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17 Tuesday Afternoon: More Sensation Play
Maddie paced around the library. The room
was as deceptively cheerful as usual. The big overstuffed
arm chairs by the tall clear windows were an invitation to
snuggle in with a good book. Fires burned brightly lending
cozy warmth to the room and there was a table of refreshments
to help the women while away their wait.
Maddie hardly noticed any of it. Her hands
were sweaty with anticipation. She had no idea of the time.
No idea when they would come for her. No idea what would happen
to her when they did! She wiped her hands on her long blue
dress and picked up a cookie from the tray. A small bite turned
to ash in her mouth and she discreetly spat it out. Elaine
was staring at the pages of a book she hadn’t turned
in ages. Susan simply sat on the hearth staring at the flames.
Maddie turned around and pretended to examine the books on
the shelves. Minutes passed achingly slowly.
Suddenly the doors to the library burst open.
Claire strode in dressed in a short tight black leather dress.
Her thigh-high leather boots gave her an extra four inches
in height and looked as if they had been painted on. Her pretty
soft hair was slicked back and she was carrying her riding
crop in gloved hands. She looked like a caricature of the
sadistic Dominatrix. Maddie would have laughed except the
sight truly made her innards clench.
Right behind Claire was the biggest man Maddie
had ever seen. Dressed for the stable, he smelled of horses,
sweat and leather, but his face was covered in a leather hood.
Maddie’s eyes widened in fear.
The chatelaine looked around the room and
pointed with her crop at Madelyn.
“That one! Bring her.”
Maddie’s heart threatened to explode
with panic as the huge man moved quickly towards her. Her
first thought was to run, but she was rooted to the spot.
Before she knew what was happening, he’d grabbed her,
quickly clipped her cuffs behind her back and threw her over
his shoulder. Maddie caught Elaine’s stricken face as
the stable hand followed Claire out the door.
She was being abducted! Her brain finally
cut through the visceral terror she was feeling and she reminded
herself this was play. Of course abduction fantasies are so
common with submissive women it would make sense they would
stage this. Madeline tried unsuccessfully to get her logic
to calm her body. Too much had happened to her in the past
few days. Her body was taking this quite seriously. She tried
to struggle but it didn’t make much of an impact. The
man was so large he carried her with almost no effort. She
struggled some more and he smacked her ass.
“Ow! Hey, that hurt!” Maddie
was genuinely surprised. Her abductor just laughed. Maddie
felt the low rumble through his shoulders into her belly.
It was more like an earth tremor than a laugh. He followed
Claire down the hall into the training room.
When the women had drilled their postures
and services in this room, it had been a bright haven of sunlight
and warmth, but today all the drapes were drawn plunging the
space into surreal darkness. Two photographer’s lights
cast a small but intense pool of brightness in the centre
of the room.
The stable hand reached up and with one hand
unclipped her wrists before dumping her unceremoniously onto
the hard tile floor at the foot of a huge shiny metal structure
that looked like it belonged on a Gothic movie set. The thing
was an eight foot tall ‘Y’ supported within a
large gleaming metal frame with a complicated set of wheels
and gears. Maddie guessed these could rotate and tip the frame
in any direction. There were attachment holes, chains and
clips all along the arms and the base. Just on the edge of
the circle of light was a small table covered with a cloth.
Maddie took a quick look around. She knew
there was a wall of mirrors in this room, but couldn’t
see a thing beyond the blinding ring of light. She was disoriented
and a bit frightened. Everything had seemed so safe and predictable
up to now. She had dropped into the twilight zone here.
In a flash, Claire grabbed Maddie’s
hair and pulled her to her knees.
“I gave you the signal for the kneeling posture. Are
you a stupid girl? Do you forget so quickly?” Her voice
was low and dangerous. Maddie adjusted her posture to the
one they had practiced so incessantly in this very room. She
did feel stupid because she had seen the signal, but it simply
hadn’t registered. Claire kept her hands in Maddie’s
hair and pushed her head down until her forehead touched the
floor. Maddie felt Claire’s knee pushing into her shoulder
pressing her down.
