Please don’t sue me, I can’t afford it! I don’t own the Troopers (gosh darn it!) or anything affiliated with them. I also don’t own any lyrics that I may use in my chapters. They belong to the artists and/or people who wrote them, I’m just borrowing them. Warning: This story may contain any of the following... Yaoi/Adult Themes/ Rape/Strong Language/Sexual Descriptions/Angst/ Violence.

By Wildefyre

Touma’s Fight

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“I don’t understand it Midori? He seemed to be getting better. What happened?” Seiji’s hands shook as he talked to psychiatrist Midori Ito. She had been assigned to Touma’s case at Seiji’s request. “I was at work at the hospital when I got the call. They said Touma was uncontrollable. My wife said he just went crazy. He.... He threatened her with a knife and he shredded up his stuffed cat.” Seiji explained to her.

He didn’t know what had happened or could have happened to make Touma explode the way he did but it had him scared now. Looking at Dr Ito his voice shook as he spoke. “Midori I just don’t know what to say. I wouldn‘t have had Touma living with us had I known he would lash out like that.”

Running his hand through his blond hair he trembled slightly. “My God he could have injured or killed my wife and our unborn child. They say he was threatening her as they carried him out! What on Earth was I thinking when I had him stay with us? ” His heart was torn between his loyalty to Touma and his family’s safety.

Seiji picked at the sleeve of his shirt as he tried to hold himself together. “I know that Suzume is not his favorite person in the world and all, but she was trying to be friendly to him and to help him. She even offered to watch over him just so I could go into the hospital yesterday.” Letting out a long sigh he looked over at her as his violet eyes watered with unspent tears.

Midori Ito got out of her chair and sat next to Seiji, rubbing his back as she tried to calm him down. “Listen to me Seiji. You had no idea that this would happen, so stop blaming yourself.” She spoke softly. “Something had to have set him off and over time we will discover what it was and then find a way to deal with it. This isn’t uncommon at all. Usually with most of my patients it’s one step forward and two steps back.” She explained. “Things will come together eventually.”

She too had been stunned by this latest turn of events with Touma since his former doctor seemed to think that he was making great strides in recovering. “What you can do for me is to talk to your wife and see if she remembers anything that happened or was said right before Touma began his outburst. Regardless of how small or minor the detail she should tell you. It could be significant for my team and me as we work with Touma.”

She playfully tousled his hair. “Now stop worrying Doctor Date and that’s an order!” She laughed at the look he gave her. “You haven’t changed Seiji. You’re still as shy as the day I met you that year you spent here at med school.

“I will and thank you. You‘re a good friend and a great Doctor Midori. I appreciate it that you were willing to take on Touma as a patient considering how busy your schedule already is.” Seiji smiled at her, thankful that Touma’s care was in her hands. She was one of the best and since he knew her quite well she was someone he felt comfortable talking to.

“Hey anything for a fellow colleague you know that. We have this hidden rule that we always look out for our fellow doctors right?” She smiled and winked at him. “I meant to tell you that I was happy to see your name on the staff board since I had heard that you had taken a sabbatical from medicine for awhile.”

“Yeah I was on staff at Toyama General but I had some personal issues to deal with and took a leave of absence. Currently I’m just part time here since I also help to run my family’s Dojo and that is a real time consumer. I wish I could do both full time, but there‘s no way that can happen.”

“Damn and I thought I was busy! What on Earth are you going to do once your child is born? God Seiji you are amazing. I thought the same thing while in med school. You juggled school and the Dojo, which had to be hard what with all the studying and lab work. That shows just what a strong person you truly are.” She smiled and laughed when she saw him blush. “Same old Seiji. Modest and cute.”

“Midori!” He chuckled and ran his hand through his hair. “Do you think it would be okay if I go and see Touma for a little while?” He asked hoping that she would okay it. “He had to see for himself that Touma was okay since he still couldn’t believe that Touma had done all those things or was even capable.

“Generally I don’t allow it... Only because we’re not sure just what set him off and since it was in your home we can’t be certain whether or not it has anything to do with you. No offense Seiji.” She explained. When she saw the sadness filling his soft violet eyes she sighed and being the soft hearted person she was, she gave in. “I’ll make an exception for you Seiji only because I’m a sap and I hate seeing those beautiful eyes of yours looking so lost.”

“Arigatou gozaimasu Midori.” Seiji cracked a slight smile and blushed again. “I heard there was a police report made out. What’s to come of that?” He finally asked.

“Well that is up to your wife.” She sighed and walked over to her desk.

“Why is that?”

“According to what I have received from the police, your wife filed an assault charge against Touma claiming that he attacked her with a deadly weapon. Unless she drops the charges, I can’t get the more serious ones dropped and he will have to face those charges. I’m sorry but Touma could be facing charges of assault with a deadly weapon with the intent to harm and they carry a hefty sentence.” She then noticed the shocked look on his face as all the color drained from it. “You didn’t know did you?”

“No. I did not know. All Suzume and the police officer that was there told me was that a report would be filed with the possibility of charges. When I checked last night, none had been filed.” Seiji was confused by everything. “I just assumed that none were filed.”

“Seiji my best advice to you is to talk to Suzume and see if her charges are justifiable or if she’ll consider dropping them. Talk to your father as well, he may know more about the charges that were filed.” She said as she looked through Touma’s chart and then handed him a copy of the report.

Seiji looked over the paper and frowned. “Can you make a copy of this for me?” He asked as he stared at Suzume’s signature at the bottom. He sighed and then felt a squall of anger rise within his chest. “I can’t believe she went behind my back and did this!” He now knew why she had been gone from the house when he had gotten up this morning.

“You can have that one since I have another copy. I’m sorry if I had known... Dammit Seiji what happened? You and Touma were so close!” She had known about him and Touma for a number of years now. With the way Med school was, the class work, the studying, the hours spent on research, it was comforting to know that the blond had someone in his life who could keep him from stressing out.

“It’s a long story Midori and I’d rather not go into it if you don’t mind. Unless of course you need any of it for your work with Touma, I’d just as soon keep it personal.” He hated being so blunt but he wasn’t ready to talk about certain details just yet. He still had a few demons to slay and until he did, he couldn’t discuss certain things that had occurred.

“I understand Seiji and if I do need any info I’ll let you know.” She smiled. Now why don’t we go check on Touma? Okay?” She saw his face light up at the mention of Touma’s name and couldn‘t help but smile. “Seiji I should warn you though that he’s been heavily sedated since he was brought in yesterday, so he may be sleeping when we get there.” She explained. “Seems he was exhibiting a lot of anger and uncontrollable rage, plus we think that there may be another personality involved.”

Seiji’s head shot up and he looked at her. “My God! Why didn’t you tell me this earlier? What sort of personality?” He stood up and shakily walked to the window. His heart was heavy with the thought that he was most likely a major cause for the trauma Touma was going through lately. “I just can’t believe this is happening! If only I could take back certain events, maybe everything would be okay.” His voice cracked with emotion.

“I’m sorry Seiji, I meant to tell you, I wasn’t trying to hold anything back. Anyway this personality is the angry person your wife saw, it’s Touma but there’s just so much hatred flowing through him. That’s why we have been keeping him in restraints and sedated. He’s shown a tendency towards violence and we don’t want him hurting himself or a staff member.” She explained as they walked out of the office and down to the lock down rooms.

“You have him locked up? Oh God Midori that’ll kill him!” Seiji felt the sting of tears resting in his eyes as he thought about Touma being locked in a padded room. “He’s not insane; he’s not some maniac or serial killer. I know Touma well enough to know that he would never intentionally hurt anyone.” Seiji felt so numb, this was like a nightmare that just would not end and things kept going from bad to worse.

“Seiji calm down now or we turn back. We had to do this as per police policy. If we didn’t they would have thrown him in their own isolation cell.” She put her hands on his shoulders and saw the tears as they slid down over his cheeks and reached up to brush them away. “I know it hurts Seiji but at least he’s here and not in some jail cell. Once Suzume drops the charges we can put him in a different room.”

Seiji nodded and wiped away the remaining tears as they retrieved the key for Touma’s room from the nurse‘s station. Midori looked inside before opening the door and Seiji found Touma still in a straight jacket, lying on the floor. He was rocking himself slowly and singing, his hair was messy and matted and Seiji could see the tears streaming silently down Touma’s face. The whole scene just ripped Seiji’s heart from his chest and he let out a startled cry as he walked over to his former lover.

“Oh God Touma!” Seiji knelt down in front of him. His hands were shaking as he reached over to brushed blue hair from a pale, tear stained face “Touma? It’s Seiji. I‘m so sorry.” Seiji sat on the floor as tears slid down his cheeks. He felt sick to his stomach seeing the once strong archer, now so broken and confused. “Don’t you worry Touma... I’m going to do what ever it takes to get you out of here, I promise.”

“S... Seiji?” Touma looked up at him with hazy dark blue eyes that seemed so listless and empty. Seiji was shocked at that; it was as though he was nothing more then a shell. He couldn’t read anything in the eyes he once loved to gaze in to.

“Why Seiji? You promised not to hurt me anymore. You promised?” He spoke slowly as though he was having trouble forming the words properly. “You said you loved me and that you would never hurt me again. That was all a lie, wasn’t it? You never meant it.” His voice cracked as he began to rock himself again. “Nothing but a lie... No one loves Touma. All he’s good for is a quick fuck and then we throw him away. That‘s how I feel Seiji. I hurt inside so much... So very much.”

“That’s not true Touma. I love you; the guys love you... Ming, Nasuti and Lorelei love you... You’re loved more then you think. I don‘t see you as that, you mean more to me then life itself.” Seiji stroked Touma’s arm trying to calm the archer. “I want nothing more then to take this pain of yours away. It hurts me seeing you like this Touma.” Seiji wiped at his tears to clear his vision, which was blurring.

“If everyone loves me then why am I always getting hurt by them? Why are you constantly ripping out my heart and stomping on it? How can you love me and still want to make love to your wife?” Touma’s big blue eyes looked to him for answers.

Touma frowned slightly. “My only crime was loving you Seiji and look at my punishment for it? Look at all I have to endure! Why? Why does it have to be like this?” Tears filled his eyes and he sniffled. Reaching into his Jacket Seiji pulled out a tissue and helped Touma blow his nose. “Thank you.” Touma said meekly. “I’d do it myself but I’m kind of impaired here.”

“I’m so sorry Touma... I... don’t know what to say. Please Touma, you have got to get better.” Seiji was at a loss for words, especially on Touma’s statement about him making love to Suzume. He wasn’t even sure why he would say that in the first place.

When he had looked back into Touma’s eyes he saw no signs of the man he had once fallen madly in love with, and still loved tremendously. What he did see was a man... No, he saw a child that was frightened and confused. He saw hurt, anguish and distrust directed at the people who were suppose to be helping him. What scared him the most was the deep hatred he could sense from deep with in Touma’s soul.

“Suzume hurt kitty and you hurt Touma. Both of you are bad people and we don’t like you anymore. Please go away and leave us alone now.” Touma whispered as the little Touma came out once again.

“I can’t Touma. I love you too much to just go away. I want to help you. Please let me do that? Please allow me to help you get better.” Seiji cried openly. “I want you to come back to me Touma-san, please?” Seiji noticed Touma’s expression was changing and he had the sick feeling that another personality was coming out.

“DON’T YOU GET IT!” Anger poured from every pore in Touma’s body as once more the personality changed and an angrier, more aggressive Touma came forth and startled Seiji. “LEAVE US ALONE! YOU’RE NOT WELCOMED HERE ANYMORE! We don‘t need you nor do we want you around us. So just go away!”

Touma fought to sit up and when Seiji reached out to help him he turned his face to Seiji with eyes that were almost black and teeth clenched. DON’T YOU DARE TOUCH ME! DON’T YOU EVER TOUCH ME! I WILL KILL YOU IF YOU DO THAT AGAIN! GOT THAT?” He hissed as he managed to get into a half seated position.

