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Chapter 61

�Nick, I can�t do this. I didn�t think about walking down the red carpet.�

�Yes, you can Bella.�

�I�m serious,� she said, starting to hyperventilate.

�Baby, I�ll be right there holding your hand.�

This panicked her more. �No you won�t. You can�t! They�ll think I�m your date! They can�t think that. I don�t want anyone to notice me.�

�Okay Bella. Everything will be just fine. Promise.�

He wasn�t sure she even heard him. She was too busy trying to see out the windows of the limo. Originally, he had thought it was stupid when a couple of the other guys insisted they each take their own car. At this moment, he was glad they were only ones in the back and the glass was up between them and the front seat where Pat sat with the driver. Grasping her chin, Nick forced her to look at him. Before she could speak, he kissed her.

�Bella, did I tell you how gorgeous you look?�

�You mentioned it,� she said wrinkling her nose up.

�Don�t give me that look. I mean it. You�re Bella.� Abe giggled. �What?�

�You have lipstick on your mouth.�

�Gee, wonder where that came from.�

�I wonder,� she said, before kissing him. �You look really gorgeous yourself, lipstick and all.�

The partition lowered and Pat said, �We�re third in line.�

�Thanks,� they replied.

�Nick,� began Pat, after taking a moment to study him. �You may want to have another go at getting your lipstick on right.�

�Funny.�

�I thought it was,� chuckled Pat, as he raised the partition.

�Here,� directed Abe, handing him some tissues.

He took them from his girlfriend and wiped away all evidence of her lipstick. When he looked back, Abe was applying her lipstick. He was struck with how girlie she looked. It was probably one of the most feminine things he had ever seen her do and it was sexy as hell.

They rolled to a stop and the door opened. Abe could hear the crowd. Nick gave her knee a reassuring squeeze, and then climbed out. The screams were now a wall of sound. She could see the flashes going off. Her instincts were telling her to crawl up into the far corner of the car, but she never got the chance. Nick was reaching back in for her. Against ever shred of common sense, she took his hand and allowed him to ease her out of the car. If she thought there were a lot of flashes before, now it was non-stop. She felt the little squeeze Nick gave her hand before he moved up to join AJ, Howie, and Brian. Abe turned in attempt to climb back into the car. However, she could only watch as the spot it vacated was replaced with Kevin�s limo.

Pat took her gently by the elbow. �This way Abe.�

�Sorry.�

AJ glanced over and saw someone he hadn�t seen in awhile, AB. She was back in full force, with her head down and her shoulders slumped. Looking around he spotted Lee. She was standing with the Backstreet wives and he always thought of them.

Getting Lee�s attention, he motioned to Abe. She spotted the girl and nodded. She was amazed at the changes in Abe. Lee had seen her in New Orleans and noticed she had lost weight. If that evening had been kind of like a coming out party for Abe, then this evening she had arrived. True, she looked uncomfortable, but she also looked wonderful and very un-Abe-like to Lee. She was wearing a black silk sleeveless gown with plunging neckline that accentuated her cleavage. The dress hugged her body in all the right places. Around the neckline were tiny cut-outs; while down the front of the dress was an Asian design of a dragon and flowers in dark silver. Like in New Orleans, her hair was streaked with dark read highlights. Her make-up brought out her eyes. From hair and make-up to the dress, shoes and accessories Abe looked every inch a lady.

Abe was so relieved when Lee collected her. Relief quickly gave way to apprehension. The longer she stood with Leighanne and Kristin the stronger the feeling grew. It wasn�t that she had something against the two women, she just didn�t know them. They were very comfortable with all this and so was Lee.

Abe was so not comfortable. She was getting angry with herself. Why did she have to be this way? All scared and out of place. That was it. She didn�t belong here, no one like her belonged here. Who was she to think she could pull this off? Why did she try to dress sexy? She couldn�t do sexy. She looked at Nick being interviewed. He was so handsome. He belonged with a more appropriate date. Not her. Well, that was one thing she�d done right, no one knew she was his date. There would be no dragging her through the press and internet. It would also save him embarrassment.

While she was busy silently berating herself, she didn�t noticed they had moved along and were now standing in front of Joan Rivers. To Abe�s horror the guys were all turning to look at the women. Kevin reached out for his wife. Brian and Howie followed suit.

Abe started backing up, when she realized Joan was talking to the women. Both Nick and AJ grabbed her arms and positioned her between them. She wanted to smack them both in the back of the head.

�And who�s date are you,� asked Joan, putting the microphone in Abe�s face.

�No one�s,� she answered quickly.

Joan stared at her.

Nick took over, �This is my assistant and attending the show is my birthday present for her.�

�What a great present. I suppose. Where�s your date,� asked Joan, moving to AJ.

