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Pearl Jam: Lyrics
TEN
ONCE ----
I admit it...what's to say...yeah... I'll relive it...without pain...mmm... Backstreet lover on the side of the road I got a bomb in my temple that is gonna explode I got a sixteen gauge buried under my clothes, I play... Once upon a time I could control myself Ooh, once upon a time I could lose myself, yeah...
Oh, try and mimic what's insane...ooh, yeah... I am in it...where do I stand? Oh, Indian summer and I hate the heat I got a backstreet lover on the passenger seat I got my hand in my pocket, so determined, discreet...I pray... Once upon a time I could control myself Ooh, once upon a time I could lose myself, yeah, yeah...
You think I got my eyes closed But I'm lookin' at you the whole fuckin' time... Ooh, once upon a time I could control myself, yeah... Once upon a time I could lose myself, yeah, yeah, yeah... Once, upon a time I could love myself, yeah... Once upon a time I could love you, yeah, yeah, yeah...
Once (4x) Yeah...once, once...yeah, yeah... Yeah...yeah, yeah...yeah, yeah...oww...
EVEN FLOW ---------
Freezin', rests his head on a pillow made of concrete, again Oh, Feelin' maybe he'll see a little better, set a days, ooh yeah Oh, hand out, faces that he sees time again ain't that familiar, oh yeah Oh, dark grin, he can't help, when he's happy looks insane, oh yeah
Even flow, thoughts arrive like butterflies Oh, he don't know, so he chases them away Someday yet, he'll begin his life again Life again, life again...
Kneelin', looking through the paper though he doesn't know to read, ooh yeah Oh, prayin', now to something that has never showed him anything Oh, feelin', understands the weather of the winters on its way Oh, ceilings, few and far between all the legal halls of shame, yeah
Even flow, thoughts arrive like butterflies Oh, he don't know, so he chases them away Someday yet, he'll begin his life again Whispering hands, gently lead him away Him away, him away... Yeah! Woo...ah yeah...fuck it up...
Even flow, thoughts arrive like butterflies Oh, he don't know, so he chases them away Someday yet, he'll begin his life again, yeah Oh, whispering hands, gently lead him away Him away, him away... Yeah! Woo...uh huh...yeah, yeah, mommy, mommy...
ALIVE -----
Son, she said, have I got a little story for you What you thought was your daddy was nothin' but a... While you were sittin' home alone at age thirteen Your real daddy was dyin', sorry you didn't see him, but I'm glad we talked...
Oh I, oh, I'm still alive Hey, I, I, oh, I'm still alive Hey I, oh, I'm still alive Hey...oh...
Oh, she walks slowly, across a young man's room She said I'm ready...for you I can't remember anything to this very day 'Cept the look, the look... Oh, you know where, now I can't see, I just stare...
I, I'm still alive Hey I, but, I'm still alive Hey I, boy, I'm still alive Hey I, I, I, I'm still alive, yeah Ooh yeah...yeah yeah yeah...oh...oh...
Is something wrong, she said Well of course there is You're still alive, she said Oh, and do I deserve to be Is that the question And if so...if so...who answers...who answers... I, oh, I'm still alive Hey I, oh, I'm still alive Hey I, but, I'm still alive Yeah I, ooh, I'm still alive Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
WHY GO ------
She scratches a letter into a wall made of stone Maybe someday another child won't feel as alone as she does It's been two years, and counting, since they put her in this place She's been diagnosed by some stupid fuck, and mommy agrees, yeah... Whoa...yeah...hey yeah yeah... Why go home... (3x)
She seems to be stronger, but what they want her to be is weak She could play pretend, she could join the game, boy She could be another clone...ooh...whoa...ah yeah...
Ooh... Why go home? (4x) What you taught me...put me here...don't come visit...mother... Sting me...
Whoa...ooh... Why go home? (4x) What you taught me...put me here...don't come visit...mother, mother, yeah... Why go home? (7x) Whoa...
BLACK -----
Hey...oooh... Sheets of empty canvas, untouched sheets of clay Her legs spread out before me, as her body once did All five horizons revolved around her soul As the earth to the sun Now the air I tasted and breathed has taken a turn Ooh, and all I taught her was everything Ooh, I know she gave me all that she wore And now my bitter hands chafe beneath the clouds Of what was everything? Oh, the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...
I take a walk outside I'm surrounded by some kids at play I can feel their laughter, so why do I sear Oh, and twisted thoughts that spin round my head I'm spinning, oh, I'm spinning How quick the sun can, drop away And now my bitter hands cradle broken glass Of what was everything? All the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything... All the love gone bad turned my world to black Tattooed all I see, all that I am, all I'll ever be...yeah...
Uh huh...uh huh...ooh... I know someday you'll have a beautiful life, I know you'll be a star In somebody else's sky, but why Why, why can't it be, why can't it be mine
JEREMY ------
At home, drawing pictures of mountain tops, with him on top Lemon yellow sun, arms raised in a V The dead lay in pools of maroon below
Daddy didn't give attention To the fact that mommy didn't care King Jeremy the wicked, oh, ruled his world Jeremy spoke in class today (2x)
Clearly I remember pickin' on the boy Seemed a harmless little fuck But we unleashed a lion Gnashed his teeth and bit the recess lady's breast How could I forget? And he hit me with a surprise left My jaw left hurtin', ooh, dropped wide open Just like the day, oh, like the day I heard
Daddy didn't give affection And the boy was something mommy wouldn't wear King Jeremy the wicked, ruled his world
Jeremy spoke in class today (3x) Woo (14x) Try to forget this...try to forget this... Try to erase this...try to erase this... From the blackboard...
