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Part Four
Michael
I
fucking hate talking to drunk people..and chicks are even more
fucking confusing..I rubbed my hands over my face.."Ria..what are
you talking about?..I don't care if you don't believe me..I mean
whatever.."..I sighed and looked at her..shaking my head..a thought
crossed my mind..but I let it
go..
Tess
I
looked into his eyes..and I didn't have an answer..I asked..he did
it..and he enjoyed it..why wouldn't he? I can't blame him for
something I wanted him to do..but I couldn't ignore that little ache
in my heart..my mind being clear..I smiled.."No.."..that wasn't very
convincing..but whatever..I kissed him..holding it.. I love you..
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Maria
I looked up at him. Everything seemed kinda fuzzy. I giggled again,
then felt sick to my stomach. I quickly jumped off his bed and ran
into the bathroom. I threw up then sunk to the floor. I stood up and
stumbled to the door. "You...you just wanna fuck me." I
mumbled.
Kyle
I
kissed her softly rubbing her back. "I love you, you know that. I
don't want anyone other than you." I pulled her close. "You're mine.
All mine."
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Michael
I watched her throw up..and try to walk..shaking my head the whole
time.. whoa drunk bitch..hold up..."What the fuck?!"..I stood up and
walked over to her..holding her arms...tight.."You need to shut your
mouth Ria..before you say some really dumb shit.."...she already
has.. fuck why is everything on
me?..why am I the fucking bad guy in everything?..
Tess
I
smiled and pulled back.."I love you to buddha"..I laughed and opened
the door...taking his hand and walking down the stairs..I looked
back at him as we walked down.."Kyle..have you ever done it in a
swimming pool?"..I laughed and kept walking..
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Maria
"Ow." I whimpered quietly when he grabbed my arms. "It's the truth!
You don't want me for anything other than a quicky fuck! That's all
I am! To everyone!"
Kyle
I
grunted quietly. "Jesus Tess. You really know how to get a guys
attention." I smirked. "No, not yet at least. Have you?"
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Michael
I let go of her..like she had the plague.."Fuck Maria..listen to
yourself..god."..I turned around and put a hand in my hair..I sighed
and sat on my bed.. I don't want to
deal with her shit right now...."You got
some issues you need to deal with Ria...but not like this..not in my
fucking room at 3 am in the damn morning..I'm tired and I will not be blamed
for your shit.."..I sighed and looked away from her..
Tess
I
pulled on his hand when we got outside..walking down the
street..tugging him along.."Oh tons of times love..with tons of
guys..all at once..of course the clorine was a horror on my hair"..I
laughed and looked back at him.. I want
to fuck again..where's a pool when you need one?
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Maria
I looked at him then sunk down to the floor. I was tired, and I
didn't want to stand anymore. The pain in my body was starting to
come back. I laid down on my side and closed my eyes. "Night night
Mickey." I mumbled.
Kyle
I
walked with her. I clenched my teeth shut as she spoke. I couldn't
help it. I felt jealous. That any one else haad seen her. Touched
her.
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Michael
I jumped off my bed..and walked over to her..picking her up off the
floor.. again.."No way Ria..you're not crashing
on my floor.."..I walked her to my door..fuck I can't leave her
alone..she'll probably walk outside and get her drunk ass caught..I
turned around and walked back to my bed..I pulled the covers back
and put her in..I took her shoes off and threw them on the
floor.."Just go to sleep..."..I walked into the bathroom and changed
into a shirt and my boxers..I climbed in the other side and turned
the light off..
Tess
I
swung his arm with mine..turning my head as a nice car passed by..I
sighed and glanced at him.."What's wrong with you?..two wasn't
enough for you?"..I laughed and looked ahead..
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Maria
I laid on his bed and squirmed until I managed to get my dress off.
I threw it on the floor and rolled over. I drapped my arm over
Michael's stomach and rested my head on his chest. I curled up
against him and closed my
eyes.
Kyle
I
pulled on her arm pulling her against my chest. I wrapped my arms
around her. "You're mine. And no one elses." I leaned in and kissed
her deeply.
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Michael
I felt her on my chest and I put my arm around her..pulling her
closer..still not sleeping..but not awake either..it was a
start..
Tess
I
stopped walking and kissed him back..wrapping my hands around his
neck..moaning quietly..I pressed my body close to his..
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Maria
I tried to get closer. He felt warm and safe. "Michael." I said
quietly I turned my head slightly and pressed my lips against his
chest. "Do you wanna fuck me?" I whispered against his skin, sucking
lightly. I slid my hand down and into his boxers wrapping my hand
around him.
Kyle
I
held her tightly against my chest and ravaged her mouth. "Mine." I
said into her mouth, stroking her tongue with mine.
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Michael
There goes my fucking sleep....I opened my eyes and looked
down at what she was doing..I glanced at her.."Ria..what is this
about?"..I yawned and moved her hand out of my boxers.. Is this because I said I loved
her?..what the fuck is her
problem?..
Tess
I
laughed once and continued sucking on his tongue.."Stop saying
that.."..I whispered and pressed my hips into him..feeling his
hardness..does he ever calm down?..guess not..neither do I..
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Maria
I moved up and straddled his waist. I started sucking on his chest.
"Don't you want me Mickey?" I ground against him. "I know you do." I
rubbed my hands over his
chest.
Kyle
I
picked her up and wrapped her legs around my waist. I pressed her
against a wall. "Mine." I growled and kissed her deeply.
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Michael
This is sick shit....I narrowed my eyes and put my
hands on her hips..pushing her back a little..moving her off of
me.."Maria..what the fuck is your point?"..I was still groggy..but
not for long..she was pissing me off..and I was wide awake by the
time she answered.. Yeah I want to fuck
you..but I don't like being attacked in my sleep either..
Tess
I
put my hands on his chest..trying to push away from him..he didn't
know his own strength sometimes..I was like a bird in his arms..I
tried to keep kissing him..but he was hurting me.."Kyle..stop
it..let me go..Kyle"..I dropped my legs..but I coudn't reach the
ground.. you're crushing me....
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Maria
"You don't want me?" I moved away from him stumbling off the bed.
No one ever turned me down. That's what I was there for. Everyones
little sex toy. I ran my hand over my face.
Kyle
"Mine."
I reached down and roughly grabbed her leg pulling it up grinding
against her. "You are mine." I brought my other hand up to the back
of her neck and covered her mouth with mine, kissing her deeply.
