Chapter Three
so when the time is right
come to me sweetly, come to me
come to me
The Dolphins Cry � LIVE
I had no intention
of taking Torrie up on her offer. I spent the rest of my week wrapped
up in scripts and offers and meetings with my agent mixed in with the
occasional interview for a magazine or entertainment show. It was gradually
becoming a little harder to walk down the street without being recognized.
At first, everyone had known me as Legolas, so minus the blonde wig,
not many people knew what I really looked like. But I was beginning
to appear in a lot more magazine publications and my anonymity was gradually
being stripped from me. I didnt mind too much; its the price
one pays for fame. But Ian had said to me once that he hoped he never
became really famous and I was slowly beginning to understand what he
had meant. Everyone has those days when you just want to be left alone,
when you are in your own little world and you dont want to be
disturbed. With fame, you werent allowed those days or you might
get caught by some fan in a bad mood and end up snapping at them and
the next morning it is all over the internet and papers and suddenly
no one wants to hire you because of your attitude problem. Its
enough to make a person never want to leave the house. It was Friday night
and Elijah and I were kicked back in a booth at the club, while around
us music blared, people laughed, glasses clinked. Elijah was reclined
in the seat, smoking a cigarette, eyeing a cute little blonde who was
on the dance floor. Shed been flashing him a glance every now
and again but no matter how many times I had told him to go out there,
he hadnt budged from where he sat. Billy called
today, he yelled over the music, blowing a wisp of smoke into
the air. Said he was bored as fuck and he was coming out here
next week. I laughed. What
makes him think things are much better here? Elijah shrugged.
I told him to get Dom out here. Well give Sean a call and
see if the five of us cant get into some trouble. Shouldnt
be too difficult. He suddenly cocked
his head to the side and sat up. Hey, isnt that
ah
hell, whats her name? The fish chick
Victoria?
I looked at Elijah blankly then followed his gaze across the club. Yep,
it was her, looking slightly different out of casual clothes and in
a short black dress, her dark hair hanging down around her shoulders.
I felt a smile tug at the corners of my mouth. It is Torrie. Torrie is
it? Elijah was eyeing me, taking another drag on his cigarette.
Whatd I miss? Nothing, Lij.
Ignore it. I tried to focus my attention on my drink but my gaze
kept straying back to her. There was a man at her side, tall, broad-shouldered,
black hair. I frowned. Her fiancé, obviously. I quickly convinced
myself that the reason I took an instant dislike to him was because
he was obviously not right for her. I could have beaten
Elijah then because he stood up and put his fingers to his mouth, whistling
loudly across the club. When he caught Torries attention, he waved
her over to the table. Fuck. My hand itched to smack him. Fuck. Here
she came, with her fiancé, some big jock-looking guy in a gray
silk suit that seemed to scream he thought he was better than everybody
else. I didnt even know his name and I hated him. Orli, Elijah!
Hi! Torrie came up beside the table and Elijah scooted over, inviting
her to sit down. I flashed her a smile but my gaze drifted back to Brutus.
Everything about him rubbed me the wrong way. Guys, this is my
fiancé, Steve Rubin. Steve, this is Orlando Bloom and Elijah
Wood. Steve reached out
and shook our hands. I think he tried to break mine, I couldnt
be certain. Even Elijah seemed to wince. Asshole. Actors, huh?
Steve said. Sorry, cant say Ive seen any of your movies. Now why wasnt
that surprising? I wondered. Maybe because both of us had yet to star
in a Steven Segal flick. So hows
the fishing business? Elijah asked Torrie, completely disregarding
Steves presence. I wanted to do the same but his cologne was too
strong to ignore. I swallowed down the rest of my scotch and considered
going for another but Torries next comment caught my attention. Well why dont
you find out? I already told Orli he was invited to join me for an expedition.
She glanced over at me and I flashed her a smile. Youre
both welcome to join my uncle and I tomorrow. Elijah raised a
brow in question at me and then looked over at Steve. What about
you, Steve? You fish? No.
A flat, short answer. His tone clearly implied that something like fishing
was completely beneath him. I had no doubt that his hobbies included
stealing candy from babies and kicking puppies. Stop it, Orli, I
chided myself mentally. You dont even know this guy! So what about
it? Torrie persisted. You up for it or not? Sounds cool,
Elijah replied. Right, Orli? I wished the seat
would swallow me up. How much laughter would Elijah enjoy at my expense
if he knew I had asked Torrie out, only to learn she was engaged? I
wouldnt have minded so much if only Torrie had been there and
maybe we could have talked some more about her work and laughed again
over my fall off the pier. But with Steve there, all I could wonder
was what she had told him about me and did they laugh about my asking
her out and for the life of me I could not figure out why I even cared.
