaw dropped. Maria. Pregnant. At my
house!? "Ma...Maria?" "Kyle!? What are you doing here?!" "I'd like
to ask you the same thing." "My mom said she lived here...I think I
have the wrong house."
Maria
There's
NO WAY that she lives here. "You mean
Amy is your mom?" I nearly fainted.
Kyle is going to be my brother. I slept
with Kyle. I'm going to be sick.
"Bathroom?" I said quickly. He stepped back and pointed. I ran down
to the bathroom and threw up. I got up and walked back down to the
living room. "Sorry." "No problem. So you're Amy's daughter." I
nodded. "Yeah." "And you're pregnant." "Wow, you're a genius Kyle.
Yeah, I'm pregnant, that's why I'm here." "I knew you were pregnant,
it's just kind of a shock seeing you....so...." "Fat?"
Kyle
"Not
what I meant. I'll help you with your stuff and get you settled in
your new room sis." "Don't call me that." "What?" "Sis....it's
just...too weird." I nodded and went out to her car and helped her
unload all of her stuff and put it in her room.
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Tess
I sat up and looked through Kyle's door.."Kyle? Who is that?"..I
rubbed my eyes and got out of bed, pulling on my jeans and shirt..I
walked into the living room..I stopped and stared.. What the hell is going on?.."Maria? What are you doing
here?"..if it came off mean it wasn't my fault. I mean you'd be
bitchy too if you 'husband' was now in love with some fucking nerd
virgin..Oh and I've been disinherited by my father..isn't that
sweet? So what the fuck is a pregnant Maria doing in this house? Did
he knock her up? I glared at her without even knowing it..
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Maria
I looked over and saw Tess. I was more surprised to see her, then
Kyle. And she's glaring at me. What did
I do? "Hey Tess..."
Kyle
"Tess
baby, you remember Amy saying her daughter was coming to live with
us?" I looked from her to Maria, then back. "Well, this is Amy's
daughter. So that means she's going to be my sister." Don't kill me I didn't do anything!
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Tess
I'm going to be sick...I wrinkled my forehead in disgust
and disbelief..I stared at her like it was all her fault. This is
unbelievable..My mind raced..I told them to fuck..so it's my fault
our lives have now become some Greek tragedy..I threw up mentally at
the idea of Maria being his..'sister'..like he needs any more
temptation!? Gross!..I pointed at her stomach.."Who's is that?"..I
wanted to kick her pregnant ass..
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Maria
I wrapped my arms around my stomach. It was obvious she didn't want
me there. It's Michael's. I shrugged slightly. "Don't
know." I glanced around. "So is there anyplace to eat around here?"
I wanted to get out here.
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Tess
I scoffed, shaking my head."You don't know? How can you not know?"..I
thought you were in love with Michael..fucking bitch slut..no wonder
he's back here..I wanted to rip her eyes out. Thank you for making
my life an even bigger hell..I laughed bitterly at her request..I
looked at Kyle.."Why don't you take your new sister to the
Crashdown? Oh yes..I think you should do that..the three of you
should get along great.."..I turned and walked into the
bathroom..slamming the door behind me..I'm going to scream. Too
much..I can't take all of this shit..
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Maria
God. I didn't know Tess could be such
a bitch. I looked at Kyle. "I don't
think I want to know what her problem is." idiot, she's friends with Michael. What
do you think?
Kyle
I
shook my head. "Let's just go." Things were just getting worse and
worse with her. I led her out to the car and drove her to the
Crashdown. "So how have you
been?"
Maria
I
shook my head as we walked inside and sat down. "Ok I guess. I
didn't know you and Tess were living here...together." He nodded.
"We got married." My jaw dropped a little. "Oh."
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Liz
I looked up from the counter and smiled when I saw Kyle walk in. I
put my pen down and walked around to greet them.."Hi..just two?"..I
smiled at his friend..is she pregnant? Yes she is Liz..stop staring
and be polite..I showed them to a table.."Can I get you something to
drink?"..I asked the girl..
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Maria
I looked up and smiled slightly. "Um, just water please." "I
thought you said you were hungry Maria." I heard Kyle say. I shook
my head. "I lied. I'm not. I just wanted out of that house."
Kyle
I
nodded. "I know the feeling." I said more to myself then either of
them. "Hey Liz." I smiled.
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Liz
Everynight before I go to bed..I write in my journal.. He's married Liz....But the more I write it..the more
I don't care. It goes against everything I belive in..but when he
smiles and says hello to me..I can't help but remember the best year
of my life..before he left for California.."Hey Kyle.."..I looked
back down at the order pad in my hand..I wrote down what he'd want
and her water.."Ok..I'll..just be right back.."..I nodded and walked
back to the kitchen..I sighed.. Just
press rewind or..fastforward..anything but this contant
present..
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Kyle
"So you really don't know who the father is?" I asked, because I
was really curious. I'd thought they were in love.
Maria
"Please
Kyle. I don't want to get into it. I'm really not in the mood." I don't know how much longer I can
lie.
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Liz
I set a plate of fries and a smoothie in front of Kyle.."This is
for you.."..I put the water in front of his friend and smiled.."Ok
enjoy.."..I turned back and walked into the kitchen..
Michael
Where
the fuck is my knife? I looked around in the back and couldn't find
it.."This is what happens when people touch my shit.."..I sighed and
grabbed some scisors..tearing open the box of books..I checked my
watch. I am not in the mood for books today..I stood up and walked
back inside the store..
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Maria
I reached over and stole a few fries off his plate and laughed
quietly. "I thought you weren't hungry." I smiled. "It comes and
goes. But my baby could smell your fires and wanted some."
Kyle
I
shook my head slightly. "You're just strange." "So, I'm looking for
a book. There are book stores around here right?" I laughed. "Yeah,
there's one just down the street. What kind of book do you need?"
"Baby related." "Well it's just down the street that way." I said
pointing in the direction of it as I ate my fries.
Maria
I
nodded and took another drink of water. "Well I'm gonna go check out
the book store." I took another drink and grabbed my purse. I walked
out of the Crashdown and down to the book store. I went in and
started scanning the books, looking for what I wanted.
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Liz
I came out from the back and saw his friend leave. I bit my lip and
walked over to his booth, my hands in my pocket.."Is everything
ok?"..I looked towards the door and then back at him.. It's my job..to make sure
everyone is happy..Sure...
Michael
"C'mon...be
nice..I've been here for hours"..she laughed and walked away.
Fucking bitch. I laughed walking back to my boxes. I glanced at
someone who looked like Ria..fuck everyone looked like Ria.. shit.
That's her..I saw her stomach and cringed..my face cold..I walked up
behind her and folded my arms.."Need help? You're in the wrong
section for baby shit anyway..it's over there.."..I pointed..
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Kyle
I shrugged slightly. "That's my new sister. And Tess is even more
pissed than before." I sighed inwardly and looked up at her.
Maria
I
froze when I heard his voice. I held my hands on my stomach and
turned around. I looked up at him and took a deep breath. I nodded
slightly. "Thanks." I made my way over to where he'd pointed. He
deserved to know. But I was just scared to tell him now.
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Liz
I should be on break anyway...I nodded slightly looking at
him.."I'm sorry Kyle..did you want to talk..about it?". The look of
consern on my face was real..I played with my order book and smiled
slightly..
Michael
Did
I really think that I would never have to see her again? No I guess
not..but fuck why now? I got a job and my own place. I finally got
over her shit and now she's back and pregnant as hell..I would have
followed after her 6 months ago..not this time..I turned around and
walked to the other side of the store..
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Kyle
I shook my head slightly. "No..." I wouldn't even know how to
start. Maybe Tess and I getting married really was a mistake. I
sighed quietly and looked down at the table.
Maria
I
went over and picked up a few books and walked over to the cash
register. I set them down and glanced around, waiting for someone to
come ring up my books. I rested my hands on my stoamch, rubbing
lightly. I felt a pain and whimpered quietly, my hand shooting out
and grabbing the counter. I just stood there with my eyes closed
breathing deeply.
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Liz
I didn't know if I should leave him alone..or sit and talk. I
paused and put my hand on his shoulder..I wanted to comfort him..but
it wasn't my place to do that. He didn't want it anyway..This was so
confusing..are we even friends? I thought we could forget what
happened between us and.."Kyle..I really am sorry.."..I took my hand
off his shoulder..
Michael
"Are
you going to help her?"...I looked up and followed her gaze to the
cash register.."Wasn't planning on it.."..I started putting the
books back on the shelf..."Michael..you can't just ignore customers
like that.."..I sighed and tried to ignore her..Nag, that's all she
did.."Michael! You can't just let her stand there!"..I shoved the
books into her arms.."Fuck..just shut up.."..I shook my head and
made my way behind the register..
What's wrong with her?..No I don't give
a fuck anymore..I watched her in pain and I pulled the phone from
under the table..I set it down..If she needs help she can call
someone else..I took her books and rang her up..
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Kyle
I nodded then reached up as she moved her hand. I grabbed her hand
in mine. "Thank you." I said looking up at her.
Maria
I
heard the beeping of the register and waited for the pain to pass. I
let go of the counter and straightened up. I looked up at Michael
and pushed some hair back from my face. "How are you Michael?" I
asked holding my stomach.
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Liz
I was a little shocked by the gesture..Kyle was never one for
tender moments..I paused.."You're..welcome." I looked at our hands
and then back up to his face.. What am
I supposed to do!?..
Michael
I
put her books in a bag.."Great..$20.65". I looked past her at the
line forming..I looked back at her. Emotionless. I loved her, that
was never a question..but I was over it. I didn't need to be with
her anymore..I would never love anyone else..but it didn't
matter..fuck it all..
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Kyle
I didn't know what I was doing. I was married. But any more Tess
was always on my case about everything. Even Maria. She's my sister
for christs sake. Well not technically. But she would be soon. I
pulled Liz down next to me, just looking at her.
Maria
My
baby deserves a father. I reached into
my purse and handed him the money. "Michael...I'm sorry, but I
really need to talk to you." I glanced back. "Can I talk to you
after you get off work?" Please don't
turn me down. I want my baby to have what I didn't have.
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Liz
Help me!.
What are you doing Liz? My heart was racing so fast..and I caught my
breath..It took effort just to look at him..I opened my mouth to say
something..nothing came out so I just sat there scared to death of
what I still felt for him.. He dumped
you remember? He didn't want you..Oh and he's married!..
Michael
My
hands reached out to grip her throat..then I woke up. I sighed and
looked past her again.."Yeah..whatever Maria..I get off at 6.."..I
handed her the change and walked back to where I nag bitch
was.."Next time you feel like fucking with my life..file a
complaint..you have a line.."..I went back to what I was doing.. Fuck me!..
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Kyle
I just looked at her. My whole life was so fucked up. But she
wasn't. She was sweet. She was innocent. She wasn't my wife. She
wasn't pissed at me just because I wanted out of the house. I leaned
in slowly. Kyle!? What the fuck do you
think you are doing?! My lips touched
hers softly. Hardly at
all.
Maria
I
picked up my bag and heard him yelling at someone. I closed my eyes,
and sighed quietly. I turned and walked out of the store. I sat down
on a bench in front of the store. In case Michael got off early? No.
I wasn't even sure I still wanted to tell him. I had fucked up his
life. Me and my lies. I wanted to scream.
Michael! I'M PREGNANT WITH YOUR
BABY! I grabbed one of my books and
started looking at it. Debating on leaving. No Maria. You have to deal with this.
No more running.
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Liz
Inhale..exhale I know you can do
this. I closed my eyes for a second and
then opened them again. If I kiss him I'll just get hurt again..but
if I don't..then everything will stay the same..I searched his eyes
for some answer..he didn't have one. I found my lips pressing
harder..and I was kissing him. It felt so good..like I had stepped
back in time..
Michael
I
saw her through the windows everytime I passed by she was still
there. I felt trapped by her..no matter how far away I got..she'd
always be around the corner..fucking everything up.. That baby is mine.. I knew that the day I left..it
only made this worse..
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Kyle
I closed my eyes kissing her back. God I'd missed her mouth. I
slipped my hand down to her hip, pulling her closer to me. I'd
missed everything about her so much. I just held her, kissing her
softly, reveling in the feel of
her.
Maria
I
siged quietly and started flipping through the baby name book.
Trying to figure out how I was going to tell him. What I would say.
