| Mar 29, 2003 "I'm so afraid that if I wait too long, you'll never look in my eyes again. With a look, that gave me strength and gave me hope and made me feel I've inspired." Don't really have much to say tonight. I just have nothing els to do. I don't want to go to sleep. I want to go to the beach. Acouple of people at school kept saying they wanted to go to the beach. Now I want to go to the beach. I don't know how to get to the beach though. I don't have money for gas either. Stupid gas. I need to come up with a get rich quick scheme!!! I got bills to pay. I got my breaks fixed. My car no longer squeaks. Stupid car. Needs the stupid gas. I'm not a big fan of solar powerd crap, but right now, I would kill for a solar panel or two. Get my car running on solar power. HAHAHAHAHA!!! No good music out right now. All I hear are all those "punk rock" bands like Simple Plan and Good Charlette. They're just groups that record labels found to make money. Kinda like the Backstreet Boys and Nsync. They all have these really high pitched voices and sound almost exactly the same. They sound like screaching faries, who probably got kicked in the nuts before they recorded their albums. That was kinda harsh. Thank god Linkin Park came out with their new album this week. I got to go get that. Looking foward to it. Hoobastank is supposed to come out with a new album in may. I'm looking foward to that. In the rap world, 50 Cent seems to be loosing some fans for some reason. I think he's been overplayed. 50 Cent is great. It's good to have a break from all the "bling, bling" rap. Rappers like Ja Rule and Jay-Z are just rapping about how much money they got and how many bitches and ho's they got. 50 raps about where he comes from and what he's been through. He paints us a pretty good picture of his experiences using his words. Maybe that's why so many people compare him with Tupac. I'm looking to start a band. I don't care what we play, I just want to play with other people. Tai My Shu, look into it. Woodside or M.A.???? Not sure where to go next year. I want to go try somthing new. I'm kinda leaning towards M.A. There are too many people at Woodside that i don't really want to talk to. But there are some that I haven't talked to in years that I would like to get reaccuainted with. From what I've heard, Woodside offers a better education. That's a plus. All I hear about M.A. is that it's so diverse. Soooo what if it is. I think it's all gonna come down to what school offers what I need. I need alot of electives and I think M.A. is the better choice for that. I'll look into it. See what I can find out. The beach sounds nice. I think I might do that tomorrow. Call some one up and see if they know where to go. I'll take my guitar and hope for some inspiration. It'll be a good break for me. Getting my parents to let me drive there my self is probably gonna be the only problem. Going some where like the beach, to them, is a family thing. If I suggest it, I think they would tell me that the family is gonna go to. I don't know how to explain it. I just hope they let me go to the beach my self or with some friends. I'll ask for an early b-day present in cash!!! Then I'll have some money for gas. Stupid gas. I get the feeling tomorrow is gonna be pretty interesting. Either that or it will be completely boring and stupid. |