Escape
This world is in dire darkness yet you tell me I�m evil,
but I am just suffering from a pain that you�ll never feel.
For you are sleeping from your opiate, locked in some moral dream,
while the rest of us are dying. You refuse to hear us scream.
I hate my life, so I fuck to forget,
Despite all the drugs, I�ve not escaped yet,
Today is decaying so we all look towards tomorrow.
You look after yourselves. We see each other�s sorrow.
I�d like to tear out your throats for you�re partly to blame.
But my curse is deeper�death and life are the same.
I hate my life, so I fuck to forget,
Despite all the drugs, I�ve not escaped yet,
I�m busy dying, unbearably alone, so stay out of my way.
Quit judging what you don�t know and don�t bother to pray.
I don�t have a soul to save, but my spirit is shackled to my body.
And I don�t want to be you but I don�t want to be me.
I hate my life, so I fuck to forget,
Despite all the drugs, I�ve not escaped yet,
So I sleep late every day and try to dream myself out of this pain,
by partying all night in orgies of men and women and crack cocaine.
Pot and pills, X and K, and alcohol for a moment take away the strife.
But the best orgasm will always end and I have to come back down to my life.
I hate my life, so I fuck to forget,
Despite all the drugs, I�ve not escaped yet,
I need to fill the emptiness; dope and sex do it well,
but when I am sober again, it�s back to my internal hell.
But you can never understand. You call it spiritual rape.
But it�s my only hope because it�s my only escape.
I hate my life so I fuck to forget,
Despite all the drugs, I�ve not escaped yet,
I�m all alone in my suffering, but there are millions like me.
I am just one hoarse voice crying in a boundless Sorrowful Sea.
Stop condescending. Reach out to change some lost child�s fate.
But don�t bother with me, because you are already too late.
I hate my life so I fuck to forget.
Despite all the drugs, I�ve not escaped yet . . .