She stares at her hands,
blinking back tears, but even the blurriness of her vision can't keep her
from looking at the words burning on the screen of the console in front
of her. Failed? But I tried so hard... The class is
let out, the room empty, but she can't seem to summon the energy to clear
the screen and gather her things.
A polite cough from behind
her causes her to swing around, blinking guiltily. Erin Grady is standing
in the doorway. Oh no. She pushes the ''clear'' button quickly but she
knows he’s seen. But for once he doesn't look like he's going to say something
to embarrass her. He looks almost...
“How long have you been
standing there?” she asks, knowing she sounds tearful, like a petulant
child. He smiles, that smile he usually gets right before he says something
that makes all his friends laugh at her, and her heart sinks. Then he comes
away from the door to stand in front of her. She looks up at him uncertainly,
not quite realizing the pathetic picture she presents, like a bedraggled
pixy.
He tousles her hair, an
overly familiar gesture that makes her bristle like a kitten, and then
he sits at the empty console next to her. “Not doing so well, are you?
I think what you need is a tutor.” He says, not unkindly, and she stares
at him stupidly, running a hand back through her hair. He looks irritated,
but it's gone so fast she wonders if she really saw it. His next words
make her feel even more pathetic. “Hello? Are you hearing me?” She half
turns away from him, tearing up again, painfully embarrassed.
Taking a deep breath, she
looks back up at him. “And who's going to do it? You?” She says,
with all the sarcasm she can muster.
“The kitten has milk-teeth...”
he says, laughing, at her. Again. Flustered, angry, she makes as if to
get up. Quicker than she would've thought possible, he grabs her wrist,
squeezing hard enough to keep her there. He lets go before she can gasp.
“Come on,” he says, persuasively, “what have you got to lose? If your grades
aren't any better after the next test, you haven't really lost anything
by it. What do you say?” She is uncertain. She knows he ranks near the
top of the class, but...
“Why?”
He shrugs. “Because I feel
like it?”
Slowly, reluctantly, she
nods, and he smiles that smile again. It makes her shiver unhappily, but
he doesn't notice, springing out of the chair and pulling her with him.
“Where are we going...?” She starts to protest, but her voice comes out
so soft that he can ignore it if he wants to.
He continues pulling her
with him, until she plants her feet and drags back. He stops and looks
back as if surprised at finding her there and finally lets go her hand,
smiling.
“What's the matter, kitten?
I thought we could go down to the bar and talk a little. We have to get
to know each other if we're going to work together, right?” At her obvious
disbelief, he puts on his best winning look. She'd seen him use it on his
friends when he wanted them to go along with his plans. She sighs. For
some reason this is important to him, so she shrugs, trying to look agreeable.
It shouldn't be so bad, right? Just please, please, don't let this
be some joke that she'll hear about tomorrow. Seeing her capitulation,
he grabs her hand again and, swinging it, continues walking them towards
the bar.
When they near the entrance,
she pauses again, long enough for him to notice. He turns to her with that
familiar, hated, mocking look back on his face.
“What's the matter? Nervous?”
he asks brightly, shaming her into striding through the doors a little
ahead of him, chin up.
She strides in, chin up
proudly, walking ahead of Erin. But soon enough her momentum falters and
she pauses so that he runs into her back. She feels, rather than hears,
his irritated exhalation against her hair. When he grips her shoulders
she cringes inwardly, expecting public humiliation; but he merely steers
her without a word to a back table, deftly threading them through the crowd.
((That's it of that snippet! *L* Here's another one I started to RP with the abovementioned friend but never finished. It's so short it's almost not there, because I didn't save Barin's posts... See? *points below* The jury is still out on our friend Erin.))
She saw Mara turn and knew who she was smiling at. Idrys could also envision the look he would be giving Mara in return. She had seen it often enough. She twitched in her seat, trying not to hunch her shoulders as his gaze resumed boring into her back... or was she simply too wound up? She hated this place, was so tired of her classmates, especially Erin's "pack". Though they had left her alone of late. Dammit... she was not imagining things! And he wouldn't allow her to ignore him. All smiling and logical... She thought she hated him, but at the least she distrusted him. Though he had not yet asked what she had started to suspect he would. She seethed quietly. Torment. That's all it is. Some new torment.