| In the Lighted Darkness As I sit in the complete dark. I stare at my shadow. I let my mind wander to a place where I am sane. Where he does not exist. What happened didn't happen. The feelings I felt do not haunt me like this face in my dreams, day dreams and my every waking sleeping thought. No light is cast on my tear stained face yet I see perfectly fine. The only thing I don't see is life without him. I cover my ears but I still hear the evil, heart crushing words slowly roll of his tongue. I think back and I remember speaking highly of you. I still do but you have someone else. I remember your hand holding mine not hers. I wait for the past to once again relive it's joyous life. I think incomplete thoughts because that is how I will remember us. Not a day rises or falls that my love does not grow. It is nurtured only by dark words that turn it a way. How long can it live without something to feed on? It is starting to eat away my sanity. I stay in the dark waiting for the light to be shed on the mystery of why you ended it. |