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Leaves in a Stream Once, years ago, I had a vision, that was more like a terrible dream, I saw everyone that I ever knew, floating as leaves down Life�s Stream, I saw my leaf float next to each, and with several I thought I would stay, but the water swirled and Current of Time, carried them one by one away, Then new leaves linked up with mine, and stayed for a while with the old, but sooner or later each one departed, and on down the stream it rolled, Each leaf stayed it�s own length of time, some were shorter and others quite long, and I didn�t really notice them drifting away, until sadly they were almost gone, I felt then that I should reach out to them, but my desire, like our closeness, was weak, for the farther they move away from me, our connection waned more from it�s peak, When once we were bonded so very close, I couldn�t imagine them not with me, but by the time they were gone beyond reach, it was a separation that I almost didn�t see, Yet I painfully remembered the moment we let go, (realizing this one was leaving my life forever,) the promise we each had made to the other, To every �Will you ever leave?� each had said �Never.� But most were now gone and our pledges broken, Yet by the time that we could no longer touch, it was a poignantly sad thing to have to admit, that neither of us cared about the loss very much, For new leaves came to each of us in time, and I had a few I was sure would always stay, But after so many losses I began to fear, that even my closest would drift off someday, So I clung to those leaves that I had left, and warned them to watch for the current, But finally, the one I trusted most slipped off, and I cried at the vision and the whole event, At once, this nightmare began to come true, for a friend saw it with me and swore not to go, but that night was the last time I ever saw him, and where he is now I may never know, This haunted me for years and told all my friends, still I lost a few heedless ones and began to fear, that I might lose even my closest friend, after loving each other for many a year, It was her that I held most of my faith in, despite my vision and its ominous prophesy, I thought our bond was forged too strong, for Time or Life or Fate to affect her and me, But I found that I cannot control the stream, or the leaves that ride it or where they float, And finally after fifteen years as my best friend, she left me deliberately, and sent a �Dear John� note, That was the final proof that my vision was true, that time will always steal loved ones and friends, and even a forewarning revelation won�t stop it, for the power of Fate always wins out in the end. |
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