Inside

I sit here alone
Inside my head
Sitting,thinking.
Wishing I were dead
I want to stay inside
Where I've always cried
Until the world is broken
And there is no word
Left unspoken
When no one will cry
And no one will die
And you can be alone
Inside a crowded room
Waiting for the scream.
A New Age of a Different Rhyme

A new age of a different rhyme
A new time
a time to grow
a time to see
What you don't know
But this time it's real
So you can feel
All the pain
that's been in your brain
all the pain wants to be held
Wants to be heard
Free like a bird
So embrace the pain as it quickens
No one knows how it sickens
Makes you insane
but not numb to the pain
until you succumb
succumb to the one.
Pain

There's nothing left in this life
To make me wanna put down this knife
All that's left inthis worldis sad
No good only bad
No one can know the pain inside
Or the real reasons I have cried
I wish this wouldn't hurt so much
To push in this knife I clutch
I need some time to think and cry
Before I decide if I'm going to die.
The Child's Mind

No time left to stop the theft
Of all the little kid's dreams and nothing seems
To want to work you're such a jerk
Can't you see what this means to me
why can't you just let them be
Their just children dreams have filled them
Please God don't let them be like me
They don't need to see this pain
Or the blood come down like rain
Can't they learn can't they live
Doen'st this world need what they have to give?
Don't let hate posses their mind
Just let them be kind
We need them so free them
They are the salvation for this creation
And if they don't become who they have to be
Then we'll never be free
And we'll drown in the blood
And burn in the tears
But yet these aren't our worst fears.
All In My Head

I can hear you in my head
Now my face is turning red
Why can't you just go away
I told you I don't want you to stay
I can't stand it
God damn it
Why can't you get out of my head
Once again wishing I were dead
Oh shit, I can't deal with it
Are you trying to make me insane?
Please God just get out of my brain
Just stop the pain
All The Same

Losing my mind
I don't even mind
I can't feel the pain
Inside of my brain
Rain falls
someone calls
no need to cry
we'll all die
end our life
with the same knife
the knife of pain
blood always leaves a stain
on the window pane
makes me insane
make it stop
listen to the rain drop
down to hell
the fortune tells
of nights long foretold
it's getting old
this game  you play
but still you know I'll never go away
Can't Sleep

Thoughts of you run through my head
I can't sleep when I go to bed
Thinking of your pain
Running through my brain
You've got much more reason to want to be dead
Than the reasons I've got locked up in my head
I won't believe you want to die
I'll just sit and think and maybe cry
Eventually I'll be ok
But not tomorrow and not today.
Writings on the Wall

I've seen the writings on the wall
They tell you when you're gonna fall
I don't know if they're really right
But if they are I'll lose the fight
The one for my life
in the end I'll sacrifice
But its ok if I do
Then life will be better for you.
Hope

I don't even know why we try
We'll always fail and somebody always dies
You can't save the souls unborn
Andyou can't save the souls all tattered and torn
But how will you know if you don't go
Have you passed by one
that could have been undone?
or is there no hope
for those of us who just can't cope.
Laughter

I hear the laughter
It hurts my brain
It makes me want
To go insane
You all laugh
As I begin to write my epitaph
"here she lies
because she cries
here she lies
forever and a day
'cause she couldn't
make the voices go away."
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