Jeremy spoke in class today (2x) Jeremy spoke in, spoke in (2x) Jeremy spoke in class today Woo (29x) Woooooohhh...spoke in, spoke in Woooooohhh...uh huh, uh huh...
OCEANS ------
Hold on to the thread The currents will shift Glide me towards... You know something's left And we're all allowed To dream of the next Oh, ohh the next, time we touch...
Oooh... (4x)
You don't have to stray Tho oceans away Waves roll in my thoughts Hold tight the ring... The sea will rise... Please stand by the shore... Oh, oh, oh, I will be... I will be there once more...
Oooh... (4x) Uh huh, oh yeah... (2x)
GARDEN ------
She don't wander in...don't wander in here, she... She don't wander in here...don't wander in here...
The direction of the eye, so misleading The defection of the soul, nauseously quick I don't question, our existence I just question, our modern needs
She don't wander in...don't wander in here, she... She don't wander in here...
I will walk...with my hands bound I will walk...with my face blood I will walk...with my shadow flag Into your garden, garden of stone...yeah...
After all is done, and we're still alone I won't be taken, yet I'll go...with my hands bound I will walk...with my face blood I will walk...with my shadow flag Into your garden, garden of stone
I don't show...I don't share... I don't need, yeah...What you have to give...
Oooh, I will walk...with my hands bound I will walk...with my face blood I will walk...with my shadow flag Into your garden, garden...oh...
I will walk with my hands bound I will walk into your garden, garden of stone...
I don't know...I don't care I don't need, yeah...need to live...yeah, yeah, yeah, oh... Uh huh huh... (8x)
DEEP ----
On the edge of a windowsill Ponders his maker, ponders his will To the street below, he just ain't nothin' But he's got a great view, and he sinks the needle deep, yeah... Whoa, can't touch the bottom In too deep, yeah...oh, can't touch the bottom
Oh, on the edge of a know-nothin' town Feelin' quite superior, the aged come To the sky above he just ain't nothin' But he's got a great view, and he sinks a burning knife deep, yeah... Ooh, can't touch the bottom In too deep, yeah...uh huh, can't touch the bottom In too deep... Ohhh...Ohhh...
Ow... On the edge of a Christmas clean love Young virgin from heaven...visiting Hell To the man above her, she just ain't nothin' And she doesn't like the view She doesn't like the view (2x) But he sinks himself deep
Oh, can't touch the bottom In too deep, yeah...oh, can't touch the bottom Can't touch the bottom Deep, yeah... Oh, yeah, the bottom, yeah... (6x) Ohh...
RELEASE -------
Father...ooh...oh...oh... I see the world, feel the chill Which way to go, windowsill I see the world's on a rocking horse of time I see the birds in the rain Ohh...ohh...ohh...ohh...
Oh, dear dad, can you see me now I am myself, like you somehow I'll ride the wave where it takes me I'll hold the pain...Release me... Ohh...ohh...ohh...ohh...
Oh, dear dad, can you see me now I am myself, like you somehow I'll wait up in the dark for you to speak to me I'll open up...Release me... Release me (3x) Ohh...ohh...ohh...ohh...
WASH ----
Oh please, let it rain today This city is so filthy, like my mind in ways Oh, was a time, like a clean, new taste Smiling eyes before me, inches from my face Wash my love (2x) Wash my love, yeah...
Sin the sale, buying just a need Just who planted, all the devils seeds And what the truth, and the truth that lies at home It's on the inside, and I can't get it off, yeah... Wash my love (2x) Wash my love, yeah...
What's clean is pure, but hey, I'm white on the outside, though I stray What she don't know today, might kill us both tomorrow, bring it back someway Bring it back, bring it back, back to the clean form, to the pure form Wash my love (8x) Ooh...
DIRTY FRANK -----------
Dirty Frank Dahmer was a gourmet cook, yeah Got a recipe for famous ankle soup, yeah Wanted a pass, so she relaxed... Now the little groupie's getting chopped up in the back I Got a cupboard full of fleshy fresh ingredients A very careful at the same time quite expedient Eats meat, a release... Bus driving's harder on your head than on your feet Dirty frank (4x)
Keeps it clean, a keeps it copaseptic A little boys and girls, their heads are all collected A not crazy, a per se... Just a little strange, when he gets hungry City, state, your town, he will continue A stadiums, tiny clubs, every venue His bus, your trust... There goes another turned into crust Dirty frank...a Dirty Frank, yeah... (2x) Yeah...oh, watch it...
Why that dirty Frank was a bad mother...Shut your mouth! Hey man, I'm just talking about dirty Frank
Middle of the night, we're stopped, the freeway shoulder A Frank's shoveling to bury the leftovers They're sunk, he's drunk... Now he's gonna drive, I'm hiding in my bunk, oh... The band all knows, we're too afraid to mention Don't want to be part of frank's luncheon A-lose weight, a-be safe... Where's Mike McCready? My god, he's been ate! Dirty frank...a Dirty Frank, yeah... (2x) } (2x) Ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, yeah }
Cook 'em, just to see the look on their face... } (10x) Just to see the look on their face }
Why that Dirty Frank was a bad mother...Shut your mouth! Hey, I'm just talking about Dirty Frank
Dirty Frank...a Dirty Frank, yeah... (2x) Dirty Frank (8x) OK, I think that's enough...