I always screwed things up. There was no doubt in my mind that I'd
do it again today.
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Liz
And just like that I was kissing Kyle Valenti, my very first high
school crush and the boy I foolishly thought I would spend the rest
of my life with..that was Freshman year. I didn't think that way
now..but it was still amazing..I felt 16 again..full of life and
giddy laughter..I rested my hand on his chest..feeling his tongue in
my mouth..I was
jello..
Michael
I
got off early and walked outside. I sat down beside her looking the
other way.."Talk..."..I leaned back with my hands on the bench
behind me..I watched the cars go by..the birds fuckin
around..anything but her..all pregnant and still beautiful..
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Kyle
I kissed her softly. Stroking my tongue over her lips, and tongue.
I slid my hand up and into her hair. I wanted to get closer to her.
Maria
I
bit my lip and looked down at my stomach. "I just want you to know,
that there's only one thing I'm asking for. Because I'm sure by now
you hate me. I just...I want you to be there for our baby. I'm sorry
about lying before. But I didn't want to fuck up your life because
it seemed to me you didn't want to have to deal with a kid. I'm not
asking you to forgive me. Or not to hate me. Just be around for the
baby. But if you want nothing to do with either of us, I
understand." I said softly, and in a rush.
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Liz
He put his hand in my hair. It was like cold water being thrown in
my face..I pulled back..I can't do this here.. Can I do this at all?..I turned and looked at the clock
on the wall..I was off my shift..but was I just going to ask him to
come up? We needed to talk..and I was worried about him..I looked
back.."Kyle..do you want to come up?..I could listen to what's going
on..I mean we can talk about it.." I should have said goodnight and
gone upstairs..alone..I could have just written this all down and
felt a lot better..
Michael
There
was too much to think about..So I didn't think of anything..just
zoned out. I still hadn't looked at her.."Have you been seeing a
doctor?"..I don't feel anything..
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Kyle
What am I doing!? ...we'll just go up
and talk. I nodded slightly and let go
of her. "Yeah, thanks Liz, I'd appriciate it."
Maria
I
closed my eyes. At least he didn't
start yelling at me. I nodded slightly.
"Yeah, I have." I rubbed my hands over my stomach. I opened my eyes
again staring at my stomach.
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Liz
Friends talking..right..I smiled and got up. My
parents were out of town, not that it mattered..why would it
matter?, so I didn't have to worry about what they might think. I
walked to the back and up the stairs to my house. I opened the door
and walked to my room.. It's not like
he's never seen it..it's just where I sleep..sleep being the key
word..innocent..I sighed and took my
antennae off and put it on my dresser..
Michael
I
nodded..thinking of what I wanted to say. I didn't want to say
anything..just like I didn't want to be in love with her. I didn't
really mind having a kid..I just didn't know how long I could see
her and not..do the only thing that ever came easy with us..fucking.
Story of my life..fucked up..
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Kyle
I sat on the edge of her bed and flopped backwards. I stared up at
the ceiling, then over at her. "Everything is so screwed up Liz. I
don't know what I'm supposed to do anymore."
Maria
He
wasn't saying anything to me. I bit my lip. "Ok, so that's it. I
just want you to come see the baby sometimes after I have
her...him...which ever it is. So we can just work that stuff out
later. But if you'd rather not, then that's ok too." I put my books
back into the bag and stood tightening my jacket around myself.
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
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Liz
I'd been staring at my dresser..I turned around and walked over to
my bed.."What do you want to do?..You've got to do what's right..for
you. If you..love her then you should fix this..you can't just give
up.."..I was trying hard to be a friend..but seeing him on my bed
was not helping..so I walked to my window and opened it..letting the
cool air inside..I watched the curtains for a second..then glanced
in his direction.. Can he hear my heart
beating from here?..
Michael
"Is
there a day that goes by..or even a second that you don't think
about me Maria?"..I glanced up at her and then back to the
street.."When you think about having this baby...are you sad that I
won't be there with you? How many times have you cried thinking
about me?"..I got up and put my hands in my jacket pockets.."It
amazes me that I could love someone like you.."..I shook my head and
walked down the street towards my car..
I said that for me..to make me feel better..it was selfish..but fuck
it I needed it..