It wasnt as if I was really interested in Torrie she wasnt
even my type! And still, I felt uncomfortable and embarrassed and I
really wanted a way out of there and here Elijah was saying I was supposed
to spend the next day with her. Dammit, dammit, dammit. I see a client
of mine over there, Steve said suddenly. Be back in a moment,
babe. Babe. Inwardly I
made a gagging noise or two as Steve kissed Torries cheek then
stood and moved off without another glance at Elijah and me. I noticed
that Elijah was watching him as he walked away too, then his gaze immediately
flickered over to Torrie. I steeled myself for what was coming. With
Elijah, one never knew. Sometimes he had a disarming way of being completely
and totally honest. So, how long
you and Steve been together? Little over
a year, Torrie replied. Her gaze flickering over the both of us,
almost nervously. She was playing with a discarded straw, twisting it
around her fingers. Hes a broker. Very smart. Played college
football. Really?
I tried to act interested and even surprised. I dont think it
worked because she gave me a strange look but didnt say anything. You two come
here often? Elijah questioned, studying Torrie quietly. She shook her head.
No. Steve hates dancing. Guess hes in a congenial mood tonight.
She flashed a quick smile. Not that hell dance but the atmosphere
is nice. Orlill
dance with you. Dear Lij, I am going
to kill you when this night is over. Signed Orli. I fixed him with
my sternest gaze but he just seemed to ignore me or he saw it and was
pretending it wasnt there. For all I knew, Steve would come over
and punch my face in if I was caught dancing with Torrie. Even she seemed
hesitant about it, looking at Elijah uncertainly. I dont
think Oh, come on,
Elijah interrupted me. Orlis being completely picky this
evening and not dancing with anyone and you came here specifically to
dance, knowing that you werent going to. Whats it going
to hurt either of you? Id kill him.
I really would. But right now I couldnt leave Torrie sitting there,
looking pathetically uncomfortable and ready to bolt at any given moment.
Perhaps tomorrow would be a good time to go fishing. Then I could use
Elijah as bait. No one would miss him. Not for days. I slid out of my
seat and stood at Torries side. Cmon, love.
Before Lij decides to get anymore bright ideas in his head. She smiled and took
my hand and allowed me to pull her out to the dance floor. Of course,
the moment we reached it, Im Like a Bird by Nelly
Furtado ended and was immediately replaced by The Callings Unstoppable.
So I had to pull her close and hold her against me and we swayed slowly
to the tune and I found myself hating the fact that she was the perfect
height against me. Tonight she smelled like spice and yet the softest
hint of coconut still lingered there in her skin and her hair was incredibly
soft against my cheek. Come and
lay right on my bed, sit and drink some wine I'll try not
to make you cry And if you'd
get inside my head, then you'd understand Then you'd understand
me Why I've felt
so alone, why I kept myself from love And you became
my favorite drug So let me take
you right now and swallow you down, I need you inside And I was beginning
to hate this song. If we had
this night together If we had a moment
to ourselves If we had this
night together, then we'd be Unstoppable
Over the next minute
or so, Torrie seemed to relax, and rested her head against my shoulder.
I held her a little closer, allowed myself to enjoy it a little more.
After all, it was just a harmless dance. There was no reason to stress
over it. She was engaged and wasnt my type anyway and sure we
got along well and I enjoyed spending time in her company but this was
just a slowly emerging friendship and friends could dance and enjoy
it without having to worry too much. Right? I rested my head
against hers and slowly lost myself in the song and the feeling of her
against me. I couldnt really explain at that moment how I felt
except to say it was peaceful. For just a moment there was no pressure,
no worries, just the two of us moving to the music, no talking, no need
to impress. I closed my eyes, felt her heart beating against my own
or was it the bass from the music? Do you
think that this is right, or is it really wrong I know that this
is what we've been wanting And all this
is burning in my soul, it fills up to my throat It fills up till
my heart is breaking Youre
a good dancer, Torrie spoke against my neck. Her voice was slightly
husky, soft. I liked the sound. Opening my eyes, I was about to reply
you know, say something witty about really having two left feet
or something equally stupid like that but I caught Steve watching
us and anything I might have said was lost. He was glaring, looking
slightly pissed. What was the mans issue, anyway? A part of me
felt like placing my hands on her ass but I doubted Torrie would have
appreciated that much. So I refrained from doing so and instead flashed
Steve a sickeningly sweet smile. Elijah appeared beside him and was
saying something, probably explaining how he knew Torrie wanted to dance
and I was up to dancing with her and most likely making it sound as
if it were completely my idea. Hell, it wasnt as if he owned her
or anything so why the evil eye? Deciding to ignore it, I closed my
eyes again and lost myself in the music and the feel of this very soft
woman against me once more. Now, we
can both learn Somehow, you'll
see it's all we have Love, it keeps
us together and I need love It was obviously
the wrong thing to do. Next thing I knew, Steve was standing beside
us, his hand on Torries arm, giving me that Im bigger
than you so youd better watch out, punk look and I found
myself very much wanting to punch his lights out but knew I would only
succeed in hurting myself and looking like a complete idiot. Cmon,
babe. We need to get going, Steve was telling her, drawing her
away from me. Completely rude,
if you ask me. Even Torrie was flashing me an apology with her eyes
and all I could do was smile in return. Damn straight I was showing
up for that fishing trip. What time
tomorrow? I asked before he could pull her off the dance floor. Steve glared. Torrie
smiled. Four oclock. In the morning?