Turning to Seiji once more Touma glared at him. “God how I hate being touched now. Those men, they had touched me. They had put their filthy hands all over my body; some even had their hands IN my body. It disgusted me so much that I wanted to puke each time. Oh God I feel so dirty... So violated!” Touma never took his eyes off of Seiji fearful that he would touch him. “You did it too! You touched me when I didn’t want to be touched... YOU BASTARD! YOU RAPED ME!”

“Touma please...” Seiji backed up a bit, Touma’s anger actually caught him off guard and scared him slightly. He was no stranger to Touma’s rage, but this was different, it ran so much deeper.

“Touma please.” He mocked him. “Christ Seiji do you even know how sick and tired I am of hearing that bullshitting line?” Touma rolled his eyes and snorted at him. “I am so sick of hearing you say it that I refuse to listen to it any longer. I don’t believe a fucking word you say anymore. You’re a liar and a no good bastard Seiji Date, and I hate you! Oh God how I hate you!”

“Touma? I...” Seiji just stared at Touma, unable to speak the words as more tears flowed from his eyes and he cried harder.

“Awww Seiji is crying? Poor Baby! Maybe you should go home and have the little wife wipe away those false tears. Maybe if you’re good she’ll help you to blow your nose and then give you a lollipop to make you feel better. After she does that she’ll most likely lay down, spread her legs and beg you to fuck her like some cheap whore!” Touma said with a venomous sarcasm.

Taking a deep breath Touma kept up his bantering. “Oh I forgot! She doesn’t have to beg to be screwed. You do it of your own free will, isn’t that right? You say you love me, but who do you make love to? Her!” He shot off at him. “Talk about being a two-faced bastard? God Seiji you’re one of the best!”

“That’s not true Touma I wouldn‘t do that to you. I haven‘t slept with Suzume since the day I told you that I wanted you back in my life.” Seiji just didn’t know what else to say to him.

“GO TO HELL! You worthless piece of shit! You’re a fucking liar and you know it!” He hissed through clenched teeth. “NOW GET THE FUCK OUT AND DON’T COME BACK!” Touma began screaming obscenities at Seiji as the violent side became more dominant and that’s when Dr Ito motioned for Seiji to get up. Two orderlies walked in to restrain Touma and sedate him again.

“SEIJI you bastard look what you’re putting me through! You son-of-a-bitch! Are you happy? This is all your fault you asshole! Look at me! I‘m being treated like a criminal! Like some half baked lunatic and you‘re the cause of it. I wish to God that I had never met you! Get out of my life and stop fucking with my mind!”

Touma struggled to break free from the orderlies as Seiji walked towards the door. He then reared back and spit at Seiji, barely missing the blond. “You BASTARD!”

Seiji listened to Touma shouting at him as the door closed then looked the little window to watch as one orderly practically sat on Touma to hold him down. Resting his head against the cool glass as the tears continued to flow, Seiji cried silently. I am sorry Touma. You’re right though this is all my fault, and I will spend the rest of my life making it up to you. One way or another I will make it up to you even if it means ending my own life.

“This whole thing has me worried.” Midori spoke causing Seiji to jump. “The personalities were just jumping out. Seiji I’m sorry but I think it’s best that you refrain from seeing him until we can get a handle on his personality swings.” She told him and watched as a sadden, broken and dejected Seiji walked away with his shoulders hunched and head down as he cried.

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“SUZUME! I need to talk to you in private... RIGHT NOW!” Seiji said as he walked into the house and kicked off his shoes. He didn‘t bother with the house slippers, too angry to even care.

“Seiji honey can’t it wait? I’m getting dinner started since your mother is helping your grandfather in the Dojo today.” She really didn’t want to talk she knew full well what it was about and needed time to come up with some viable excuses. “Maybe you should go and meditate, you sound way too angry for any type of meaningful conversation right now.”

“No it can’t wait. As for meaningful conversation... Well that can go straight to hell!” Seiji was getting irritated now and if Suzume would not come to him then he was going to her. Walking into the kitchen he grabbed her arm. “Why did you press charges against Touma? WHY?”

“How can you ask me that? You saw what he had done? He’s crazy Seiji and he needs to be locked away!” She snapped back at him. “He’s a can short of a six-pack and you know it! Now let me go... you’re hurting me.” She pulled her arm away from him and backed up.

“DON’T YOU EVER SAY THAT ABOUT HIM!” Seiji shouted at her. “Don’t you realize that Touma is this way because of me? I’m the one who has brought all this turmoil into his life. He needed our help and all you did was to screw with his mind even more! I know you’re the reason for his latest outburst and so help me I‘ll find a way to prove it! Be forewarned for when I do, there will be hell to pay!”

“Seiji you have to stop being so hard on yourself.” She stepped closer and threw her arms around his neck in hopes of soothing him. “You can’t blame yourself if Touma refused to let go of you even though he knew you had started over with your life. He should have done the same but instead he clung to the past. He did this all to himself Seiji, I had nothing to do with it. I swear to God.” She tried to kiss him only to have him turn his head away from her.

“Don’t even try it!” Seiji yanked her arms from his neck. “NO! Your sweet and innocent looking tricks will no longer work on me. Now I want you to drop those charges, I will not have Touma going to jail for something I caused.” Seiji glared at her. “More to the point... I won’t have him going to jail for something you may have caused. DROP THE DAMN CHARGES OR ELSE!”

“Or Else what Seiji? Don’t even try and threaten me!” She shot back at him. “Okay. I’ll drop the charges but on one condition my darling husband.” Suzume smirked knowing she still had her ace to play. And if this one fails... I still have others my sweet!

“What’s that?” Seiji asked knowing full well that it wouldn’t be good.

“You remain married to me. We raise our baby and stay together as a family.” She smiled knowing she had him this time. “No divorce unless I want one and you MAY NOT take a lover... especially Touma. Break any of those conditions and I find a way to nail Touma‘s butt!” She pushed her finger into his chest. “Now you can take my offer or leave it! It’s up to you Seiji dear.”

“What?” Seiji asked too stunned by what he had heard. “That’s blackmail! You know damn well I can’t do that.” Seiji once again grabbed her by the arm. “You expect me to stay with you even though you know I could never love you? I will not stoop to such demands. Try to understand Suzume! I don‘t love you! I never will love you!” He looked at her with hatred in his eyes.

“Then understand why I can’t drop the charges. Either you stay with me or Touma goes to jail and from what I gather, it could be for a long time.” She laughed at him. “Oh don’t fret though, with his looks, I’m sure he’ll get laid quite a bit in there. Of course it may not always be by choice but he‘s had enough people violate him all ready including his ex lover. It shouldn‘t take too much effort on his part to get use to being raped by inmates.” She laughed harder as she stared into his eyes.

“WHY YOU BITCH!” Seiji raised his hand on reflex. His face was red with anger as he looked down at her, he could feel the blind rage consuming him and knew that if she continued with her taunts he would hit her. “You are a heartless and uncaring bitch and I’ll be damned if I allow someone like you to raise our child!” He screamed at her.

“Oh good one Seiji... that’s even low for you. Strike a pregnant lady. Your wife no less. Guess that’ll make you feel like a real man then. Should go over well with the hospital personal too.” She was challenging him now and she knew it. “Hey maybe when they cart your ass off to jail you’ll be able to see your lover and then you’ll be able to screw him all you want.”

“You low down dirty bitch!” Seiji shoved her away angrily. He clenched and unclenched his fists as he turned his back on her. He wanted nothing more then to hit her and had she not been pregnant, he just might have. No I have to think about Touma right now. He needs help and I have to do this for him.

Letting out a long sigh Seiji‘s shoulders dropped. “Drop the charges Suzume. If it means that Touma stays out of jail and can get the help he needs... Then I’ll stay.” He said finally, hating himself for what he was doing but she had him backed into a corner and right now he saw no way out.

“How do I know you won’t go back on your word once the charges are dropped?” Suzume walked around him to face him once again.

“You have my word Suzume. As a Date I am duty-bound to honor the deal.” He pushed her aside and headed towards the Dojo. “I’m going to do some training, please do not hold dinner for me.” Seiji told her through clenched teeth.

“Well I want to be sure, so tomorrow we go to my lawyer and have a paper drawn up. I know my rights too Seiji and I know I can always put those charges back if I can prove I was threatened with physical violence to make me drop them.” She smirked. “At which time I will always lay claim to spousal abuse. You got that? I won’t hesitate to do it so you had better keep your word.”

Seiji said nothing as he grabbed his GI and walked away. I’ll find a way out of this... Some way or another I will. You won’t keep me from Touma! He thought as he walked out and slammed the door.

Suzume smiled and began to hum as she went back to preparing dinner. You had better keep your word Seiji Date or I will find a way to insure that you never see this child. She thought. Oh and let’s not forget my other aces. I’d hate to have to play them, but if I’m forced to, I will. Don’t you even think that I’m a push over. That shy woman you saw when we first met? Well my love, it was all an act. You’re more stupid then I thought.

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“We can’t just leave Touma locked away like that?” Ryo commented as he paced back and forth in Shin and Lorelei’s living room. “He needs to be with us! He should be with us! We’re his friends; we can take care of him as well as some hospital mental ward can maybe even better.” His normally bright blue eyes were dulled with the pain he was feeling for Touma.

“Ryo’s right but how do we get him out of that place?” Shu asked as he kept an eye on SinJin, who was making faces at the twins. The thought crossed his mind that they were sounding like a group of thugs who were making plans to break a friend out of prison and in a way they were. It would have been a funny thought had the circumstances been a little different.

“One of us has to offer to be a guardian of sorts, I think.” Lorelei rubbed at her sore red eyes. She had been crying almost non-stop since the other day when Seiji had informed them of the latest turn of events. “He looked so sad when Shin and I went to see him yesterday. I can’t stand seeing him like that. That’s not the Touma I know... That we know and the only way to get that one back is to help him heal.” Lorelei’s voice began to crack and Shin sat down beside her to pull her closer him.

“Come on Lors we’ll think of something, I promise. Touma will not remain in that place for long.” Shin kissed the top of her head. He hated seeing his wife so torn up like this. He loved her so much. She was everything to him.

He knew that she was losing sleep and not eating right lately and he feared she was making herself sick with worry over the whole situation. Actually Shu wasn’t fairing many betters, according to Ming; Shu was a wreck lately and eating less then normal. This whole thing was hurting them all actually.

“At least Seiji got Suzume to drop those trumped up charges.” Ryo sat down aside of Lorelei, he felt sorry for her as well. This was suppose to be a happy time for her and Shin what with their new family and all. They hadn’t had the chance to be happy though since this all started the same time Lorelei found out that she was pregnant.

“Lorelei, I know this is hard on you and all, but you have got to pull it together. You have to for Hana and Toushiba. They need their mommy you know.” He smiled at her and for a moment that brightness returned to his eyes.

“I know Ryo... I know.” She leaned over and kissed him on the cheek. “Thanks big brother.” Winking at him she got up to get Hana who had started crying. “Ryo? How come you and Nasuti haven’t started a family yet?” She asked as she rocked her daughter.

“With Nasuti’s research and my vet practice we just haven’t had the time I guess.” He shrugged his shoulders. “We keep saying we’ll slow down soon and talk about it, but we just haven’t gotten around to it.” He sighed almost sadly. “Maybe someday we will.”

“You know maybe it’s time you two did think about having children. I think we have all learned that life is just so unpredictable and we never know what fate has in store for us. Our one chance at happiness can come and if we don’t pounce on it, we may never get another one.” She spoke softly as she kissed Hana who had fallen back asleep. The room fell silent as her words spoke volumes and in light of all that had occurred. Her words held a greater truth to them then they had ever realized.