VS
GO --
Oh, please don't go out on me, don't go on me now Never acted up before, don't go on me now I swear I never took it for granted, just thought of it now Suppose I abused you, just passing it on Go...fuck...
Once fastened, servile, now your getting sharp Moving oh so swiftly, with such disarm I pulled the covers overhead, shoulda' pulled the alarm Turned to my nemesis, a fool not a fucking god No...time...suck...my...Please... Don't go on me (4x) Please...oh...
Suck...blood...touch...please, tunnel vision...tuck...time...see... Please, please, please... Don't go on me (4x) Please...Don't you want me...don't go on me... Please...don't go on me..
ANIMAL ------
One, two, three, four, five against one Five, five, five, five against one Said one, two, three, four, five against one Five, five...five, five...five against one
Torture from you to me Abducted from the street
I'd rather be... I'd rather be with... I'd rather be with an animal
Why would you wanna hurt me, oh Oh, so frightened of your pain...yeah...ooh...
I'd rather be... I'd rather be with... I'd rather be with an animal I'd rather be... (2x) I'd rather be with an animal
I'd rather be... I'd rather be with... I'd rather be with an animal I'd rather be... I'd rather be with... I'd rather be with an animal
Said one, two, three, four, five against one Five, five...five, five...five against one One, two, three, four, five against one Five, five...five, five...five against one
DAUGHTER -------- Alone...listless...breakfast table in an otherwise empty room Young girl...violins...center of her own attention The, mother reads aloud, child, tries to understand it Tries to make her proud
The shades go down, it's in her head Painted room...can't deny there's something wrong...
Don't call me daughter, not fit to The picture kept will remind me Don't call me daughter, not fit to be The picture kept will remind me Don't call me...
She holds the hand that holds her down She will...rise above...ooh...oh...
Don't call me daughter, not fit to } The picture kept will remind me } (2x) Don't call me daughter, not fit to be } The picture kept will remind me } Don't call me...
The shades go down (2x) The shades go, go, go...
GLORIFIED G -----------
Got a gun, fact I got two That's O.K. man, cuz I love god Glorified version of a pellet gun Feels so manly, when armed Glorified version of a pellet gun (4x)
Double think, dumb is strength Never shot at a living thing Glorified version of a pellet gun Feels so manly, when armed Glorified version of a pellet gun (3x) Glorified version of a...
Always keep it loaded (3x)
Kindred to be an American...
Life comes...I can feel your heart... Ooh...life comes...I can feel your heart through your neck... Life comes...I can feel your heart through your neck... Like some...I can steal your heart form your neck...
Glorified...glorified...
DISSIDENT ---------
She nursed him there, ooh, over a night I wasn't so sure she wanted him to stay What to say...what to say But soon she was down, soon he was low At a quarter past...a holy no... She had to turn around
When she couldn't hold, oh...she folded... A dissident is here Escape is never, the safest path Oh, a dissident, a dissident is here
And to this day, she's glided on Always home but so far away Like a word misplaced Nothing said, what a waste When she had contact...with the conflict... There was meaning, but she sold him to the state She had to turn around
When she couldn't hold...she folded... A dissident is here Escape is never, the safest path Oh, a dissident, a dissident is here, oh...oh...oh...
She gave him away when she couldn't hold...no...she folded... A dissident is here Escape is never, the safest path Oh, a dissident, a dissident is here, oh... Couldn't hold on...she couldn't hold...no...she folded... A dissident is here Escape is never the safest place, oh... A dissident is here
W.M.A. ------
He won the lottery when he was born Took his mothers white breast to his tongue Trained like dogs, color and smell Walks by me to get to him Police man (2x)
He won the lottery by being born Big hand slapped a white male 'merican Do no wrong, so clean cut... Dirty his hands, it comes right off Police man (2x) Police stopped my brother again (3x) Police man (2x)
Jesus greets me...looks just like me...
Do no wrong, so clean cut Dirty his hands, it comes right off Police man (3x) Police stopped my brother again (3x) Police man (2x)
Police stopped my brother again (3x) Police man (3X)
All my pieces set me free...human devices set me free... All my pieces set me free... (2x) } (2x) Human devices set me free... (2x) }
BLOOD -----
Spin me round, roll me over, fuckin' circus Stab it down, one way needle, pulled so slowly Drains and spills, soaks the pages, fills their sponges It's my blood (2x)
Paint Ed big...Turn Ed into...One of his enemies... It's my blood (3x)
Stab it down, fill the pages, suck my life out Maker of my enemies... Take...my... Fuck...fuck...fuck...fuck...fuck...fuck...
REARVIEWMIRROR --------------
I took a drive today Time to emancipate I guess it was the beatings made me wise But I'm not about to give thanks, or apologize I couldn't breathe, holdin' me down Hand on my face, pushed to the ground Enmity gauged, united by fear S'pose to endure what I could not forgive...
I seem to look away Wounds in the mirror waved It wasn't my surface most defiled Head at your feet, fool to your crown Fist on my plate, swallowed it down Enmity gauged, united by fear Tried to endure what I could not forgive
Saw things (4x) Clearer (2x) Once you, were in my...Rearview mirror...
