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or Never I watch him from the shadows. The cracked doorway casts a thin ray of moonlight through his jaw, nose, and eye. Jake�s lost in peaceful sleep, while his lips shudder with every breath, and the rumbling snores rattle in his throat. The sound turns my stomach. I can�t stand it � let alone sleep through it. How can anyone put up with this? Truly. I can�t take it any longer � Jake shifts in the bed and folds his arms across his chest. I make my move. Just a nudge of my toe drenches him in moonlight. The door glides open like a coffin lid, silent as it skates the carpet. Jake snores on. Slow and steady, I pad towards him. My heart gallops in my chest. Closer, closer � Now or never. I�ve had enough. My shadow crawls over him inch by inch, engulfing him in dark intentions. His smooth face twitches a little, edged by the soft locks of his brown hair. So beautiful. So perfect. But the snoring � Something�s got to be done. The sound buries itself deep below my skin. It�s like a thousand fire ants singeing my flesh. An endless hum. Endless drone. Endless torment. I have to stop it. My fingers clench the plush pillow in my hand and I savour its fine hope. I place it beside him, but I have to be careful. He�s so much stronger than me � I slip my fingers beneath his head. Gentle. Slow. Jake rumbles on regardless, his rasping snores grating at my soul. I have to get him to the pillow. I have to draw him up to seal his ever-snoring gob. Just a little higher. A bit more. Perfect. I slide the pillow beneath his skull, run my fingers through his hair, and kiss his forehead. The extra height softens his dreadful snores to a mild, quiet grunt. Much better. My work is done. |