“You’re right Lors. I think it’s time for Suti and I to have that talk.” His face brightened. He had wanted children right from the start but it was Nasuti who had wanted to wait. “Hey I have got to go, Suti is at the University and I have to pick her up.” He said as he got up and went to get his jacket. “I’ll talk to you guys later. Just hang in there. I‘m sure one of us will come up with a solution.”

“Yeah I think we should all get going and allow this new family to have some peace and quiet for a change.” Shu laughed. Lorelei and Shin saw them to their cars with each making a promise to come up with a way to get Touma back with where he belonged... With his friends.

That evening after bathing and putting the twins to bed for the night, Lorelei went to Shin. She had something she needed to discuss with him and she just hoped that he would go along with it. She felt that it was the right choice to make though She knew it was a risk, but for a friend... it was a risk she was all too happy to take. I just hope the others see it that way.

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“Lorelei you don’t know what you’re asking!” Seiji said as he, Shin and Lorelei sat in Midori Ito’s office. “This isn’t a situation where you can just return him if things get too hard for you. That would break his heart.”

“I know that Seiji! You also should know that I would never do anything to hurt Touma! I especially wouldn’t leave him alone with someone he has shown a fear of in the past.” Lorelei knew that she was hitting below the belt but Seiji’s statement hurt her. She watched as his expression changed and his eyes looked to the ground.

“That’s not fair Lors. I honestly thought that he was okay with Suzume and was accepting of her willingness to help him.” His voice quivered slightly.

“Seiji? I’m sorry, that was uncalled for and I apologize. We are fully aware of what we are asking though, other wise Shin and I wouldn’t have driven all the way up here. We spent a lot of time over the past few days talking about this.” She said feeling bad about lashing out at the blond. She knew he was hurting just as much as the rest of them were. How could he not be? She knew that Seiji still loved Touma very much even if he acted otherwise.

Seiji ran his hand through his blond locks as he looked at Shin and Lorelei. He had been quite surprised to get a call from Midori telling him that the Mori’s were there and asking to sign Touma out so he could come and live with them. He was Touma’s guardian which was made binding when

Touma’s parents had signed papers stating him as such. It had also angered him because they acted as though taking care of Touma was too much of an inconvenience, especially since they led such busy lives. This was their son, yet they had no time for him... Just like when he was a kid. Now Shin and Lorelei wanted to take that all away from him... His Touma.

“Mr. and Mrs. Mori, have you two thought about the danger you could be putting yourself in? He has attacked one person already.” Dr Ito explained.

“They also have newborn twins at home.” Seiji interjected and got a cold stare from Lorelei in return.

“Listen I don’t believe that Touma attacked Suzume anymore then you do Seiji! Stop being such a baka! When the police arrived at your house Touma couldn’t even stand on his own. Now tell me Mr. Smarty-Pants! How was he able to attack a woman, who should have been a little more then capable of overpowering him due to the meds in his system? Well?” Seiji was stunned into silence. That thought had crossed his mind but in all the confusion he had not checked into it.

Lorelei could feel the tears welling in her eyes. “Please Seiji don‘t do this to me. Touma needs to be with people who love him, not in some cold hospital. I know in my heart that he won’t hurt Shin or me. I’d also stake my life on the fact that he would never cause any harm to come to the twins.”

“Hmmm? Mrs. Mori you may have something there. I guess I never paid much mind to it at the time, but according to the blood work-up that was done on Touma, the amount of relaxants in his system were almost doubled.” Dr Ito said and handed the report to Seiji. “See for yourself Doctor.” Dr Ito was actually open to the idea of the Mori’s taking care of Touma. In all of her sessions with him, Touma always talked highly of Lorelei and Shin, Lorelei especially. ‘She was his make believe sister’ He would always say.

“These numbers are quite high.” Seiji commented as he read over the results. “Touma really doesn’t remember what happened that day does he?” Seiji asked as he looked over Touma’s chart.

“No, it’s a total blur to him, what with the various personalities coming in and out.” She said then turned to Shin and Lorelei. “I do believe Touma would be better off with people he knows and I did watch the interaction you and he had the one day. It was obvious he trusted you Mrs. Mori. In fact the true Touma started to emerge toward the end of your visit, which surprised me somewhat.” Dr Ito smiled.

“Lorelei and Touma have always had a special friendship, he thinks of her as a sister as you have obviously heard from Touma.” Seiji sighed. If Touma did go with them, he’d be 6 hours away from then and seeing Touma would be much more difficult. “There’s still this issue of do you risk putting those babies in possible danger?” Seiji finally asked.

“SEIJI DATE!” Lorelei was mad now and Seiji knew it was something you didn’t want to do. “Do you honestly think I would deliberately put my children’s lives in danger? What do you take me for? Ooo you make me so mad at times!” She got up and walked over to him. “If I thought for one moment that Touma could hurt my children, I would not be here! I have faith in Touma! I know Touma well enough to trust him with my kids. I‘d trust him with my life!” She glared at him.

Watching, as Seiji looked away from her an awful feeling settled in the pit of her stomach. “Oh God! No Seiji! Don‘t tell me that you‘re turning your back on Touma! Seiji don‘t you dare! I‘ll hate you for the rest of my life if you do!” She stood in front of him as her eyes filled with tears.

“Please Seiji. This is destroying me knowing Touma is in here. Let him come home with us where he can be loved and taken care of? Please?” Lorelei began crying as she sat beside him and Seiji quickly reached out to hug her. He couldn’t take the pain that was registering on her face. He knew she loved Touma as much as he did. “Please Seiji, do this for me.” She sobbed softly.

“Okay Lors you win. Promise me though that if he so much as raises his voice to you or those babies that you will place him back in the hospital. Do not take chances with your safety or that of those beautiful babies. Is that understood Munchkin?” He laughed when she swatted him on the leg.

“I hate that nickname and you know it! Blondie!” She smiled and wiped away her tears. “It‘s a deal Seiji.” Lorelei hiccupped and gave him a big hug before turning to Dr Ito as she stood up to take Shin’s hand. “So is it a go then?” She asked as she waited for the final verdict.

“We’ll release him to you on a two week trail basis and if things are going well, we’ll then do another two weeks and then see from there.” Dr Ito stated as she wrote notations in Touma’s chart. “I will get in touch with some therapists and a psychologist to set up regular visits with Touma. They will most likely alternate between home visits and hospital visits.” She stated.

“Does that meet your approval Dr Date? Or should I say Blondie?” Dr Ito grinned when all Seiji did was growl and bare his teeth at her. “I’ll also want to see him here to check on his progress. We can set up a schedule later for that.”

“Thank you! Oh God thank you so much.” Lorelei’s tears of heartache changed to those of happiness as she hugged Shin then walked over to Seiji. “Thank you Seiji.” She hugged him as tight as she could. She then whispered to him. “We’ll find a way so you can see him, I promise. I haven’t given up on you two.” She smiled when he whispered a ‘thank you’ into her ear.

“Okay Blondie you’ve been hugging my wife for long enough, I wish to have her back now.” Shin smiled and winked at Seiji.

“Do you really want to go back to being elfkins?” Seiji chuckled over the look Shin was now giving him.

“Elfkins indeed!” Shin laughed and scooped Lorelei into his arms. “Are you going to allow him to talk to me like that?” He asked her.

“Hmmm? That’s a good question? He does look so adorable in his hospital scrubs and you know that I never could resist that twinkle in those gorgeous violet eyes of his? Hmmm?”

“LORS!” Shin looked at her and acted shocked by her hesitation.

“Just kidding my sweet.” Lorelei gave Shin a quick kiss and then looked at Dr Ito who was laughing quite heartily.

“I think I’m doing the right thing by sending Touma home with you guys. You may be just what he needs right now.“ She laughed. “I‘ve got an idea! Why don’t we all go and tell Touma the good news.” Dr Ito suggested and they all headed out of the office.

Lorelei practically bounced down the hall while holding Shin and Seiji’s hands. She was determined to bring Touma back to the person he use to be, and even more determined to get Seiji and Touma back together.

Those two belong together, no matter what they think. They still love each other and I’ll prove it if it’s the last thing I do! She smiled as they stepped into Touma’s room and watched as his eyes lit up and a smile spread across his face when he saw who his visitors were.

“Seiji! You came back.” He said softly which was all Seiji needed to hear before racing to Touma’s side.

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“So enlighten us Seiji what did you have to do in order to get permission from the warden to be here today?” Shu joked with Seiji as they waited for Shin and Lorelei to bring Touma home from the hospital. They had decided that the rest would wait at the house so as to not overwhelm Touma.

//Dr Ito had told them that Touma had been acting quite anxious all week to the point of having anxiety attacks. He was afraid of messing up and being sent back to the hospital. Seiji was initially going to bring Touma down from Sendai but Touma had insisted that he wanted Lorelei and Shin. That’s what they did then, Shin and Lorelei drove up to Sendai early that morning while Seiji had arrived the night before and stayed at the Mori’s over night.//

“For your information I don’t need to get permission from Suzume to be here or anywhere else for that matter.” Seiji huffed and crossed his arms. He knew it was a lie but he could never admit that, not to them anyway.

Suzume knew he had wanted to be here and even though he had told her it was mainly to help Shin and Lorelei get Touma settled in and to answer any medical concerns they might have. She still put a demand on him. Seiji cringed just thinking of it and hated the fact that he was lowering himself to such demeaning acts. The very thing he had sought to regain, the control which caused him to rape his lover was once again being stripped from him.

Suzume’s demand was that he make love to her or she would consider it a break in his word. So against his will he had slept with her. Afterwards he had spent over an hour in the shower scrubbing his skin raw, feeling humiliated and ashamed.

Yet what could he do? When Shin had told him that Touma actually asked if he’d be there when he got out of the hospital, Seiji couldn’t deny him. He would have gladly jumped through a wall of fire just to see him. Just then Seiji heard the front door open and he quickly jumped to his feet.

“We’re home!” Came Shin’s cheerful voice. Seiji just stood there with his heart pounding as Touma shyly stepped into the living room clutching the new stuffed animal that Seiji had given him.

//Knowing how much Touma had loved the stuffed cat he had given him, Seiji had taken him to the hospital’s gift shop and allowed him to pick out his own. This time Touma opted for a little stuffed puppy that was brown and white with big brown eyes. Since then he never left it out of his sight and kept it with him wherever he went.//

“Hi Touma!” Seiji smiled and swallowed the lump in his throat. Touma looked so small and fragile, a mere shadow of himself and it was tearing the swordsman up. God Touma what have I done to that strong willed man I knew so well? Don’t worry though. All of us will find a way to bring you back to us... Please don’t give up hope.

“Seiji!!” Touma walked over to him and gave him a hug. “Lors said you’d be here and you are... You really came! Thank you.” He said softly. I’m sorry that I asked Shin and Lorelei to bring me home. You’re not mad at me for that are you? He looked at Seiji with his big blue eyes and the blond just about melted as he stared into them.

“Now would I miss your homecoming? Hmmm?” Seiji cupped Touma’s chin with his hand and smiled. “Touma I could never be mad at you. Just seeing you out of the hospital is all I want. God he looks so handsome, I could never resist that look... But I have to now. In the past, a look like that would yield Touma a passionate kiss from the swordsman, but now all Seiji could give him was a smile. Some day my koibito I will lay claim to those lips again, that’s if you’ll allow me to.

“Ahem! Don’t we get a greeting Touma?” Ryo’s lips broke into a huge smile when Touma turned to look at him and the others.

“Ryo! Shu! Ming! Nasuti! You’re all here!” Touma shouted when he saw them standing off to the side. “Is this a party? I like parties!” Touma said excitedly. “Will we have cake and ice cream? Can we play some games too?”

“Yes Touma! There’s a cake out on the kitchen counter. As for the games, we‘ll see about that. We don‘t want you wearing yourself out your first day home.” Shin chuckled. He was thankful that Lorelei had gone to the effort to make a cake last night just for this moment. He had wanted to make it but he had been too tired when he had come home from work.