I squeaked in disbelief. She nodded with
another smile before disappearing into the crowd. Four fucking oclock
in the morning? Ah hell. **** When I had told
Elijah what time we had to be there, he had looked ready to go into
a fit of apoplexy. Then he had told me I was lying. Then he had tried
to back out of it. I was okay with that. I was going no matter what,
for no other reason than because Steve knew I was planning on going
and after the looks he had given me on the dance floor
So there I was at
four am in the frickin morning with a sleepy Elijah standing beside
me on the dock in front of the Dolphins Cry. There were
a couple of fisherman ahead of us already, boarding the boat. It was
pitch black out still and the breeze coming in from the ocean was a
cold one. I could hear the sea lions barking in the distance and up
and down the pier engines roared to life. I need coffee,
Elijah yawned beside me. You already
had some. I need more. Come on, you
should be used to this. Just pretend youre about to get your Hobbit
feet put on. Ugh.
Elijah made a face. Ill be sleeping in the car. Whatever.
I grabbed him by the arm and pulled him forward. Uncle Tony was standing
at the edge of the pier, his dark brows raising as we drew near. Well, here
for another swimming lesson? He asked. Preferably
not, I replied. Elijah yawned again. Torrie invited us. Shes
in the cabin, Tony told us, nodding us onboard. He glanced at
Elijah. You might want to put a lifejacket on him, just in case
he falls asleep into the water. It would serve
him right, I replied to Tonys laughter as I hauled Elijah
over the edge of the boat with me. He immediately found a bench and
dropped onto it, his head leaning against the back and eyes closing. Wake me when
we find some fish, he called out to me as I walked off. Entering the cabin,
I found Torrie sitting in the captains chair, turning the engines,
flipping a few switches here and there. Hey there, I called
out. She glanced over
her shoulder and smiled. Hey back. Surprised to see you made it. I moved over to
her. What? Dyou think all us Hollywood types sleep all day
and play all night? Well dont
you? I laughed. Youve
got a point. But, Lij and I did go home last night at about 11:30 in
anticipation of meeting you here at this god-awful hour of the morning. Ah, but did
you go home alone? Ouch!
I placed my hand over my heart in mock pain. That hurt. And? I hung my head.
Unfortunately, yes. Torrie laughed.
Poor baby! Lack of choices or outright rejection? Yes.
I grinned. Shaking her head,
Torrie slid out of the chair and moved past me. I frowned as she did
so, reaching out to grab her arm and stop her. She looked at me in confusion
as I touched her left cheek where a dark bruise was visible in the low
light. How the hell
did you get that? I asked. Torrie smiled. You
know me. Klutz. This morning I overslept and, in my hurry to get out
of bed when I saw the time, I got tripped up in my sheets and fell into
the nightstand. Slick, huh? I shook my head
with a grimace. Do you have a life insurance policy? You need
one. Yeah, well
I try to stay away from highways and such. Good thing,
too. I followed her out
of the cabin back onto the deck where the last of the passengers had
gathered. The crew was busy untying the ropes from the moorings and
raising the anchor, while Tony moved past us into the cabin to take
the chair Torrie had just vacated. I stumbled a bit as the boat pulled
away from the pier, waited while my body became used to the motion then
moved to join Torrie who had sat down beside Elijah. Got any coffee?
He was asking Torrie as I took the seat beside her. Sorry, hon.
Uncle Tony and I cant stand coffee. Ive got Coke if you
want one. Maybe later.