“Listen carefully, girl. Are you listening?
Nod your head if you can hear me.”
Maddie managed a small nod. She could smell
the heady fragrance of leather and sex coming from under Claire’s
tight skirt. Claire’s voice continued lower and more
dangerous than before.
“Do you remember the safe words? Good.
Now, do you remember the three rules; honesty, trust and obedience?
Keep these firmly in mind and you will do just fine. Be honest
in your reactions. Let me hear and see everything you are
feeling. Trust me. I have lots of experience in this and you
will not be *permanently* damaged. And last, but not least,
obedience. Of course, you will not have many options here.
I intend to strip you of all control and take you where you
have never gone before. All you will be able to do is scream
and I do want your screams.” Claire voice had dropped
to almost a whisper.
Claire pushed harder into Maddie’s
shoulders. Maddie felt very small.
“You will address me as Lady Claire.”
Claire continued a bit louder. “Now do you understand
your instructions? Answer me.” Claire lifted her knee
and pulled Maddie’s head up looking her straight in
the eyes.
“Yes, Lady Claire.” Maddie’s
voice cracked around the words.
“And what do you do to acknowledge
instructions? Come on, girl, you were shown this on your first
day!”
Maddie felt completely thick and slightly
panicky. She had no idea this was so complicated. She took
a deep breath as she crossed her arms in front of her chest.
She exhaled as she opened her arms outwards, closed her eyes
and bowed her head. Maddie actually felt some comfort and
balance restored with the performance of this lovely gesture.
At the same time a deep heat blossomed in the pit of her belly.
She waited until she heard Claire’s acknowledgement.
It seemed to take a long time. Maddie fought the urge to look
up. Did she do it correctly?
“Good. Stand and strip.”
She stood and quickly reached for the hem
of her dress. It almost tore in her rush to obey. Maddie tossed
the dress on the floor and stood completely naked except for
her blue leather ankle and wrist cuffs. She was breathing
in little shallow gasps around a belly that had tightened
into a knot. The crop landed sharply on her ass.
“Slowly girl. Everything you do, slowly,
gracefully. Remember your place. Now pick up the dress and
fold it neatly.”
Madelyn’s face burned with embarrassment
at the correction, but she did as told, placing the tidy bundle
of blue velour in a small basket under the table. She looked
to Claire for confirmation. Claire gestured to the bondage
frame and Maddie slowly moved into position. Her palms were
sweating badly now and she could smell her own fear. But she
was excited too. She had never felt so energized.
Claire’s leather clad hands were cool
on Maddie’s skin as she turned the girl so her back
was to the frame. Claire directed Maddie to step onto the
little foot supports at the base of the ‘Y’. Big
soft ankle braces were snapped on over her ankle cuffs completely
immobilizing her feet. Maddie felt like she had been encased
in concrete. Next her arms were lifted and her cuffs attached
to the chains suspended from the metal structure. Her ass
contracted as the chains were tightened pulling her into the
cold metal embrace.
“Very nice.” Claire’s voice
was silk as she caressed Maddie’s hips. “But you
will be open to me.” Claire pulled a lever and the base
of the ‘Y’ split wide apart taking Maddie’s
legs with it.
“A regular St. Andrew’s Cross
is very useful for holding a girl for a good whipping, but
it will only keep your legs about shoulder width apart.”
She continued to spread Maddie as she talked. “I want
you much more open than that. This delightful device will
allow me to spread you to the limits of your flexibility.
Which is about here, I think.”
Maddie was very flexible, and so Claire had
opened her legs quite wide before her groans indicated her
limit had been reached. Maddie felt split and exposed.
“Lovely. So open.”
Claire stepped forward and ran a leather
clad finger along her jaw line. Slowly and softly, Claire
drew a line of sensation down her throat into her cleavage.