Things at the Marine Biology Research Center had picked up considerably and he found himself putting in longer hours these days. Of course he was without his favorite assistant at the moment, but that was okay since the twins kept Lorelei more then just a little busy.

“That’s if Shu hasn’t eaten it yet.” Lorelei laughed when Shu stuck his tongue out at her. “Right back at ya big guy!” Lorelei said before sticking her tongue out at him which had Touma gone on a giggling fit.

“I’m going to have fun living here. Lorelei is so funny, she always makes me laugh.” Touma walked over to her and threw his arms around her. “You’re my bestest friend Lors.” He said and laid his head on her shoulder. Seiji watched the scene and could have cried at how touching it all was. Maybe they are right; maybe Lorelei will succeed where the others and I failed?

“And you’re mine Touma.” Lorelei told him as tears filled her eyes. “Now why don’t we get your jacket off and go see that cake. I want you to know that I worked very hard on that baby!” She said finally, trying to keep herself from crying. Shin saw this and quickly reached for her hand, giving it a loving squeeze.

The whole gang headed out to the kitchen with Touma taking the lead as he rushed up to the counter to see the cake. His eyes got big and a smile spread across his face as he stared at the confection.

“WOW! Lorelei put stars and planets on it... Look Seiji! There’s Saturn and Jupiter... That’s Mars and there’s Neptune.” Touma studied the cake more and broke into a smile. “Hey the stars are in the shape of constellations! This is Ursa Major and here’s Cassiopeia, there’s Orion...” Touma’s voice trailed off and Lorelei stood there mortified as it dawned on her what she had done.

“Touma, I’m....” She began but Touma cut her off.

“Thank you Lorelei, you remembered Orion! That means he’s not forgotten. He’s in heaven now.” He hugged her tightly. “I named my kitty after that constellation you know. Thank you for remembering that.” He looked sad for a second but then his eyes brightened. “Now can we have cake?”

“Sure can smurfy.” She giggled and went to get plates and a knife.

“Munchkin! Munchkin! Munchkin!” Touma chanted as he followed her around the kitchen. Lorelei shot Seiji a glance after all it was because of him that Touma was calling her that. He had heard Seiji call her that and thought it suited her quite well and before long he had started calling her that name as well.

Seiji meanwhile, could only stand there and chuckle at the scene for every time Lorelei went to swat at Touma, he managed to jump out of the way. “Nya Nya you missed me! Now you got to kiss me” He taunted her each time she missed him.

“Okay smurfy!” This time Lorelei was faster and she grabbed his arm and she kissed him on the cheek. “Now sit that backside down so I can cut this cake and you can help me serve everyone.” She swatted at him again as he laughed at her. “Behave yourself rugrat!” She laughed as Touma stuck out his tongue at her.

Touma looked at Shin and smiled. “Lorelei is so pretty... Don’t you think so?” He grinned and stared at her as he rested his chin on his hands. “I wish she were my girlfriend.” He said softly and sighed. “She’s yours though but she’s my bestest friend at least.

“Oh yes Touma, she is very pretty. I‘m sure that someone like her will come along for you someday.” Shin laughed and walked over to Lorelei. Giving her a kiss he then whispered in her ear. “I do believe that the child Touma has a crush on you my sweet.”

Lorelei almost dropped her knife when he said that, it was something she had never thought about.

Sure he was very handsome and a lot of fun to be around. In fact he had a lot of qualities that any girl would find quite alluring in a guy but he was her friend and that was as far as it went.

“Shin! My God don’t even go there.” She whispered back to him as he smiled at her. Regaining her composure she started cutting the cake and Touma began handing the slices out to everyone.

“Here you go Seiji you get the piece with Venus on. That’s the planet of love.” He said innocently and smiled at him.

“Thank you Touma.” Seiji smiled back. Even though he wasn‘t big on sweets he ate the cake anyway just so that Touma wouldn‘t be offended.

“Why don’t we go into the living room and eat this.” Shin suggested, so he and the others went in to Join Shu and Ryo who were all ready in there and sitting on the floor holding the twins. “Awww how cute. You know you’d make a great daddy Ryo.” Shin said and looked at Nasuti.

“For your information Mr. Mori, Ryo and I talked about that very subject and we have decided to try and start a family, so stop it with the subtle hints.” She laughed when Shin’s jaw dropped.

“All right!” Shin couldn’t help but grin, he knew how much Ryo loved kids and knew it was just what Ryo needed to feel more complete. “Well may you be blessed with twins or even triplets!” He smirked and then ducked as Nasuti tossed a pillow at him.

Touma looked at everyone as his smile seemed to fade. “Shin and Lors have two babies, Shu and Ming have a baby, Seiji has one on the way and now Ryo and Nasuti are going to make a baby. I don’t have any and I don’t have any one to make a baby with.” Touma hung his head sadly.

“Hey don’t worry Touma, maybe someone will come along to give you that chance. You must never give up hoping.” Ming said to him and couldn’t help but feel a tug at her heart for the archer.

“But no one will ever like me in that way. Who wants to be with someone who is crazy?” He pouted and began looking around the floor where he was seated. “Where’s my puppy? I can’t find my puppy! Where’s Newton?” His voice was getting frantic and Seiji quickly jumped up and ran to the kitchen where he had seen the puppy last. Bringing it back in he handed it to Touma who smiled.

“You left him in the kitchen Touma-san.” Seiji said softly as he sat beside Touma. “Listen you are not crazy okay? You have some problems right now but all of us are going to help you over come them. So I do not want to hear talk like that again. Touma you are bright, intelligent, kind-hearted and very sweet but you are not crazy! Anyone would be proud to have you in their lives.” Seiji’s voice cracked slightly as he spoke.

“Thank you Seiji... You’re a nice man even if big Touma dislikes you. If you want. I can try and make him see that he shouldn’t be that way. Maybe he could give you another chance.” Touma said as he clung to his stuffed animal. “I wish I had a real puppy. One that looked just like this. Then I would have something to love.”

“I’d like that Touma-san, thank you.” Seiji responded softly. It hurt to know that a part of Touma was still mad at him, not that he blamed him.

Touma yawned and scooted closer to Seiji who shifted so Touma could stretch out and lay down with his head in the swordsman’s lap. “Newton and I are sleepy.” He said softly.

“Well then you and Newton should take a nap.” Seiji replied as he twirled his fingers in Touma’s hair. “Sleep well Touma-san.” Seiji leaned down and kissed the archer’s cheek and watched as a smile appeared on Touma’s lips.

“I will Seiji.” Touma whispered. “Love you....” His voice trailed off and soon he was fast asleep while Seiji tried his best to hide the tears threatening to spill out over those two innocent words.

“Love you too Touma.” Seiji whispered back. Seiji sat there in silence as he stroked blue hair. How good it felt to have Touma this close to him even if it were in a different capacity.

“I guess one of us should carry him up to his room so he can sleep better.” Shin said as he put his plate down.

“Do you mind if I do that?” Seiji looked up at him and Shin could see the tears standing in the swordsman’s eyes.

“Sure, you know which room. Right?” Seiji nodded and gently scooped Touma into his arms then stood up. Touma on impulse wrapped his arms around Seiji’s neck and buried his face there as well, which only made Seiji sadder.

Once Seiji was sure Touma was tucked in, he sat there on the edge of the bed as he watched him sleep. Seiji smiled at the way Touma held the stuffed dog to him. “Sleep well Touma. I know it may be of no use now but I do love you and if I could find a way to be with you now, I would.” He leaned down and planted a soft kiss on the archer’s lips before silently slipping out of the room.

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“Are you sure you can’t stay?” Lorelei asked Seiji as he grabbed his overnight bag.

I’m sure but thanks for the offer. I told Suzume I’d be back in Sendai sometime after midnight.” Seiji couldn’t meet her gaze, he knew she had a tendency to read his emotions and he was too ashamed of what she might see.

“What is she holding over your head Seiji?” Seiji’s head shot up to look at her, startled by her statement. He thought he had hid himself well enough to fool her. “Come on I’ll walk you out to the car and you can tell me.” Grabbing his arm she drug him out the door, making sure that Shin was still with the twins. The others had left over an hour ago and Lorelei had tried desperately to talk Seiji into staying but was having little to no success.

“There’s nothing to tell.” He told her and threw his bag into his SUV.

“Bullshit!!” Seiji spun around, Lorelei only swore when she was mad and the look in her eyes told him that she was reaching that point.

“Lorelei please? I can handle this myself okay?” He put his hands on her shoulders and looked at her sadly. “I’d rather not get into it.”

“Seiji what has she done to you? I want to help. Please?” Reaching up she pushed the hair from his one eye. “It’s obvious she has done something to keep you with her or else you would have jumped at the chance to stay here with Touma. Now out with it.”

In one swift move she grabbed his car keys and promptly dropped them into her bra. “You’ll get them back after you fess up!” She looked at him and smirked.

Seiji was stunned by her action and almost tried to retrieve his keys until he remembered just who he was dealing with. Sighing to himself he knew he was stuck there until he told her. “Care to make me a cup of tea while I spill my guts? Unwillingly of course.”

“You’re on Blondie!” They walked back inside and Lorelei told Shin what she had done, which had her husband laughing himself silly.

“Other then Nasuti, you are the only one who could get away with doing that to Seiji.” He said and followed them into the kitchen. While Lorelei made tea, Seiji told them about how she would only drop the charges if he agreed to stay with her, and then he told them what he had to do in order to be there now.

“That bitch! God I want to kick her ass! I’m sorry Seiji I know she’s your wife and all, but that pisses me off royally and if I get my hands on her...”

“Lorelei! You will do no such thing! I got myself into this mess and I will find a way out of it.” Seiji told her. Unbeknownst to them Touma had come down from his nap and was standing in the doorway to the kitchen listening to Seiji’s confession.

“So what do you plan to do?” Shin asked.

“I guess for now I’ll have to stay with her. I don’t have any other options.” Seiji sadly hung his head. “It looks as though I will have to be a husband to her in every sense of the word or she’ll find away to keep my child from me.”

“You... You said you loved me!” All three turned quickly to see Touma standing there with tears streaming down his cheeks. “You said you loved me! You didn’t mean it at all!” Quickly he turned and raced back upstairs.

“Oh my God....” Lorelei said as the three of them went after Touma. They found him in his room sitting on the floor in the corner, clutching his stuffed dog and crying. Seiji knelt in front of him.

“Touma? I’m sorry... If I had known you were there...” Touma’s stare cut him off.

“Go away Seiji! Big Touma and I don’t want to speak to you ever again... You hurt us too much.” He said as he cried.

“Touma you have to believe me, I didn‘t mean for you to be hurt like this.” Seiji looked at him sadly.

“Don’t even say it! Just go Seiji! Go back to Sendai and to the Mrs. and your unborn child... We don’t need you anymore.” Touma clutched his stuffed dog closer and cried. “Go home, go home, go home!” Taking a deep breath he went on. “Gohomegohomegohome! He chanted to Seiji and closed his eyes tightly as though he were willing him away. “GO HOME! GO HOME! GO HOME!” He began rocking with eyes still shut and his cheek pressed against his stuffed animal. Faster he rocked and chanted. “GOHOMEGOHOMEGOHOMEGOHOME!!”

“Seiji maybe it’s best if you left. Gomen but it’s obvious that he’s just getting more upset.” Shin put his hand on the swordsman’s shoulder while Lorelei knelt in front of Touma. When Seiji turned to look at Shin, tears were slipping silently down his pale cheeks.

“I’m really sorry Shin... I would never hurt him intentionally, I’m sorry!” To hear the blond speak in such a weak tone had Shin on the verge of tears as well.

“We know Seiji.” Shin helped him to his feet and had to more or less help the blond to stand. “We’ll explain it to him once he calms down. I’m sure he’ll understand as well.” Shin’s heart went out to Seiji who all of a sudden seemed so small despite his stature.

