by Rina K. Fenderson
8. Everything
Tsuzuki was yanked violently from his seat, tumbling on top of Hisoka, who had pulled him. They landed with a thud on the ground and Tsuzuki stared down at the boy in concern, worried for him as they had hit the ground rather hard.
�Are you all rig--� Again Hisoka�s eager mouth stopped him, distracting him with his warm lips and playful tongue, Tsuzuki wasn�t aware of Hisoka�s fingers swiftly unbuttoning his white shirt, until the young male�s mouth trailed down over the now exposed skin. Although he was able to stop the moan from escaping his lips, Tsuzuki tried to pull Hisoka away. �Ahhh...Hisoka, chotto...yamate...� *�Iie.�* Tsuzuki shuttered; the passion in Hisoka�s mental voice aroused him even more than his touch did. Panting already, mostly from restraint, Tsuzuki collapsed on top of Hisoka, finding that pinning his body down was the only way to stop the boy. Though the squirming of his lithe body beneath Tsuzuki was enough to keep the dark-haired shinigami�s hormones high. �Damn it, Hisoka...ah. Please stop.� Hisoka obeyed this time blinking up at Tsuzuki innocently, as the elder man climbed off of him. Tsuzuki ran his fingers through his hair, letting out a frustrated breath as he walked over to Hisoka�s bed and sat down, elbows to knees. �Hisoka...I�m very attracted to you, I�m sure you know this. And I�m overjoyed that you are starting to share some affection toward me...� Tsuzuki looked up to watch Hisoka pick himself up off the floor, straightening his black tee shirt, which clung nicely to his lean muscles, and smoothing his ruffled hair. He failed at stifling the wave of arousal from taking in the boy�s form, as Hisoka frowned. *�Tsuzuki, I--�* �But, you have to understand that...well...I�m not going to lie to you; I want you...and probably in ways that you don�t want to offer to me yet,� Tsuzuki leaned over his legs, burying his face in his hands. �And it isn�t that I don�t understand, because I do completely...but situations like that make me want more, make me want to take it farther.� Amethyst timidly met emerald, which merely stared back for a few moments. Tsuzuki straightened and sighed. �I�m sorry if I offended you.� Then Hisoka was lifting his comrade�s chin, placing a gentle kiss on his still flushed lips. *�I love you.�* Tsuzuki swallowed. �Wha-what?� Hisoka�s eyes seemed to smile down at him, while his lips brushed Tsuzuki�s again. *�You were gone for only three days and not a minute went by that I wasn�t thinking about you. So I knew; I love you...I love you. So let me...set the limits, ne?�* The elder shinigami sucked in a deep breath through his teeth as Hisoka straddled his waist and wrapped his arms around Tsuzuki�s neck, one hand twisting in his hair. Their lips met again, with fire and absolution. Breaking only to gasp for breath, their bodies already pressing into the other. Tsuzuki�s hands gripped Hisoka�s slim waist, grinding their arousals together and moaning at the sensations he only dreamed of having with Hisoka. �Hisoka...ohhh, I love you. I love you so much,� Tsuzuki whimpered, as he lowered onto the bed, Hisoka still straddling him. Hisoka smiled against his mouth, hands trailing from his hair over his neck and down his chest. Tsuzuki cried out into his lover�s mouth when the boy thumbed over his nipples; his groin ached against the barrier his pants made, as his mind played with the sensual thought of being within this wiry form wrapped around him. Tsuzuki shook himself warning his body that he could never force himself on Hisoka like that. Yet, the boy�s mind seemed to be on the same thoughts as his hands continued their journey down his body, fingering the button of his black pants, before undoing and unzipping them. Tsuzuki�s head fell back away from Hisoka�s lips with a throaty groan, but the blond boy only focused his attention on the taunt neck of his lover as he began tugging down Tsuzuki�s pants. �Hisoka, oh...are... are you sure, ah, you know what you�re doing?� *�Shut up, baka.�* Hisoka tossed the jeans off the bed and trailed his mouth down to the hallow of Tsuzuki�s throat, slipping off the already unbuttoned shirt. It was then Tsuzuki realized, that he was completely naked, his body being studied by fevered lips and the flitting, maddeningly gentle, hands of the young shinigami straddling him. �Now this won�t do,� Tsuzuki whispered, then snatched up the hem of Hisoka�s shirt. �How come you get to have all the sweets?� Hisoka blinked in confusion, then he gasped as Tsuzuki tore his shirt over his head, and a second later Tsuzuki�s mouth was suckling on his neck, tongue licking over his jaw, and dipping in the hallow at the base. Hisoka�s mouth opened in a low moan that only trailed through Tsuzuki�s mind, though the vibration was much greater and made Tsuzuki suddenly much harder. He growled into Hisoka�s skin, reveling in the sweet-salty taste of him and the intoxicating scent that embodied the boy. �I love you.� *�I love you, too. Ne, Tsuzuki...I...I want you...please, make love to me...�* Tsuzuki pulled back, his violet eyes searching the emerald depths for uncertainty or fear. �Are you sure?� Hisoka nodded, caressing Tsuzuki�s cheek. *�Yes, I love you...I want to know what it�s like...with love, I mean...�* Tsuzuki smiled, his lips pressing to Hisoka�s caressing palm. �As you wish.