He closed his eyes. Ah, to be
twenty-one and lazy once again, she quipped, causing Elijah to
train one eye on her for a moment before closing it without arguing. I leaned back and
lost myself in the sound of the engines and the churning of the water
as the boat sliced through it. Everything around us was darkness, as
if we were moving through a gigantic void and I avoided looking at the
water because it seemed slightly sinister, black as it was. Beside me,
Torrie was quiet as well, her gaze focused out on the water, her attention
drifting only once as we passed by the rocky island filled with the
very loud sea lions. I surreptitiously studied her profile in the growing
dawn, thinking to myself once more that she was much prettier than I
had thought at our first meeting. She had a youthful appearance, though
now that her thoughts were unguarded, I noticed a ghost of darkness,
a haunted expression, flicker briefly through her eyes. Its appearance
sent a tremor through me and without thought, I reached out and clasped
her hand in mine. She did not react, did not turn to me, only squeezed
my fingers, her gaze remaining on the sea. Inwardly, I gave a sigh of
relief. I dont know what had drawn me to touch her like that and
I sure as hell didnt know what I would have said if she had questioned
me about it. Torrie seemed to read me better than I could read myself
though, and spoke nothing of it. The sun was beginning
to appear over the horizon, casting its light across a now blue ocean
when the fishing boat finally slowed and the passengers around us began
preparing their poles, pulling out packets of bait and sinkers. Torrie
pulled her hand from mine I dont know how long I had held
it but Elijah saw it and raised an eyebrow at me which I ignored
and stood. Ill
be right back. She moved off toward the front of the boat. Elijah scooted over
beside me and I waited for the inevitable. So what was
that all about? What was what?
I asked innocently. You were holding
her hand. An engaged womans hand. As if I didnt
know. I shrugged. It was nothing, Lij. Just two friends holding
hands. Speaking of,
exactly when did this friendship thing happen? I sighed. Lij
I obviously
missed something somewhere. I mean, you didnt seem the least surprised
when she introduced that fiancé of hers last night. Dont
you have some more sleeping to do? I asked irritably. Elijah laughed.
Yeah, man. Okay. I get it. Stop prodding. Ill just wait
until next week when the rest of the guys are with us. I grimaced at the
thought. Great. Four hobbits plying me with questions about the engaged
woman who I was holding hands with on a fishing boat and had danced
with at the club and there was absolutely nothing about her that typically
drew me to a woman except that she was very sweet. I liked blondes;
she was brunette. I wanted someone who needed me; Torrie seemed extremely
independent. It only made sense that I would end up with someone in
the business; Torrie was about as far removed from Hollywood
as anyone could be. I told myself I was only interested in getting to
know her because she led such a different life and I wanted to see what
that was like. Besides, she had invited me in. She could have easily
let me walk away from her without another word and that would have been
that. God, I was becoming
defensive, actually resorting to arguing with myself. What did it matter
to anyone if Torrie and I became friends? She was cool and a lot of
fun to hang out with. Fuck. Hey you two!
I glanced up to see Torrie waving us toward the front of the boat. Elijah jumped up
in front of me, almost causing me to trip and I gave him a dirty look
which he completely ignored, and we walked toward the bow, joining Torrie.
She handed us each the end of a pole, the lines of which were already
sunk deep into the water. I peered over the edge, holding the pole beside
me. Were
at about a hundred feet right now, Torrie told me, leaning over
to follow my gaze. You mean I
have to reel up one hundred feet of line? Elijah exclaimed unhappily. Torrie laughed.
If you get a bite, yeah. Well shit.
He shoved the end of his pole into the holder and leaned back against
the railing, hands shoved into the pockets of his jeans. I looked over
at Torrie and we grinned at each other. The next few hours
passed quicker than I would have imagined. I got three bites on my pole,
the limit per person, while Elijah didnt get one. In the end,
I couldnt tell if he was happy or sad at the outcome. The first
snag Torrie coached me through, her arms occasionally wrapping around
me to either increase or decrease my pressure on the pole. She grabbed
the net as the salmon neared the surface of the water, swiftly scooping
it up onto the boat. I was impressed with myself when she declared it
was so far the biggest catch of the day, weighing in at twenty-six pounds.