Walking towards the door they turned and watched as Touma collapsed into Lorelei’s arms, sobbing so hard that his whole body shook from it’s force. Lorelei gave Seiji a faint smile as she rubbed the archer’s back and spoke in soft tones to him in an attempt at calming the once strong warrior.

All Seiji could do was to walk out of the room feeling rejected and saddened by what had just transpired. The drive home was going to be a difficult one at best and he could only wonder if the Touma he knew would ever honor him by gracing his heart again.

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“You’re two hours late!” Suzume said as she slowly got up from the couch. She was getting bigger with each passing day; at least that’s how she felt.

“Gomen nasai. Traffic was snarled.” Seiji said nonchalantly as he hung up his coat. “I’m in no mood for a lecture Suz so drop it. I’m tired and all I want to do is go to bed.” He headed for the now fixed up nursery where he stored his bed mat and slept. It was where he slept most nights though he was going to have to come up with other arrangements once the baby was born. He couldn’t stand the thought of sharing a room with her.

“Seiji! I wish for you to sleep in our room tonight with me.” Suzume walked up to him and looked him straight in the eye. “Remember, we had a deal.” She stated.

“Yeah and I honored that the night before I left.” He reminded her. He really didn’t want to deal with this, he was just too tired and his heart was still heavy with the scenes of earlier. Close to breaking down in front of her, something he would never give her the satisfaction of seeing, Seiji picked up his overnight bag and headed up the stairs.

“I would have been fine with that except you just broke your end of the deal. Oh dear husband of mine!” She watched as Seiji stopped halfway up the stairs and turned to look at her.

“And how have I done that?”

“By not returning by midnight as promised.” She made her way up the stairs towards him; a smirk was beginning to cover her face. “It makes our deal null and void. The way I see it... You still owe me.” She reached out to rub her hands over his chest. “Now get into our room. I may be pregnant but I still desire making love with you.”

“Suzume, it’s late. I’m beat from all the driving. I just want to get some sleep.” He said as he cringed from her touch.

“Don’t worry my sweet if you can’t perform, there are other ways. You can pleasure me with those strong hands and that sweet mouth of yours.” She purred. “Honor our deal Seiji!” Her voice got much more demanding. “Honor our deal or your psycho boyfriend goes back to the loony bin and possibly jail.”

She arced an eyebrow at him as she walked past him and to the top of the stairs. “I’ll be waiting in our room for you. Oh Seiji dear... Take a shower first I don’t wish to have his scent touching my body.” She turned on her heels and walked towards the bedroom leaving Seiji standing there, unsure about what he could do.

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Seiji laid there with Suzume sound asleep beside him, looking at the clock he saw that it was all ready 5:00am. He had fulfilled his duty and afterwards had headed off for another shower and was about to go sleep in the other room when Suzume insisted that he complete the deal by sleeping in their room for the night.

Looking at the ceiling, tears slid down the sides of his face as he shivered in the dark. He felt totally disgusted with himself and the acts that he had been forced to perform on his wife. It’s like being raped all over again. He thought. God I have to end this somehow... I can’t go on like this for too much longer without losing myself further.

Turning his back to his wife, Seiji drew up his knees and laid in a fetal position as he cried silently into the darkened room.

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Suzume walked quickly through Yamcha Park. Despite her growing belly she had an appointment to keep and didn’t want to be late. Finding the spot she waited, then smiled as a man in a dark suit walked up to her. “You’re late!” She said as she walked over to him.

“Sorry about that.” He smiled and pulled her to him. “I’ve missed you.” He said before claiming her lips in a passionate kiss. Suzume melted into him and moaned softly. Breaking the kiss, he looked at her and then reached down to pat her tummy. “Not much longer ne?”

“Nope!” She giggled at his touch as they began to walk. “Seiji thinks I’ve gone to visit a friend so we have practically all day to be together my love.”

“Great... Let’s go back to my place, shall we?” He smiled and took her hand, bringing it to his lips, he kissed it. “I talked to Kinichi today; there’s nothing to report. Gomen. Apparently they remained indoors all day so he couldn’t see anything.”

“That’s okay. He’ll slip up soon enough and then I’ll have all the proof I need to keep him from laying claim to this baby.” She said as she rubbed her belly. “We’ll be together soon enough my love, and then we can be a real family.” She smiled up at him as he stopped to wrap his arms around her.

“I cannot wait for that day Suzume. It’s the only thing I want now.” He said and brushed his lips against her.

“Oh Mizuki. It’s all I want as well.” Her smile was wide as she kissed him hard.

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“So it’s all set then right?” Seiji spoke quietly into the Dojo office phone. He did not want to risk Suzume overhearing his conversation.

(“Sure is, we have to be there for his appointment with Dr Ito at 2:00pm so we’ll meet you in the park after supper then.”) Lorelei said.

“Oh this will work out great. I’ve all ready spoken to me grandfather and he’s covering for me at the Dojo and now get this! He said he’ll take care of Suzume so she doesn‘t find out where I‘ve gone!” Seiji chuckled lightly. He was in a good mood ever since he had found out that Touma was actually making strides in his treatments.

The old Touma was out for longer periods of times and he was beginning to talk more about what had happened to him, which meant he had less use for the child Touma. According to Lorelei the real Touma had stayed out for almost a week now, which was promising to them all. Seiji had actually broken down and cried upon hearing the news. Thank you Lors for slowly bringing him back to us.

(“Oh you’ve got to be kidding? He’s really been behind you and supporting you lately, hasn’t he?”) She replied, happy to know that the one thing Seiji always wanted, he was getting... His grandfather’s respect.

“Yeah it’s been amazing. Lors are you sure that Touma’s okay about seeing me next week?” Seiji asked, he did not want a repeat of that day Touma had come home from the hospital.

(“Yes as a matter of fact it was he who brought the whole subject up first and the great thing is, he did it while he was himself.”) Lorelei announced proudly, she could almost feel the emotions coming from Seiji. (“This is so perfect too since the following week is his birthday.”)

“Yes I know and that’s what I wanted to talk to you about. I know what I would love to get him but it’s contingent on you and Shin’s approval.” Seiji explained to Lorelei just what it was that he had in mind and found that he had to pull the phone from his ear as she screamed in delight.

(“Oh my God Seiji! That would be perfect! Oh he’s going to love it, I just know he will! What the heck, so will I for that matter.”) She laughed.

“Well make sure you talk to Shin about this. I’ll supply everything so you guys don’t have to worry about it.” Seiji smiled as he envisioned giving Touma his special gift. “I kind of have one picked out all ready, but I’ll wait to get it until I hear from you.”

(“Okay I’ll call you back or I’ll just send off an email to the Dojo office... Away from Eh hem, prying eyes!”) She heard him laugh and couldn’t help but giggle.

(“I guess you should know that since Touma is getting better and planning on returning to work that I’m planning to go back to work as well. Shin and I are going to start interviewing for a nanny real soon. Maybe your mom may have some recommendations since she helped Yayoi find one when she needed to hire.”)

“I’ll ask her tonight at dinner. Just don’t over work yourself. Taking care of twins is a tremendous undertaking. Tell Touma to go slow at first, I know how he can get lost in his work.” Seiji and Lorelei talked for a little while longer before Seiji had to get going so he could teach his next class.

Hanging up, Seiji leaned back in his chair and smiled. It had been quite some time since he had any good reason to get hopeful over his relationship with Touma but things were starting to look better and better for them both. Sure he still had Suzume to deal with, but after the baby was born he was going to find a way out of the marriage and still retain his rights to his child.

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Seiji paced back and forth along the footpath, waiting for Shin, Lorelei and Touma to show up. He was feeling quite nervous as he stopped and looked down at the gift he had tucked discreetly behind a bush.

“I surely hope that Touma likes this, it’s not like I can return it.” He chuckled at that thought. “That would be my dumb luck though and then how would I explain bringing to Suzume why I have this?”

“SEIJI!” Seiji spun on his heels and smiled brightly when he saw Shin, Lorelei and Touma coming down the walkway. He could feel his heart begin to pound like mad. Touma was leading the pack and smiling while Shin and Lorelei walked behind him, holding hands.

“Konnichiwa Shin, Lorelei and Touma?” Seiji stood so that no one could see behind him, he wanted to wait until just the right moment to spring his surprise on Touma. Seiji shook Shin’s hand and then planted a kiss on Lorelei’s cheek. He couldn’t help but notice that Touma had put on most of the weight he had lost and now looked quite dashing in his black jeans and black denim jacket.

“Hi Seiji. How are you?” Touma looked at him through blue bangs.

“I’m doing very well, thank you Touma.” Seiji smiled big time, he couldn’t help it. Touma sounded like Touma and that was the sweetest sound he could ever hear. “How are you?”

“It’s going slow... The recovery process, I mean. Dr Ito is happy with it so I guess that’s a good thing.” He shrugged his shoulders but smiled. “I’m glad that you could free up some time to see me... I really needed to speak with you.” He said softly. “I’ve uhm... I’ve missed you Seiji.” He blushed and looked down at his shoes.

“Well I’m glad that everything is going well Touma.” Seiji stepped a little closer to him. “I’ve missed you too... Very much so.” Now it was Seiji’s turn to blush. “I wanted to drive down and see you so many times but with the Dojo and all....” His voice trailed off.

“It’s okay Seiji. Shin and Lorelei explained to me about Suzume. I understand.” No longer able to stop himself Touma closed the gab between himself and the blond and pulled him into a hug. “I forgive you Seiji, for everything. Let’s begin to put it behind us now.” He spoke softly with his mouth just a fraction of an inch away from Seiji’s ear causing the blond to shiver slightly.

Seiji found himself slightly stunned at first by Touma’s move but all too soon his arms wrapped around the archer’s waist. It felt so good to Seiji to be holding Touma in his arms like this and his own emotions began to slip.

“Thank you Touma. I can’t begin to tell you how much that means to me.” Seiji felt the tears slipping from his eyes as he held onto the archer for dear life. When he glanced at Shin and Lorelei they were both smiling like two Cheshire cats.

“Please don’t cry Seiji.” Touma stepped back and then reached out to wipe away the blonde’s tears. “I’m not making any promises considering you are married and have a child on the way, but if you really want to try and make a go of us again, I’m willing as well.” He brushed the hair from Seiji’s face and smiled.

“I mean I do forgive you for everything that has happened. I’ve dealt with those issues on a broad spectrum and now I have to deal with them one by one so you’ll have to patient with me. I don’t want to risk hurting you because of some hidden anger I could still have.” Touma explained.

“I would like that Touma, but only at your pace. I understand and will wait for as long as it takes. You’re worth that and so much more.“ Seiji smiled. “As soon as the baby is born, I am leaving Suzume. I can’t go on like this anymore.” He said sadly.

“I’m sorry about that Seiji. I truly am.” Touma continued stroking his cheek. Since he started back from where ever it was his mind had taken him he felt so weird. It was as though he had just awoken from a deep sleep and now here he was with the man he still loved. Nothing had changed; Seiji still had a place within his heart and no matter how much he tried to deny it... No one could ever take his place.

“Oh that reminds me!” Seiji announced all of a sudden. Actually it was the noise coming from behind him that reminded him. “I have an early birthday present for you.”

“Seiji you didn’t have to. Really I...” Seiji hushed him and then crept behind some bushes.

“Stay right there and close your eyes.” The blond said as he knelt down to retrieve the gift trying to keep everything quiet so as not to give the surprise away. He could see Lorelei and Shin smiling in anticipation of what was to come and he winked at them trying not to laugh as he worked.

“Eh Seiji? Just remember that this is a public park and Shin and Lorelei are here.” Touma smirked and waited with eyes shut tightly.

“Now Touma!” Seiji found himself blushing a deep shade of pink. “It’s good to have you back Touma-san.” Boy was it ever. This was the greatest thing Seiji could have asked for, having the real Touma back.

