Contradictions

I am torn apart by sadness
I want to hide from everyone, but I can't
There are people everywhere
I don't want to hide
I want them to see me, to see my tears, and know I'm hurt
And I want to hurt them
Oh sweet revenge
But I don't because, I'm not really angry at them
I only want to hurt them because, they don't notice I'm hurt
It's my fault I'm so bitter at them
It's their fault for hurting me
It makes perfect sense to me
But I don't understand

Cathy 1-15-04
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