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| On June 3, 2006, my brother Dawud was murdered by a group of punks while stopped at a red light in Cleveland, Ohio. | |||||
Entry for June 5, 2006
2006-06-05 16:28:10 GMT
Comments (5 total)
Author:Anonymous
Dawud, the last day I saw you ironically was the day of our divorce. You never gave up as you said, 'Good, now we can get married in Church', while you chuckled. You tatooed my name on you for a reason, you loved me so much. And this picture of us you still carried. I feel so guilty that I wasn't there for you, that you didn't have a home cooked meal, that you always wanted me back, that you never stopped telling me that you loved me even in the last phone call. That you would always play Sade music on my voice mail. I feel guilty that I finally put my foot down and now you are gone. God knows I wanted us to work all of these years and we had good times and bad. But you would never let go of your lifestyle. I, now, am honored that you gave me your name and in the first week we met, you told me that my name will be changed to Salim, and I still am Sandra Salim and will keep it until I die. Your son will carry it on and proudly. I will always remember the good times and share them with your children. In my heart, you will always be. I do love you, the father of my children. I will continue to help find these mother fuckers and I promise you, that when they are found, I will be there to avenge your death the way you would want me to. I have been there for you since the day we met and will continue to be. You were a strong and beautiful man, invincible. Even when I told your son, I broke it down over a few days and he knew that someone died, he never thought it was his dad. He looks at you and will always see you as the toughest, hardest, strongest man and you still are, so please, with God, watch over us always.
2006-06-13 20:53:19 GMT
Love, your family --Sandoura Salim --Sandoura Salim <mailto:[email protected]>
Author:Anonymous
Dawud, the last day I saw you ironically was the day of our divorce. You never gave up as you said, 'Good, now we can get married in Church', while you chuckled. You tatooed my name on you for a reason, you loved me so much. And this picture of us you still carried. I feel so guilty that I wasn't there for you, that you didn't have a home cooked meal, that you always wanted me back, that you never stopped telling me that you loved me even in the last phone call. That you would always play Sade music on my voice mail. I feel guilty that I finally put my foot down and now you are gone. God knows I wanted us to work all of these years and we had good times and bad. But you would never let go of your lifestyle. I, now, am honored that you gave me your name and in the first week we met, you told me that my name will be changed to Salim, and I still am Sandra Salim and will keep it until I die. Your son will carry it on and proudly. I will always remember the good times and share them with your children. In my heart, you will always be. I do love you, the father of my children. I will continue to help find these mother fuckers and I promise you, that when they are found, I will be there to avenge your death the way you would want me to. I have been there for you since the day we met and will continue to be. You were a strong and beautiful man, invincible. Even when I told your son, I broke it down over a few days and he knew that someone died, he never thought it was his dad. He looks at you and will always see you as the toughest, hardest, strongest man and you still are, so please, with God, watch over us always.
2006-06-13 20:53:52 GMT
Love, your family --Sandoura Salim --Sandoura Salim <mailto:[email protected]>
Author:Anonymous
Sorry, I must have pressed it twice. Sandra
2006-06-13 21:00:09 GMT
But anyway, I still ache inside, everything is empty. Thank you Julie for putting this website together for him. There is one request that he and I talked about throughout our lives together. It is that he wanted our head stones to be carvings of our faces looking up at the world. I would like to do that for him when I can. There is someone I know who would may be able to do that. I want to do everything I can to preserve his memory for our children and the family. I still hurt deeply, it's not fair for my kids to grow up without him seeing. --Sandra Salim <mailto:[email protected]>
Author:Anonymous
you fuckers will pay, AND WHAT YOU DON'T KNOW IS DAWUD HAS MANY FRIENDS IN PRISON TOO. JUST WAIT UNTIL THEY CATCH YOU AN FIND OUT ABOUT THEIR FRIEND. GOD HELP YOU. YOU WILL GET YOURS. YOU TOOK MY KIDS' FATHER - YOU FUCKERS - YOU WILL PAY AND BE SORRY YOU EVER EVEN THOUGHT ABOUT HURTING ANOTHER PERSON!!!!!!
2006-06-13 21:03:32 GMT
--Sandoura Salim
Author:Anonymous
And then....there is you Kamillah....he loved you too. I remember when I first met you and that Tatoo guy. Dawud wanted to kick his ass....he always protected the ones he loved. One thing is that I always felt protected with Dawud. Last summer, around this time. He took us on a hike, down to the lake. Me, Benna, Dominion, and baby Nivarro (who was a few months old and who he loved very much and was there when he was born). He found a remote spot, cleared it, and sectioned it off with the branches that wash up on the shore. PROTECTING us from anything that might come into our space. We had a cook out, music and he was so happy to have his family with him. And I was happy at that moment.
2006-06-15 14:00:33 GMT
I, now, cherish that day. Keep on protecting us.....Sandoura --Sandoura Salim |
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