�Joan, I�m dateless tonight,� he replied, pouting.

�My daughter Melissa is single again. Maybe you two could get together. Speaking of Melissa, she is with Will Smith. Melissa, I have a date for you. I�m sending him down to you.�

As soon as they got the all clear sign, they thank Joan and moved on. The remainder of the walk down the red carpet Abe managed to stay in the background.

Once inside they were led to their seats. Abe was positioned between Nick and Kevin. While she was glad to be in her seat, she was still upset about not fitting in.

Kevin leaned over and quietly said, �You look great tonight.�

�Thanks Kevin, but you don�t have to say that.� She had to fight the urge to squirm under his intense scrutiny.

�Abe you look great. As a matter of fact, you've got just the right amount of sexy going on. I've been meaning to tell you how impressed I am with the changes you�ve made. You should be proud of what you�ve accomplished. It�s just a damn shame it�s wasted on Nick.� Kevin said the last part louder for the benefit of Nick.

�Fuck you.�

�Nick why do you have to��

�Stop it you two. Don�t make me put you on opposites end,� warned Abe. �Now say sorry to each other.�

She glared at both of them and they mumbled their apologies. Abe leaned over to Kevin and whispered, �Thanks.�

Kevin smiled then turned to his wife.

�I can�t believe him,� grumbled Nick.

�It�s okay Nick.�

�What did he say to you anyway?�

Abe didn�t get a chance to answer, because AJ interrupted by placing himself in front of them. He leaned in and spoke softly.

�Abe you look hot tonight.�

�Thanks AJ,� she replied, with a puzzled look on her face.

�Yeah so stop it.�

�Stop what?�

�You know what you were doing?�

�Doing? Where?�

�On the red carpet.�

�What are you talking about,� she asked getting agitated.

�Acting all AB on us.�

She looked down at her hands in her lap, because she knew instantly what he was talking about. She just didn�t realize anyone else had noticed.

�You are supposed to be here and you do fit in. So cut the shit out and sit with your head up.�

�Yes, sir,� she said rolling her eyes. Before he could stand up, she kissed his cheek. �Thanks.�

�Anytime, now get the lipstick off me.�

Laughing, she wiped off his cheek.

After AJ made his way back to his seat on the other side of Howie and Lee, Nick leaned over.

�Bella you are the most beautiful girl here. And yes I get to decide that. Please be happy and enjoy this.�

�I will, Nicky. Promise.�


Chapter 62

Abe felt out of her element again. They had just arrived at BMG�s After-Party and walked in behind Elvis Costello and Diane Krall. The press was less overwhelming, but the people in the room put her stress level back into the red. She was trying to blend in as best she could, when Wuv and Sonny, from the group POD, spotted her.

�That girl looks familiar.�

�Where,� asked Sonny.

�By the door.�

�She looks like Abe. You remember she used to work for us.�

�Oh Man! That is Abe. Come on,� stated Wuv.

��Vaya Mami!�

�What,� asked Abe, turning to see the two guys standing behind her. �Sonny! Wuv!�

�How are you,� asked Sonny, excepting her hug.

�I�m good. How are you guys,� asked Abe, turning to hug Wuv.

�Good.�

�What did you say when you walked up?�

��Vaya Mami!� They said in unison, but emphasis on each syllable.

�Which means?�

�It just means you look hot and you do!�

Blushing, she said, �thanks.�

Remembering her manners, Abe introduced everyone. The POD gig had been her first big break. They gave her a chance, and then introduced her to Linkin Park, who in turn introduced her to Creed. While catching up with Sonny and Wuv, Abe turned to see Nick watching her. He smiled and waited. She relaxed.

She floated through the rest of the evening. Let things happen around her and didn�t worry about fitting in, because she realized no one else cared if she was there. She wouldn�t be kicked out or made fun of by anyone. Everyone was wrapped up in having their own good time.

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Awhile later, AJ snuck up behind her and wrapped his arms around her waist. �Now this is who I wanted to see. AB doesn�t need to come out and play anymore.�

�Yes sir. Now unhand me.�

�Mu-wah,� he said, as he planted a sloppy kiss on her cheek. �You love me.�

�Somebody has to.�

Leaning in, Nick quietly said, �Unhand my woman.�

�Come on man,� argued AJ, stopping when something caught is attention. �Dude there�s Ozzy Osbourne!�

�Where?�

�Over there. Look Sonny and Wuv are talkin� to him.

Nick said, �I�ve always wanted to meet him.�

�Me too. Oh cool, Sharon�s with him.�

Both guys turned to look at Abe.

