Sex: Male
Main: Paladin
Nation: San d' Oria
Rank: 2 (2-3)
COP:
ZM:
MNK: 6
THF: 16
RDM: 7
WHM: 16
BLM: 15
DRK: 4
Leather Craft:
Black Smith:
Gold Smith: 1
Cloth Craft: 1
PLD: 34
NIN:
SAM: 1
SMN: 10
BST: 1
DRG: 2
Bone Craft:
Cooking:
Fishing:
Age: 28
Sex: male
Occupation: Collage Student
Location: Bronx, NY
E-mail: [email protected]
Website: www.myspace.com/shydawg2
Intrest: Movies / Music / Swimming / Dancing / Spending time with my 2 year old Adriana./ Basketball / Baseball/ Hanging with friends/ MMORPG's / FPS / RPG's / Reading /
Additional Information:
Single Male from the BIG APPLE.. why they call it that i have no idea.. it looks nothing like a Apple.. anyways as you can see im bit of a smart as (Better to be a SMART ass then a Dumb ASS) im a Sweet loving guy. whos heart has been broken . now i feel like im numbed.. feel nothing.. but im still the Sweet Caring guy i always was .just dont trust my heart anymore. yes part of me wants to fall madly in love again but then another part of me says . are you willing to take a risk like that again? i dont know guess im one of those guys who are ment to be alone forever I have a 2 year old Wonderfull baby girl. whos become my piller of light. and has help me in tough times. if it was not for her i do not know what would have happen to me. she too in some ways feels this lost of not having her mother around anymore. at times i feel like i cry for both of us. because i think how much i truly miss her. but i know it was not ment to be so i move on.. my heart still goes out to her.. !
I'm a Video Gaming Nut.. thats right.. you don't like Games keep on moving along because you will hate me lol.. MY fav games are Final Fantasy VII & XI , Halo2 , Perfect Dark Zero. if im not on here chances are you can find me on Final Fantasy XI online or X BOX LIVE. i spend most of my time with my baby and school work.. when i was young i drop out of highschool (This happens a lot to people who been in Druged filled . Sexel abused (MIND YOU I NEVER DID Drugs.. but my mom dad Brother and Sister did. Not likei was safe since as that was happening so called Family Unkle was using me ) yes my pas is very dark no one should ever live it.. i have lived a life of Depression. but now i have help. and what keeps me going is my child. and i know i have to be strong for her because she has no one else. so if i do find someone they must take all of my falts as i will to them.. because we are only human... I once had this dream of a wedding. and i thought it was going to be the weddin!
g of me and my babys mother. in the Dream a woman with a Blinding Whit
e Dress so pure that only heaven could have made such a dress. i looked in to her eyes and i knew that she was the one for me ( just like when i first met MY Babys mother. sur she tells me we are not ment to be and maybe shes right. but my heart and soul was a live when i layed eyes on her. how could i have been wrong? ) anyways in the dream me and her sing a song that touch and linked our souls. when that was over . the next part was me and her siting outdoors at night looking at the New York City Sky line. it was the most romantic dream i have ever had in my life.. and its a dream i would do anything to make come true. but knowing me that will never happen..
