| This band started from one of the thoughts I had while looking at all the evil I had created even though I have have been chasing after God my entire life. I did not become a christian until August of '98, but I have always been led to do the will of God even before I realized it! I had wanted to be in a christian band, basically, because I didn't want to become what I saw myself turning into. And I won't lie to you, or anyone, I have not been without my fair share of sin; I mean, I admittedly have broken so many different laws that I can't even count. But that is all behind me now, because of God's forgiving grace and merciful love for all of us. He will forgive any wrong you or I could ever commit!(micah 7;18/19) Don't think that I am trying to pull that "holier than thou" crap that so many people have pulled on me, I plainly admit that I am absolutely no better than you are! As a matter of fact, I can tell you with quite a bit of confidence that you are by far better than I am! All of this is beside the fact, because we are all equal in God's eyes and that will never change! He has saved my life so many times... I have killed myself in so many ways many times before, but Jesus has held onto me every time, making sure that I don't die, no matter how hard I wanted to or tried to. He has saved my life time and time again! I belive that he has brought me back to help save those who may not believe in him or do not know his undying love that he has for every single one of us! I don't know when or even if I will ever meet the one person that I will help lead to Christ, but that's not the reason for all of this; the point is to be able to reach anyone with an open mind and an honest heart of despair! I WILL NEVER FORCE MY BELIEFS ON ANYONE! But maybe out of the entire world, the one person that I can help is, you...? If you have any questions about anything I have said/ believe/ or your just curious about how I live as such an outspoken christian, just e-mail me at [email protected] with "Christ" as the subject. Thank you very much for letting me share my testimony with you! God Bless! |