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Chapter 93
I wake up with cold sweat all over my body. I quickly turn on the light. Dunk's not next to me! Oh, of course not� he must have gone to his own bed as soon as I fell asleep. Too bad he's not here, I think I had a bad dream!
Wait a sec� I miss him next to me? What's going on here? Suddenly I see Lee's face in my mind.
"Oh my God! You don't even realize it, do you? Honey, you are in love with Dunk! It's obvious, Sy and Ant noticed it too!"
Tears start rolling down my cheeks. I reach for my phone and dial Lee's number.
"Yeah?" he answers with a sleepy voice.
"You @sshole! You were right! Why did you tell me? I was happier when I didn't know!" I call out crying.
"Honey, calm down."
"I'm in love with him Lee! In love!"
"Yeah. Why are you crying?"
"He's not in love with me!" I sob.
"What? Why do you think that? Did he say that?"
"No!"
"Honey, all you have to do is tell him you're in love with him. Than you two will get back together."
"I'm not gonna tell him!" I call out.
"Why not?"
I'm quiet for a while. "Because� if I tell him, he'll take me back because he'll feel he has to, because of the babies. But I don't want that! I only want him to take me back if he's really in love with me," I eventually say.
"But he IS really in love with you!" Lee calls out.
"He has to tell me himself. If he really wants me back, he has to win me back!"
"Oh." Lee says after a silence. "Right. I'm sorry for telling you."
"It's not your fault. I would have found out anyway sooner or later," I sigh.
"Try to go to sleep Iris. Call me tomorrow if you need to talk, okay?"
"Okay. Bye Lee."
"Bye honey."
I wipe away the last tears and take a deep breath.
Why? I'm so sure Dunk's not in love with me anymore! I've been with his best friend shortly after we broke up! How could he love a girl who does something like that? I've treated him so bad, took out my bad moods on him, ignored him some times�
I lay awake for many hours, staring at the dark ceiling�
When it's finally morning, I get out of bed as soon as I hear Dunk in the kitchen.
"Good morning babe," he says when he hears me enter the kitchen. He's not dressed yet.
I get a vision of Dunk turning at me, wrapping his arms around me, looking deep into my eyes and kissing me good morning. I fight back the tears when I realize that'll never happen again.
"Oi girlie!" he calls out when he turns around at me. "Did you get any sleep at all?"
I shrug my shoulders and sit down.
"Did they keep you up all night?" he sits down close to me and puts his hand on my belly. I shake my head shortly and let it rest on his shoulder.
"Are you hungry?" he asks.
"Not really."
"I'll make a warm bath for you first, we can have breakfast later," he smiles and runs upstairs.
A couple of minutes later he comes back. "Next time come to me if you can't sleep," he says concerned. I nod. He kneels down in front of me and takes my hands. "You promise?"
"Yes I promise," I smile and give him a hug.
"Come on, your bath is waiting," he smiles and pulls me of the chair.
"Thanks," I give him a kiss on his cheek.
"Call me if you need me," he calls after me when I walk up the stairs.
A big smile appears on my face when I open the bathroom door. Candles are lit, and he filled the bath with nice, perfumed, relaxing foam, and the water is exactly the right temperature. When I get in the water I feel better immediately.
I add some hot water now and than, and get out after a long time. Dunk knocks on the door a couple of times, to make sure I'm okay. He's such a sweetheart!
When I get dressed I hear that Dunk has put on some music.
It's a beautiful song and I sing along with it.
Calling all angels
I need you near to the ground
I miss you dearly
Can you hear me on your cloud?
All of my life
I've been waiting for someone to love
All of my life
I've been waiting for something to love
Calling all angels
I need you near to the ground
I have been kneeling
And praying to hear a sound
I finished dressing and go downstairs, still singing�
All of my life
I've been waiting for someone to love
All of my life
I've been waiting for something to love
All of my life
I've been waiting for someone to love
All of my life
I've been waiting for something to love
I stop singing instantly when I hear Dunk singing the song too. He has such a beautiful voice!!!
Day by day
Through the years
Make my way
Day by day
Through the years
Day by day
Through the years
Day by day
Through the years
Day by day
Make my way
"Hi," I smile at him.
"Ah, you look much better now! Enjoyed the bath?" his face lightens up.
"Yeah. It was a good idea, thanks a lot!"
"I made breakfast, come," he takes me to the table that's loaded with food.
"That's not just breakfast, that's enough for the whole day!" I start to laugh.
"Yeah for 2 people it would be, but there's 4 of us," he smiles.
Oh that smile! It makes my heart melt and my knees go all weak!
When I've finished breakfast he gives me the books for the baby room and he cleans everything up.
When he comes back I carefully stretch myself.
"Are you having backache?" he wonders.
"Yeah. I have to bend over to the table because I can't put my chair close to the table, my bump's in the way," I grin.
"Let's sit on the couch then," he suggests and takes the books from me. We sit down next to eachother and he lays the big book open over both our laps. He puts his arm around my shoulder to sit more comfortable.
I feel heat climbing to my cheeks as soon as I feel his arm around me, but after a couple of minutes I relax. He's not doing anything else than flipping through the book, pointing out his favorite stuff.
Why would he do something else�
