Take away the lies, all the deceit You’ve almost got something complete It’s not good enough, for me this time I have nothing left to deny Your life is full, I need time for me Or are you too empty to see? I lay in bed all alone Wishing that you were gone My only friend an old teddy bear Tattered, torn and damp from tears Too many feelings, too many thoughts Oh my god I am so lost I can’t find my way, maybe for good Maybe I’m finally rid of you You’re a sickness, infesting me True love the only remedy My dead phone screams empty rings That’s I all ive been hearing I wonder, are you happy I cant say I didn’t agree So much confusion, living a lie Nothing left to sacrifice For now I wait, until my end I’ll never see you again This is it, jump of faith Darkness awakes, darkness fades ©Cassandra Cates, 2002. |