“Can I look yet?” Touma asked.

“Just a second.” Seiji responded and caused Touma to jump since he no idea that Seiji was in front of him now. “Okay you may open your eyes.” Seiji instructed.

Touma opened his eyes and almost cried at what he saw. Seiji stood before him and in his arms he held the cutest puppy Touma had ever seen. “Oh my God Seiji! Is that? I mean is it...”?

“Happy birthday Touma-san and yes he‘s all yours.” Seiji said and handed him the puppy who immediately set about licking Touma’s face. The puppy was brown and white and had a big dark blue ribbon around its neck.

“Seiji Oh God he’s adorable. He’s just so sweet! Thank you!” Touma laughed as the puppy continued to lick his face.

“I’m glad that you like him Touma. Now I have all sorts of things for him so you don’t have to get him anything....” Seiji couldn’t finish because Touma leaned into him and Seiji felt the soft lips that he had missed, kiss his. Moaning Seiji pulled Touma closer and kissed the archer hard. Sadly for both men, the kiss ended way too soon and they parted as they gasped for air.

“Touma?” Seiji looked at him stunned as he licked at his lips and tasted the archer’s essence still lingering there.

“I’m sorry Seiji. I just got carried away. I shouldn’t have done that. I...” This time it was Touma’s turn to be caught off guard as Seiji quickly silenced him with a kiss of his own. Shin quickly ran over and took the puppy from Touma before it could get squished between the two as the passion that had been building between the two flowed forth.

“I’ll just put him back in his carrier.” Shin said as he tried not to stare at the two. “Why don’t Lorelei and I haul some of this stuff to the car and we’ll come back for you Touma. You two need time alone anyway.” Shin watched as Touma gave him an okay sign while still locked in the kiss with Seiji.

While Shin and Lorelei were gone, Shin and Seiji sat down on the grass and talked while Touma played with the puppy. Touma had recalled some of what had happened to him but only that Suzume had taunted him with lies that She and Seiji were now sleeping together all the time. Seiji was shocked by the revelation at first but then began to realize that Suzume was quite capable of something that cruel.

“Please understand Seiji. I would love for us to be together now, but I still have some issues to deal with and you’re still married.” He picked up Seiji’s left arm and pointed to his ring to make his point.

Seiji stared down at the ring and frowned. Then he shocked Touma by pulling the ring off of his finger and throwing it as far as he could. “Only on paper Touma.” The puppy jumped into Seiji’s lap and began to kiss his face. “You approve of me throwing the ring away ne?” He laughed hard as the puppy gave out a little bark.

“I think he does. So do I.” Touma titled his head downward and peered at Seiji through uneven blue bangs. Seiji found himself almost swooning as he looked at Touma. He had really missed that look and now here he was and Touma was once again looking at him like that, it was just too much for the swordsman.

“Oh God Touma!” Seiji pulled the archer into another embrace and when Touma’s lips parted for him, he was all too happy to accept the invitation. The kiss grew in its intensity and Seiji knew that he had to stop before he lost control of any rational thought he may have had.

It was the puppy’s barking that finally caused them to pull apart and they laughed when they realized that it was them that he was barking at. “So you approve of that do you?” Touma picked up the puppy and playfully ruffled the fur on the top of his head.

“Well I’m glad he does or I’d be a big trouble.” Seiji laughed and looked at the puppy. “Isn’t that right boy?”

“I guess I should name this little guy. Now what would be a good name?” Touma stared at the puppy for the longest time thinking of an appropriate name. “SOCRATES!” He finally shouted and got a bark then a lick to his nose as a reward.

“Well I guess he likes the name! You can call him Socs for short.” Seiji chuckled.

“Thank you Seiji. He is so adorable.” Touma smiled over at him.

“I’m just glad that you were willing to meet with me today Touma. This all meant a great deal to me.” Seiji spoke softly to him.

“I knew I had to Seiji. I had to see if I still felt something for you. I had to know if you still harbored feelings for me. Most of all, I had to find out if I could be near you without feeling anger or pain.” Touma explained. “I won’t lie to you Seiji, you hurt me more then anyone one ever had and I hated you for that.”

“I know I did Touma.” Seiji looked at his hands. “You have never done anything to me and yet I managed to put you through so much. I still don’t know how you can even forgive me.”

“I can forgive you because I now understand everything you have gone through in the after math of your rape.” Touma watched as Seiji turned to look at him and he saw the tears pooling in his eyes.

“Thank you Touma. Thank you for understanding.” Seiji took a deep breath trying his hardest to keep the tears from falling.

“I’ve told you right from the beginning Seiji that I will always love you. I can’t pretend I lost any of my feelings for you but I also can’t pretend that everything is okay with us now. We still have a long way to go.” Touma scooted closer to Seiji. “If a reunion between us is going to happen many things still have to play out to their end. We both have to be patient and wait for that moment.”

Seiji chuckled slightly. “My wise archer really has returned. I understand and if I have to wait until the 12th of never for you, I will.” Seiji laid his forehead against Touma’s. “You are more then worth the wait Touma-san.”

“Good.” Touma smiled and couldn’t help himself as he found the need to taste the blonde’s lips too great a thing to pass up. Seiji sighed softly into his mouth as their lips met and tongues dueled. Touma pulled Seiji closer and fell back onto the cold ground, pulling the swordsman with him. Breaking the kiss due to lack of air Touma looked into violet eyes and smiled. “Boy I have missed that most of all.”

“Me too Touma-san.... Me too.” Seiji smiled and moved in for another kiss but before he could he heard noise behind him and then felt a tug on his pants leg. Looking down he started to laugh. “Uh Touma? I don’t think Socrates approves.” Seiji rolled off of Touma so the archer could sit up.

“Socrates! NO!” Touma shook his finger at the puppy as he scolded him though he couldn’t help but laugh at how the puppy sat there and cocked his head.

Before long Shin and Lorelei returned to find both men laughing and playing with the puppy. Lorelei was beaming as she watched, happy to see that Seiji and Touma were finally moving ahead.

“Touma I hate to break this up, but we really need to get going.” Shin finally said

“Yeah I know.” Touma picked up Socrates and held him close. “Seiji once again thanks for the gift, and well... I... Uhm...” Touma really didn’t want to say goodbye, everything had felt too good.

“Hey. I’ll see you again soon. I’m not about to let you out of my sight for too long Touma-san.” Seiji stepped closer and tilted Touma’s face up with his fingers. “You keep working at getting better. Okay?”

“I will.” Touma said softly and then felt Seiji’s lips touch his in a slow sensual kiss. When they part both men could only gaze at each other, lost in a world only they had the pleasure of knowing.

“Oh Lorelei, here. My mom said that you might want to try this one. For a nanny I mean. She said that she seemed really nice. Better hurry though because her and Suzume ran into her the other day and Suzume took a liking to her.” Seiji frowned a bit. “She said she might want to hire a nanny just so she can have some free time to herself... She doesn’t need one and I sure as hell am not paying for one.”

“Thanks Seiji I’ll phone her first thing in the morning.” Lorelei took the paper from Seiji and smiled. “Maybe she’s planning on helping in the Dojo more.” She winked and then laughed when Seiji rolled his eyes.

Saying their goodbyes they headed out of the park. Touma bounced along the footpath with his new puppy at his heels, smiling and feeling quite good about the latest turn of events.

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“Seiji! I demand to know where you were?” Suzume stated as she followed him to the kitchen.

“I’ve all ready told you, I’m was out doing errands for grandfather.” He grabbed the kettle to make his nightly tea.

“Why do I not believe you?” She stepped closer and could smell the faint scent of cologne on him, which was spicy and knew it was his, but then she smelled another, this one was muskier. “You were with him! Weren’t you?”

“If you’re referring to Touma I ran into him when I stopped by the hospital to check on a patient okay?” He kept on fiddling about in the kitchen refusing to give her any looks that would betray what he was feeling at the moment.

Nothing, not even Suzume’s rants could spoil his mood. Touma had forgiven him and was willing to try again once he was free of Suzume that alone would carry him till his child was born.

“We had a deal Seiji!” She stood in front of him blocking his way to the stove.

“Yes we did. As you can see, I am still with you and I have not taken Touma as a lover. There’s nothing in our deal that says I cannot have him as a friend.” Seiji arced an eyebrow and nudged her out of the way so he could pour water for his tea. He was about to say something else to her when his mother walked in and was only too thankful for the distraction.

“I thought I heard you out here.” She walked over and gave a kiss to her son.

“I just returned.” He smiled.

“Did you give Lorelei the paper on that nanny? What was her name again?” She thought for a moment. “Oh right, Reiko Hitori.”

“That was the one I was going to use.” Suzume stomped her foot.

“You haven’t a need for one.” Seiji answered nonchalantly. “Now if you will excuse me, I have some charts to look over and the Dojo’s employee schedule and once I’m through with those I am going to bed.” He said and left Suzume to pout in the kitchen as he smiled all the way to his room.

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“What took you so long?” Suzume tapped her foot on the ground annoyed at being kept waiting for far too long.

“I got held up taking care of business.” Mizuki told her as he swept her into his arms. “Forgive me please?” He kissed her.

“That business had better be what I think it is.” She replied after breaking the kiss.

“What else would it be?” He teased her. “It’s all taken care of. She was more then happy to do what I asked considering all the money she’ll get.”

“Good. Did you giver her the stuff.” She looked around the park nervously. “I want him out of my way and no screw-ups.”

“Relax! It’s been handled. Before you know it Touma Hashiba will be nothing more then a bad memory for you.” He once again held her close to him.

“Now that’s music to my ears!” Suzume began to laugh. “If this works Seiji won’t have a need to leave me and then I can finally avenge my father’s death.” It wasn’t suppose to be like this, I was only going to humiliate you. You had to go and kill him and now... Now I have the right to seek a bigger payment for having him taken from me.

What would you do if you knew? What would be your reaction if I told you that the man you met is not my real father? Oh if only you knew my dear husband. You will soon though, that much I promise you. She thought.

“Hey? Are you okay?” He asked as he saw her staring straight ahead.

“Oh I zoned out. Gomen.” She smiled. “I’ve got a few hours so why don’t we go back to your place? Hmmm?” She kissed him tenderly as they set off.

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Touma yawned as he made his way to the kitchen, the smell of food had awakened him and so he had pulled himself out of bed. He knew he had been up a little too late last night, but he had been excited about getting back to work and had stayed up late writing up a new program. Running a hand through his uncombed hair he headed off to satisfy his hunger.

“Hey Lors that sure smells good...” His voice trailed off when he saw a strange girl in the kitchen. Standing at the doorway he looked her over, confused and unsure about what to do yet thankful that he had remembered to throw on a pair of sweat pants rather then just coming down in his boxers and T-shirt like he normally did. Lorelei never seemed to mind since she had gotten so use to it years ago.

“You must be Touma. Have a seat I’ll have your breakfast ready in just a minute.” She smiled and continued working.

“Okay obviously you know who I am. The question is... Who are you?” He scratched his arm as he watched her. “Darn rash!” He scolded.

“I’m Hitori Reiko, the nanny.” She wiped off her hands and held one out to him. “Shin and Lorelei told me that you were a late sleeper but you’re up kind of early.” She smiled.

Touma shook her hand and gave her a half smile he had forgotten that the nanny started work today. “Ohayo gozaimasu Reiko.” He said finally. “Sorry I forgot that you started today.” He blushed slightly. “I guess it was the smell of food that woke me.”

“Ohayo Touma. That’s okay, I just have to heat this up a little and it’ll be ready in a minute.” She told him. “Would you like tea or coffee?”

“Coffee will be fine, arigato.” Touma took the coffee and headed into the living room. He didn’t feel comfortable around her for some unknown reason. Flipping through a book he waited for his breakfast which came shortly there after with Reiko bringing it to him.

“Here you go Touma. I hope you like it.” She smiled and waited there while he tasted.