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Michael
I sat up and looked at her..in the darkness..I
sighed.."Maria..what's wrong?"..my voice was calm..and I did
care..even if I was fucking exhasted..she was going through some
shit..and I wanted to know
what..
Tess
He
pulled my leg at a really akward angle..and it hurt..I winced and
cried out from the pain..the cold brick on my back..fuck it hurt..I
tried to close my mouth..turning my head.."Kyle...get the fuck off
me..now..Kyle stop you're hurting me!"..I pushed harder..but it only
made it worse.. He's lost it..what the
hell is this?..
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Maria
The alcohol was wearing off. And reality was coming back. I sunk
down to the floor. I couldn't look at him. Whether it was dark or
not. "I...after you left. Tess...and I...and then Kyle...we..."
Tears stung my eyes. I never cried. It wasn't something I did. But I
couldn't help it. I regreted it. Other than the fact that it hurt
like hell...I regreted it
all.
Kyle
I
pinned her against the wall. "Tell me. Tell me you're mine. I own
you. Mine. All mine. No one else can touch you." I growled. I didn't
know why I was doing this. But I was just so over come with jealousy
I couldn't stop myself.
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Michael
No..fucking way..Sometimes you don't know how much
you love someone..until they tell you some really fucked up shit
like that.. She fucked him....I looked across the room.."You
fucked Kyle?"...bad move Guerin..the second those words came out of
my own mouth..rage..intense..every muscle in my body tensed and
flexed under the sheets..I've never been a real jealous guy..but I
was now..you trust someone..you fucking care about them..and this is
the shit you get..every fucking time..I looked back at her..and
waited for the answer.. It's over..
Tess
I
didn't want anyone else..but there was no fucking way I would put up
with this shit..I jerked in his arms and struggled..angry and
hurt..that he would do this..I was in pain.."No..fuck you Kyle..let
me go..Kyle!"..I screamed and groaned from the pain.. Crazy idiot....
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Maria
"I was mad at you...I was with Tess...and we were kissing...and you
just walked out. You didn't care. Then Tess told him to...and I
didn't try to stop him. Cause that's what I am...everybody's little
whore." By the time I finished tears were rolling down my face. I
didn't want anyone to see me like this. I buried my face in my
hands, trying to hide.
Kyle
I
heard her scream, then groan, and quickly jumped backwards. Letting
go of her. I ran my hands over my face."Tess...I..." I looked away
from her as reality flooded back to me.
What the fuck do you think you're
doing?!
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Michael
Fuck her..fuck this....I fell back on my bed and sighed
loudly..She didn't deserve my anger.."If that's what you think...if
that's what you fucking are..then I can't do anything about it..but
don't ever fucking tell me what I feel..you don't know shit.."..I
closed my eyes and tried to block out her crying.. It's not my fault she feels
that way..
Tess
I
stood up straight..pulling down my dress..I looked up at him.."Tess
I?..Tess I..I'm a fucking idiot!?..No..I don't want to hear it"...I
put my hands up and walked down the street..quickly..more than
angry..fed up..shocked that someone I finally loved for real..was a
jealous bastard..
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Maria
I stood up and walked over to the side of the bed and pulled on my
dress. I shook my head. "Fine. I don't know shit. But I do know one
thing. I have enough money to get out of this stupid fucking place
and guess what. There's nothing holding me here anymore." I pulled
my shoes on and wiped my face. "Now you don't have to put up with my
shit anymore." I walked quickly to his door, stumbling slightly in
the dark.
Kyle
I
watched her for a second, then chased after her. "Tess. I'm sorry I
love you. I don't know what got into my I got jealous. The thought
of other guys touching you...I'm so sorry."
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Michael
I kept my eyes closed..breathing calmly..I wasn't getting worked up
over this..it's out of my hands..she's fucking lost it..and fuck her
if she thinks I had anything to do with her sexual
dysfunction.."Maria..what would you like me to do?..Should I get up
and stop you?..Or maybe I should fall to my knees..and confess that
it's really all my fault that you were molested as a little
girl..and acted out your rage with sex..or maybe I should yell and
scream and call you a whore..since you've convinced yourself of it
anyway..Maybe kill Kyle for you..in some macho act of jealousy and
love..and then you'll believe me?..How about this..how about I fall
back asleep..and let you walk out that door..and forget you ever
existed?"..my voice was calm..and even..passive.. I've given up..
Tess
I
kept walking..letting him catch up to me.."I'm not sorry Kyle..I'm
glad we had this little episode..It's over..goodbye..end of
subject..you've failed the class Valenti..see you in summer
school.."..I glared at him and walked faster..away from him and his
excuses..
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Maria
I stopped moving when he started talking. I stood there tears
silently rolling down my cheeks. "I'm sorry Michael. I am. I've
never felt like I do about you...about anyone. And I'm sorry for
anything I did to you, that made you mad...or anything that made you
feel a way you didn't want to feel. I'm sorry if it seemed like I
was blaming you. I'm sorry for everything. For the fact that...I
think I'm in love with you. For the fact that you said you loved me.
Because you deserve better. Maybe someone that won't treat you the
way I do." I took a breath. "I want you...to do...whatever you want
to do. Because I want you to be happy."
Kyle
I
walked back to my room. Trying to figure out what I could do to make
it up to Tess. I loved her. I didn't mean to do what I did. I needed
her. And not just for sex. I loved her.
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Michael
I sat up and watched her..not really feeling anything.."Maria..you
make me happy...but I can't be with someone..who feels that way
about themselves..you've got things going on inside you..that I
don't have the power to fix..it's sad but..I can't be in love with
someone who doesn't love themselves first..Ria..I want to love you
and I want you to stay..but I can't be with you..I can't help
you.."..I got up and walked up behind her..."Come on...I'll walk you
to your room.."..I opened my door and held out my hand..
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Maria
I took a deep breath and wiped my face then nodded. "Ok." I pushed
my hair back and stepped forward. Slowly I reached out and took his
hand. We walked down to my room. I opened the door and stepped
inside. I looked up at Michael. "So, goodbye then?"
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Michael
I shook my head and looked down at the floor.."Nah..fuck that..I'll
see you again..so 'goodbye' would be a little melodramatic don't you
think?"..I looked up and gave her a sly little smile..I paused
looking at her.. beautiful..I walked forward and took her
face in my hands gently..I kissed her forehead..and backing
away.."See ya.."..I nodded and turned...walking back to my room.. Why do I get the feeling..that I
just made the biggest mistake of my whole fucking life?..fuck it..it's to be
continued..man I've seen to many tv movies..I laughed to myself and
got back into bed..staring blankly at the ceiling until I finally
fell asleep..just in time for class..
fuck
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Maria
I watched Michael walk away fro a second, then turned around and
closed the door. I climbed into bed and stared up at the ceiling.
