| Mountain High Sirens scream as I am raced toward help. I don't want your help. I want to be left alone to die. No matter how many stiches I get it still won't mend my broken heart. Blackness approches. In that blackness I can hide from the likes of you. I don't have to run from shadows. There I am sane and together. Here in the light I am a demon that craves darkness but nowhere is dark enough to hide from the laughter and hate. The green eyed monster my allie bides me farewell for he is jealous of my place of sanity the dark pools of mind. Here I can run to the top of a mountain and be free. I try to explain my pleas before you but you cast me back in the sea of fish. Where I have to compeate for love and compassion. They yell, They hit, They claw at me trying to tear me down from my mountin but at command I send my hellish angels after them who send them rumbling down the mountain of my sanity. Then I laugh and riddicule them. I awake to be brought back to reality where I put a happy mask on with a smile and brown eyes. My true identity is a frown and Green eyes. Behind all the masks of everyone is someone like me. They all have places to be free. The darkness my santurary of freedom. I run to every day looking to unleash the beast trapped all day. I run free not to worry about what other's think. |