Is there a message in what's happening to me?
Is there something I am supposed to see?

Is there something of value with which I might concur,
or a lesson in life which I should infer?

Am I missing a valuable point here?
Have I washed it away in a hastily wiped tear?

Have I been so busy feeling such pity for me,
that I haven't focused on what I was meant to see?

Is there a message or am I wasting my time?
Father I surrender my will and make it Thine.

I trust You will help me to finally discern,
if there is something You mean for me to learn.