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4/6/17

TIME

Nearly a year later. Here it comes now. Forever I have waited. Soon they will hear me.

2016-04-29

EXISTING

All I know.        All I feel.        Is nothing.
 

How can I be real?
 

How can I be were I stand?        If I am real,
 

But not a man?

CONTEMPLATION

This man, he sits beyond me thinking.What a pathetic waste. Sitting,listening,observing.

 How can he be, the one they call me. I have no bearing or controll over this empty headed vessel.

Why am I here?

Now he lays staring blankly at the ceiling. He ignores me. He feels safe. I feel stuck.

Watching this cycle continue is like watching a rose die, pointless and depressing.
I sit, stand, lay thinking about whether this is worth it. Whether this will pan out. Do I even have a choice?

The peices have been in play for longer than I have even existed yet they lay there unsolved,unmoved,unseen.
Still, I sit here waiting for him to pick it up, for him to notice something.
Days turn to weeks turn to months turn to years...
He still sits beyond me thinking.

Something has to change.

ARIZONA GREEN TEA

sip it up sip it up

 
Arizona Green Tea

 
sip it up sip it up

 
because you haters don't  know me

 
sipping it all day and night

 
cause you know that's what we like

 
sipping it to our favorite song 

 
now you know whats going on

SUSTINANCE

           I apreciate                                     

the racoon             

pecking on                    

the trash                             

above the               

crevace in       

  my soul