Not that I had much to do with its capture other than holding onto the
pole. I didnt see how people considered this a sport. And then
when I had asked if we could put it back, Torrie had glanced at me with
a grin and for a moment I thought she was going to do exactly that but
then Tony showed up and hauled it away from us, clapping me on the back
and telling me I had two more to go. Torrie had shrugged her shoulders
as she passed by me, whispering that if we ever came out by ourselves,
we could spend all day letting the little buggers go. I laughed. Getting
into the spirit of things, I caught two more, this time without Torries
assistance. I considered giving them away, especially since I didnt
have the slightest idea how to cook one, then Elijah reminded me that
Dom, the ex-chef of the group, was going to be in town the next week
and he could cook up a nice meal for all of us. I couldnt wait
to see his face when I told him I caught these myself. In between my impressive
bouts as a fisherman little joke there Torrie, Elijah
and I chatted comfortably with one another. Elijah and I kept her laughing
with stories of our antics in New Zealand and she told us equally hilarious
tales of some of their past passengers on the boat. Elijah soon began
plying her with questions about her work, much as I had done earlier
in the week, and Torrie quickly became animated in her replies. I soon
discovered I loved watching her talk about her work, her love for the
animals positively glowed in her eyes and her smile. I grew silent as
I listened, as she and Elijah talked about Southern California and places
I had not yet seen or even heard of. They even learned that they shared
a few mutual friends and I found I was jealous that he had so much in
common with her that I did not. No. Wait. It wasnt
jealousy. It couldnt have been jealousy. That would have denoted
that I was interested in her as something more than a friend and I wasnt.
She was engaged. And she wasnt what I wanted. I wasnt jealous.
I just found it annoying that while I was the one to befriend her, Elijah
was the one with whom she had so much in common. They even ended up
talking about his remake of Flipper and I couldnt
think of anything to say except that I had seen it, once, while in New
Zealand, when we were all busy watching each others movies. Besides,
Im not the jealous type. Even if Torrie and I were dating. Which
we werent. Nor would we ever be. Damn. Why was I obsessing over
this? Elijah ended up
asking her about the bruise on her cheek and after a hilarious recounting
of her dash out of bed, he in turn told her about some of our injuries
on the set of Lord of the Rings. We ended up comparing scars
which somehow led to tattoos and I was surprised to find Torrie had
a dolphin in the exact same spot I had my sun, right below her belly
button. Elijah, being Elijah, commented that she had a nice belly button
and I swear Torrie had turned a brilliant shade of red all the way to
her ears before she finally muttered a quick thank you.
I wanted to know why he was looking at her belly button but refrained
from asking in front of her. We pulled back into
dock around noon. I didnt want to leave and even Elijah seemed
to continue to hover while the other passengers disembarked. Tony walked
past, clapping me hard on the back and congratulating me on getting
limits, then flashed Elijah a pathetic look that made me laugh. Torrie,
who had disappeared for the last half hour, finally emerged from the
bow, handing me a sack that I almost dropped it was so heavy. Your catches,
master fisherman, she told me with a smile. I cleaned and
filleted them for you. All you need to do is cook them. Correction,
Dom gets to cook them, Elijah replied, peering into the bag. Thanks, Torrie.
What else was I supposed to say? Hey, Id love to see you again
but I dont know if your fiancé would like it. No, that
wouldnt work. And then, leave it to Elijah
You should
join us next week for dinner, my ever-trustworthy young Hobbit
told her, all innocence and adorability. You can meet the guys
and help me convince them that Orli actually caught these on his own. I couldnt
decide if I wanted her to say yes or no. I was actually holding my breath
as we waited for her answer. She seemed to consider it for a long moment
then smiled. Steve will
be out of town on business so that should be okay. I started breathing
again. Of course I dont want to intrude
We both quickly
assured her it would be no intrusion at all. Elijah gave her his phone
number (Damn gutsy! Why didnt I think of that?) and then, being
the gentleman I was, I offered to pick her up from work that evening
and give her a ride to Elijahs where we were meeting so she didnt
have to try to follow his half-ass directions. He only got me lost twice. Id like
that, Orli, Torrie replied with a smile for me. As long
as its no trouble. It shouldnt
be, Elijah answered before I could and I gritted my teeth, knowing
that some smart ass comment was coming. He didnt let me down.
Orlis good at picking up women. Torrie laughed at
that and I allowed a smile, hoping my embarrassment didnt show.
Elijah elbowed me in the ribs with a grin then threw his arms around
Torrie in a big hug, thanking her for such a fun time. Being more reserved,
I just gave her a smile. Thanks again, Torrie. It was
an
experience. At least you
didnt fall in, she teased. Yeah, well,
I havent exactly made it back to land yet, have I? She laughed. Goodbye,
Orli. See you next week. Bye, love. I followed Elijah
back to the car, quiet, thoughtful. He didnt say much either,
until we got in and closed the doors. Sucks, dont
it? I glanced at him
as he turned the key, revving the engine to life. What does? That women
like that are always taken. I didnt say
anything. I didnt want to. I tried to picture myself becoming
friends with Torrie and Steve. Hanging out with both of them at a bar
or meeting them for dinner or inviting them to a premiere. I failed miserably.