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Kyle
I stared at the ceiling. "I don't know. I love her. I know I do.
But I don't know if she still loves me, or if she even wants to be
with me anymore. Ever since..." That
night...over a year ago. "It's been all
this time...and things keep getting worse every day. Maybe we got
married too young." No shit
Sherlock. "Maybe just something we
couldn't handle."
Maria
I
sat back down on the bench, burying my face in my hands. He was
right. Everything he'd said. Maybe I
should leave. No! You are not leaving! You're not running away
again! I'm not trying to get him back. I just want our baby to have
a father. Even if he hates me. I fucked
things up so bad. He deserves someone so much better. Someone that
isn't going to ruin his whole life. I didn't know what I was
supposed to do. Tess hates me. Michael hates me.
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
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Liz
I looked out my window..listening to him. See he loves her..of
course he does..I turned around again and walked over to my bed. I
sat down..my hands in my lap. Frowning and thinking about how
horrible his life must be like right now..I was happy for my boring
existance..I looked at him.."Whatever happened between you..I mean
whatever it was she has to know how much you love her right? Things
are never over until you say it is..so maybe you still have a
chance..if you just talk to her.."..I bit my lip slightly and tried
to smile..I cared about him a lot..and I wanted to help..really I
did..but my heart was still racing..It was impossible not to feel
what I felt for him..
Michael
The
farther I drove..the more I wanted to go back and apologize..Is she
going to run again? Where is she staying? No. It doesn't matter
because you're not seeing her again..not until you have to. More and
more fucked up every fucking time I see her..
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Kyle
"I try to tell her. But I'm not sure she even believes me anymore."
I sighed quietly. "She told me that she was afraid of me once. It
was right before we left to come here. Maybe I should have just left
her then. She could have stayed and wouldn't have messed things up
with her dad. You know she got pissed off at me today when Maria
showed up. All I'd done was helped her get her stuff in the house,
and Tess came out and started yelling at me." I sighed and closed my
eyes.
Maria
I
wasn't sure how long I'd been sitting there before I grabbed my
books and got up. I started walking, no place in particular. Just
had to get away from where I was. Well
I fucked things up with him. Again. Like always. I rubbed my stomach. Maybe my
baby wont have a father.
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
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Liz
Afraid of him? Why?. I'd seen Kyle violent and angry
before. It never scared me..because I knew what was behind it..He
was a good person. Sure a jerk sometimes..but never scary. I didn't
have a solution for him. That upset me..but what upset me even
more..was that I wanted it to be me. I could make him happy.. Stop this....He needs a friend right now.. But we kissed downstairs..what
was that?. I fell back next to
him..staring up at the same ceiling..I sighed, thinking about what
he had said.."You're a good person Kyle..I know you are..and if she
can't see that..then maybe it wasn't meant to be"..I glanced at
him..
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Michael
I turned at the corner. I drove back to where I left her and I saw
her walking.. You look really shitty
right now baby..I pulled over..rolling
down the passenger window.."Come on I'll drive you home..pregnant
chicks walkin the streets just ain't right.."..I laughed and
unlocked the door..
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Kyle
I sighed quietly. "Maybe you're right." I ran my hands over my
face. It was so confusing. I loved Tess. But did she love me? I
still really cared about Liz. And Liz understood me better than
Tess. Our relationship hadn't been purely about sex. Ok, it hadn't
been about sex at all. But maybe that made it better.
Maria
I
pulled open the door and slid inside. "Thanks." I said closing the
door. I turned my head and looked out the window. At least he didn't
hate me enough to just keep driving past me. Maybe it was just for
the sake of the baby. Whatever it doesn't matter.
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Liz
We're too young for this Kyle..it's
too complicated..I reached over and took
his hand..squeezing it once and letting go. I didn't know what else
to say. So we just layed there staring up at my white
ceiling..letting the cold air give us goosebumbs..and I remembered
all the nights he stayed here late like this..talking or just saying
nothing. It felt good..I
smiled..
Michael
I
looked at her and started driving.."Where are you staying?"..I
stopped at the light. I had no clue what or why I was doing
this..but I was and I didn't care right now..
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Kyle
I reached over and took her hand in mine again. Not letting it go.