I gather speed from you fucking with me Once and for all I'm far away I hardly believe, finally the shades...are raised...hey...
Saw things so much clearer Once you, once you... (3x) Rearview mirror
Saw things so much clearer Once you...oh yeah...
RATS ----
They don't eat, don't sleep They don't feed, they don't seethe Bare their gums when they moan and squeak Lick the dirt off a larger one's feet They don't push, don't crowd Congregate until they're much too loud Fuck to procreate till they are dead Drink the blood of their so called best friend
They don't scurry when something bigger comes their way Don't pack themselves together and run as one Don't shit where they're not supposed to Don't take what's not theirs, they don't compare
They don't scam, don't fight Don't oppress an equals given rights Starve the poor so they can be well fed Line their holes with the dead ones bread
They don't scurry when something bigger comes their way } Don't pack themselves together and run as one } (2x) Don't shit where they're not supposed to } Don't take what's not theirs, they don't compare... }
Rats...They don't compare (2x) Ben, the two of us need look no more (5X)
ELDERLY WOMAN BEHIND THE COUNTER IN A SMALL TOWN ------------------------------------------------
I seem to recognize your face Haunting, familiar, yet I can't seem to place it Cannot find the candle of thought to light your name Lifetimes are catching up with me All these changes taking place, I wish I'd seen the place But no one's ever taken me Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away... (2x)
I swear I recognize your breath Memories like fingerprints are slowly raising Me, you wouldn't recall, for I'm not my former It's hard when, your stuck upon the shelf I changed by not changing at all, small town predicts my fate Perhaps that's what no one wants to see I just want to scream...hello... My god its been so long, never dreamed you'd return But now here you are, and here I am Hearts and thoughts they fade...away...
Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away... (2x) Hearts and thoughts they fade...away... Hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away... (3x) Hearts and thoughts they fade...
LEASH -----
Troubled souls unite, we got ourselves tonight, oh... I am fuel, you are friends, we got the means to make amends I am lost, I'm no guide, but I'm by your side I am right by your side, yeah...
Young lover I stand It was their idea, I proved to be a man Take my fucking hand It was their idea, I proved to be a man Will myself to find a home, a home within myself We will find a way, we will find our place
Drop the leash, drop the leash... } (3x) Get outta' my fuckin' face }
Drop the leash, we are young (2x) Oh, get outta' my fuckin' face... Drop the leash, drop the leash... Get outta' my, my...
Delight, delight, delight in our youth...oww... Get outta' my fuckin' face...
INDIFFERENCE ------------
I will light the match this mornin', so I won't be alone Watch as she lies silent, for soon light will be gone Oh, I will stand arms outstretched, pretend I'm free to roam Oh, I will make my way, through, one more day in Hell... How much difference does it make How much difference does it make, yeah...
I will hold the candle till it burns up my arm Oh, I'll keep takin' punches until their will grows tired Oh, I will stare the sun down until my eyes go blind Hey, I won't change direction, and I won't change my mind How much difference does it make Mmm, how much difference does it make..how much difference...
I'll swallow poison, until I grow immune I will scream my lungs out till it fills this room How much difference (2x) How much difference does it make (2x)
VITALOGY
LAST EXIT ---------
Lives opened and trashed..."Look ma, watch me crash"... No time to question...why'd nothing last... Grasp and hold on...we're dyin' fast... Soon be over...and I will relent...
Let the ocean swell, dissolve 'way my past Three days, and maybe longer, won't even know I've left
Under your tongue...I'm like a tab... I will give you what...you're not s'posed to have... Under my breath...I swear by sin... For better or for worse...a best we began...
Let the sun climb, oh, burn 'way my mask Three days, and maybe longer, shed my skin at last...shed...shed...
Let the sun shine, burn 'way my mask Three days, and maybe longer, won't ever find me here
Let the ocean dissolve 'way my past Four days, and not much longer...
Let my spirit pass... Ooh... This is, this is... (3x) My...last exit
SPIN THE BLACK CIRCLE ---------------------
See this needle...a see my hand... Drop, drop, dropping it down...oh, so gently... Well here it comes...I touch the plane... Turn me up...won't turn you away...
Spin, spin...spin the black circle Spin, spin...spin the black, spin the black... Spin, spin...spin the black circle Spin, spin...whoa...
Pull it out...a paper sleeve... Oh, my joy...only you deserve conceit... I'm so big...a-my whole world... I'd rather you...rather you...than her...
Spin, spin...spin the black circle Spin, spin...spin the black, spin the black... Spin, spin...spin the black circle Spin, spin...whoa...oh...
You're so warm...oh, the ritual...when I lay down your crooked arm...
Spin, spin...spin the black circle Spin, spin...spin the black, spin the black... Spin, spin...spin the black circle Spin, spin... Spin the black (5x) circle Spin the black circle... (4x) Spin, spin... (6x)
NOT FOR YOU -----------
Restless soul, enjoy your youth Like Muhammad hits the truth Can't escape from the common rule If you hate something, don't you do it too...too...
Small my table, a sits just two Got so crowded, I can't make room Oh, where did they come from? Stormed my room! And you dare say it belongs to you...to you...
This is not for you (3x) Oh, not for you...ah, you...
...scream...my friends...don't call me... ...friends, no they don't scream... ...my friends don't call...my friends don't...
All that's sacred comes from youth Dedication, naive and true With no power, nothing to do I still remember, why don't you...don't you...