Maddie sighed and relaxed into the bondage. When she opened
her eyes she noticed Claire was wearing a discrete earpiece.
Then she remembered Ian would be watching with Master Stephen!
Where were they? Was there anyone else there? What happened
to the stable hand? She was spread and open. Completely on
display like a piece of meat in the butchers window and she
had no idea how many people could see her! This was intolerable.
She squirmed in her bondage, embarrassment and humiliation
flooding her face. She tried to peer into the darkness when
Claire caught her attention by tweaking her nipple. A sharp
pain laced through her body chasing her worries from her mind.
“Don’t get distracted, girl.
Yes, we are being watched. So pay attention to your manners.”
Claire pinched the other nipple then pulled the small table
closer to hand and removed the cloth. So many sharp and vicious
looking objects on that table. Maddie felt her courage slip.
Could she do this? Should she bail right now?
She was frightened and humiliated, but she
wanted this so badly. Deep inside, she craved exactly this.
To be taken, stripped, and tortured. She almost sobbed with
the realization. All her life, she had denied this in herself.
Supporting rape crisis centers, feminist causes, the message
had become ingrained in her, violence against women was bad.
So wanting such violence must be even worse. But she did want
it. She wanted it with all her being. A deep breath helped
to calm her a bit. This opportunity may never come again.
Ian was a gentle man; he may never be able to bring himself
to give her this level of violence. Maddie resolved not to
call her safe word. She would see how much she could take.
She could always stop it later if she really needed to.
Claire lit a candle on the table. It took
Maddie a second or two to recognize the candle in a glass
jar as a novena candle. Maddie thought it was vaguely silly
to be lighting a candle when the lights were so bright. Her
thoughts were interrupted when Claire picked up a length of
heavy black silk and wrapped it around Maddie’s eyes.
Like yesterday, the blindfold had the effect of intensifying
her other senses. Primarily touch. Maddie felt Claire’s
hands on her body again. This time it was no feather touch,
but the chatelaine was grabbing large handfuls of flesh pinching
and squeezing. Maddie squirmed and moaned. It hurt, but it
felt good too, bringing her back to her body driving her conflicts
and doubts out of her mind.
“Hmm you like that. Don’t you,
slut.”
The word grated on Maddie. Was she a slut?
She moaned again. Claire was gone for a second and then back.
Maddie’s nipple was pinched and pulled. A clip was attached.
Maddie gasped in anticipation of pain, but it really was not
too bad, just a comforting squeeze.
Then the other nipple was clipped. Maddie
revelled in the sensations. Her head lolled back and she thrust
her breasts forward. Something delightfully sharp landed above
her breast and started moving down. Several ‘somethings’
in fact. Maddie’s body was tingling, what was this thing?
It circled her breasts leaving trails of fire in its wake.
It circled her other breast; then wandered slowly across her
belly. Maddie squirmed and moaned. She didn’t know if
she wanted to move away from the nasty sharpness or into it.
She tried to pull her legs together, but of course the bindings
held her. The points stopped just over her hip bones and dug
in. Maddie cried out, surely they were drawing blood, slicing
her open! The sharp trail moved across her abdomen to her
other hip then down across the top of her thigh. Maddie was
moaning loudly now. Then the claw stopped right over her mound,
pressing in, hurting oh so much.
Claire’s breath was on her face, her
voice low, almost a whisper, “oh yes it hurts, I know
it hurts. Let the pain fill you.”
Maddie had no choice. She was pain. Her breath
caught in her throat escaping in shattered gasps. Just when
she thought she couldn’t take it any more the claw lifted
until it was just barely touching. Now it was a feather sweeping
away the pain across her belly. A small whimper floated out
of Maddie.
Then the sharpness started again. Traveling
a different path this time, it still ended at the sensitive
flesh over her pelvic bone, digging in, hurting even more
the second time. Maddie cried with the pain, revelling in
her agony. Again just when she thought she had reached her
limit, it shifted and became a feather brush across her skin.