"Thank you Liz." I remembered things like this. Back before life was
too fucked up. "You know I missed this."
Maria
"Oh,
at Kyle's." I shook my head slightly. "My mom and his dad met awhile
ago and are living together, their like getting married I guess.
Which I just found out not that long ago. I didn't even know it was
Kyle's dad until today. Kyle didn't know it was my mom either. So,
Kyle is now my brother...well, he will be." Oh Jesus Maria. Shut. Your. Fucking.
Mouth! He didn't need a whole history of what's going on. The basics
would have worked just fine.
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Liz
My smile grew and I looked at him.."Me too."..we stayed silent a
little while longer..and felt like I could talk to him about what
happened now..I turned over on my side, still holding his
hand.."Kyle..what happened downstairs..I missed that too. I'm not
trying to move in.."..I laughed.."I just wanted you to know..that
you know.."..I smiled putting my face in my pillow slightly.. What are we doing
now?..I.don't.know. alright?
Michael
I
laughed..."That's gross shit Maria.."..I turned towards Kyle's
house. I'd been there before to hang out with Tess. Not that we even
did that anymore..I glanced at her..what is she thinking? Do I even
need to know anymore?
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Kyle
I sighed quietly and ran my hand over my face. "I don't know. I
just...I don't know. I'm sorry Liz, I had no right to do that." I
shook my head slightly.
Maria
"Yeah,
no shit." I mumbled then went back to staring out the window. Was he
ever going to forgive me? Or was everything just going to be because
we have a child together.
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Liz
I laughed again.."No Kyle..it's ok..really it's no big deal or
anything..totally forgotten."..I smiled and let go of his hand..I
took his hand away from his face.. Time
to get up Liz.. I sat up and rubbed my
arms.."It's cold.."..I got up and closed my window. I realized I was
still in my uniform..No wonder I'm so cold..I walked over to my
dresser and pulled out some clothes..
How long is he staying?..I turned around
and walked into the
bathroom..
Michael
I
drove the rest of the way in silence. I parked the car and turned
off the engine..We should be beyond awkward moments..obviously not.
I looked at her.."Don't get out..we're going to talk.."..I laughed
at how forced this all was..
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Kyle
I didn't move. I just laid there listening to the sounds of her
moving around, then strained to listen to her when she went into the
bathroom to change. I didn't want to go home. I didn't want to go
home. I didn't want to face Tess. I didn't want to do anything but
just lay here.
Maria
My
hand froze halfway to the door handle. I sighed inwardly and let my
hand fall back into my lap. "I thought that we already talked." I
said looking out the front window. I wasn't looking forward to doing
this again.
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Liz
I changed into a black long sleeved shirt and pajama bottoms. It
was comfy and modest..good. I looked at myself in the
mirror..frowning and brushing my hair back into a pony tail..I don't
want him to leave.. What do you want to
happen? Nothing..everything..I sighed
and walked back out..He looked deep in thought..or maybe he just
didn't want to be here..I sat down on the edge of my bed.."I've got
horror movies and lots of ice cream Kyle..if you want to stay.."..I
glanced at him and smiled.. I just want
him to feel better..
Michael
I
rolled down my window.."Yeah we talked..but not to eachother..so
that's what we're gonna do..because we're mature and you're
pregnant.."..I smirked..playing the causual game to
perfection..wating for it to backfire..
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Kyle
I looked up at her and smiled slightly. "Thanks Liz, I appriciate
it." I sat up looking at her. I figured I should call Tess. But
she'd only get pissed. I didn't want to deal with her right now.
Maria
"I
thought it was the same thing...but what do you want to talk about
then?" I rubbed my hands over my stomach not wanting to look over at
him.
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Liz
We were just looking at eachother..not talking so I got up and
walked around my bed towards the door.."Come on Kyle..I've got a
variety of flavors..and this is probably the only time you'll have
me wtaching horror movies..so.."..I took his hand and walked out of
my room..
Michael
"Just
so we're clear..I'll be there for this kid. And I'll be there for
you. We both know its over between us..so we don't have to put up
some front..friends talk and shit so..that's what we'll do..you can
call me or whatever..and I'll do the same. We're a part of
eachothers lives..and it's just stupid to deny that..right..well
that's it.."..I leaned over the dashboard and grabbed my card..my
number was on it and I handed it to her..
