| I Remember I remember how you used to tease me about the way I stood and the way I talked. You remember every converstaion we have ever had. I remember people trying to teach me a southern accent but I never fully lost my oringinal accent because I wanted to have an excuse to talk to you. But I never told you that. I remember walking into the theater and seeing you for the first time in a year and right away I knew who you were. You gave me your prized pin. I still have it today. I remember pretending to be a damsel in distress just so I could hold you hand. I know you knew what was going on, but it worked. I remember you telling me how you wanted me to be your girl and I said I know. I remember our first kiss, something I wanted for so long but you were a gentlemen and waited till the right moment. I remember when you first told me you loved me. I was so excited, but I waited to respond because I had to be sure. But once I knew I knew it would last forever. I remember our first time. You were gentle and caring and passionate. I will never expierence anything like it again. I remember your Blade poster that watched over us in your bed. Now the poster is in my room and he must be bored watching me alone in my bed toss and turn at night. I remember watching you walk across the stage and I never felt so proud. I remember laying in the back of my truck just looking at the stars. I remember laying in your hammock in the back yard, the cool air on us. I remember having to leave you, I have never felt so sad. I remember your voice the moment you said you couldn't be with me, I heard my heart shatter. I remember our various attempts at trying to make it work again. I remember feeling so lonely.... I don't remember every feeling this alone. I remember you saying you would love me forever. Well you love me from there and I will love you from here. I will remember everything about you but I hope we never talk again so I remember why I love you. |