� He grasped Hisoka�s waist and rolled them on to the bed at a better angle. He took great care in slipping Hisoka out of his pants, edging the boy on with tongue, teeth, and free hands the entire time. Hisoka�s mewls, although silent on his lips, were panted and so very arousing in his mind. Tsuzuki had much trouble keeping his own reaction in check as his lover arched off the bed. Finally with naked limbs tangled and the sheets wrapped comfortably around them, Tsuzuki cuddled close to Hisoka�s prone body, savoring the feeling of the boy�s slick body pressed close and hard erection against his thigh, tasting the sweet sweat that was beading on his chest and neck, and relishing the soft moans that reverberated though his mind. He rocked to Hisoka�s body, their arousals rubbing. Hisoka clutched him roughly and arched into him, groaning loudly though mind. *�Ahhh, Tsuzuki. Please. Everything, take everything. Every part of me I give you...I�m yours, I love you...�* �I love you, too...and I am yours as well,� Tsuzuki whispered, shifting so he was between, Hisoka�s legs. He flitted his fingers over Hisoka�s erection, working him. After a moment he brought his fingers to his mouth licking off Hisoka�s essence as well as wetting the fingers, before he placed them back on Hisoka�s body, massaging the entrance and slipping one slick finger within. Hisoka�s mind cried out, his mouth parting and body arching. The muscles tensed around Tsuzuki�s finger, but he pushed on, fingering the prostrate and sending Hisoka into a fit of shudders, leaving him no time to even think about the nightmares of the only other time he was with another like this. As Hisoka was trying to catch his breath, Tsuzuki slipped another finger within his lover, pumping in and out of the blond and beginning to stroke the boy�s erection in time. Hisoka was panting heavily, his body thrashing and his moans crashing loudly though Tsuzuki�s mind. Tsuzuki could feel himself nearing, his own erection pulsing painfully with just the sight of his lover in such ecstasy. Forcing a third finger in brought the boy to hit the break. With a cry that hitched even in Tsuzuki�s mind the boy released and arched; the white liquid coated both of them and Tsuzuki took his time in lapping it up as he continued to stretch Hisoka, not wanting to hurt him at all while they made love. The boy made no move of confusion or discomfort in regards to Tsuzuki�s fingers continuing to probe within him, as he rested his eyes and ran his fingers through Tsuzuki�s hair. The elder shinigami captured his lover�s fumbling mouth, fingers still within and pressing deliberately deep. Slowly, coaxed on by Tsuzuki�s hand and the mere heat of his body, Hisoka could feel himself becoming aroused again and marveled at how much power this man had over him. Once satisfied that Hisoka was hard again and that he was relaxed enough, Tsuzuki pulled out his fingers and pressed his own erection to the opening. Hisoka wrapped his legs around Tsuzuki�s waist, giving him more access to his body and Tsuzuki took his time sliding into his lover, who groaned with even more passion. Tsuzuki scooped up the boy slightly, clasping his mouth to the male�s neck, as he slowly sheathed himself within Hisoka. �nnnuh, Hisoka...I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you.� *�I�m yours, Tsuzuki. I love you. You own every part of me now. I never want to lose you.�* �You�ll never loose me.� *�I never want this to end.�* Tsuzuki tried not to chuckle as he continued to thrust slowly into Hisoka. �I�m not sure if I can guarantee that.� Hisoka smiled, even as his head lolled back and he let off a pleasured moan. *�Everything, I give you everything...heart, mind, body and soul. It�s yours, only yours.�* Tsuzuki�s reply was a growl as he began to quicken their pace with his own need. They pumped faster and faster, panting and sweating and tongue to tongue. Hisoka climaxed again, his muscles tightening in a ring around Tsuzuki�s erection, bringing his lover to follow directly after, their groan melding into one between voice and mind. They remained as so for a long stretch of time. Tsuzuki still within his lover, though limp, his body sweat-soaked and curled into Hisoka�s. The boy�s arms were draped loosely around Tsuzuki�s neck and shoulder, his head nestling in the crook of the elder male�s neck. Still breathing heavily, Tsuzuki slowly pulled back from their embrace, remaining positioned over Hisoka to stare down at him and smile, his violet eyes bright. �More and more amazing...every moment with you.� If he hadn�t been so flushed already Hisoka would have blushed at that, as it was all he could to was smile, laugh, and say, �I don�t think I can top that moment...� They both paused, Tsuzuki shocked into a wide-eyed stare as he tried to rewind what he just heard. �I think you just did...did you just speak, Hisoka?� �I....I...� Hisoka�s eyes began to water as he touched his throat, a smile brightening his tears. �I did...Tsuzuki...I...what happened? Why can I?� �I don�t know, but I�m going to find out,� Tsuzuki hissed in excitement. Smile beaming on his features, he clamored off the bed and moved to collect his clothes. Hisoka watched him in confusion and disappointment, but his complete shock and dumbfounded position prevented him from following. �Tsuzuki...can�t it wait, can�t you stay a bit longer?� Tsuzuki spun and planted a deep, but brief kiss on Hisoka�s mouth. �This may be it, Hisoka. This may bring you back to JouOhChou, away from any place where he can hurt you. Just stay here. I will be back as soon as I can!� �Okay,� Hisoka replied reluctantly, flitting his fingers over Tsuzuki�s hair as the elder Shinigami tugged on his shoes. Tsuzuki wrapped him up in an embrace and another passionate kiss before smiling and whispering that he had to go. Hisoka couldn�t prevent the soft frown from forming on his lips. �I love you.� Tsuzuki paused, somehow it felt almost better to hear it from his mouth. �I love you, too. I�ll be back soon, I promise.� In his wake of departure, Hisoka smiled weakly and curled under the covers and laying back with a thump. He really needed to get his energy up if he was going to match Tsuzuki�s stamina, but for now he was going to rest and let Tsuzuki work to find out what new epiphany has occurred.