He's totally AMAZING! i didn't think that anyone could love me that much. just... totally unconditional. It's so amazing. I know that it's way too soon to be thinking about it, because we have only been together for 6 months, but i think that i wanna spend the rest of my life with him. he's the best relationship i have ever had, and probably ever would have. he's a straight edge, he's (...was) so pure *wink* he was the only one i could kiss and look deeply into his eyes. he's the only one that i could say "i love you" to. THE ONLY ONE! and he'd said it back. =) when i think about him i feel like i'm walking on air. When i see him, i can't stop smiling. When i hug him, i feel like i'm going to float away. when he kisses me, it feels like nothing else in the world matters, because he's my everything.
I love john more than anything in the world. without him, i would probably be in a lot of trouble. I was hospitalized just 5 months before i met him, and because of him, i have started to let go of what (and who...) got me in there. John is the reason i get up in the morning and go to school. John is the reason i do my work, John is the reason i wake up in the morning and just keep on living. John is the reason i don't hurt myself, John is the reason i am starting to let go. John loves me through everything that i have thrown at him, and i love him for that. He has been through so much i shouldn't have put him through too. i love him with all my heart, and i will never be able to love anymore more than i love him.
I love him with everything that i have, and i can't wait to see him all the time. i miss him when i can't see him or talk to him. I think about him all the time. at school, when i go to the movies, when i do my homework or watch TV. he's always on my mind. i love the way that he hold me and kisses me, i love the way that he says he loves me. i love his little jokes. i love how he's so silly and happy. i love when he falls asleep on the phone and begs me not to leave. i love how we can talk on the phone for hours. i love his eyes. his eyes are so pretty. i wanna look into them forever... i love the way that he holds my hand. i love falling asleep while we hold each other in our arms. i love everything about him. he makes me smile when i think that i can't. He makes me the happiest i have been in my life. he helps me stay in control, he helps me stay focused, he helps me stay sane in the crazy fucked up world... I love john more than anything, and that's why i made this little page for him. |