“You didn’t have to bring it in to me.“ He said, as he tasted the food. “This is good! Really good.” He told her as he fought to keep Socrates from his tray. “No boy this isn’t for you! Go eat that stuff they call puppy food.” He scolded. “Go on! Git!” Touma set the puppy on the floor and he immediately jumped back onto his lap and laid down. “Very well then, but you just remember one thing... This is mine!”

Reiko giggled at the whole scene. “Well if you need anything else I’ll be in the kitchen cleaning up.” She turned to leave and so Touma never saw the smile leave her face. Yeah enjoy Touma because these meals will be some of your last. If you value that puppy’s life... Don’t feed it your food. She pulled the vial out of pocket and looked at it before putting it back. You seem really nice but I need that money. Sorry. She thought as she began cleaning up the kitchen.

A little while later Touma came out to the kitchen carrying his dirty dishes, which he rinsed off and placed in the dishwasher. Whistling for Socrates he looked at Reiko. “We’re going out for a walk. We’ll be back later.” He gave her a small wave as he headed out the door with the puppy.

Frowning slightly, Reiko quickly went over and placed a few other items in the dishwasher and then set it up to run it. “Don’t need any evidence lying around now do we.” Part of her hated what she was doing but if she didn’t cooperate then the money she desperately needed to pay off her brother’s gambling debts would be lost to her. He had one attempt on his life already and she was not about to risk another. Sorry Touma but my brother means the world to me and I’ll do anything I have to do to keep him alive.

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“Hey Touma I think Socrates needs to go out.” Shin remarked and looked at the archer who was lying on the couch.

“I just left him out 20 minutes ago. What does he do? Drink a gallon of water right after I leave him in?” Touma went to get back up and was hit with a wave of nausea. Slapping his hand over his mouth he quickly ran to the bathroom off the kitchen and promptly threw up.

Lorelei who was cleaning up baby bottles heard this and waited for Touma to emerge. When he finally did she immediately walked over to him and felt his forehead. “You’re not running a fever. What made you sick to your stomach?” She asked out of concern. Touma looked pale to her and this worried her greatly.

“Don’t know. Maybe I’m just overdoing it a bit. I’ll get to bed early tonight and see if that helps. I feel better now so please don‘t worry.” He smiled and after downing a glass of water took Socrates out for a bit, hoping the cool air would make him feel better.

“Shin have you noticed that Touma has been sick the past few days and I don’t like his skin color... It’s too pale.” Lorelei mentioned when Shin came into the kitchen.

“Now look who’s being a mother hen?” Shin chuckled. “I’m sure he’s fine maybe he’s trying to do too much too soon. I’ll talk to him about scaling back his late nights if it‘ll help.” Shin kissed his wife.

“He’s outside with Socrates now.” Lorelei gave Shin a sorrowful look and then looked to the back door. “Could you do that talk now? I’m worried about him.” She walked her fingers up and then down his chest. “I’ll make it worth your while.” She cooed and then without missing a beat, reached between his thighs to cup him as she lightly suckled his neck.

“You drive a hard bargain... Oh God Lors.” Shin panted and quickly claimed her lips. Shin pushed Lorelei up against the counter and pressed his groin into her hand as his hands went to her breasts. Breaking the kiss Shin trailed light kisses down over her chin and throat and when Lorelei released her hold on his crotch he began grinding against her thigh.

“Oops! I guess I should have stayed outside a little while longer.” Touma startled the two lovers as he walked in. Looking down at the puppy in his arms he quickly covered Socrates eyes with his hand. “Sorry but you’re too young to see this.”

“Oh Touma... We were... Well uhm... We...” Shin blushed a deep shade of pink while Lorelei giggled.

“Hey don’t worry about it... Jeez look how many times you guys caught Seiji and I doing the same thing in the kitchen.” Touma laughed.

“And in the living room, the den, the laundry room and the downstairs bathroom.” Lorelei teased.

“Hey! That last one doesn’t count. You wouldn’t have caught us if Seiji would have remembered to lock the door.” Touma began laughing harder. “Oh the look on your face was priceless Lors.”

“I don’t believe I’ve heard that one... Do enlighten me?” Shin chided and got a playful smack from Lorelei.

“Let’s not and say we did... Okay?” Lorelei tried to walk away from Shin who only grabbed her and pulled her back into his arms.

“Well I’ll tell then.” Touma snickered when Lorelei shot him a dirty look. “There Seiji and I were, making like little bunnies on the bathroom floor. Seiji’s bare ass is bouncing up and down and he’s moaning like crazy, when all of a sudden the door flings open and in pops Lorelei.” Touma was laughing so hard he slid down the wall to sit on the floor.

“That wasn’t funny!” Lorelei scolded. “I think it scarred me for life.”

“She... She practically screams and her face gets redder then the armor of Rekka. Oh God I can still see it. The best part... And you couldn’t see this Lors... Was that Seiji had turned the same color red. I felt his erection deflate faster then a popped balloon. Phssssssst! Down it went!” Touma wiped at the tears that streaked his cheeks as he laughed.

“So you saw Seiji’s naked butt and you never told me ne?” Shin looked at her. “That’s quite an honor you know. Other then Touma, I think Ryo is the only other one to have ever laid eyes on the golden hinny.” Shin was having trouble standing as the laughter bug hit him. Lorelei punched his arm and looked at both men who were laughing their heads off now.

“I hope that the both of you shit in bed tonight.” She said and turned to leave.

“Uh dear? That’s not such a good idea. We share the same bed. Remember?” Shin was sitting beside Touma on the floor now and that comment only got Touma laughing harder.

“Not tonight we dear. You’re sharing a room with Touma.” Lorelei stated quickly and then left the room laughing as she made her way upstairs. Shin stopped laughing once he realized what Lorelei had said His eyes got wide and he quickly stood up.

“Lors wait... You don’t mean that.” Shin shouted and chased after her. Touma remained on the floor still laughing as Socrates jumped into his lap and began kissing his face. “Oh to be a fly on their wall tonight. Okay boy what do you say we head off to bed and get a good night’s sleep?”

Socrates gave a little bark and Touma picked him up. “Sounds good to me too.” Shutting out lights, Touma made his way to the bedroom where he undressed and threw on blue flannel pajama bottoms and a t-shirt.

He placed Socrates in his doggy bed and turned on a little night-light that he had near the bed. “Good night boy.” He gave him a pat on the head then crawled into his own bed. Closing his eyes he smiled as thoughts of Seiji made their way into his mind as he slowly drifted off to sleep.

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“Hi Seiji, Lorelei here.” Lorelei held the phone on her shoulder while she folded wash. The twins were asleep nearby in their cribs.

(“How are things going Lors?”) Seiji sat back in the chair. It was a risk talking in the house but Suzume was taking a nap and the Dojo was closed for the day. He had left a message for Lorelei to call him anyway so if Suzume had a problem with it... Tough!

“Okay the twins are getting big and work is hectic but all in all I can’t complain.” She giggled. “Next weekend will be a nice change though.”

(“That’s what I want to talk to you about. I have a seminar coming up that same weekend. I can’t make it down there to check in on Touma. I’m sorry.”) Seiji sighed, he had really wanted to see him but then this came up and it spoiled everything.

“Oh what a bummer. Touma will be sad to hear that. I’m actually a little worried about him.” Lorelei said and frowned.

(“Why? What’s wrong?”) Seiji began to get concerned. (“He hasn’t had a relapse has he?”)

“No it’s not that.” Lorelei sighed. Maybe telling Seiji wasn’t a good idea after all. She didn’t want the blond to worry but at the same time she was quite concerned about Touma. “He hasn’t been feeling well lately. I’ve heard him in the bathroom puking. It happens randomly. One day he’s fine the next day he’s barfing his guts out.” She explained.

(“Is he running a fever? Does he have abdominal pain? Is he throwing up bloodstained mucus or vomit? What about running to the bathroom a lot? Is he going to the bathroom regularly?”) Seiji shot out the questions rapidly.

“No. Sometimes. Unsure. I don’t think so. You ask him that one... I may be able to ask him many things but no way can I ask that one.” Lorelei could feel her cheeks burning especially when she heard Seiji chuckling.

(“Okay relax Lors, it may be a bug that just won’t go away or he’s eating something that doesn’t sit too well with his stomach. There are too many what ifs to make a proper diagnosis over the phone. If it continues, have him see a doctor and then let me know what is said.”) Seiji explained. He was worried slightly after all Touma rarely got sick and when he did, it was usually a quick moving virus.

“Okay, will do then.” Lorelei felt a little better now that she had told Seiji. “You know Touma really misses you and can’t wait till he sees you again.” She decided it was time to change the subject.

(“Well I miss him too. I want to see him again so badly Lors but I have to be careful around Suzume right now.”) Seiji sighed softly. (“She’s due in a few more weeks and I can’t risk her going into premature labor. The good news is that by the time the baby is born I may have enough proof that it was indeed she that set Touma up this last time.”)

“Oh God Seiji and to know she may have been the one to cut her own arms like that and all. She’s a real psycho case if you ask me.” Lorelei was stunned but she was more angry then anything. “Seiji if it’s proven that she did set Touma up? I swear to God that after she has this baby, I will be up there to personally punch her lights out!”

(“Well you’ll have to stand in line since I get first try and then I think we should allow Touma a shot next.”) Seiji softly chuckled. (“Actually she’ll have to answer to the law. Last time I had heard, filing a false police report was illegal.”)

“I can’t believe she would stoop that low just to keep you with her? God Seiji, Bitch is too good a word for her.” Lorelei walked out of the nursery her anger was causing her voice to raise slightly and she didn’t want to wake the babies. “Hey why don’t I see if Touma’s awake and then you can talk to him?”

(“I would like that very much but why don’t you let him sleep. If he’s not feeling well, that’s the best thing for him.”) Seiji really wanted to hear Touma’s voice but he was worried that Suzume would over hear him. (“I’ll go down to the Dojo and use the phone in the office tonight to give him a call. Tell him I’ll call around 7:00 okay?”)

“Okay I can do that Oh Great One!” Lorelei snicker when she heard Seiji snort.

(“Listen I have to go I need to go into the hospital for awhile and see some patients. I also have the ever popular and very much required, mound of paperwork to weed through.”) Seiji jumped when he heard a noise on the stairs. (“Keep me updated and if he starts feeling any worse get him to a doctor. Okay?”)

“Uh oh Suzume must be nearby huh?” Lorelei picked up on Seiji voice change and could almost sense the stiffness he took on.

(“Yes, as a matter of fact that is correct.”) Seiji replied and watched as Suzume waddled into the room and sat down. Quickly saying his goodbyes Seiji ended the conversation.

“Setting up a secret meeting with your lover are we?” Suzume remarked sarcastically after Seiji had hung up the phone.

“That my dear wife, and I use that term loosely, is none of your business.” Seiji shot back.

“Oh dear husband, it is my business since we have a deal! You didn’t forget now did you?” She arced an eyebrow as she watched the scowl appear on his face.

“I’ve got to go into the hospital for awhile. Tell mother that I shall be home in time for dinner.” Seiji grabbed his jacket then turned to her. “I leave next weekend for a three-day seminar so be forewarned.” He said rather bluntly before walking out to leave Suzume stewing.

“Seminar my foot! You’re making plans to see your lover Seiji. I’m not dumb! That’s okay cause I will be there as well and when I have enough proof? This child will never know who Seiji Date is.” She began laughing as she rubbed her tummy and looked at the bulge that was once her slim waist. “Of course once you hear my news you may not want to see this child. Now what would that do to your so-called HONOR?”

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“Now are you sure you’re going to be okay here by yourself?” Lorelei asked Touma as she placed things by the front door for Shin to put in the van. “I’ve left numbers where Shin and I can be reached. I also gave those numbers to Ming and Nasuti as well. If you have any problems don’t hesitate to call.”