Thinking. Trying to figure out what the hell I was doing. My head
was starting to pound. I glanced towards the bathroom. I'd go get
something for it, but I didn't have the energy to get out of bed. Great...the first person I love...that
loves me back...and I go and fuck it up royally. I shook my head and rolled onto
my stomach, burying my face in my pillow.
I'm so done...I'm not gonna get with anyone for a
very long time...then maybe I can figure out what I did...so I won't
fuck it up.
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Tess
Why am I crying over him?..This is so stupid. Crazy jerk doesn't
deserve this. It's been over eight months and I still cry every time
he looks at me?.. get a fucking hold of
yourself Tess..I sat up and wiped my
face..I got out of bed and walked around my room..shaking him off
me.. I still love you..No you don't..fucking
liar.."God..just stop it Tess!"..I shook my head and got in the
shower..cold at first..and then really hot..almost burning my skin.. this feels good..I turned the water off after a
while..stepping out and wrapping a towel around me..not even looking
in the mirror.. It's foggy so you
wouldn't see yourself anyway..Oh shut up!..
I sighed and sat down at my
desk..in pajamas. Doing my homework.. I
wonder if Michael is busy tonight?..I
grabbed my eraser and started over..
stupid math..
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Michael
I got my stuff out of the car..throwing it over my shoulder and
leaning down to wave goodbye.."Hey Thanks..I'll see you for
Christmas right?..Yeah cool..bye"..I laughed and walked through the
gate.. another fucking school year..of
the same old shit..I looked around,same
people,same buildings..same fucking birds..I sighed and shook my
head as I walked back to my room..I found my keys and unlocked the
door..everything in the same damn
place.. One more year and you're
out..thank god....I put my stuff down
and changed my clothes..I had a class in an hour.. Where's Ria right now?..oh fuck that don't even start
Guerin..I laughed and shook my head..running my hands through it..I
started to unpack..this summer was too short..I had fun..seeing my
friends..family..well the family wasn't so fun..but I had a good
time..and now this fucking place
again.. Oh my Michael..still hung up on
that bitch?..Come on I'll make you forget..sexy little puppy home
for the summer....I sat down on my bed
and fell back..closing my eyes.. At
least I don't have to deal with the whores down my street..I'll go to class tomorrow..
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Maria
I sat in my room, in the window sil. Staring out at nothing. Things
had changed so much. I'd stopped acting like I used to. And actually
tried to get on with my life, do good in school, stop sleeping
around, have a decent life, not end up like my mom. I sighed
quietly. I missed Michael. I did love him. But things were over. I wonder if he's
back...probably...classes start again tomorrow. I got up and slipped on my
sandals. I walked down to his room and knocked softly.
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Michael
Who is knocking on my door? Didn't I
put a sign up or something?..I sighed
and rolled out of bed..shaking my head as I opened the door.. Is there a fire?..you'd be amazed at how easy it is
avoiding someone here..we'd never said more than a word in eight
months..and I saw her in passing maybe once a week..she dropped
Italian..and it was like she wasn't even here..and that was good..so
why is she knocking on my door?..I looked down at her and smiled
casually.."Hey..what's up?".. I don't
smell smoke..go away I don't want to deal with this....
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Maria
I smiled at him. He hadn't changed much. "Hey, not that much...I
was just...I don't know, hadn't seen you in a while, wondering how
you were." Liar. You miss him. And you
know it. You just wanted to see him again! For some reason I felt nervous. I
didn't feel very welcome around him.
Well...why would you be?! You were a
total bitch.
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Michael
This is more than uncomfortable....I didn't know what to
do..sorry I can't talk to you for more than five minutes..or I'll
want to ask you about what you ate for lunch?..fuck that..I can't
just shut the door in her face can I?..No..I scratched my head and
nodded..looking down at the floor.."Yeah..I'm good..what are you
doing?"...fuck!.. you realize you've
just started a fucking chain of really fucked up events right?..whatever..
Tess
I
finished my homework and walked out..I didn't like to..it was
dangerous.. He's just one guy..in a
school of a thousand....I sighed and
went straight for the library..I could just hide and find some
book..
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Maria
I nodded slightly. "Nothing really. I got a job waitressing at the
cafe down the street. That's about it." I brushed my hair back from
my face. I should just go...he's
probably moved on. And you were probably the last thing on his mind
until you showed up. "Anyways..I just
came by to see how you were..." I sound
like such an idiot.
Kyle
I
walked through the library. I was looking for a book, I tried to
focus on something other than Tess. But my mind kept drifting back
to her. I loved her. I missed her. I regreted what I'd done, but I
didn't know how to make it up. I didn't know if I could. I looked up
and saw her walk into the library.
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Michael
Which cafe?..What's the big deal..we can't
talk and hang out for one hour?..I shifted and looked back inside my
room..I turned to look at her.."Hey..you want to get something to
eat?".. So fucking stupid..you didn't
need to do that..I was hungry..fuck off....
Tess
I
walked to the back and sat down..it was in the corner and it was
dark.. I love this spot....I took a book off the shelf and
started to read.. A History of
Costume....wow I got lucky today..I
pulled my chair up and flipped through the pages..it was so quiet in
here..
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Maria
I smiled slightly and nodded. "Yeah, that sounds good." At least he
wasn't yelling at me, or telling me to fuck off. I looked at him. I
missed him so much. And it was even worse over the summer. Not
seeing him at all.
Kyle
I
stood behind a book shelf watching her through the cracks in the
books. It was so hard seeing her, and not being able to touch her. I
took a deep breath and walked around the corner, not looking at her.
Trying to make it seem like I hadn't noticed her. I looked at the
books, glancing at her out of the corner of my eye.
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Michael
I walked back into my room and grabbed my jacket.. You can't 'hang out'..so
either fuck her or tell her to go..I
walked back and closed the door behind me..no big deal..just two
people who used to fuck every five seconds...going out to eat..in
public..No one ever said we couldn't be friends..I almost laughed at
the thought.. Friends....
Tess
I
could feel him..I didn't even need to look..after a while you just
know where they are..and you can feel them close by..I tensed and
leaned in closer to my book.."Go away.."..I shouldn't have said
anything..but I wanted him to know that it wasn't appreciated..