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Kyle
I smiled and let her lead me out of her room. I missed this. I
missed her. I missed having nights like this. Just spent together.
Maria
I
nodded slightly. "Thanks." I stuck it in my purse and grabbed a
piece of paper and wrote down my number then handed it to him. It's kind of funny. We started out as
'friends.' We've never juse been friends with out the sex. I shook my head mentally.
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Liz
I put a video on the vcr and walked into the kitchen. I made two
bowles of ice cream.."This will make you feel better Kyle..I know
it"..I smiled and plopped down beside him..I pressed play and put
the remote down..I sat back and pulled the spoon out of my ice
cream..sticking it in my
mouth..
Michael
"You're
welcome..take a bath Maria..it'll make you feel better"..I smiled
and leaned over..kissing her cheek. I started the car and waited for
her exit. Good. This was good and now everything is settled..
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Kyle
I sat beside her, staring at the TV, but I wasn't watching it. I
was thinking. Trying to figure out my life. Tess. What I was doing
here. Liz.
Maria
I
nodded. He starts the car before I'm
even out the door. It's obvious he wants to get rid of me. "Goodbye Michael." I said and
climbed out of his car. I walked up to the house and went inside,
and down to my room.
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Liz
I hate horror movies. They're so gross and well..gross. But there
was another reason I wasn't paying attention. He was right there
sitting next to me..and all I could think about was how much I
wanted this all the time. He's
married I know that. My heart doesn't
care. Even before Sean left..I knew I wasn't over him..I made love
with Sean and a part of me wanted it to be Kyle. I cried for days
after he left..ashamed and sorry for the mistake we made. I loved
him but we both knew Kyle would always have that part of
me.."Kyle.."..I looked at him..a pained expression on my
face..
Tess
I
heard a car pull up and thought it might be Kyle. I wiped my face
with my hands and walked out towards the front door. Michael? What
was he doing here? I walked down the hall and knocked on Maria's
door.."Maria?"..I'd been crying all night..she shouldn't see me like
this..I turned back towards my room..
Where is he!?
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Kyle
I heard Liz say my name and looked over at her. I saw the
expression on her face and slid my hand up and cupped her cheek.
"Yeah?"
Maria
I'd
heard Tess say my name then she was gone. I got up and walked down
the hall to her room. I knocked. "Tess? You ok?" I asked leaning
against the door frame
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Liz
I'm a terrible person..I tilted my head slightly into
his hand..What do I say? My mouth hung open like I would say
something..only little sounds of confusion came out..I turned away
from him..staring at the television..
You can't do this to him right now Liz..it's not right....
Tess
I
opened my door.."No..I'm not.."..I looked away from her.."Do you
know where he is?"..This is pathetic..waiting around for him to come
home..you're only 19 years old!
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Kyle
I started to lean in to kiss her then quickly pulled back. "I
should go." Before I do something that
I'll regret. I moved away from her and
stood up. "I'll uh...see you
later."
Maria
"I
figured he'd be here, I left him at the Crashdown earlier." She had
been a total bitch to me earlier, but it was obvious she was upset,
I wasn't going to be low and kick her when she was down.
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Liz
I stood up quickly after him.."No wait Kyle..don't leave." I moved
closer to him. Everything in my head told me this was the worst
thing I could do..it was wrong..it wasn't me..but my heart told me
nothing else mattered right now..that I loved him.. You're so selfish Liz....I swallowed and kissed him on the
lips..trembling and afraid of what I was doing..I put my hands
around his neck..
Tess
My
eyes drifted to the floor..I started crying again..He's with her..I
know it. My life has fallen apart..and I've lost everything for
him.."Thanks.."..I whispered walking back to my bed to lie down.. He's going to leave me..
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Kyle
I felt her lips against mine, and I couldn't resist. I wrapped my
arms around her and pulled her closer. I kissed her deeply, parting
her lips with my tongue, I found hers and rubbed my tongue against
it, sucking on hers, rubbing her back.
Maria
I
watched her walk over to her bed. She was crying. I walked in and
looked at her. "Are you going to be ok? You need anything?" I asked
just watching her.
