The verdicts are still not known
I can not help but worry of what they'll do and say
My fate is what they decide
The fear is great and sorrow felt
As I stumble through the day
Waiting for the moment
When judgment comes my way
Will they speak of anger
Or pity of what has come
How can I manage to be strong now
Of such battles I know I will not win
So much is against me
And my back is against the wall
No one will be always beside me
To comfort me through the pain
I will carry my judgment on myself
And remember it with every tear