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Maria
I smiled as we started walking. "So, what have you been up to?" I
wanted to know if he had a girlfriend.
Stop it Maria. He's not yours. He can
have a life. Remember...it's your own fault.
Kyle
I
looked over at her when she told me to go away. I sighed inwardly.
"I'm sorry." I told her quietly looking back at the books. I didn't
know what yo do.
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Michael
I could tell by the look on her face..
No..I don't have a girlfriend....I ran
my fingers over my eye brow and glanced at her.."Nothing..just got
back from New York..it sucked but the food was better than the shit
they got here.."..I laughed to myself and shook my head..almost
talking to myself.. Maybe just make out
or some shit..no that's the kind of shit that started this in the
first place....I walked outside and we
left the school..walking down the street now..
Tess
I
sighed..he sounded so pathetic.. You
should just tell him off..instead of ignoring him like this....I paused and turned around in my
chair.. So beautiful..no crazy, idiot,
tried to kill you...."So what are you
doing here? Is this like stalking 101 now or what?"..I getsured my
impatience and shook my head..
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Maria
I smiled slightly and nodded. "That's good." Ok. Could you be any bigger of an
idiot. I looked at the ground as we
walked. "So, anything exciting happen while you were gone?"
Kyle
I
sighed and turned around to face her. "I'm not stalking you Tess.
I've been here for a few hours, looking for a book." I shook my head
and turned back around.
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Michael
I looked down the street and almost grabbed her hand as we
crossed..I looked at her for a second then back at the people walked
by.."Nothing..just family and shit..I saw Liz..that was cool..".. Yeah and I fucked like crazy
but we won't talk about that....It
sucked anyway..and I felt guilty about it too..they were weak ass
whores and I could have had more fun by my self.. Being a guy sucks ass..
Tess
Just
turn back around...."Two hours to find a
book? We've got computers for that you know.."..I laughed and stared
at him.. Go ahead..yell and freak out
so I know you're still crazy as hell
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Maria
I nodded. "Yeah, that sounds cool. Sounds like you had a good
time." We'd been walking a while. I looked up and we were outside
the cafe. "This is where I work." If
you even care... I mentall shook my
head. Stop making such an idiot out of
yourself.
Kyle
I
took a breath then turned around. "I don't know...maybe you could
help me out. I'm looking for a book on how to beg forgivness of the
girl you're in love with, after being a total ass, and hurting
her...probably more than I'll ever be able to make up."
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Michael
I stopped and looked at her..then walked inside.."You get a
discount?"..I laughed and looked around..I'd been in here a few
times..the food wasn't so bad.. I
wonder how many people she's slept with..
Tess
I
glared at him.. Will you stop saying
such sappy things!..I felt bad now..I
always did when he wanted to talk..he always said how much he loved
me..and I just walked away..I coudn't get out of my chair this
time.."Kyle..just..go."..I paused and turned back in my
chair..staring down at the desk..I felt like crying again..because I
really wanted to forgive him..
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Maria
I laughed quietly and nodded. "Yeah, I get a discount. Half off." I
smiled as we walked over to a table. I looked around to see who was
working and saw Brody. I smiled and waved at him slightly. We
weren't really friends, just knew each other from work. The same way
it was with everyone else I worked with.
Kyle
I
sighed quietly. "I am sorry Tess. And I do hope you know I love you.
And I hope that you'll forgive me...eventually. But I'm guessing
that's not going to happen." I looked down. "I'm sorry." I said then
turned and walked away. Going back to searching for a book.
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Michael
I sat down and glanced back at who she was waving at..I looked back
at her and grabbed the menu..looking it over.."Ok..so what doesn't
suck?"..I studied it carefully..I was hungry and I didn't want
something gross.. People wave at their
co workers..yeah I know..I wouldn't care anyway....
Tess
I
sighed when I felt him leave..
Just..get over it..it was so long ago..and he is sorry...My pride wouldn't allow me to..I
just..I put my hands flat on the desk..not moving.. I love him..I pushed myself away from the desk
and got up..scared all of a sudden..
Just..do it....I turned around and
walked after him..looking down the rows of books until I saw him.. Don't stop now..don't even say
anything....I walked down and stood in
front of him..unsure now..what should I say?.."Kyle.."..I locked
eyes with him..nothing on my face..it was all in my stomach..making
me sick..
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Maria
I smiled. "Hey, it's all pretty good." I laughed. "Ok...the
waitress in me talking." I leaned over the table and pointed to a
few things on the menu. "Those are good. I usually stick to coffee
and a begal though." I smiled and sat back. Brody walked over. "Hey
Maria. Nice of you to visit on your day off." I laughed. "No, I'm
hungry. I want food and coffee. Michael, you know what you
want?"
Kyle
I
froze when I saw her. What did she
want? I knew she didn't want me. She hated me. "Yeah?" I asked looking at her. It
took everything in my not to pull her into my arms, and hold her
close, and never let her go. But not like when I'd hurt her. Just
hold her.
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Michael
I want to leave..who the fuck is that
guy?..I smiled and closed the
menu.."Yeah the cheese burger and fries..no tomato"..I handed him
our menus and sat back in my chair..playing with the salt and
pepper..waiting for him to leave.. Fuck
this..I don't like being here..
Tess
I
opened my mouth to speak..but I lost my nerve and laughed
instead..shaking my head and holding my hands up.."Ok..just wait and
I'll get there.."..I leaned back against the book shelf and tried to
compose my face..but I kept cracking..I've never taken someone
back..and this was just like..too much..
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Maria
I smiled. "You know what I want." He nodded. "I'll have that ready
in just a few minuets." He walked away and I looked back at Michael.
Maybe we could be friends... I sighed inwardly. He didn't look like
he was happy. He looked bored. Or pissed. Maybe we can't be
friends...it would be better than nothing...maybe...maybe
not.
Kyle
I
stood there watching her, I cocked my head to the side. "Yeah? Tess.
I really have to look for this book...so if you're wanting to yell
at me could it maybe wait?" I loved her. But I really didn't think I
could take her yelling at me.
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Michael
I waited until he left and then laughed at her..shaking my
head.."You know what I want? What kinda shit is that Ria? You a porn
star now?"..I smiled and kicked her under the table.. ..She sleeping with him?..
Tess
I
straightened up and looked at him.."There's really a book about how
much you love me?"..I paused and started to look myself.."Well..I
have to help you.."..I said in a serious tone.. What are you doing?! I don't
know!..