Maddie took deep gasping breaths as the pain dissolved.
“Such a good pet. Shall I reward you?”
Maddie was confused. She knew she should
answer but had no idea what to say or how to say it! Did she
want to be rewarded? Hell yeah. Well, maybe. Was she actually
going to ask for more pain?
“Yes, Lady Claire, please reward me.”
“Ok. Hmm, let’s see, what shall
we try next?”
Claire must have been standing very close
to Maddie, as the girl heard a muffled sound coming through
Claire’s earpiece. Claire was getting directions!
“Ah yes Sir, an excellent idea. This
is from your darling husband, pet.”
Maddie felt Claire’s gloved hand around
her throat while what could only be an ice cube made a wet,
shivery path across her belly. Maddie’s belly tensed
as she tried to squirm away from the ice, but the hand on
her throat tightened and she stilled. The ice moved lower
until it was just above the folds hiding her aching clit.
Maddie’s breathing was constricted; she had a moment
of panic and then felt something inside her release. She tipped
her head back allowing Claire easier access to her throat.
“Hmm, yes, you are a bit hot now aren’t
you? Don’t answer. Save your breath. Let me cool you
down a bit.”
The ice cube inched lower until it sat right
on Maddie’s clit. Maddie was whimpering steadily now.
She held as still as she could. She wanted to beg. This was
agony. She needed something, but she wasn’t even sure
what it was. Her clit started to burn under the ice. Her whimpers
turned into moans as the ice cube was pushed into her cunt.
There was plenty of wetness between her legs to start with,
but the ice melted quickly, burning its way into her; then
dribbled out in a humiliating river down the inside of her
leg. Claire let go of her throat and Maddie almost sobbed,
immediately missing Claire’s touch.
“Delicious isn’t it.” Claire’s
breath was hot on her cheek; another ice cube circling her
clipped nipples. “Just think pet; we could make a dildo
out of ice. Fuck you with a shaft of ice. It would freeze
your cunt. Then it would burn as the freezing wore off.”
Maddie did sob at that, pulling at her bonds.
“Or I could smear an ointment on your
clit making it burn. Actually, that’s a good idea. Hold
on a second.” Maddie heard some rustling as Claire searched
for her next instrument of torment. “Here it is. This
should warm you up a bit.”
Maddie felt the lips of her cunt being held
open and a small touch landed right on her clit. Maddie quivered
in anticipation for a moment then it started to burn. Oh how
horribly wonderful. She tried to pull her legs together, but
she couldn’t move. Her clit itched and burned. She bent
her knees to see if she could get some relief, clenching her
ass cheeks, but nothing made any difference.
“Yes, pet. It is a bit distracting
isn’t it? Time to shift things a bit.”
Maddie couldn’t see what Claire was
doing, but the whole structure jerked and started to move,
tilting, until the girl was lying almost flat on her back.
A solid clank marked the end of the movement. A moment later
a small splash of hot hit Maddie’s breast.
Maddie had no idea what it was causing this
deep and abiding burn until she remembered the candle. The
candle burning in a jar would create a large reservoir of
hot wax. She was not sure if this was pain or pleasure, but
the heat seemed to slice right through her body to her burning
clit. Maddie thought she would come on the spot. Another dribble
on the other breast. Maddie bucked and cried out. The wax
continued to drop. A long dribble across her belly caused
the girl to arch her back. Would Claire drop some on her itching,
burning clit? Maddie was horrified at the thought and fascinated
too.
After the initial surprise, Maddie realized
the wax wasn’t actually that hot. It was a bit of a
shock when it first hit, then it was really quite soothing.
Maddie moaned and swayed in her bindings. More wax spilled
on her thighs. She was just thinking this could go on for
quite a while, when Claire changed the tempo again.
“Are you wet my pet?” A probing
finger just touched Maddie’s cunt. Maddie no longer
felt any humiliation but the touch was maddeningly light.