“Lors I’ll be fine! I’m a big boy now.” Touma smiled as he bent down to pick up Socrates who immediately began planting kisses all over Touma’s face. “Okay Socs I love you too... Okay! Ugh doggy breath!” Touma curled up his nose and Lorelei couldn’t help but giggle.

“Gosh that puppy is practically attached to your hip. Does he ever let you out of his sight?” She laughed as she petted the soft fur. “You don’t do you? That’s your master and you love him dontcha boy?” She spoke to the puppy in a child-like voice.

“He even follows me to the bathroom now! Jeez! You try to pee when you have someone staring at you!” Touma laughed as Lorelei was now being bombarded with puppy kisses.

“You know there is a simple solution to that. It’s called ‘Locking the door’ behind you.” She laughed.

“I tried that and then he sits on the other side and cries. So there I am feeling guilty and I STILL can’t pee!” Touma smiled. “How did we get from trip talk to this potty talk?

“I’m not sure but I have to get the twins ready to go. When Shin comes back in, tell him this is the last of the stuff okay?” Lorelei gave Touma a quick kiss and bounced up the stairs.

A half-hour later found Shin and Lorelei getting into the van finally ready to go. “Now remember to call if anything comes up and Touma? Make sure you eat! Reiko was nice enough to pre-make some meals for you along with instructions on heating them.” Lorelei explained. “She put a lot of work in them so make sure that you at least eat them.

“We’ll be fine don’t worry.” Touma held Socrates as he said goodbye to Hana and Toushiba. “Now you two go drop off these bundles of joy and then have a relaxing fun filled weekend. Oh and I do mean fun!” He bobbed his eyebrows up and down to make his point.

“Oh we will don’t you worry about that.” Shin replied as he grabbed Lorelei’s hand and kissed it. “What else would anyone do on their Anniversary?” Shin started the van and Touma stepped back, watching as the vehicle made its way down the driveway and onto the road. One last beep and wave was done before Touma turned and headed back into the house with Socrates in tow.

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Suzume drove down the street slowly, looking for any sign of Seiji’s car and then proceeded to drive around the area just in case he had parked it far enough away so as not to rouse suspicion. “Dammit Seiji if I find you there you’ll pay!” She had borrowed Mizuki’s car for the trip and even had an explanation for the vehicle should Seiji ask. She would simply tell him that it belonged to a friend.

Slowly she pulled in front of the house. She didn’t want her presence known just yet so she had nixed pulling into the driveway. Carefully she got out and made the haul up the slightly inclined path.

“Boy will I be glad when this kid is born... I can’t take too much more of this pregnancy.” She scowled as she walked around the house gazing into windows in hopes of catching her husband in the arms of his lover.

Inside, Touma was lying in his bed shivering and feeling sick. He had spent most of the night on the bathroom floor puking. What scared him was that after awhile it was blood that poured from his mouth and he sobbed as the act itself stung his already raw throat and lips. He had noticed that his breathing was semi labored but put it all down to the horrific night he had had.

Lorelei and Shin would be home tomorrow night and if they saw him like this they would rush him to the hospital. “No thanks guys. I’ve had enough of those to last me a lifetime!” He said as he swung his legs out of the bed. He had started feeling a little better after lying down though he was still light headed.

Slowly he grabbed his sweat pants and pulled them on as he smiled at Socrates who lay on his bed looking at him pitifully. “I’m okay boy don’t you worry. Probably some 24-hour stomach flu that’s all.”

Touma carefully made his way down the stairs. He was starting to feel hungry now and thought a little soup might do him some good. As he made it down to the bottom of the stairs he heard a knock at the door and cursed as he went to answer it. When he saw who it was he stood frozen in place.

“Okay where is he?” Suzume snapped and pushed past Touma. “I know he’s here somewhere and don’t deny it!”

“I don’t know what you’re getting at and besides, what the fuck are you doing here?” Touma balled his fists as he watched her.

“Really Touma-san what do you take me for? A fool?” She turned to him. “He has to be here after all it’s after lunchtime and you looked like you just got out of bed. Is that where he is? In your bed?” She started towards the stairs only to have Touma run around her and block her from advancing any further.

“Listen! Get it through your think skull! HE IS NOT!! I repeat. HE IS NOT HERE!” Touma felt a wave of nausea hit him and his stomach cramped up. “Suzume just get the hell out of here before I call the police!”

“Not without my husband! Now let me by!” Suzume tried to push Touma out of the way to get to the steps. “Get away and let me go get him!”

“Listen Bitch! This is not your home! You may think that people will gladly bow down and kiss that fat ass of yours but not here!” Touma was trying to keep her in the hallway without hurting her. “Get... OUT!” He pointed to the door. He was sweating now but his body shivered.

“Oh poor Touma not feeling well ne?” She smirked at him. “Maybe it’s something you’ve eaten.”

“Go to hell!” He hissed through clenched teeth. “One last time. Seiji is not here. Last I heard was that he had a seminar in Tokyo. Now be a good little duck and waddle yourself to your car and leave me alone.”

“How dare you insult me! You... You whore!” She lunged at him in an attempt at hitting him and then stopped suddenly and clutched her abdomen. “OHHhhhhh!”

Touma stood there and watched uncertain as to what to do. He didn’t know if it was one of her tricks or what. He then heard a noise and when he looked he saw a pool of liquid at her feet. “Oh how dignified! Pissing on the floor is a pretty low thing even for you Suzume.”

“YOU MORON! That’s not what you think! My water broke!” She spat at him as another contraction hit. “I’m going into labor!”

“Don’t you think you should get yourself to a hospital?” Touma said suddenly. He wasn’t sure just what to do. This had never happened to him before. Touma felt dizzy as he stepped forward to see if he could help. Even though he couldn’t stand her, she was carrying Seiji’s baby and he wasn’t going to allow anything to happen to it.

“I would if I could... But I can’t drive when I’m having contraction!” She looked up at him. “I can’t have this child naturally! I have to get to the hospital NOW!”

“Why? What’s wrong?” Touma actually felt concerned, his heart was pounding madly. “What can I do?”

“Seiji and I found out yesterday that the baby hasn’t turned. It’ll be a breech birth. I was scheduled for a c-section next week.” She panted and reached out for something as a new contraction hit, it just happened to be Touma that she grabbed on to. “As much as I despise you, I need you to take me to the hospital and hurry.” She tried to breathe through the contractions.

“Right! Let me get dressed and my keys and oh God what do I do with Socrates?” Touma was beginning to panic.

“I don’t care what you do with the mutt just hurry!” She hissed as Touma helped her to sit down on the bench in the hallway. Touma then raced upstairs and quickly threw on jeans and a sweater. He tried to call Shu but got his answering machine instead. (Shu I’ll explain later but Suzume is here and is in labor. I’m taking her to the hospital. Come by and get Socrates and take him to your place. I’ll have my cell phone with me to call the Dates. Thanks.)

Touma then raced downstairs and helped Suzume out and into his car. He had wanted to put her in the backseat but she refused, insisting that she sit upfront. “You’ll be more comfortable in the back.” He told her.

“NO! I have to sit up front! I get car sick in the backseat.” She dug her fingers into him as another contraction hit her. “They’re getting closer!”

“Oh shit!” Touma went wide as he raced around and got into the car. He felt his stomach cramping up and cursed under his breath. This just isn’t my day. First I get sick then the bitch from hell shows up and now she’s ruining the interior of my car. Seiji you owe me big time for this one.

“Hurry it up you baka!” She spat and then moaned. “Oh God why did I do this? I must be crazy!” She shouted as another contraction hit. Touma tried to keep his mind on the road as they made their way toward the city. Suzume kept grabbing his arm every time she was hit with pain and several times she caused him to swerve.

“Neither one of us is going to make it to the hospital if you keep pulling on my arm like that!” He snapped at her.

“Well you experience this pain and then you’ll know.” She felt another pain hit and went to grab his arm but this time Touma saw it coming and moved his arm. Bad move! Instead of grabbing his arm she grabbed his thigh getting a little too close to another part of his anatomy for his own liking.

“Whoa! We don’t know each other well enough for that!” He said sarcastically and shifted in his seat to move away from her a bit.

“Oh but we know each other better then you think. You and Seiji have had the honors of knowing my father quite intimately.” She laughed hard when he shot a glance at her.

“What’s that suppose to mean?” He asked and trembled slightly.

“Oooo scared now are we?” She laughed. “Well maybe this will help. Had my father and mother married I would have been Suzume Augustus.” She saw the color leave his face at her confession.

“You fucking whore! You trapped Seiji!” Touma felt like someone had just punched him in the stomach. This couldn’t be happening. “Why? Why are you doing this to Seiji?”

“Well I guess I can tell you. I was just going to humiliate him on behalf of my father but then he had to kill him so I decided to pay him back and avenge my father’s death. You are that revenge Touma. You’ll be dead by the end of the week.”

“Wh... What?” Touma found it hard to keep his eyes on the road as he tried to comprehend what she had just said. “What are planning to do? You bitch! When Seiji finds out you won’t get away with it.” He spat at her.

“Oh but I already have Touma... I already have.” She laughed as another contraction hit and once again she reached out to grab at anything she could get hands on. Reaching into her pocket she produced a vial. “You see this? It’s a special type of poison slow acting and but deadly unless it’s treated right away. My father had it made just for him to use on pricks such as yourself. Very effective when mixed with food.”

She watched as Touma appeared stunned by what she was telling him. The symptoms themselves mimic viruses and the victim appears to have some sort of stomach flu. They just keep getting sicker and sicker. Soon they can‘t keep anything down and they become dehydrated. Then the kidneys begin to go as toxins build in the body. Before long, death is a blessing since the victim is in quite a bit of pain towards the end.”

“How can you be so evil?” Touma couldn’t believe what she was telling him and then he remembered that he started getting sick the day after Reiko began working for Shin and Lorelei. Touma felt another cramp hit and almost lost control of the car as he doubled over.

“Wanna know what the antidote is?” She looked at him. “The same stuff they use to treat snakebites! No one is going to know that though, after all, a snake didn’t bite you.” She was thoroughly enjoying watching him squirm. “Let’s see how Seiji reacts to the death of his lover.”

Touma couldn’t take it anymore and reached over to take a fistful of Suzume’s hair. “You lousy bitch! You’ll rot in hell I guarantee it!” He shouted and tugged harder on her hair.

“Let me go! LET GO!” She tried to pull his arm away screaming from the pain and from the contraction that came. “Oh GOD!” Just then she managed to push Touma’s hand away and turning she began punching him. The car began swerving back and forth over the road.

“You’ll get us both killed you nut!” Touma shouted as he tried to block her blows. “I won’t let Seiji’s baby be harmed. I won’t!” Just then Touma looked up and saw a deer darting into the road as he swerved to avoid it Suzume got a hit in to his groin. “Oh FUCK!” Touma cried out in pain and that’s when he lost control.

He couldn’t keep the car from slamming into the guardrail. Going through it, the car began rolling down the embankment. The last sound Touma heard was Suzume’s screams mixing with his own before he lost consciousness.

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Will the evil ever end? So what did you think? Still on the edge of your seats? Please be kind and leave a review and I will try and start on Chapter 11 as soon as I can.

Touma: “Hehe that part about Lors seeing Seiji’s golden hinny was funny!”

Seiji: “Easy for you to say! It wasn’t your ass she saw humping away like a piston!”

Lorelei: “Oh but it was just the cutest hinny! So smooth and muscular!”

Seiji: “Oh God! Lors you are a married lady.... Behave yourself!”

Lorelei: “Okay I’ll go find Shin and molest him! Bye!”

Touma: “Bye! Hey don’t forget to leave a review now! Oh guys get in here!

**Shin, Lorelei, Ming, Shu, Ryo, Nasuti, The Dates, Kids and Wildefyre walk in.**

**Seiji hands out red Santa hats to everyone.** Seiji: “Okay let’s do it!”