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Maria
My jaw dropped. I shook my head and ran my hands through my hair.
"You have to be sleeping with someone to be a porn star Michael." I
shook my head and laughed. "You know...it is possible to be friends
with a guy...and not be sleeping
with him." I shook my head again. "He knows what I wanted...because
it's the same thing I get every
day."
Kyle
"Tess..."
What was she trying to do. "What are you doing? I thought you didn't
want anything to do with me anymore." I looked back at the books.
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Michael
I ate my fries..playing with the ketchup..glancing up at her every
now and then.. this is too crazy..I played with her feet..kicking
her and eating my food..like she wasn't even there..it was so easy
to do..be like this..forget why we weren't together.. You're asking for some dumb
shit....
Tess
That's
such a good question....I paused and
touched the books..feeling stupid..I turned to face him..and..I
looked around.."I forgive you or something...so you can kiss me if
you want..actually..I want to fuck you..it's been a long time
and..well I don't really want to talk about it right now..."..did
that come out strange?..I didn't even mean it that way..I glanced
quickly at him and then moved closer..
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Maria
I glanced at him everytime he kicked me. I smiled slightly and
shook my head. I finished eating and sat there sipping my coffee
watching him from under my eyelashes. I missed him so much. Stop it Maria. Just, get over it.
Kyle
I
looked down at her then stepped away from her. I wanted her to
forgive me. But I didn't just want to be her little toy. I shook my
head. "Tess. You want someone just to fuck, find someone else,
because I'm not going to do it. I can't."
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Michael
I finished eating and sat back..I put my foot up on her
chair..between her legs.. What does she
want? Why the fuck come to my room today?..I'd been thinking about it while
I ate..my face was serious..but my eyes had mischief in them..I
couldn't help it.. weak fucker you
are...."Ria..why did you come to my
room? You want to fuck? Or what?"..I looked around the
restaurant...indifferent..
Tess
Anger
and humilation..mixed together and boiled over..I come after
him..and I deside to take him back..because I was stupid not to..and
he says..that!? My face remained calm but inside I wanted to go up
in smoke..and take back the last 3 minutes.."I had sex last
night..it was great. We did it over and over and over..on the floor
and in my bed..in the shower..and not once did I think of you.
Because you're nothing but a really terrible mistake..in fact I made
another one 2 seconds ago..it won't happen again..."..my voice was
low and I spoke slowly..I wanted to cut his heart out.. Fucking..bastard....I turned around and
walked out of the library..
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Maria
I sighed and looked up at him. "No, Michael, that wasn't why I came
to your room. I came because I missed you. And I wanted to see how
you were." I shook my head and looked away. Well, I guess when you spend months
like that, it sticks.
Kyle
I
closed my eyes. It killed me hearing her say that. I collapsed
against the book shelf, my face buried in my hands. I should have
just left it all alone. I banged my head against the books.
"Damnit." I muttered.
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Michael
Good maybe she finally cleaned
up....I sighed and acted pissed off..I
looked at her and laughed..shaking my head..I got serious again
after a while.."You seeing a counselor?"..I wanted to know if she
figured things out.. Are you still
everyone's whore Ria?..
Tess
I
walked calmly to my room..but once I got inside I slammed the door
and fell back against it..I put my hands to my face and cried like
my best friend had just died or something..so overreacting.. Why did I have to say
anything!?..
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Maria
I was partially surprised he'd asked. That he even cared. I nodded
slightly. "Yeah, she's helped out a lot. She's the one that got me
this job, so I'd have responsabilities." I smiled slightly. Things
had changed so much for me over the last few months. My dad would
have been proud. "Things are a lot better now."
Kyle
I
sighed and walked out of the library. It was over. I was done
trying. It wasn't getting me anywhere, she just kept making it
harder. I started walking. I wasn't really sure where I was going to
go, but wanted to get out and clear my head.
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Michael
I nodded and looked away from her.."Good..I'm glad.."..what kind of
shit response is that?..I got up and waited for her to get up too.. So what now? See you around?..I'm
glad you're not fucked up anymore..I still love you more than my own
fucking limbs and have a nice life?..I
sighed and smiled down at
her..
Tess
I
lifted myself off the floor..and wiped at my face.. I'm never leaving this room
again....I walked into the bathroom and
washed my face..my stomach hurt..my head too.. I'm sorry Kyle..I shouldn't have
said..what I said..
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Maria
Ok...that wasn't exactly the response
I'd been hoping for. It doesn't matter.
I looked up at him and smiled slightly then stood up. I didn't have
a clue what was going to happen between us. Or even what we were
doing now. I looked over at Brody who was standing behind the
counter. "Brody, I'll pay tomorrow when I come to work." I smiled at
him, then looked back at
Michael.
Kyle
I
walked for a while. Unconciously towards Tess' room. I stopped when
I realized I was standing out side her door. Oh. No. I'm not stalking her. I sighed quietly. What am I doing here? I shouldn't be
here. I'm tired of doing this.
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Michael
I stood there for a second..then tilted my head and smiled..I
walked with her out the door and we started walking back..I watched
cars pass by with friends in them..nodding and doing my thing..but
not really thinking about anything..other than what the fuck I was
doing walking down the street with
her.. Just say it..fuck why not?..I glaced at her.."Maria..what are
we doing?"..I laughed and looked down the street..
Tess
I
walked out of the bathroom...and I could have sworn he was in my
room.."That is so stupid Tess.."..I laughed and sat at my
desk..flipping through the homework I already did.. What am I going to for the rest
of the day?..I could call people..but I didn't feel like that
today..or any other day..
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Maria
I looked up at him, then down at the street and shrugged. "I don't
know." I sighed quietly. "I do miss you Michael." I wasn't sure I
was trying to get back with him. I wasn't sure about anything I was
doing. I knew things were better for me. So maybe I should keep
going the way I'm going. No boyfriend. Just focusing on things like
work, and counseling.
Kyle
I
reached up and touched her door. I wanted her back. But I couldn't.
I sighed and forced myself to keep walking. It's over. Face it. I sighed as I walked down the hall.
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Michael
I swallowed and crossed the street with her..walking for a long
time without saying anything.."I miss you too Ria.."..I said it like
I was asking for the time or something..but I meant it..I cared and
I wanted her better..I wanted her to..feel good and have a life..and
I wanted her to be with me, That didn't mix..
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Maria
I sighed quietly. "But it doesn't matter does it?" I glanced at
him, then back at the street. "It's over. We've both moved on..." Yeah. Sure I have. I stuck my hands in my pockets. You know it's over. It's been over.
