Numb...

There a rose stands in a vase
Crimson are its petals
Long green stem flows from the bloom
Sunlight glistens on small water drops
Reaching me, its sweet aroma wraps me in pleasant flavor
There a hand to take it from a vase
A hand to hold it near me
Its scent enfolds me in embrace
There a hand to hold the stem and trace my face with its petals; so soft and lovely
There a hand to hold the stem and pluck a petal from it
Gazing on, not expecting, no reaction from me at all
Another petal falls like a feather from the hand of man
A shudder passes through my mind
Lie petal one and petal two as petal three falls to the floor
A cringe escapes me; breathing deeply
Two more petals break from the stem and float upon the air
Shake and tremble, afraid of what might happen
Another gentle petal, graceful to the end
Crying in fear and sadness, tears breaking over curves of a face...my face
Seventh petal leaves his hand
A plead to cease forms on my tongue and passes through my lips
On the eighth, to my knees I fall and sobs break from my broken cages
Left alone, I cry until no more tears leave my eyes
Passing seasons and bitterness
Another hand to take a rose
A fear blooms in my heart
A petal, broken from the stem, drifts in scarlet beauty
Shudder, cringe; fear flows in deep red trails
On and on this does continue
Emotions like daggers and pain - release
One last hand to grip a stem
I leave, small petals no longer my concern
Rocking back and forth missing things I no longer can have

Cathy 12-9-03
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