aishi teru itsumo..
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| My thoughts on the whole entire situation is the fact that i know im in love. He is someone that will always have a place in my heart. I will always be a part of his as well. No matter how much we wanna hide the fact that we care for one another. This guy is someone who i've pratically grown my teen years with. He saw me a girl that wore barely any make up, had bangs, dark colored hair. I didnt really know what to do with myself, was extremely shy, wasnt very confident whats so ever. I am now a girl who wears make up has no bangs went from blonde to brunette, little more confident, and is now in college. Who ever thought i would have been with this guy til i was in college and more so. You can't help who you love. Some people will ask why i kept going back to him. because when you are in love, you dont have to question yourself weather u want to be with that person or not. Reguardless that my love for him changes to just love him then IN love with him. I will always love him and he will always be the biggest part and impact of my life. If it wasnt for him i probablly wouldnt be alive. I wouldnt have survived the things that i went through. Things are different now between us. Like i said i will always love him. Yet he hurt me, more then i thought he could. When u thought to yourself that the guy you love only wants you and find out its a lie and does things with other girls. you really do question him. My heart has been shattered to a million pieces. i want him to know, that yes i will always love him. will i forgive him, who knows. as i always say, whats meant to be will find its way. not only that reguardless what u go thru in life with a person.if ur suppose to be with them, fate will bring you together...only time will tell. i hope he has a great life and realizes that life isnt about money. even if you are so rich you cant buy love. and i love him even if he was poor. but guess he'll never know. aishi teru itsumo.. |
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