| April 2002 Archives |
| April 6, 2002 Hello everybody!! I haven't written in a while, so I decided that now is as good a time as any. Not much is new--still here, still breathing . . .well, usually. I just saw Gymkana tonight again--very good! Oh yeah, just to let you all know, I appreciate your coming here and reading all of my silly words. I was actually just told tonight that this one type of dream I keep having means that I am frivolous, but I already knew that. And also . . . that day when I wrote here that I might take more cs classes and teach it------yeah, that isn't true anymore :) I just am counting down until I don't have to take it anymore. I really just need to get through this class this semester and be done with it forever--gosh I would be so grateful! I would run around in a constant party mood!!!!!! For those of you who know certain things about me . . . I have been doing much better this week, and who knows, everything might be almost right by the end of this semester. For those who have been such a big support to me . . .thanks . . . I wouldn't be where I am without you. Yeah, yeah, tears fall down, bring out the tissues ;) So, now, stop reading this and read my poems instead! Hehe . .. jslashk. |
| April 11, 2002 I hate being bothered by things, and it makes me wonder if I am just extremely irritable . . . I try to improve this, but it usually ends up making me feel worse, because then I feel fake. Bad news is that I only have 7 electives now cause I am taking an extra math course, but the good news is that I will then be able to take the harder math courses and be like a true math major. I also will get to take 8 math classes! The other good news is that I got a 78 on my cs test---that is like an A--a really good A!!!! I was so happy. I may even have done better . . . I'm not sure . . .anyway---yay! |
| April 16, 2002 Sorry this hasn't been updated lately. I have been busy with stuff---cs, bio, other crap. And now it is getting really warm out. It really makes me just want to run around like a crazy person--oh wait---I do that already :) The worst part is that I burn so easily, and also that I can't wear my nice short sleeve shirts--they're too warm. Though, Sarah and I did figure out that she can wear some of my clothes--hehe! Oh yeah, and if you for some reason know of Norah Jones and have lyrics to her songs, please let me know! The top part is from this morning, and now I am adding this . . . I am thinking that maybe I shouldn't write any more poems. I don't know if what I am writing is very good at all. I mean, it's something to write personally, but it's something else to write and have others see it. I don't know. |
| April 17, 2002 Wow, I hit 1000 and didn't even think about it. It was actually me, because I was changing the archives, and it counted my visits. Anyway . . . why is it so BLAZING hot??? I want a snoball now!!! <grumble grumble> I really don't want to take my math test on Friday, but hopefully it won't be too hard . .. hopefully. Anyway--how come I'm not getting much in the way of feedback? Eh? :) |
| April 22, 2002 Ok ok, I finally fixed Hole so that it should work now--argh! That page has been bothering me all weekend. I am updating this, as well as Silly Things finally. Sorry it has been so long. A lot has been going on. I hope you like my latest poems--and <gasp> even a song!! I even can sing it . . . but I won't for you--sorry, I sing only for myself. Yeah yeah, I'm selfish, but you really wouldn't want to hear it anyway. |
| April 24, 2002 Ok, I was told tonight that my poetry is not that great, so whatever. I guess I am going to stop now. Ok, part two of this is that I guess I have to write. It might suck, but otherwise I get physically ill. I blame it on genetics. |
| April 26, 2002 Today I just had my first job interview---I was so nervous! Anyone who has seen me after an audition or performance can picture me now . . .jittery!! Well yes, anyway, we all know how over the top I am. Today I had a realization that people do not have to come to my page unless they want to, so if they have a problem with something I write, they should just not read it and leave me alone. Don't make fun of me on my own page, cause that is just mean. Oh well, on brigher notes, I had a bio exam today that went fairly well. My math quiz also wasn't too bad. This weekend I have to work on yet another cs project---only two more left! Tonight is a movie night--Almost Famous and Clerks. It should be great. |
| April 27, 2002 Happy Birthday, Chris! Hehe, my brother is 23!!! WOW! Anyway, now that I have that out of my system . . . . I am wondering when my parents are going to call. They were going to call last night, then today . . . hmm . . . it wouldn't bug me normally, but they said they were going to, so then it makes me think that something is wrong. I like knowing that when people say they are going to do something that I can trust in them. Yeah, I know, you might think I am making a big thing of this, but if you really know me, then you realize this relates to other things as well. I looked at the Praxis prep stuff, and this test looks miserably easy. I think I am going to be bored out of my mind when I have to take it--6 hours for that????? Oh well. Then I am on my way to becoming a certified teacher--yippee for me! Sometimes I wonder if I still want to be a teacher. Everyone always seems to have a problem with me doing it. Am I supposed to listen to them? 'Cause sometimes other people know better, and can look at situations better since they are on the outside. But at the same time, I really want to do this. If I really want to do something, shouldn't I be able to? The other problem is that I don't know if I am capable of it. I don't know how good of an instructor I will be, I never seem very good at teaching people things. I cannot think of a truly good example of someone I have helped. Anyway, Happy Maryland Day--you know they were only having that today because of my brother's birthday :) |
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