Feeble Attempts I tried so hard, my hope had died I thought everyone had lied I saw the truth concealed in lies Everyone had said his or her goodbyes I didn�t leave, I wish I had All my live I�ve been sad Never happy or fulfilled Always, slowly being killed I pray to God every night Sometimes I wonder if I�m still in his sight Life goes on and I�m not here No one knows, no one cares I�ve given up yet just begun I�ve lost everything yet still won I�ve stopped caring about you I�ve become something new I�ve changed so much but is it for the better? I don�t even think I should be writing you this letter As I say this, I wont shed a tear I trust where ill go, although I have fears One-day ill see you again Everything comes back, in the end �Cassandra Cates, 2002. |