| Mar00 Feeling like I'm running and getting nowhere From Wednesday, March 1, 2000 through Monday, March 6, 2000 Good Day Wednesday, March 22, 2000 starting at 7:00a until about 10:30p Today was a good day; I got to three o'clock before I started losing it. That means I went to answer the phones at a place I volunteer for and forgot the name of the place. Luckily the caller remembered who they were calling. Apr00 April Fool's Saturday, April 1, 2000 march is finally over; it's always a difficult month for me. Perhaps that is why I enjoy this day so much; it reminds me that the world is a funny place. Time change Sunday, April 2, 2000 today so we have more day. Another one of those tricks we play on ourselves; anyway I shall use my extra hour to be well. Blue Monday Monday, April 3, 2000 because I hurt a lot today but luckily blue is one of my favorite colors so there must be a positive in here somewheres. Positive Thinking Tuesday, April 4, 2000 is hard to hold onto when FM keeps flaring up. Plus I find myself obsessing about chocolate. Luckily or unluckily there is none in the house and I hurt too much to go get it. Feet Swelling Wednesday, April 5, 2000 so badly I couldn't get my slippers on--- then discovered I was trying to put them on the wrong feet. No Sleep Last Night Thursday, April 6, 2000 but still today is better than yesterday. Sure wish the doors at malls weren't so heavy though. Better day Friday, April 7, 2000 today and hopefully this upward trend will continue. At least when the darrn FM starts to recede my mental outlook improves also.I will celebrate with ice cream. Positive Thoughts Saturday, April 8, 2000 I am working on positive thinking. After all the flare seems to be over and I will try harder to eat right and go back to my exercise program. I usually need a weekend to convince myself it's worth starting again. Travelling Sunday, April 9, 2000 is one of the things I love to do and one of the things that seems to bring on pain. Thank God for doctors who give pain medication so life can at least approach normalcy at times. Next page copyright� 2000, Mitsou. All Rights Reserved. |