She tried to lift her hips into the finger just spreading
her folds, but Claire did not allow her any release.
“Well, Master Stephen thinks you need
some more pain. You enjoyed that wax far too much. You are
not flying nearly high enough yet. So we’ll just move
these clothespins from here...”
The clips were removed from her nipples.
Maddie moaned as the blood came rushing back to the tortured
nubs.
“to here.”
The clothespins closed on her cunt lips;
one on each side of her burning itching clit. A soft touch
stroked her face and she turned her mouth towards it like
a baby searching for a breast.
“Not enough.”
More clothes pins were added to her labia;
each one causing Maddie to cry out with the added pain. She
could feel the weight of them pulling at her folds. She screamed,
arching her back; thrashing in her chains. More and more were
added until Maddie’s world reduced down to the pain
in her cunt. Just when the pain seemed to level out Claire
started tugging on the pins, pinching them into her flesh,
opening Maddie further, hurting her more.
“Yes, that’s it pet, let it carry
you. Come through the pain to me. Listen to my voice, girl.
Let it flow.” Claire pulled slowly on one of the clothespins
until it came right off. Maddie screamed again.
“Yes, good girl, scream as loudly as
you want.” Claire’s silken voice continued as
she pinched and pulled and ripped another of the clothespins
off Maddie’s swollen nether lips. Shafts of pain lanced
through Maddie’s body. One after another the clothes
pins were pulled off. Some fast, some excruciatingly slowly.
The girl felt herself growing smaller with each one.
Finally when the last one was torn from her
body and for the first time since they started, Maddie had
nothing touching her at all. She felt the lack keenly. She
needed touch, she wanted more.
“Very good pet, now thank me.”
Maddie was amazed. She had done it. The pain
had been terrible, but it had left her glowing and light as
a feather. Her whole body was tingling with the sensations.
For the first time in her life the black void in the centre
of her soul was being filled. This was the closest she had
ever been to bliss and she was truly grateful.
“Thank you, Lady Claire. Thank you.”
“Not bad. It always pleases me when
my girls learn.”
Maddie felt a rush of warmth at the words.
“Now lets see if you have been aroused
by all this shall we?”
Maddie waited for Claire’s touch. She
held herself still, didn’t even breath so she could
hear what Claire would do next. So much sensation and now
nothing. She ached and burned. Her legs were so open Maddie’s
whole world had been reduced to the throbbing in her cunt.
She was a hole, a nothing needing to be filled. A tantalizing
breath of air brushed across the girl’s thighs and over
her clit. Maddie cried out in her bondage and thrashed and
then held still again. Maddie felt leather fingers slide into
the slickness of her cunt and almost came right there. Claire
held the wet finger up to Maddie’s lips
“Open.”
Maddie complied and tasted the mixture of
her own juices and the wet leather. The delicious mixture
made her head swim. She tried to suck on the fingers but they
were removed leaving her again suspended in darkness. She
was darkness.
“Humpf. Hardly aroused at all. Shall
we stop then?”
Panic raced through Maddie. She couldn’t
stop now! She needed, she wanted… she wasn’t even
sure what, but she did not want to stop.
“No…” She moaned and whimpered
pushing her hips forward.
“Do you have something to say, slut?
You may speak.”
Maddie tried to quickly form some words to
express her needs but her brain was fogged. “Please,
Lady Claire,” her voice was soft almost a whisper.
“Slowly, gracefully, and a bit louder
so we can all hear.” Claire corrected.
“Please don’t stop, Lady Claire,
please don’t leave me like this. This girl aches, she
burns, please… please. I’m so … so empty.
Please fill me. Please more.”
“Well, we are running a bit short of
time, so let’s see what we can do to help.”
Something hard pushed into her cunt. Maddie
groaned with the pleasure; revelling in the wonderful sense
of fullness.
“This might do the trick. But you are
not to come until I give you permission, is that clear? Your
orgasm belongs to me. I will beat the skin off your back if
you come before I say.”
