| So Weird Owwwwwwwww-yeah! I see spots of colors on me, they see spots of insanity. They look at my body and want it so much, I say, "hell, come over and touch." Yeah . . .. Thinking that maybe a kiss can mean I can let the real me be seen. But then they show how they feel, they cut me apart, they do what they want they carve in my heart. But I'm standing here wishing I wasn't so weird, I'm standing here lying to myself. I know how I feel inside, I know what I'm faking, I know I'm not normal, I'm so wasted, so weird. Wanting attention, all of the time, I guess laughter is my crime. I want them to stare, I want them to turn, I try anything to show I don't care. If I can get them to like me, I can relax momentarily, but as soon as I forget that they don't believe I can be sad, I know they'll leave. But I'm standing here wishing I wasn't so weird, I'm standing here lying to myself. I know how I feel inside, I know what I'm faking, I know I'm not normal, I'm so wasted, so weird. Wearing the smiles to cover my cries, they don't know when I socialize I don't know who I am, I just gleam all sure, and I act so happy, so immature. (No, it's not who I am.) Dead words with laughter soften the blow, I can let it all out and still not show that I am unstable, you can kill me now, I can't stand up for me, I don't know how. And I'm standing here wishing I wasn't so weird, I'm standing here lying to myself. I know how I feel inside, I know what I'm faking, I know I'm not normal, I'm so wasted, so weird. I could cry every night and still not know that what I am doing is putting on a show. I like to make them happy, I want them to smile. I like to make them laugh, I want them to smile. And so I'm standing here wishing I wasn't so weird, I'm standing here lying to myself. I know how I feel inside, I know what I'm faking, I know I'm not normal, I'm so wasted, so weird. I'm so wasted, wasted, so weird. But I'm standing here wishing I wasn't so weird, I'm standing here lying to myself. I know how I feel inside, I know what I'm faking, I know I'm not normal, I'm so wasted, so weird |
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