Upon reflection, it came to pass,
that I saw my life as shattered glass
It once was whole and crystal clear,
but it was damaged, year after year.

First the smudges, made by tears
Then the chips, shaped by fears.
The troubles that resulted in too many smacks1
they're the ones that made the cracks.

with abuse and mistrust, the confidence crashed
and the glass already damaged, easily smashed
a myriad of shattered hopes and dreams
taunting a failure, so it seems

I look at the pieces, totally confused
the result of a childhood, being abused,
the fragments of happiness,somewhere lost.
The splinters of heartache, just count the cost.

I pick up the pieces and so I start,
to assemble the glass, and repair my heart.
Piece by piece it fits in place
it comes together, with love as the base.

At first the pieces were not all sorted,
and my view of myself became distorted.
I sifted the pieces and shuffled them around.
until the glass became clear, much more sound.

Year after year, the glass becomes clearer
With hope and fullfillment, my goals come nearer
I cling to my beliefs and use my wits
then eventually it happens, it all fits

The glass is now clear again, so I think,
but occasionally I find a little chink,
and work to repair it, before it gets bigger,
a task never ending, this I figure!!!!
L.M.Ferricks   (c)
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This poem was written and dedicated to my sister Lorna
She was always there for me
Just sometimes I was too stubborn to admit I needed help!

I also wrote the next verse for her as they are a help to us both

You've been on a pedestal all of my life
Through all the times of trouble and strife
A solid rock, so people think
but in deep water, even rocks sink
L.M.Ferricks (c)
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