Pain Within
The brown puddle in the middle of a field
The crow picking at the road kill
I pass, I look on
It's normal, It's Life
They're alone--They seem to be ok
As I drive along the road of routine
I sit and I wonder
Why? What's the purpose of this?
Why am I here?
What's this all about?
I see signs everyday
Premonitions
I ignore them, but I realize
They are there for some reason
Some purpose
Was the animal hit by the car meant to be food for the crow?
Was the field not meant to grow food in that spot?
Why? Why is life so disappointing?
Why ____________________________Why when I'm happy does everyone try to ruin it? Why?
For the first time in my life I was happy
I felt things so unreal---I liked life and what it had to offer
Now I'm full of disappointment
Full of rage and anger
Full of shame---Full of hate
Finished-------------The End
The Dead End
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