This is not for you (3x) Oh, never was for you...fuck you... This is not for you... Oh, this is not for you...yeah, you... This is not for you... Oh, not for you... Oh, you...
TREMOR CHRIST -------------
Winded is the sailor...drifting by the storm... Wounded is the organ he left all...bloodied on the shore... Gorgeous was his savior, sees her...drowning in his wake... Daily taste the salt of her tears, but...a chance blamed fate...
Little secrets, tremors...turned to quake... The smallest oceans still get...big, big waves...
Ransom paid the Devil...He whispers pleasing words... Triumphant are the angels if they can...a get there first...
Little secrets tremors...turned to quake... The smallest oceans still get...big, big waves...
I'll decide...take the dive... Take my time...not my life... Wait for signs...believe in lies... To get by...it's divine...whoa... Oh, you know what it's like...
Turns the bow back towards him...drops the line... Puts his faith and love in Tremor Christ...
NOTHINGMAN ----------
Once divided...nothing left to subtract... Some words when spoken...can't be taken back... Walks on his own...with thoughts he can't help thinking... Future's above...but in the past he's slow and sinking... Caught a bolt 'a lightnin'...cursed the day he let it go...
Nothingman... (2x) Isn't it something? Nothingman...
She once believed...in every story he had to tell... One day she stiffened...took the other side... Empty stares...from each corner of a shared prison cell... One just escapes...one's left inside the well... And he who forgets...will be destined to remember...oh...oh...oh...
Nothingman... (2x) Isn't it something? Nothingman...
Oh, she don't want him... Oh, she won't feed him...after he's flown away... Oh, into the sun...ah, into the sun...
Burn...burn... Nothingman... (2x) Isn't it something? Nothingman... Nothingman... (2x ) Coulda' been something... Nothingman... Oh...ohh...ohh...
WHIPPING --------
Don't need a helmet, got a hard, hard head Don't need a raincoat, I'm already wet Don't need a bandage, there's too much...blood... After a while, seems to roll right off...hmm...
Whipping, ah...they're whipping, ah... ...they're whipping, ah...they're whipping...
Don't need a hand, there's always arms attached Oh, don't get behind, I can't fall back Why must we trust all these rusted rails? They don't want no change, we already have
They're whipping, ah...they're whipping, ah... ...they're whipping, ah...they're whipping...
Don't mean to push, but I'm being shoved! Ohh, I'm just like you, think we've had enough I can't believe a thing they want us to...oh... Oh, we all got scars, they should have 'em too...
Oh, they're whipping, ah...they're whipping, ah... ...they're whipping, ah...they're whipping... They're whipping, ah...they're whipping, ah... ...they're whipping...yeah...they're whipping
PRY TO ------
P-r-i-v-a-c-y is priceless to me (4x) P-r-i-v-a-c-y (4x)
CORDUROY --------
The waiting drove me mad...you're finally here and I'm a mess I take your riches back...can't let you roam inside my head I don't want to take what you can give... I would rather starve than eat your bread... I would rather run but I can't walk... Guess I'll lie alone just like before...
I'll take the firmist path...oh, and I must refuse your test A-push me and I will resist...this behavior's not unique I don't want to hear from those who know... They can buy, but can't put on my clothes... I don't want to limp for them to walk... Never would have known of me before... I don't want to be held in your debt... I'll pay it off in blood, let I be wed... I'm already cut up and half dead... I'll end up alone like I began...
Everything has changed, absolutely nothing's changed Take my hand, not my picture, spilled my tincture
I don't want to take what you can give... I would rather starve than eat your breast... All the things that others want for me... Can't buy what I want because it's free... (2 x) Can't be what you want because I'm...
I ain't s'posed to be this far Oh, to live and die, let it be done I figure I'll be damned, all alone like I began...
It's your move now... I thought you were a friend, but I guess I, I guess I hate you...
BUGS ----
All these...
I got bugs I got bugs in my room Bugs in my bed Bugs in my ears Their eggs in my head Bugs in my pockets Bugs in my shoes Bugs in the way I feel about you
Bugs on my window Trying to get in They don't go nowhere Waiting, waiting... Bugs on my ceiling Crowded the floor Standing, sitting, kneeling... A few block the door
And now the question's: Do I kill them? Become their friend? Do I eat them? Raw or well done? Do I trick them? I don't think they're dumb Do I join them? Looks like that's the one
I got bugs on my skin Tickle my nausea I let it happen again They're always takin' over I see they surround me, I see... See them deciding my fate Oh, that which was once...was once up to me... Now it's too late
I got bugs in my room...one on one That's when I had a chance I'll just stop now I'll become naked And with the...I'll become one
SATAN'S BED -----------
It's not all been said...been said and done... I've never slept in Satan's bed Although I must admit...still visits my place Uninvited, as you know, he don't wait Funny how he always seems to fit in Funny how I always want to give in Sundays, Fridays, Tuesdays, Thursday, the same Sometimes the special guest, he don't like to leave Already...in love... (3x) Already...
Who made, who made up, made up the myth That we were born to be covered in bliss? Who set the standard, born to be rich? Such fine examples, skinny little bitch Model, role model, roll some models in blood Get some flesh to stick, so they look like us I shit and I stink, I'm real, join the club I'd stop and talk, but I'm already in love
Already...in love... (3x) Already...