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Liz
He kissed me back..and I felt his tongue against mine. The
intellegent part of my brain shut down..all I could feel was this
wanting and desire to be with him..I pulled back for air..I kissed
his jaw and his neck..pressing my body against his..it felt so
good..I was drunk with it..with him..
Tess
I
took a deep breath and got off my bed.."Yeah..could you take me to
the Crashdown? I can't drive like this..and I'll get lost.."..I
pushed my hair out of my face..I looked at her..Why am I even doing
this? I should just go home..
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Kyle
I held onto her tightly, almost afriad that if I let go she'd
vanish. I picked her up and walked her back to the couch. I laid her
down, then climbed ont top of her. I cupped her face and brought her
mouth back to mine. Kissing her passionatly.
Maria
I
nodded. "Sure. Come on." I led her out to my car and drove her to
the Crashdown. "You want me to come with, or do you want to go
alone?" I asked.
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Liz
My legs were shaking with desire and fear.."Kyle.."..I didn't want
to stop..My head was fuzzy, my body taking me over. I kissed him
faster..harder. I sucked on his bottom lip..my arms wrapped around
him tighly..feeling his back..I pulled at his shirt..trying to take
it off.."Kyle.."..I took a breath and kissed him again..
Tess
I
looked through my window at the Crashdown.."I'll go
alone..thanks.."..I gave her a weak smile and got out. I walked
around to the side..up the stairs to her house. It took me a long
time to knock..I just stood there..staring at the door..knowing what
was behind it. I could just feel it..he was with her in
there..not me..He doesn't love me..not anymore..
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Kyle
I continued to kiss her. Ravaging her mouth. I rubbed my hands up
and down her sides, then under her shirt. I kissed down the side of
her neck, bitting lightly at her skin, sucking hard.
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Liz
I got his shirt off quickly..finding his mouth again after I
dropped it on the floor.."God..Kyle.."..I breathed..opening my legs
to him..I felt his chest with my hands..his skin was so hot..the
same as mine..
Tess
I
finally knocked and waited for it to open. Do I want to fight or cry
in his arms and beg him to fogive me? I've been so cruel to him
these past 6 months...I didn't know what I'd do..
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Kyle
I groaned when I heard someone knock on the door. I pressed closer
to Liz's body. Ravaging her mouth. I slid my hand down and ran it
along her thigh, rubbing and squeezing. "You should, get that." I
murmured in her ear, tracing my tongue around it.
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Liz
"I should.."..I said kissing his neck..then sucking on his
shoulders..I knew if I stopped my brain would kick back in..and I
didn't want that..I slid my hands down his sides..around his
back..pulling him tight against
me..
Tess
There
was no answer so I knocked again..louder..still nothing. I frowned
and stared at the door..like I could see through it if I just stood
here long enough..I sighed and walked back down the stairs..confused
with what was happening..or not happening..I didn't know for sure..I
got back in the car and looked at Maria.."He's..they're not
answering the door.."..
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Kyle
I pulled back slightly and pulled her shirt over her head. I leaned
back in and kissed her passionatly, slipping my hand up her side to
gently cup her breast. I kneaded gently, and kissed a trail down her
neck, sucking on her
collarbone.
Maria
"Maybe
he's not there." I offered, hoping to make her feel better. "Is
there anyplace else you want to try?"
~SMUT PUPPY # 5~
~In the midnight hour. She cried 'More. More. More.'~
~I am the Cookie Bitch~
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Liz
I moaned loudly when he started touching me..my breast in his
hand..it was so good.."Kyle.."..I reached between us to unbutton his
pants.. I've only done this once..I'm
still scared.. Kyle had slept with so
many girls..what if I'm not enough for him?..I bit lightly on his
tongue..and I wrapped one leg around his waist..feeling him against
me like this made it hard to breathe..
Tess
I
shook my head.."I don't know..but this is really fucked up. I mean
who the fuck is this girl anyway? Nothing..she's nothing. I'm
supposed to be his wife..doesn't that mean anything? I left my
family..my home for this dust town..I can't believe this is
happening! How could he do this?!"..I screamed and put my hands to
my forehead..I sighed.."I'm sorry..for being a bitch..my life just
really sucks right now.."..I looked at her..
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