| December 11, 2001 So, I had these really weird dreams last night. Actually, they weren't weird as much as they were not what I normally have--they were actually pleasant dreams. They put me in a good mood for the rest of the day, so that is always nice I guess. But then, people wanted to know about them, and I am like, come on they're kind of personal, don't you think? It makes me wonder how true dreams actually are. Usually for me they just seem like random assortments of my thoughts through the day into one big story that makes sense only in my head . . . hmm, maybe I should analyze this some more--but don't I do enough of that anyway? |
| December 2001 Archives |
| December 12, 2001 Guess what I realized today---on one of my pages I had 2 poems! So, if you checked out "Screaming Alone" before, it is different now, and I moved the wrong poem to another page--whew! That was a close one. . . . Have you ever wondered what psychiatrists actually talk to people about? Well I have. Anyway back to getting ready to leave for advising . . . |
| December 13, 2001 Ok, I am a little worried about my math exam today, as most people would be who need an A on it--grr--I have to hope that my studies have been productive and that the testwriter is not super mean. <thinks> Like that will happen. At least after today's final, I will be done until Tuesday, but of course those two finals next week will also be hard. I wish it was like high school again where I did well enought that finals didn't really factor into my grade too much. But, apparently college has made me stupider :) I wonder what I am going to do tonight to celebrate--maybe I will see what is going on around the building . . . but I think most people I hang with have another exam tomorrow--stinkies. Well, I hope everyone does well!! |
| December 18, 2001 It's kind of funny how my weeks have gone. One day I am getting really bad grades, and then I realize that my finals are saving me--saving me a lot. My report card is looking really pretty right now, and I am proud of how well I have done, despite many problems and glitches. College seems to agree with me, or so I've been told, and I like the way my life is moving. I wish sometimes I wouldn't be backtracking as often with various things, but I think everything is getting better. It's sort of scary how much control certain people can have over your life, but it's nice when they can bring you up, and make you feel even more alive . . . It's nice getting close to people and hearing what they have to say about little things, as well as big things. It's nice to know if someone likes orange juice, or even if they just like the way you smile. This might be the last time I update this page for a while because of break and slow connection at home, but who knows. I hope everyone has a nice break at home and rests up---even those going to Disney World without their "sister"--grr--ah, j/k. |
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