Just move on.
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Michael
I laughed and looked at her..I stopped walking and leaned against
the light pole.."Ria when you are going to stop making my decisions
for me? I mean fuck..how would you know shit about me moving on or
not?"..I should be calmer..but that pised me off..I looked down the
street.."Whatever Ria just..speak for your own shit.."..I stood up
straight again and started walking again..
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Maria
I sighed. "Look, that's what I figured. I wasn't making your
desicions for you. I just..." I sighed. "I don't know. We're over.
That was decided months ago, by you. Why would it be any different
now?" I took a deep breath, I was getting bitchy with him. I didn't
mean to. Everything so far had been good. And it just took a second
and things were back to the way they had been before. Aruging.
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Michael
This was a really bad idea..Her bad idea. I was fucking angry
now. I hated these situations..I was all confused and
frustrated..with myself and how much I wanted to be with her..but I
didn't want her shit..I couldn't deal and she knew that. Fuck. I
kept walking and didn't look at her..but she was there..right next
to me..fucking eight months my ass..it didn't do shit. So what
now?..we opened all this shit back up..because she knocked on my
door and I was hungry? There was a reason we broke up..but I
couldn't fucking remember..maybe I didn't want to..because she
looked better..she was getting somewhere..why do I want to go and
screw that up?..I saw the school in front of us..and I knew if we
went back...the way things were right now..it would stay that
way..permanently..I stopped when we got to the gate..just standing
there...I looked down the street..just thinking for I don't know how
long.. Fuck it..I can't do it..
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Maria
I sighed quietly when he stopped. It was a mistake. I shouldn't
have stopped by his room. Things were fine before. I didn't know
what to do. I wanted him back, but that didn't seem likely. I ran my
hands through my hair. "I guess..." I bit my lip. "I guess I'll just
see you around then." Things were going to end up back like they
were before the summer. I looked at him, then off at the school,
then back at him. I didn't want to leave things like this.
Kyle
I
walked down to my room and flopped back on my bed. I rolled over and
picked up a hair tie of Tess'. It's
over. I picked it up and went over and
grabbed the shoe box that I had the rest of her things in. I'd never
given it back, because I always thought we'd get back together
again. I put the hair tie in it and walked out of my room. I walked
down to her room and knocked. Give her
her stuff back. And leave.
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Michael
You can't let her go..she's your soul
mate..ahh fuck I don't believe in that shit....I looked at her..she didn't know
what the hell to do either..I put my hands in my hair..pulling on
it..all of my anger comming out with my words.."This fucking
sucks!"..ok that felt good..I'm done..I shook my head at the ground
and looked up at her..I had to laugh..my little yelling fits were
always funny No this happened for a
'reason'..I quickly walked the short
distance between us and had her mouth on mine before she could
speak..I just wanted to kiss her..even if it was shit..and we would
fuck it up again..I couldn't let it go..
Tess
I
jumped off my bed and walked towards the door..stopping half way
when I knew it was him..god I could see him through the door..I
touched my face..sure that it looked terrible from crying.. Wait..what does it matter?..I opened the door and looked
down at the box..with all my stuff in it..I waited for him to
speak..if he would at all...
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Maria
I was a little surprised when I felt his lips against mine. But I
only waited a second before kissing him back. One last kiss? Shut up. Enjoy it. I slipped my arms around his
shoulders and kissed him deeply. Oh god
I missed this. I missed him.
Kyle
I
stared at her for a second. She'd been crying. Her eyes were red. I
took a deep breath and held the box towards her. "It's your stuff.
Some things you'd left in my room. I figured you'd want them back."
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Michael
I held her face..and I refused to stop..because that would mean
actually thinking..and that was never good..see I was thinking last
time..and look how that turned out..fuck that..I sucked on her
tongue..and her lip.. No one else feels
like this....I groaned and wanted
more..so I let go of her and looked down the street..like there was
something better to look at down there?..I turned back and looked at
her for a second.."Fuck what I said..I don't give a shit.."..I took
her face in my hands again and kissed her hard..rubbing my thumb
over her chin..
Tess
I
nodded and took the box..looking through it.."I was wondering where
this was.."..I smiled and looked back
up.. he's going to leave again.."Kyle..I didn't mean..to say
what..I'm sorry.."..I shook my head and put the lid back on the
box..
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Maria
I held onto him tightly, kissing him passioantly. I slipped one of
my hands up into his hair. I pressed close to him. I loved him. I
never wanted to let go of him. I stroked his tongue, and lips with
mine.
Kyle
I
nodded. "I'm sorry too." I wanted to pull her into my arms, but I
didn't. No. We're over. I didn't know what she was sorry for. It was
my fault. I was the one that caused all of this.
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Michael
I took one hand off her face and put it around her back..pulling
her against my chest..she was short as hell..but we fit and I wasn't
going to give her anymore shit..I finally pulled my mouth away..to
look at her.. Does she still love
me?..yeah she does..she's gonna cry..I
smiled and took her hand..I walked past the gate and into the
courtyard..not really going anywhere..I just wanted to hold her hand
and shit like that.. I'm a fucking
loser I know....I laughed and looked
over at her..."We've lost it..fucking nuts"..I laughed and picked
her up..throwing her over my shoulder..and walking like she was
something really great I picked up at the store.."Look what I
found!"..I called to some friends hanging out by the trees..
Tess
I
sighed and looked up again.."Kyle..this is stupid..I mean I forgive
you..and I think that we should..I want to..god this is not fun!"..I
groaned with my impatience..and laughed..shaking my head..
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Maria
I laughed swatting his back. "Michael. Put me down." I laughed. I
shook my head. I didn't really care that he was holding me like
this. Just being with him made me happy. I rubbed my hands over his
abck and pulled up the back of his shirt slightly. I smiled and
kissed his back.
Kyle
"You
want to what Tess?" I wanted her to say it. I wanted her back, but I
needed to hear her say the words. To know she really meant it.
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Michael
I walked up to my friends and turned around for a second to show
them who it was..I laughed.."She couldn't stay away! I told you I'm
a fucking master!"..."Yeah so why are you still out here man?"..I
thought about it for a second.."Good point..see you in a couple
days.."..I laughed with them and walked towards my room..she was so
light..I didn't even feel
it..
