Ostry

 

(Heavy Frost)

 

By: Niebezpiczny Ksiezyc

 

Disclaimer: I do not won or claim to own GW or Adema (“Skin”)! I am merely borrowing the    lyrics from Adema to add to the story! Enjoy!

 

 

Days will come that make no sense

My present situation makes me think too much, too much

It all revolves around you

This life that I’m living means nothing without you

 

            Lt. Noin sat alone in her room, and held a silver picture frame close to her aching heart. Her loneliness dug it’s icy claws into her soul as her mind could only focus on one person. Her body was tired and weary, and her face was exhausted from forcing the muscles to form a smile. How much longer could she go on like this? Tears welled in her violet eyes as she tightened her grip on her most precious of all possessions, that picture frame. A tear slide down her face and splashed onto her trembling hand. She held tighter onto her treasure, and did not even wince as the glass and metal broke, stabbing her hands. The crimson blood flowed from her wounds, onto her legs and trickled onto her blue comforter, but she did not move.

 

I’d shed my skin for you

What would you want me to do?

I will always love you

But I can’t live like this

 

            She had given everything she had to Zechs. Her laughter, her praise, her love. And yet he left her. He left her alone in a world without him. The tears came faster as Noin could think only of her tormented heart and her lost love. Have you ever wanted to die so badly that it hurt? He always left her. He hardly ever let down his guard to allow her to see the real man that he was. Why did he have to be so distant, so cold?

 

This problem here is my fault

It’s not that I don’t care

But I’m so lost

 

Why didn’t he feel the same way about her as she felt about him? “This just isn’t fair, Zechs,” she yelled. She threw the broken frame against a wall, and watched with a hard heart as it crashed into the wall and the pictures fluttered down to the ground. “Why did I have to love you so much?” she cried. “Oh God, why does it hurt so bad?!”

 

I’d shed my skin for you

What would you want me to do?

I will always love you

But I can’t live like this

 

            A loud knock echoed throughout the room. Noin quickly looked towards the door and panicked. “No time to clean up that mess,” she mumbled. She quickly wiped her eyes with her blood stained hands, forgetting about the pain. She stumbled over to the door and was amazed as it was flung open, and in walked a tall, blonde man. Noin’s eyes grew wide as a small cry escaped from her lips. Noin’s knees began to buckle and she felt Zechs’s strong arms pick her up and lay on her upon her bed. He sat next to her and brushed her hair from her eyes. His blue eyes narrowed when he saw the blood on her face, and wounds on her hands. He silently took off the long white scarf that hung around his neck, and ripped it into three pieces. With one, he gently wiped her tear stained face, and with the others, he wrapped her hands. Noin felt her eyes fill with tears as her Love gently tended to her wounds. He broke his gaze from her hands and peered into her eyes. He slowly bent down and gently kissed her lips and held her tightly.

 

Choke off the feelings inside

Who you lying to? Will I survive?

I like what you’re putting me through

Cause I feel almost alive

 

            Noin shot up in bed, held her hands to her face and cried. She could almost feel his arms still wrapped around her. She looked over to the other side of the bed, and was greeted by its emptiness. She was of course alone. She sobbed as she recalled her dream, and then looked at her bloody hands. She had cried herself to sleep yet again.

 

I’d shed my skin for you

What would you want me to do?

I will always love you

But I can’t live like this

 

            “Oh God, Zechs! I can’t live like this!”

 

I’d shed my skin for you

What would you want me to do?

I will always love you

But I can’t live like this