The dildo was big, fat and covered in bumps.
It went very deep, bashing against her cervix, splitting her
apart. Claire pulled it out and then thrust it back in again.
Maddie grunted with the impact. It was immense. It was a rape
of her core and she enjoyed every moment of it. Claire continued
to fuck her harder and harder. Maddie rode the sensations
higher crying out with each vicious thrust. Then the tool
was pushed in as far as it could go. There was a clink of
metal against metal and a low buzz started deep in Maddie’s
belly. The vibrator was given a final shove and left deep
inside her. She tried to squirm but it was held fast attached
to the metal structure. Maddie was impaled on this huge cock
and truly could not move. Her breaths started coming in shallow
quick gasps.
That’s when the flogger hit her flesh.
Right across her breasts, Maddie screamed. The pain was intense,
but so was the pleasure. She knew she wasn’t allowed
to come, but she was not going to be able to hold out much
longer whatever the punishment. The flogging got harder. Bands
of fire were painted across her flesh and the vibrator was
turned up all the way. No. Yes. Please. Stop. No. More. Yes.
Oh God. Please let me come. Please. She couldn’t think
even to beg for her release.
“Now Maddie. Now. Give it to me. Come
now!”
Every muscle in Maddie’s body contracted
in a massive orgasm. She spurted her juices out over the vibrator
even as her cunt muscles grabbed it in tighter. The flogging
continued as she thrashed around the pike impaling her and
rode her climax higher. On and on for longer than she would
have thought possible; her world exploding into a rainbow
of colour and sound. Pain and pleasure merging into a glorious
whole.
Finally, Maddie was vaguely aware the flogging
had stopped and the vibrator had disappeared. The frame shifted
back upright and the legs slowly closed. Claire’s gentle
hands rubbed Maddie’s legs as the electric shivers of
orgasm continued to shake the girls flesh.
“Close your eyes, Maddie.” The
black scarf was untied and light blossomed from behind her
closed lids.
“Now thank me, pet.”
“Thank you, Lady Claire.” Maddie’s
voice was small and soft.
“Very good. You’ve done well
girl. Now you should rest.”
She recognized the strong musky scent of
the stable hand as his strong hands held her body while she
was unclipped from the bondage frame. Maddie could still not
open her eyes, but felt herself being lifted like a baby into
his arms. A soft blanket was wrapped around her and she was
carried away.
She woke to slanted sunlight in a big soft
bed. It took her a moment to realize she had been taken to
Ian’s room. She turned over and saw her husband sitting
on the bed watching her.
“Hi there. How are you feeling?”
“mmm How am I feeling? I’m not
sure. I feel small and squishy. Completely used, and completed
cared for. Does that make any sense?” Her voice was
still barely over a whisper.
“Yeah. I can understand. I think.”
“Did you see the whole thing?”
“Oh yes. You were magnificent by the
way. Tell me though; were you ever close to calling your safe
word?”
Maddie thought back on the experience. It
was both crystal clear in her mind and also beginning to blur
and fade. “Just at the beginning, when I saw all the
toys on the table, I had a moment of panic. But after she
started… No, not even close. I knew whatever Claire
did to me, I’d survive it. Strange, but I felt absolutely
safe. I’m a bit sore now though.”
“I can imagine. I almost stopped it
myself a couple of times but Stephen told me you wouldn’t
appreciate it. Finally, he had Claire threaten to stop to
show me how much you wanted to continue. I’ve never
heard you beg like that, sweetheart. I will remember it for
the next time we play. Well, I’m wanted in the riding
ring for a whip lesson in a few minutes. I get the impression
from your performance I’d better learn how to do this!
You sleep here for awhile, darling. I’m sure Stephanie
will come and fetch you when you’re needed.”
He reached over and kissed her gently. “I
love you Madelyn. I love you so very much it hurts.”
With that he was gone. Madelyn snuggled into
the deep folds of the quilt and let sleep claim her again.
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