Tess
I
grit my teeth..why am I the one doing this? I'm doing him a favor..I
smiled and looked down at my box.."I want to..say that I've thought
it over..and I forgive you for being a total ass..so..we're ok
now.."..I looked up and gave him a
look.. Don't you even dare reject me
again!
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Maria
"A fucking master? Nah. I'm a fucking goddess. You're the one that
couldn't stay away from me." I smirked and traced my fingers up and
down his spine. I slid my hands down and stuck them in his back
pockets and squeezed his
ass.
Kyle
I
nodded. "Good." I just stared at her. Things were different now,
whether she forgave me or not.
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Michael
I put her down and kept walking looking back at her.."No..you
knocked on my fucking door..I just wanted food.."..I smirked and
fixed my shirt..walking inside and waiting for her to catch up.. How long is this gonna last?....
Tess
I
sighed and rolled my eyes.."Well..ok..good..I'll call you.."..I
smiled and walked back into my room..I didn't close the door..but I
didn't expect..or invite him in either..
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Maria
I followed him. "But you kissed me first." I shrugged standing in
his doorway. "But I guess if it was just food you wanted. Then ok."
I pushed my hair back from my face. "I'll see you around then. Call
me next time you want a free meal." I didn't move from his door.
Just stood leaning against the door frame.
Kyle
I
nodded and stood there watching her. I leaned against the door frame
and watched her. She hadn't slammed the door in my face, that was a
good sign. But she didn't invite me in.
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Michael
I mock glared at her.."Are we fighting?"..I laughed and took her
hand..walking back to my..no..her room..I glanced back at her..and I
felt like it was eight months ago..and nothing had changed..we
didn't move..just..stuck..on eachother..this cycle..always repeats
it's self right?.. Whatever..
Tess
I
walked into the bathroom and took off my clothes..looking in the
mirror at my reflection.. Are you doing
the right thing?..have I ever?.. I
laughed and turned the light off..walking back into my room and
stopping.."Kyle..did you open that door? I could have sworn I locked
it.."...it's so easly to just slip..right back in..like yesterday..
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Maria
I opened the door to my room and walked inside. Leaving the door
open for him. I walked over and lit one of my scented candles then
turned around and looked at him again.
Kyle
I
stared at her. God I wanted her. I stepped inside her room and
closed the door. "No. You left it open." I leaned back against the
door watching her.
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Michael
I walked inside and closed the door..I looked around as I walked up
to her.. It would work this time..I
knew it....I smiled and touched her
face..rubbing my ring over her lips..I didn't want to just fuck
her..she needed something better.."I love you Ria.."..I leaned down
and kissed her lips..running my hand to the back of her
neck..
Tess
I
was scared all of a sudden..like he'd never been in my room or seen
me naked..it had been a long time..I sat down on my bed and held my
hands in my lap.."Kyle.."..I hate it when the rest doesn't come
out..I looked over at him..and I saw the look in his eyes..
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Maria
I kissed him back softly. "I love you too Michael." I whispered
against his lips. I rested my hands on his chest, then slipped them
around him, rubbing my hands up and down his back.
Kyle
I
walked over and sat down beside her. I loved her. But I didn't want
to do anything, afraid I might hurt her again. "I love you Tess." I
whispered as I turned to face her.
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Michael
I put my arms around her..and hugged her.. man this is so girly..shut
up....I just stood there..holding her
and then the smell of the candles assualted my nose and I wanted to
gag..but it didn't matter.."Too bad don't have music..this could be
a chick flick..I laughed and lifted her up..
Tess
I
looked over at him.."I know.."..I smiled and fell back on my
bed..picking at my nails.."We are a pair you know that? When is the
wedding?"..I smiled..
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Maria
I laughed and held onto him tightly. "You really want music? I can
get some." I smiled and buried my face in the crook of his neck. It
felt good to be in his arms again.
Kyle
I
smiled and leaned back next to her. "I don't know. When are you
going to get that dress you've been talking about wanting forever."
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Michael
I laughed and let go of her..walking over to the candle and waving
my hand over it..making the flame flicker.."Nah..we're loud
enough.."..I looked back at her.."Why you want music?"..I smirked
and rolled my eyes..this was slow motion..but I didn't care..that
was a suprise..
Tess
I
let my head fall to the side..I smiled and put my hands on my
stomach.."I'm wearing it Kyle.."..I laughed and moved my
head..kissing him without warning..I pulled back and looked at
him.."You feel that Kyle?..I think they missed me.."..I smiled..
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Maria
I smiled slightly and shook my head. "No. Don't need music." I
walked over and sat down on my bed. I looked up at him. "You know,
you can blow that out if you want to. I just lit it 'cause I like
the smell."
Kyle
I
smiled and reached my hand up, lightly brushing over her face.
"Yeah. They did." I whispered and leaned in, brushing my lips
against hers. "I missed you."
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Michael
I put my hand in the flame and sucked on it.. Nasty..tastes like lavender...."I don't care..you like
it..no big deal"..I turned to face
her.. I'm sorry..I can't wait
anymore....I touched her shoulder and
pushed her back on her bed..crawling on top of her..kissing her
neck..
Tess
I
closed my eyes.."I missed you."..I rolled over on top of him..I put
my hands on his face..and smushed it..sticking my fingers in his
mouth..I missed your face..and eyes..your voice..
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Maria
I wrapped my arms around him, rubbing my hands over his back. I
buried my face in the crook of his neck and kissed it softly, then
lightly started sucking, tracing my tongue up and down his neck.
Kyle
I
smiled watching her. I wrapped my arms around her and traced my
hands up and down her back. I nuzzled the side of her neck. Kissing
softly. "I love you." I whispered kissing her ear.
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Michael
I could feel her body under mine..and it felt like fucking
heaven..I put my hand in her shirt..rubbing her stomach..she was
soft.."Ria.."..I kissed her face and I felt that urgency in my
body..I kissed her faster..harder...Like I needed her to breathe..I
pulled her shirt up...and kissed the tops of her breasts..
Tess
I
laughed and pulled back...my fingers in his mouth.."Let's get drunk
and go to Vegas.."..I laughed again and sat up..not even thinking
about the fact that I was naked..
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Maria
I moaned quietly and arched my back. I pulled my shirt off the rest
of the way, then slid my hands down and pulled off his shirt.
"Michael." I whispered then pulled off my bra, tracing my fingers up
and down his spine. I loved the feel of him on me.
Kyle
I
reached up and pulled her fingers out of my mouth. "Tess. Baby,
you're not wearing anything. We're not going anywhere with you like
that." I brushed her hair back.
