The Box
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Songs of Me
TIME
Holding the box you made for me,
holding the heart you gave to me,
I never fully appreciated
you.
Seeing the corners bent so tight,
seeing the corners of your eyes cry,
I never truly adored
you.
Surrounding my moves,
surrounding my nerves,
cardboard all around, I felt so trapped
by you.

You held me
in your box,
you held me--
watch me push away, tear away,
burst free.
Watch me claw at the face that was only
stroked and kissed
by me.
I'll scratch at your tape,
I'll wear out your sides,
I can't be kept from breaking out,
I'm on my way
from the box.

All closed up in a corner I made myself,
all tired and nauseated, I pushed all around
on the sides.
Not knowing whether I liked it or not,
not knowing where or when to lift the lid
and escape.
Worried and sick I felt so dead,
worried and sick, I couldn't even
sleep.

You held me
in your box,
you held me--
watch me push away, tear away,
burst free.
Watch me claw at the face that was only
stroked and kissed
by me.
I'll scratch at your tape,
I'll wear out your sides,
I can't be kept from breaking out,
I'm on my way
from the box.

Hold me close, I push away,
say you love me, watch my back
as it leaves you.
No matter what you do to me,
no matter what you give to me,
I keep away.

I will leave you behind,
I will throw your messages
in the trash.
Whatever you'll say to me,
whatever you think you mean to me,
I'll ignore.
You held me
in your box,
you held me--
watch me push away, tear away,
burst free.
Watch me claw at the face that was only
stroked and kissed
by me.
I'll scratch at your tape,
I'll wear out your sides,
I can't be kept from breaking out,
I'm on my way
from the box.

Keep your bird flying free,
she does much better out of her cage,
so she can sing.
Forget you ever knew her voice,
forget you ever saw her skin,
she ignores you.
She tried to fight the gilded walls,
she tried to get away from it all,
and she won.

You held me
in your box,
you held me--
then watched me push away, tear away,
burst free.
Watched me claw at the face that was only
stroked and kissed
by me.
I scratched at your tape,
I wore out your sides,
I couldn't be kept from breaking out,
I'm all away
from the box.
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