�I am not going up and force my way into an introduction.�

�Come on Abe,� whined AJ. �You are the only one that can make this happen. Please?�

�Please,� chimed in Nick, pulling a puppy dog face.

�We can walk by and if they stop us great. If they don�t, we keep walking.� AJ started to argue. �My final offer.�

�Fine.�

They didn�t even make it to the table before Sonny spotted them and waved them over. The introductions were made. Suddenly, Ozzy announced he needed to pee. Sharon asked the guys to go with him. As the men walked off, Abe began to move away, but Sharon stopped her.

�Oh come on. Have a seat.�

�Are you sure?�

�Yes!� replied Sharon, motioning to the seat next to her. �There ya go. I hope they don�t mind going to the bathroom with Ozzy. I�m just afraid he won�t make it back to the table. He gets distracted.�

�Are you kidding? They will get tell everyone they got to pee with Ozzy.�

Sharon laughed. �You�re probably right. So they call you Abe?�

�Yes ma�am.�

�Now none of that ma�am shit! What is Abe short for?�

�My name is Anna Bella. AB for short. Somewhere along the way, it morphed into Abe.�

�Well you look more like an Anna Bella.� Sharon motioned her closer. �I just have to ask. Are those your really boobies?�

Abe felt her face flush and tried keep her voice low, when she asked, �what?�

�Are they real? I have this thing�this fascination with breast.�

�I see. Yes they are real. They are the one thing I didn�t loose when I lost weight.�

�How marvelous! I bet your boyfriend was really happy.�

�I don�t have you a boyfriend,� replied Abe, thrown.

�But you and the blond�Nick�Oh dear, have I stumbled onto something?�

Abe looked around. �You aren�t taping your show are you?�

�No. Why? Oh I've stumbled upon a secret,� replied Sharon, getting excited.

�I don�t have a boyfriend and it is in my contract that I can not have any feelings for Nick.�

�Well bloody hell, that sucks!�

�It�s fine. The tour ends in two weeks.�

�Then?�

�Whatever happens, happens.�

�Sharon.�

�Over here Ozzy.�

Abe moved out of Ozzy�s seat. They all talked for a few more minutes. AJ pulled Abe onto the dance floor, when a song he liked came on. The music slowed and Nick cut in. They made sure to keep themselves in check while they danced.

�Are you having fun Bella?�

�Of course!�

�Good! You and Sharon seem to hit it off.�

�She asked if my breast were real.�

�What,� he asked his eyes bugging out.

�My reaction too. She said she has a fascination with boobies.�

�I do too. Did you tell her they are real?�

�Yes. Did you have fun peeing with Ozzy?�

�It was funny. He talked the whole time, but how loud the music was and stuff. He�s so cool. I mean shit! He�s Ozzy fuckin� Osborne!�

�Yes he is,� she laughed. �So how long to you want to stay?�

�I don�t know. Are you tired,� he asked, concerned.

�Not tired,� she said with a smirk.

Nick studied her for a moment. She pulled him closer, so she could whisper in his ear.

�I�m thinking the sooner we get back to the hotel, the sooner you get lucky.�

He stood up straight and looked at her. �Okay. Let�s go.�

Taking her hand, he led her off the dance floor. Finding Pat sitting with Roger and Marcus, Nick announced they were leaving. Roger was concerned, until Abe explained her feet were killing her and Nick was being nice by going back to the hotel with her.

They ran into the Osbourne�s once they were outside. The couple was waiting for their car. Abe introduced Pat and they talked while waiting.

�I see we aren�t the only ones pooping out,� said Sharon.

�I could stay longer,� argued Ozzy.

�Ozzy, I was kidding.�

�I could you know.�

�Yes, I know. Do you three need a ride?�

�No thank. They are getting our car,� replied Abe.

�Excuse us for a moment, boys.�

Abe looked puzzle, but allowed the older woman to pull her away from the men.

�Just between us girls, I�ve got a really good feeling about you two,� whispered Sharon. �I think you will be together for a very long time.�

�You do,� asked Abe, also whispering.

�I do. He is just adorable and so are you! I have one question.�

�What?�

�Does he call Abe?�

�No. Bella.�

�Adorable!�

�Sharon!�

�Coming darling.�


Chapter 63

Abe�s heart felt like it was going a thousand beats a minute. Pulling the belt of her robe tighter, she attempted to calm her nerves.

�You can do this,� she whispered to her reflection in the bathroom mirror.

Forcing herself to take a couple of slow, deep breaths, she left the bathroom. Nick was sitting on the side of the bed. He had removed his jacket and tie. The shoes were also off. He started to stand, but she stopped him.

�Stay there. I need to do something for me. I really hope you aren�t disappointed,� she said.