In love...Ah ha ha ha... ...follows torture...follows reward... (2x) Oh, oh my butt...
Never shook Satan's hand, look see for yourself You'd know it if I had, that shit don't come off I'll rise and fall, let me take credit for both Jump off a cliff, don't need your help so back off I'll never suck Satan's dick... Again, you'd see it, you know, right round the lips I'll wait for an angel, but I won't hold my breath 'Magine they're busy, think I'm doing okay... Already...in love... (6x) Already...
BETTER MAN ----------
Waitin', watchin' the clock, it's four o'clock, it's got to stop Tell him, take no more, she practices her speech As he opens the door, she rolls over... Pretends to sleep as he looks her over She lies and says she's in love with him, can't find a better man... She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man... Can't find a better man (2x) Ohh...
Talkin' to herself, there's no one else who needs to know... She tells herself, oh... Memories back when she was bold and strong And waiting for the world to come along... Swears she knew it, now she swears he's gone She lies and says she's in love with him, can't find a better man... She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man... She lies and says she still loves him, can't find a better man... She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man... Can't find a better man (2x) Yeah...
She loved him, yeah...she don't want to leave this way She feeds him, yeah...that's why she'll be back again Can't find a better man (3x) Can't find a better...man... Ohh...ohh... Uh huh... (5x) Ohh...
AYE DAVANITA ------------
Awooh...aye davanita...awooh...awooha... (4x) Jahooh...jahooh... (Repeat) Awooh...aye davanita...awooh...awooha... (4x)
IMMORTALITY -----------
Vacate is the word...vengeance has no place on me or her Cannot find the comfort in this world Artificial tear...vessel stabbed...next up, volunteers Vulnerable, wisdom can't adhere...
A truant finds home...and I wish to hold on... But there's a trapdoor in the sun...immortality...
As privileged as a whore...victims in demand for public show Swept out through the cracks beneath the door Holier than thou, how? Surrendered...executed anyhow Scrawl dissolved, cigar box on the floor...
A truant finds home...and I wish to hold on, too... But saw the trapdoor in the sun...
Immortality... I cannot stop the thought...I'm running in the dark... Coming up a which way sign...all good truants must decide... Oh, stripped and sold, mom...auctioned forearm... And whiskers in the sink... Truants move on...cannot stay long Some die just to live... Ohh...
HEY FOXYMOPHANDLEMAMA, THAT'S ME --------------------------------
Don't you want people to love you? My spanking, that's the only thing I want so much... Spanking, that's the only thing I want so much... That's the only thing I want so much... Don't you want people to love you? My spanking, that's the only thing I want so much... That's the only thing I want so much... Why is that better than being hugged? Why is that better than being hugged? Because you get closer to the person... Closer to the person... Why is that better than being hugged? Because you get closer to the person... Closer to the person... Just like a person having sex feels cared for... We wanna be loved, so we have sex together... And they feel loved about that... And this is the way it makes me feel...loved... I want it, I dream about it, I think about it, I want it... Just like a girl wants sex with a boy, you know? It's the way I'll always be probably... My last one was born in the system... See, they're stupid, very stupid, those people over there... They're stupid... These people are so below mentality, honest to G-d, really... You know what I mean, he got the nerve to bug me... (2x) This mentality, honest to G-d, really... You know what I mean, he got the nerve to bug me... Honest to G-d, really... You know what I mean, he got the nerve to bug me... Bug me...bug me...he got the nerve to bug me... Everything seems so eight ball... (2x) And I, I don't know if that's my imagination, but, umm... Hey foxymophandlemama, that's me... And I don't know if that's my imagination, but, umm... Hey foxymophandlemama, that's me... (2x) Think they got me... Hey foxymophandlemama, that's me...hmm... Hey foxymophandlemama, that's me... ...Know if that's my imagination, but, umm... Hey foxymophandlemama, that's me... She prides herself on her cleaning habits... (2x) Hey foxymophandlemama, that's me... She prides herself on her cleaning habits... (2x) It's a lovely stupid mop, it is... There's something really screwey about no streaking... Is it any old dumb mop? It streaks... Come on mop, no streaking mop... I don't mind mop the floor, my mop streaks, I don't like it... It's not me, it's the mop... Come, I bought some new mops... Go away you stupid, dumb old sponge mop... I don't believe it...now the floor looks beautiful... (2x) I don't believe it...old sponge mop... Dumb old sponge mop... (2x) Old sponge mop... Dumb old sponge mop... You're right, this mop's stupid... Dumb old sponge mop... I don't believe it...now the floor looks beautiful... That's why they call me mophandlemama... Now the floor looks beautiful... That's why they call me mophandlemama... (3x) In two weeks, before she could see herself not dressed... The twenty-third of May...you know she disturbed no one today... The manager told her to completely forget... If you ever go to bed, I'll kill you... Do I tell the whole world that I'm mentally ill? Go to the papers...yeah, why not? Drum roll... I want to show them that I can walk on my own without hands of theirs... And, I can still fantasize, but I keep it to myself... Keep it to myself...keep it to myself... I think I deserve to be loved, don't you? Very much so... Think I deserve to be loved... Keep it to myself...keep it to myself... I think I deserve to be loved, don't you? ...To be loved, don't you? But I keep it to myself... Keep it to myself...keep it to myself... I think I deserve to be loved, don't you? And, I can still fantasize, but I keep it to myself... Keep it to myself...keep it to myself... I think I deserve to be loved, don't you? Very much so... Do you ever think that you would actually, really kill yourself? Well, if I have thought about it real, uhh, real deep... Yeas, I believe I would... I have thought about it real, uhh, real deep... Yes, I believe I would... And, I can still fantasize, but I keep it to myself... Keep it to myself...keep it to myself... ...that I can walk without hands of theirs... } And, I can still fantasize, but I keep it to myself... } (2x) Keep it to myself...keep it to myself... } I think I deserve to be loved, don't you? } Very much so... Do you ever think that you actually would kill yourself? Well, if I have thought about it real, uhh, real deep... Yes, I believe I would...
