| September 2, 2002 So, I am back at school. It's pretty good, though I do miss some of the comforts of home. I also miss having some of the old people around--it's lonely without them. I also really want to move into Commons this year, but I know I have to live out another year in the dorms--blah! I like the dorm I am in better than other places I could have chosen because it is cleaner and brighter (and for other reasons) but I wish everyone had stayed with me :-) Anyway, things are pretty much the same around here---same arrangement of the room, with slight modifications, my wanting new clothes, downloading music, being annoyed with aim/nim, etc. I really wish I had more time to work with this page. I thought I would with the fast connection here, but I want to go out and do things other than just sit at my computer. I know when school starts tomorrow that I will also want to be busy with that. This is the first time ever I will be tutored for something---and I get to pay for it too--woohoo. With my books and everything, I feel like a spendthrift lately. I guess I will have to get used to it. Gosh, I am going to hate having to buy things like groceries---I never like buying things. I hope the weather warms up a tad and gets less humid---my hair is curling and I want to wear my new dress! Ah well, the qualms of good weather. |
| September 16, 2002 Well, it seems like time is going quickly and slowly at the same time. I can never believe when it is finally the weekend, and then when Monday is happening, it feels like Friday will never come. It is nice, because I actually have pretty packed weekends . . . football takes up a nice bit of Saturdays, Sarah and I will hopefully be going to see Bright Eyes on Sunday evening. I have also been doing some other things . . . hanging with various people . . . daydreaming . . . All in all, I am tired, but happy. The problems I had last semester and the rest of my life before that are not so bad. Sometimes it creeps back a little, but I can usually keep it away. I am trying to work on being more confident this semester--I don't know about all that performing stuff for singing. I am really feeling the need of dancing right now. It is not like I never wanted to dance before--I always have been dancing, it's just that I didn't realize what I was doing was in an actual category. And now I have the chance to work on it and get back to my former flexibility <imagines all sorts of kinky fun>. Well, too bad most of you won't have the luxury to experience this, but for the lucky few--go you! Anyway, on other news, sorry I haven't been updating so much lately, but it has been hectic here (see above). Tell my teachers to assign less work! I mean, really, how am I supposed to have a social life if I have to do so much math homework? I will only be able to talk in math terms! Thank goodness for my sexy math page (yes, some self-promotion was in order). So, that is it for now since I need to go shower--it was too sticky today. My hair became one huge mess! |
| September 21, 2002 This has been a fairly busy end of the week--I have gone out every night starting with Thursday, and it is going to continue tomorrow when I go to that concert. I had to go and get ill yesterday, which made me really mad. My parents said that I could see someone at the clinic here, but what good is that? The doctors here think I should have diabetes! I have had several people suggest salt pills, but I have heard bad things about them too. I know I couldn't get a real prescription here, probably--it would have to be until I got home. Apparently we can go against the insurance and schedule an appointment six months early, but it is still going to be a while away. I don't know if I want to last another few months like this. I wish I could just snap my fingers and make it stop. I haven't changed anything about my diet--why is it affecting me all of a sudden? Other than physical stuff, school is going pretty well . . . my grades seem to be going up, so that is great. I also think that modern dance is a bad idea for me---I am not nearly graceful enough. As far as trying out for some acapella or improv group--I a) don't have time, and b) don't have the right drive/skills for them. Other new things are coming up, and I want to have time for everything. I feel like time is going too quickly, and I am worried that I am too slow for the time. It's just that I am so inexperienced with everything and anything. So, I guess this is it for now--I hope I feel better tomorrow so that I can actually eat a meal. |
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