| My heart's been torn by cold human hands, it withers away right through your fingers Its use is no longer and I sit alone thinking You let me fall You let me crawl And now you're gone But I made it through all on my own Your hurtful reminders have crushed my heart into pieces Shattered and Dying My life has been cried out dry You left me bruised and so abused My thoughts arent quite as clear in my head Now I've been crushed buy your cold ugly hands But I'm still strong and now this is my final goodbye. -Flora March 14/03 |
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| THE COLD HANDS |
| The Suffering In Me |
| Tonight's cold wind takes me off to an oblivious place. My body feels frail and rejected The harshness in your voice left me alone and scared. The way you held me once, leaves me wondering for that feeling once again. But it's gone. My tears running down my cheek are like burning flames As soon as they fall on my pillow, they become icicles that only my happiness can melt. But that too is gone and how long will it take to return? That depends The stress of your love was an amazing reaction that flowed through me Lets live as though more joyous times are out to greet us. But how can we if neither of us is around anymore? -Flora March 15/03 |
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So to anyone that hasnt heard this is my final goodbye to all that is lost no need for my whines and complaints. Thanks to you, the one that made me realize all this is but a waste. No longer am i in debt to you so goodbye and farewell and bother me no more for this bird is taking off and flying to her own far away destination, alone fighting tears that are of a useless emotion again i say Goodbye -Flora July 15/03 |
| The Final Goodbye |