MERKINBALL
I GOT ID --------
My lips are shakin' my nails are bit off Been a month since I've heard myself talk All the advantage this life's got on me Picture a cup in the middle of the sea
And I fight back in my mind Never lets me be right I got memories I got shit So don't you go show Oh I walked the line when you held me in that night I walked the line when you held my hand that night
An empty shells seem so easy to crack Got all these questions don't know who I could even ask So I'll just lie alone and wait for the dream Where I'm not ugly and your lookin' at me
And I stayed in bed Oh in a little while I'll see you If just once I could feel love Oh I'd say it like I mean it But I walked the line when you held me in that night Oh I walked the line when you held my hand that night Oh I walked the line when you held me close that night I paid the price never held you in real life My lips are shakin'
LONG ROAD ---------
And I wished for so long cannot stay All the precious moments cannot stay It's not like wings have fallen cannot stay But still something's missing I cannot say yea Holding hands are daughters and sons And their faiths are falling down down down down I have wished for so long How I wish for you today
Will I walk the long road the long road Cannot stay the long road There's no need to say goodbye say goodbye All the friends and family All the memories going round round round I have wished for so long How I wish for you today
And the wind keeps roarin' And the sky keeps turning grey And the sun is setting The sun won't rise another day
I have wished for so long How I wish for you today I have wished for so long How I wish for you today Will I walk the long road We all walk the long road Will I walk the long road We all walk the long road Will I walk the long road Will I walk the long road We all walk the long road Will I walk the long road We all walk the long road Will I walk the long road
NO CODE
SOMETIMES ---------
Large fingers pushin' paint You're God and you got big hands The colors blend The challenges you give man
Seek my part Devote myself, my small self Like a book amongst the many on a shelf
Sometimes I know Sometimes I rise Sometimes I fall Sometimes I don't Sometimes I cringe Sometimes I live Sometimes I walk Sometimes I kneel Sometimes I speak of nothing at all Sometimes I reach to myself, dear God
HAIL, HAIL ----------
Ah, is there room for both of us Both of us apart Are we bound out of obligation Is that all we've got?
I get the words and then I get to thinkin' I don't wanna think, I wanna feel How do I feel? How do I?
If you're the only one will I never be enough, yeah Hail, Hail the lucky ones I refer to those in love, yeah
Oh, how I'd love ya till the day I die... and beyond Are we goin' to the same place? If so can I come? It's egg rollin' , thick and heavy All, the past we carry Oh, I could be new You under-estimate me
If you're the only one will I never be enough, yeah Hail, Hail the lucky ones I refer to those in love, yeah
I sometimes realize...I could only be as good as you'll let me Are you woman enough to be my man? Bandaged hand in hand.
Black lining, On the run, in a race that can't be won, yeah
Oh, Hail, Hail the lucky ones I refer to those in love, yeah
If you're my only one So good, you, only one I want to be your one Enough, you won, your one, your one
WHO YOU ARE -----------
Come to send Not condescend Transcendental consequence Is to transcend, where we are Who are we? Who we are
Trampled marrs on your souls Changes all, you're a part Seen it all, not at all Can't defend, fuck the man
Take me for a ride, Before we leave
Circumstance Clappin' hands Guidin' winds Happenstance Off the track, in the mud Patch the marrs, in the aforementioned verse
Just a little time, Before we leave
Stop light plays its part So I would say you've got a heart What's your part? Who you are You are who, who you are
IN MY TREE ----------
Up here in my tree, yeah Newspapers matter not to me, yeah No more crowbars to my head, yeah I'm tradin' stories with the leaves instead, yeah
Wave to all my friends, yeah They don't seem to notice me, no All their eyes trained on the street, yo, oh Sidewalk, Cigarettes, and seen the tempted
It's up here so high I start to mistake Up here so high in the sky, i scrape I'm so high I hold just one breath A deep breath in my chest Just like innocence
I remember when, yeah Swore I blew everything away, yeah Let's say knowledge is a tree, yeah It's growin' up just like me, and yeah
I'm so light, the wind he shakes I'm so high up in the sky, I scrape, yeah I'm so high I hold just one breath To go back to my nest...sleeping innocence
Up here so high the boughs may break Up here so high in the sky I sway
And my eyes peeled both wide open And I got a glimpse of my innocence Got back my innocence... Really got it... Still got it
SMILE -----
Don't it make you smile? (2X) When the sun don't shine Don't it make you smile?
Don't it make you smile? Don't it make me smile? Oh, when the sun don't shine, it don't shine at all, yeah Don't it make me smile?
