Come Home! You Frighten me. �I am afraid for you. �But maybe if I am still afraid then you will be ok. �You are in another place, far from me. �Too far from my hugs and kisses but not out of reach from my voice and worry. �You will be home soon but will you be there for your joyous homecoming? �I pray every night you will be. �You are in the land of Yin and Yang. �I know the dark side but do you see the light side? �If you can wait you will see the light in my eyes. �I am scared because once again I am on the otherside of suicide. �I am your guardian and protector. �I am terrified that I will have to be your survior. �I have played this role before and I feel like I failed. �Maybe I did, maybe I did not, I can not be certain. �Please don't leave me hanging for I have already been there and the pain is still fresh like a silvery shine in my heart. |