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Tess
I pouted..and folded my arms in front of me.."You don't like the
sound of Tess Valenti?"..I scrunched my face like I would
cry..peaking through one eye..I stuck my tongue out and looked
away..
Michael
I
moved down to kiss her breasts down to her stomach rubbing my hands
down her sides..I pulled her jeans off and rolled her on top of
me..kissing and biting her neck..harder than before..It was so hard
being gentle with her.."Ria.."..I loved saying her name..
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Kyle
I sat up and pulled her into my arms. Her back against my chest. "I
love the sound of it baby." I kissed her shoulder. "But you're
naked. You don't wanna walk around town like that do you?" I smiled
slightly and kissed the side of her neck. "Plus I don't know if we
have the money to do
it."
Maria
I
moaned quietly rubbing my hands over his chest. I kissed my way down
his chest, and stomach. I pulled off his jeans, then moved back up
covering his mouth with mine, slipping my tongue into his mouth,
tasting him.
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Michael
I groaned in her mouth..that taste..
hers..I sucked hard on her bottom
lip..slipping my tongue back inside..I moved my hands down her
back..I squeezed her ass and pushed her panties down..as far as I
could..I was hard and buring up for her..and I wanted her to feel
it..I pulled her tight against
me..
Tess
I
turned back to look at him..serious..a smiled spreading across my
face slowly.."Kyle..let's just do it..for real..I have more money
than jesus baby..come on!"...I laughed and jumped off the
bed..jumping up and down like a spoiled child..well I was...and I
loved him more than anything.. Tess
Valenti..
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Maria
I got my panties off the rest of the way and quickly pulled off his
boxers. I sat up and straddled his hips. I rested my hands on his
chest then slowly lowered myself on him. Moaning loudly. I arched my
back slightly and closed my eyes as I started to move
slowly.
Kyle
I
stood up and cupped her face kissing her tenderly. "Get dressed
baby, and we'll go." I smiled. I couldn't believe I was agreeing to
this. But I loved her. So much. I'd do anything for her. She wanted
this. So I'd gladly do what she wished.
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Michael
I closed my eyes and mouthed the word fuck..before pulling her down
to kiss her.. Nobody else feels like
that....I tucked her hair behind her
ears and opened her mouth...sucking the air out of her..and pulling
back biting her lip..already swollen by nature.. I fucking love nature....I groaned loudly..as she sped
up..fucking..shit..she was still hot..
Tess
I
squeled and ran into the bathroom..I grabbed my clothes off the
floor and put them on..I couldn't stop laughing..it was too
crazy..but so rebelous..good..screw my dad..I ran out and did a
little dace before I grabbed his hand and headed for the door..I
stopped and looked back at him.. Are
you sure?!
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Maria
I bit at his lips as I moved faster. There was no way I was going
to last. The feel of him. God I missed him. I pulled my mouth back
slightly and looked down at him as I moved. I panted quietly looking
at his face. I wanted this to last, but I cried out as I flew apart,
my eyes closed and I bit my
lip.
Kyle
I
looked at her as she stopped and looked at me. I brushed my thumb
over her cheek. "Are you sure this is what you want Tess?" I wanted
her to be sure. I didn't want her to regret it.
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Michael
I thought guys were too fast....I laughed and kissed her
neck..breathing in her skin..fucking hurt like hell.."I'll just be a
minute in the bathroom baby.."..I smiled and put my hand in her
hair..I didn't really care about me right now..
Tess
I
paused and smiled..nodding my head.."Yeah.."..I laughed and pulled
him out of my room and down the hall..skipping actually..I looked at
him as we walked..ran.."We haven't had sex in months!..We're virgins
again Kyle! Isn't that cute!"..I laughed even harder and sped up..
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Maria
I shook my head and opened my eyes. I kissed him deeply and started
moving again. I closed my eyes stroking his tongue with mine. I
rubbed my hands over his chest and slipped them up into his
hair.
Kyle
I
laughed and pulled her into my arms. "I love you." I kissed her
softly and started walking again, keeping my arm around her waist. I
still couldn't really believe we were doing this. But I couldn't be
happier about it.
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Michael
I grunted and bit her tongue...exploding inside of her..I kissed
her deeply and put my hands in her hair..smoothing it back.."That
didn't take long.."..I laughed and kissed her again...
Tess
We
left campus and I got in my car..I handed him the keys and put my
seatbelt on.."How far are we from Vegas Kyle?"...I didn't even
know..wait..I've lived here forever and I don't even know?..I
laughed and grabbed the map out of my glove box..
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Maria
I smiled and kissed him back. I relaxed on top of him kissing him
softly. I rested my head on his shoulder and kissed the side of his
neck. "I love you Michael." I whispered against his skin.
Kyle
I
laughed and started driving. "Good question. You tell me." I smiled
at her and then looked back at the road. I reached on hand over and
squeezed her hand. God I love her.
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Michael
I smiled and opened my eyes.."That conselor tell you to say that
Ria?"..I sat up..taking her with me and wrapping her legs around my
back.."I love you too"..I laughed and kissed her mouth
again..
Tess
I
looked on the map..I never understood these fucking things..I put my
finger on us..and then moved it along the little red line until I
got to Vegas..I looked up.."Ahh..4 hours?"..I laughed and handed it
to him..
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Maria
I smiled and held onto him. I rested my head on his shoulder,
tracing my finger in circles on his chest. "She told me to be honest
with what I was feeling." I looked up at him and leaned in and
kissed him softly. I traced my fingers over the side of his
face.
Kyle
I
laughed and glanced at it. "Eh..." I threw it in the back seat.
"We'll watch street signs." I hated trying to read maps, and it was
even harder when trying to drive.
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Michael
I sucked lightly on her neck and smiled.."When's your next
appointment?.."..I laughed and bit into her skin...rubbing my hands
down her back..that candle didn't smell so bad..
Tess
I
opened my eyes and tried to see out the window..but I was too low in
my seat and all I saw was sky.."Kyle..where are we?"..I yawned and
let my head fall back on my seat..
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Maria
"Tomorrow." I smiled. "I have to work for a couple of hours, then I
have a short appointment." I traced my fingers over his chest. It
felt so good to be back here in his arms again. I could stay here
forever.
Kyle
I
glanced over at her, then back at the road. "About an hour outside
or Vegas." I reached over and touched her cheek. "Sleep ok?" I'd
been watching her out of the corner of my eye most of the time she'd
been sleeping. I loved to watch her sleep.
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