Her hands slowly loosened the belt of her robe. Dropping the belt, the robe slid open. Watching, Nick for any sign to stop, she pushed it from her shoulders before she lost her nerve. Nick watched the material pool at her feet. She forced herself to remain still, when he eyes began their journey back up her body. She saw his reaction immediately. The reaction was in his eyes. His blue eyes darkened with a heat that warmed her from where he sat.

She wanted to walk to him, but her legs refused to cooperate. She needn�t worry, because he was standing in front of her in an instant. Mere inches separated them. Without a word, Nick began unbuttoning his shirt. Removing the shirt, he went to work on his pants. Soon, he was as bare as she was. He watched Abe. Her cheeks may have been pink and the corner of her bottom lip might have been caught between her teeth, but there was a smile still tugging at the corners of her mouth.

�You know I love when you blush,� he said in a low voice and was rewarded with the color deepening.

He allowed the backs of fingers to whisper against the sides of her arms as he watched her skin react to his touch. Lightly, he traced along her collar bone then dipped down between her breasts. The rise and fall of them quickening as his fingers retraced their path, then slide over her shoulders and down to rest on the small of her back. Pulling her close, he held her. Her head rested against his chest while his erection was pressed securely against her tummy. She nuzzled his skin as she felt his hands slip lower to cup her bottom. He lifted her to her toes causing her head to tip back and he captured her mouth, their tongues doing an intimate dance. She was floating but also anchored by the weight of her desire.

Without warning, Nick was falling. She found herself going with him. Her hands tangled in his hair. He moaned, as he rolled her beneath him. He separated her thighs with his leg. Everything was happening slow and easy�naturally. Slipping inside her, he forgot everything but her. With the lights on he could watch her every expression.

�Open your eyes Bella.�

She did as he asked and it was like everything opened up to him. Again that feeling of this being natural�right. Soon they were slipping over the edge and then floating back down to earth. Easing over to lay beside her, Nick began to doze off, while playing with her hair.

She whispered, �don�t go to sleep yet.�

�Why,� he whispered back.

�Because I have something else to give you.� Nick�s eyes popped opened and she read his mind. �No, not that.�

�Oh,� he said, in tiny voice. �Hey where ya goin'?�

�Nowhere,� she replied leaning off the side of the bed. She dug into her briefcase and pulled out a small box. �Here.�

�This was suppose to be your birthday present collectin� day.�

He propped some pillows up behind him and leaned back against the headboard. She watched him tear into the paper and then the box. He pulled out the little figurine.

He asked, �Which Pocket Dragon is this one?�

�Big Heart. If you every wonder about my love, just look at this little guy and know you�ve got my heart.�

�I do?�

�Yep. All of it.�

�Bella, you got all mine too,� he said, kissing her lightly on the lips. �Thank you. I love you.�

�I love you too, Nicky.�

He carefully sat the small figurine on the nightstand on his side of the bed. Reaching around her, he turned off the light, and then pulled her down to rest against him.

�So we have two weeks.�

�Two weeks,� she agreed.

�I guess that�s not so long.�

�No. Are you sure you want to go home with me?�

�Yes. Are you having second thoughts?�

�About you? No. Them? Yes,� she replied with a chuckle.

�Baby, we�ll be together and you know as long as we are together we can get through it.�

�True, but boy we sure are putting it to the test.�

�No. Seeing my family would be the test and we�ll do that soon enough. Let�s get through your family, then we can tackle mine.�

�You know, I have never pushed you to talk about them.�

�Let�s not spoil tonight with that talk.�

�Okay,� she agreed reluctantly.

�I promise sometime in the next two weeks we will talk about them.�

�Good. I�m calling tomorrow to let Mom and Dad know you�re coming with me.�

�I�m excited. I get to see where my Bella grew up. See the house. See your room.�

�Oh yeah. That is one thing. The sleeping arrangements��

�I�m in the guest room or something like that,� interrupted Nick. �Yeah pretty much figured there would be no Bella and Nick time while we�re there.�

�Nope. Sorry big guy,� replied Abe, reaching under the sheet.

�You better pat Kid Nicky. He is going to miss his play time.�

�I bet,� she chuckled. After a moment, she said, �I�m going to miss this too. I sleep better with you in the bed.�

�So what your saying is you won�t miss Kid Nicky.�

�No, I�ll miss Kid Nicky.�

�Good, cause I wouldn�t want him feeling unloved on top of being lonely and sad.�

�Oh no, we could never have that, could we.�

�Nope,� he agreed, solemnly. Abe pulled away from him. �Where ya goin� now?�

�Making sure Kid Nicky knows he�ll be missed.�

With that she disappeared under the covers.


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