I miss you already I miss you always I miss you already I miss you all day
This is how I feel
Ah, I miss you already I miss you always Three crooked hearts... Swirls all around her I miss you all day
OFF HE GOES -----------
One...Two...One...Two Know a man His face seemed pulled and tense Like he's ridin' on a motorbike In the strongest winds So I approach with tact Suggest that he should relax But he's movin' much too fast
Said he'll see me on the flip side On this trip he's taken for a ride He's been takin' too much on There he goes with his perfectly unkept hope There he goes
He's yet to come back But I seen his picture It doesn't look the same up on the rack We go way back I wonder 'bout his insides It's like his thoughts are too big for his size
He's been taken...where, I don't know Off he goes with his perfectly unkept hope There he goes
And now I rub my eyes, for he has returned Seems my preconceptions are what should have been burned For he still smiles... And he's still strong Nothing changed but the surroundin' bullshit That has grown
And now he's home and we're laughin' Like we did, my same old, same old friend Until a quarter to ten I saw the strain creep in He seems distracted and I know just what is going to happen next
Before his first step, he's off again
HABIT -----
See it happen to a couple of friends See it happen and the message it sends Takin off for what's an obvious fall Just to see what all the fuss is about
It's not your way... not your way It's not your way
Another habit says he's in love with you Another habit says he's long over due Another habit like an unwanted friend I'm so happy with my righteous self
It's not your way... not your way It's not your way
Never thought you'd habit (3X) I never thought you'd, never thought you'd Never thought you'd habit (3X) I never thought you'd, never never thought you'd Never thought you'd habit (6X)
Speaking as a child of the 90's
Never thought you'd habit (3X) I never thought you'd, never thought you'd Never thought you'd habit (3X) I never thought you'd, never never thought you'd
Never... Never me... Never you... Never me
RED MOSQUITO ------------
Giant one, might he find
Watched from the window Little red mosquito I was not allowed to leave the room I saw the sun go down and now it's comin' up Somewhere in the time between
I was bitten Must have been the devil He was just payin' me a little visit Oh, reminding me of his presence Lettin' me know he's waiting
Red man's your neighbor Call it behavior And while you're climbing up slippery hills Two steps ahead of you, punctures in your neck Hoverin' just above your bed (2X)
I was bitten Must have been the devil He was just payin' me a little visit Oh, reminding me of his presence Lettin' me know he's waiting He's waitin'... Hopin'... Yeah
If I had known then, what I know now (4X)
LUKIN' ------
Drive down the street can't find the keys to my own fucking home I take a walk so I can curse my ass for being dumb I make a right after the arches. . . stinking grease and bone Stop at the supermarket. . . people stare like I'm a dog
I'm gone to Lukin's... I gotta spot at Lukin's Unlock the door at Lukin's. . . open the fridge Now I know life's worth
I find the key but I return to find an open door Some fucking freak who claims I fathered by raping my son I find my wife. I call the cops. This day's work's never done. The last I heard the freak was purchasing a fucking gun.
PRESENT TENSE -------------
Do you see the way that tree bends? Does it inspire? Leanin' out to catch the sun's ray A lesson to reapply Are you getting something out of this? All encompassing trip
You can spend your time alone Redigesting past regrets, Oh Or you can, come to terms and realize Your the only one, you can forgive yourself, Oh Makes much more sense to live in the present tense
Have you ideas on how this life ends? Checked your hands and studied the lines? Have you the belief that the road ahead Ascends off into the light?
Seems that needlessly it's gettin' harder to find And approach... Ain't no way to live Are we gettin' something out of this All encompassing trip
You can spend your time alone Redigesting past regrets, Oh Or you can, come to terms and realize Your the only one, you can not forgive yourself, Oh Ah, makes much more sense to live in the present tense
MANKIND -------
You'll be goin' out with radio Goin' out with disco Goin' out like bacchanal
I'll be goin' out with telephone Goin' out alone To the radar zone
It's all just inadvertent imitation, and I don't mean mine It's all across this nation If it's just inadvertent simulation, a pattern in all mankind What's got the whole world fakin' it?
I'll be playing with my magazine Usin' up my listerine Like ovaltine
And you'll be dippin' in your battleship For the latest tip For the latest drain
It's all just inadvertent imitation, and I don't mean mine It's all across this nation If it's just inadvertent simulation, a pattern in all mankind What's got the whole world fakin' it?
It's all just inadvertent imitation, a pattern in all mankind What's got the whole world fakin' it? What's got the whole world fakin' (4X) What's got the whole world fakin' it, yeah
I'M OPEN --------
A man lies in his bed in a room with no door He waits, hoping for a presence, something, anything to enter After spending half his life searching He still felt as blank as the ceiling at which he stared He is alive, but feels absolutely nothing, so is he?
When he was six, he believed that the moon overhead followed him By nine, he deciphered the illusion, trading magic for fact, no trade-backs So this is what it's like to be an adult? If he only knew now what he knew then
I'm open (2X) Come in (4X) I'm open (2X) Come in (4X)
Lying sideways atop crumpled sheets and no covers He decides to dream...Dream up a new self...For himself
AROUND THE BEND --------------- I am wishing you a well Mind at peace within yourself Covers up, I cast you off I'll be watchin' as you breathe I lie still, you move, I send you off around the bend
I hold you deep in my arms My fingertips, they close your eyes Off you dream my little child There's a sun around the bend (2X)
All the evenings close like this All these moments that I've missed Please forgive me, won't you dear Please forgive and let me share With you around the bend
You're an angel when you sleep How I want your soul to keep On and on around the bend |
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