Title: Let the Tears Fall

Author: Genzai Kiseitai

Warnings: Shounen ai, ANGST

Pairings: Magician of Black Chaos/Dark Magician, Mentions of Gaia the Fierce Knight/Warrior Dai Grepher, and Black Luster Solider/Kagemusha of the Blue Flame

Author Notes: I’ve been trying to write something with Chaos for a while now. I FINALLY got this through my Writer’s Block but it came out so…..ANGSTY. Oh well hope you Angst Fiends like this then ^_^

I’ve always been told that when sacrificed in a ritual you got to know that monster it summoned.

No one warned me of the pain it brought when you learned of a Ritual Monster’s past. Gaia still refuses to go far from Dai Grepher for fear of losing him the way Luster lost his dear Kagemusha in the past.

Chaos lost everything. His family, his innocence, his life, and his love.

My love.

I watched in his memory as I was torn from his embrace, watched through his eyes as my soul was torn from my body and put into the Shadow Realm as a Duel Monster. Forgetting of my past and our love. I felt his heart shatter inside his chest as he looked into my soulless eyes and rebuild itself with ice. He swore he would get my soul back or join me as a Duel Monster. If he couldn’t have love then he would settle for not remembering it, or the pain of losing it.

He got neither.

He became too strong in his pursuit to help me, too powerful to be allowed to run free. They made him into a Ritual Monster, less likely to be called for battle and more likely to sit in a deck and never be used.

I was pulled from his mind as the duel ended and we separated again. I could feel the tears at the corners of my eyes but refused to let them fall. He pulled me quickly into his embrace and I returned it. I felt a single drop against the side of my neck, his single tear. (1) He pulled away and looked at me his eyes emotionless except for the small, almost hidden, spark of hope deep inside them.

"As long as your memories of our past remain buried I cannot be near you." He said quietly.

My heart constricted in my chest at the thought of his grief for being so close yet unable to touch the holder of his heart. He leaned forward and captured my mouth in a heated kiss, which I returned, before moving further away.

"But I will take this new memory and wait for the day you remember." With that he turned and walked off disappearing like the shadows he lived in. After he was gone I did the only thing I could.

I let the tears fall.

OWARI

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 (1): After battling their armor/disguises [Saggi! ^_^] or whatever are taken away…..in other words Dark’s massive armor is gone so he could feel the tear.

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Well that was depressing and to think just yesterday I claimed on my dislike for Angst and the fact that most of my stories have it.

Anyway please tell me what you think. I want to know if I did good with this story ^_^ and I hope you liked it!