I made up your mind
When I said the things I said
And now I'm feasting on my words
I live with my regrets
I'm starting to see now
The way I truly am
But I'm too late to prove it now
You couldn't pretend
I'm just losing grip
Of everything around me
I can't accept what's really happening to me
I'm too afraid to say
To say you can be happy
Happy with where you are and where you need to be
I broke my heart again
When I split your heart in two
Took the knife in my own hand
And turned it in my chest
I just need one more chance
To make it up to you again
But you've given me too many times
You couldn't pretend
I'm just losing grip
Of everything around me
I can't accept what's really happening to me
I'm just too afraid to say
To say you can be happy
Happy with where you are and where you need to be
I'm too afraid to admit, I was wrong
Just walk away, turn my back to everything
But I can't, face reality